Su Zi Yu Xia

When I came out after washing the dishes, Madam had already fallen asleep on the sofa.No wonder, some time ago, I worked overtime every day, and my heart ached when I saw it.After finally having a day off, Madam didn't really have a good rest. She slept until noon and went to the supermarket after getting up to eat together. After shopping for a long time, she bought some vegetables and came back.Originally, I felt sorry for Madam and wanted Madam to rest and let me cook, but Madam refused, and in the end, the two of us had to squeeze together in the small space of the kitchen and work hard.

The two of them are faster, no, I can't say it's faster, anyway, the wife is basically busy in the middle, as for me, who occasionally sneaks in and helps each other, it's like a soy sauce existence.In the final analysis, it's Madam's super speed. As expected of my family, it's absolutely awesome.

I also know what Madam is thinking. During this period of time, I have been working overtime and busy with work, so I haven't paid much attention to me.I go out early and come back late every day. On the way to pick up my wife after get off work, my wife basically falls asleep leaning against me.I don't want to neglect me because of work, so I have to cook myself, I can understand.After so many years, the tacit understanding has already been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, and even a glance can tell what the other party wants to do.

Dim the lights in the living room, and the warm orange light makes people feel very comfortable.I found this lamp after visiting many furniture stores with my wife.Coincidentally, I was just looking for trouble and tired from running that day, so I just thought about the last one, and don't run anymore no matter if there is one or not.As a result, the two walked in hand in hand, and as soon as they looked up, their eyes fell on the lamp.

This is not like a lamp suitable for modern cities. It has a strong taste of the palace, just like an old object.It's very simple and rough. The lamp cap is brown and black, with a hollow design inside, and the lamp tube is hidden in it.I found the boss to come over and tried it out.When he turned on the switch, he and his wife looked at each other and smiled.I didn't run away, this time I feel that there is nothing wrong with it, that's it.

After choosing it, fill in the address, pay for it, and then go home directly, and just wait quietly for it to be delivered.However, there was a problem with putting it back after taking it back.The lamp body was a bit too low and couldn't be placed, and it was only after moving other things in the house that it was settled.However, all the trouble is worth it, very warm and comfortable.

His eyes fell on Madam, and he took out a blanket from the bedroom on the way, and gently covered Madam.Madam shrank back again, looking at such a lovely daughter-in-law, I'm sorry for not kissing her.A light kiss landed on the corner of Madam's lips, and Madam even rubbed against me cutely, just like a kitten, so soft.I looked at Mrs., then sat directly on the carpet next to the sofa, let Mrs.'s legs rest on my back, turned around and lay down on the table, flipping through a notepad.

This notebook, I bought it together when I was in the third year of high school.At the beginning, it was agreed to use it to write a diary, and we also made an appointment to exchange time.The result? Let it go.It's also a whim, just like nostalgia for the past, I took it off the bedroom bookshelf when I first came out.Before I fell asleep, I simply looked at the diary, thinking about my wife is also good.

I don't have the habit of keeping a diary, but because of my wife, I started to write something.I have to say that writing a diary has made me survive a very difficult period of time.At this time, it was before the college entrance examination. At that time, I was inseparable from my wife all day long. Thinking about it, I miss it happily.

The following is a text that I decided to type out after reading it for a long time.It’s not a serious diary, because it doesn’t have the format that our Chinese teacher taught us when we were young, just random words, and the date is just signed at the end.This habit is completely learned from Madam, I have read Madam's writing, so I remember it clearly.At that time, I liked the casualness of my wife very much, so I secretly learned it.

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It's hard to imagine that a person like me who doesn't like to be in contact with others can get so close to someone, even my mother never let me do this.She has a scent that reassures me, very light but long.I have quietly confirmed that it is not the smell of laundry detergent, it can only be her inborn, she likes it very much, wants to be close, wants to own, wants to possess privately.

Since I was frightened naked by her that time, it seems that sharing the same bed has become a tacit understanding between us, but every time I am still very nervous.I was somehow moved by her few words last night. I personally think I was stunned, absolutely. You must know that it is something that can never be done if the reason is still there.Just so dazed and fooled, he took off his clothes and touched her skin.At that moment, my mind was blank, I was at a loss, and my face was flushed. Fortunately, it was dark and I couldn't see clearly, otherwise I would definitely be laughed at by her.

Dizzy all night, wake up naturally in the morning routine.It's strange that a lazy person like me is always woken up by the alarm clock, why it is only when it is related to her that it becomes completely different.It seems that I have never slept clearly, which is very strange.However, after waking up, I felt very heavy on my body. When I opened my eyes, I saw her hair falling on my neck, and she was curled up on my body, hugging me like a kitten. body placed on me.Definitely not on my own initiative, definitely not, after all, I have already posted it on the wall.However, looking at her appearance, she is very at ease, not at all defensive.

"Very comfortable." This is probably what I thought in my heart at the time, I like this look very much, I am very happy, it seems that I want more.

2016.2.13

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At that time, I didn't know that this feeling was called liking. I only knew that it was very comfortable, and I really wanted to get closer and wanted more, and I used my instinct to get close.Do whatever you think, the first time you want to be so good to a person.I don't think I'm a very caring person, but it seems that most things are self-taught.

Thinking of this, I feel a little dazed, I really don't know what kind of demon I am possessed by.To be honest, at that time, my wife was hot and cold to me, and I didn't know how much nerve I had to be the same as before.I was eaten to death, and every time I was injured, I made up my mind not to do anything for this person, and I didn't want anything.But every time I see my wife smiling at me or hugging me, I feel that everything is just as it should be, and I should be born to treat this person well.Is it very nervous?

Regarding my tangled past, I don't want to uncover those old scars again, and let myself face the bloody past.But many things are like maggots attached to the bones. Once the seeds are buried, they will take root, sprout and blossom.Those who say they don't mind anything are lying, but they just don't want to affect the established relationship because of these things.

☆、Chapter 6