Old man, what are you looking at?

After Christmas, time feels like a fast-forward button.The first university exam is coming soon, and Lu An's department has a total of five subjects to take the exam.Most of the students are cramming when they don't study at ordinary times.When Lu An opened his eyes almost every day, he was the only one left in the dormitory still under the blanket.Lu An calculated that there was still a week left, and arranged the review sequence according to the order of the exams.

After washing up, I tidied up briefly, stopped by the cafeteria for early lunch, and leisurely went to the library to study.From sitting on the seat to closing at night, except for going to the toilet, Lu An sat in front of the table without moving.Everyone originally wanted to pull him to study together, but because they have to get up early, they have never succeeded in pulling someone out of the bed.Lu An has been working like this for several days.

There is still the last day of the exam, and Lu An is still in a dream. He only heard the knock on the door. At first, he thought it was a scene in a dream, but the sound never stopped. Only then did he realize that it was true. Someone is knocking on the door.He yelled in a daze, "Wait a minute." Before he opened his eyes completely, he groped for a long time to find the slippers. He pulled on the slippers, and when he stood up, his eyes suddenly went dark, and he moved all the way to the door while supporting the wall.

As soon as the door opened, what Li Qi saw was Lu An with disheveled hair and a pale face, looking terminally ill, standing at the door as if he was about to faint in a second.Li Qi hurriedly supported Lu An's arm, sent him back to the room, and settled him down. "Are you sick? Why is your face so pale?" Sitting on the bed, Lu An felt the blackness in front of him slowly fade, and his vision gradually became clearer.

"It's nothing, low blood pressure, just started a little violently." Seeing that Lu An's face finally recovered a little, Li Qi felt relieved. "What's the matter with you?" Lu An asked Li Qi before he remembered the business, "Oh, I want to study with you, I really don't understand mathematics." Lu An looked at him amusedly, "I Every day in class and sleeping, why do you think I can move you?" Li Qi replied seriously, "A man's intuition." Lu An rolled his eyes at him, "You have a shitty intuition." After speaking, he got up and went to wash and tidy up. Things went away, Li Qi sat on a chair and chatted with him without saying a word.

Lu An made a quick decision, and it took more than ten minutes for the two of them to walk out the door. After eating something, the two went straight to the library.It's the exam week, and there are people studying everywhere, and the rest of the seats are not very good. It was hard to find two facing seats in the corner, because there will be cold wind coming in through the gaps near the windows, and there is no one in winter. would like to sit here.After sitting for a while, the two of them finally couldn't carry it anymore because of the wind. Li Qi stood up and lay down on the window to study for a long time. He crumpled the toilet paper and stuffed it into the gap. Without the wind blowing in, the temperature gradually rose.

"Why don't you understand?" "I don't understand anything." Li Qi rubbed his hands together in embarrassment.Lu An looked away from the book and raised his head to stare at the person opposite, "Why do you have the nerve to say that?" "Really, I've never been good at math. Brother, I don't ask too much, I just hope that I won't take the make-up exam next year That's fine." After thinking about it, Lu An decided to pass on the general knowledge points to him first.

While explaining, Lu An summed up the knowledge points on the draft paper at hand.Li Qi was still listening carefully at the beginning, but then he focused on the hand that was writing and drawing on the draft paper. Every character written by this hand on the paper is beautiful and powerful, exuding a magical power that firmly attracts his attention.

As Lu An was talking, he found that there was no response from the other person. When he looked up, he saw the person opposite was staring at his hand firmly, and the focus of his eyes followed his hand.Raising his hand, he poked the man's forehead with the end of his pen, "What are you thinking?" Li Qi came back to his senses after being poked, "Huh? What's the matter?" "What did you say? You remember what I just said Are you ready?" Lu An pointed to the paper covered with formulas on the table. "I remember." "Then what does this mean?" He pointed at a newly written formula with the tip of his pen. "This... this..." Li Qi said this for a long time, but there was no reason for it, which made Lu An speechless for a while.

Judging by Li Qi's appearance, he couldn't memorize all the formulas at once. Lu An decided to change his method and do some key questions. It is still possible to guarantee a high score. "Look at the rest first, I'll find some questions for you to do." After speaking, Lu An took out the exercise book and started to look for the questions seriously.Li Qi sat across from him and opened other subjects and spread them on the table, but his eyes returned to Lu An after a while.

From his point of view, the eyelashes of the person opposite him were long and slightly curled up, making it difficult to see the shape of the eyes. There was a small bright red mole on the top of the eyelid, which he had never noticed before.As the line of sight rises slightly, the outline of the shallow double eyelid is folded, extending from the corner of the eye to the end of the eye, gradually widening, until the end of the eye is tilted into a slightly charming arc.The skin is very fair, so it should feel good to the touch. Thinking about it, I unconsciously stretched out my hand and touched it. It was really tender and smooth, with a hint of coolness.Lu An was startled by this sudden movement, and hurriedly raised his head. "What are you doing?" "No...it's nothing, I just want to see if you're cold." Only then did Li Qi realize what he had just done, and made up a clumsy excuse.

After that, Li Qi didn't dare to make any more moves, so he collected his thoughts and listened to Lu An honestly.What they didn't know was that when they touched their faces just now, Song Yuanzhi took a serious look.He originally planned to fetch water, but passing by, he happened to see the two of them studying here, and was about to come over to say hello, but halfway through the walk, Li Qi stretched out his hand to caress Lu An's face, Lu An turned his back to him, he looked Not knowing exactly what Lu An's expression was, he didn't want to continue watching, so he suppressed his unhappiness and turned away.Neither of the two remaining men noticed whether he had been there.Because the exam was coming up the next day, the two of them didn't study too late, and they left after Li Qi had mastered all the question types summed up by Lu An.

After four days, the stressful exam was finally over. The four people in Lu An's dormitory unanimously decided to go out to have a barbecue to reward themselves and repair the brain cells consumed by the exam. They returned to the dormitory, dumped their things, and went out for food.At the dinner table, Li Jifan seemed to have exhausted all his energy. As soon as he sat down, he lay down on the table, yelling for the meat to be served quickly.While waiting for the food to be served, several people talked about the results of their respective exams, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief that they could pass the scores.

Song Yuanzhi thought of the scene he saw a few days ago, and asked without a trace, "Xiao An has been reviewing by himself, how is the exam?" Lu An didn't think too much, "Well, it should be okay. It should be okay. Question." Jun Wu casually said, "You really, we mortals can't wake you up at all, how do you learn every day?" "Just learn like that. Read books." Lu An replied indifferently.Li Jifan also echoed, "That's right, brother An sleeps every day like he is cultivating immortals. By the way, I seem to see you and Li Qi together before the high school math test. Am I wrong?" Lu An picked up the cup and took a sip Hot water said, "Well, I just met that day, and we studied together." Hearing what he said, Song Yuanzhi felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, so he didn't say anything, and silently hid the ambiguous scene he saw that day bottom of my heart.

Because everyone had to catch the train the next morning, the four of them went back to the dormitory after eating and drinking, packed their luggage, and packed everything that should be brought. After everything was packed, it was already past eleven o'clock.When Lu An opened his eyes the next day, he was the only one left in the dormitory, and the others had retreated first. After washing up, he saw a breakfast, a bowl of preserved egg and lean meat porridge, two steamed buns on the table. A yellow post-it note was pasted, "Eat something to avoid motion sickness on the road." The handwriting was left by Song Yuanzhi.After touching it with his hands, there was still some warmth left. He sent a thank you message to Song Yuanzhi, pulled a chair beside him and sat down to eat.

After more than 20 hours of turbulence, Lu An finally stepped on the land of his hometown.The two elderly people in the family knew that he was coming back today. As soon as Lu An entered the door, he saw a table full of his favorite food.When I returned to my familiar home, the room still kept its original appearance and was cleaned spotlessly by the old lady.Lu An is like a migratory bird returning to its nest, and his heart is full of nostalgia.

Back home life, calm and comfortable.Everyone basically went home for the holidays. They hadn’t seen each other for a long time, and they made appointments one after another. There were almost eight or nine gatherings, large and small, and they didn’t calm down until the Chinese New Year approached.

Chinese New Year is coming soon, Lu An, as the main force of the family, is busy helping the two old people buy new year's goods, clean up, fry some snacks and prepare to entertain guests during the Chinese New Year.Although he has come back from school, he still enjoys chatting with his roommates every day, and there is another person who seems to be fixed every day, sending messages every day, asking what Lu An is doing today?Who are you with?He still consciously reported his itinerary to Lu An. This person was like a piece of brown sugar. Sometimes Lu An didn't see the message and didn't reply, so he didn't get the slightest impression of him.

On New Year's Eve, everything that should be prepared was almost ready, Lu An finally took a break, but unexpectedly, Li Qi didn't send a message all day, Lu An was still a little unaccustomed to it.After the New Year's Eve dinner at night, Lu An accompanied his grandparents to watch the Spring Festival Gala on the sofa, and occasionally there was a sound of firecrackers exploding outside.Although the Spring Festival Gala didn't have much meaning, Lu An felt at ease sitting with his family.

It was getting late, the two old people went back to sleep, Lu An was lying on the sofa, watching TV alone, only his own sofa was a little cold, but the world on the screen seemed to be bustling, every day There are smiles on everyone's face.Lu An hadn't experienced such a Spring Festival for a long time, and the last lively Spring Festival in his memory was about ten years ago. The family was really lively, and the parents were beaten to death, which was very prosperous.Not long after that Spring Festival, my mother died unexpectedly.Afterwards, the home was no longer his home, there was a new mistress there, a new child, a new family was formed there, and he was thrown out like a burden.

Looking back on the past now, time has washed away the memory, but some details are still firmly engraved in my heart.The hatred for his father was still there, but not enough to break down emotionally just talking about it.On TV, people all over the country shouted the countdown together, "3, 2, 1!" The wall clock on the wall rang, and the new year began.

Lu An stood up and walked to the window, watching the gorgeous but short-lived fireworks outside, lying on the window sill, looking outside through the glass, the parents took the children to set off the fireworks, and the lively sound came in through the glass. In Lu An's eyes, this glass is like a TV screen, separating him from this world. He is outside that world and an audience. To him, these bustles are just performances, which are interesting but meaningless.

After standing for a long time, until the glare outside disappeared, leaving only the gray-blue smoke in the air, Lu An sat back on the sofa and saw that the screen of the mobile phone on the coffee table was on. There was a call, an unfamiliar number, and the place of ownership was unknown. .Lu An hesitated for a moment and picked up the phone, "Hi, hello." Hearing crackling voices from the microphone, a boy said loudly with a smile, "Lu An, Happy New Year!"