Demon director, billions of dollars dote on little boyfriend

At that time, I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love

He is his senior, which can be seen from the school uniforms of different colors on his body. He likes to sit on the basketball court and stare at other students playing basketball.

Although the game is very exciting, I have never seen any unnecessary expressions on his delicate face, and his body has no unnecessary movements. His chin is slightly raised. That kind of appearance is arrogant and uninhibited. There is no emotion in his black pupils. It's like he doesn't care who loses and who wins, or he already has an insight.

At that moment, I was fascinated by him.

After that, I came to the basketball court almost every day, because I could see him here every day, I knew that I might like him, and at the same time, I also knew that my liking could only be a junior’s liking for a senior, these, I We all understand.

However, one day, when I went to the basketball court as usual, I unexpectedly did not see the person I wanted to see. When I felt a little lost, a voice suddenly came from behind me.

"who are you?"

The voice was blunt and indifferent, I turned around in bewilderment, but after turning around unpreparedly, my heart skipped a beat because the person in front of me was actually him.

I stared straight at him for a long time, maybe I felt a little uncomfortable, the senior frowned, then naturally put his hands into his trouser pockets and sat behind me.

"Hey, brat, let me ask you, who are you?" His tone showed a trace of impatience, and it was much louder than the first time he spoke.

I finally came back to my senses and lowered my head nervously: "I, my name is Yuze."

Hearing my answer, he looked at my reaction inquiringly, and he turned his face away indifferently, "Why do you come here every day?"

Surprised at his straightforwardness, I suddenly raised my head, and almost blurted out with guilt: "How do you know that I come here every day?"

"Do you think I'm blind? After being stared at secretly by a kid for so long, do I still have to pretend I don't know?" The senior said it was reasonable, but I was a little speechless.

"Yes, I'm sorry." I lowered my head again, and my face became crimson.

"I'm not here to hear you say I'm sorry, why are you peeking at me?" He turned his face again and looked directly into my eyes, looking at me with a hint of playfulness.

I also know that if I don't make it clear when I'm caught, I will definitely not be able to leave, so I can only bite the bullet and answer his words.

"Because, because I want to be friends with the senior." The voice was like a mosquito, but it was enough for him to hear clearly, and I could clearly feel that my body temperature was rising rapidly.

He frowned, as if he couldn't understand my reason: "Why?"

When the senior asked me why, I felt that it was not a problem at all, so I answered frankly excitedly: "Because you are different from others, and you seem to be afraid of no one."

But after I finished talking happily, I realized that the expression on the senior's face suddenly became ugly. Just when I thought I must be hated by him, he smiled lightly, then stood up and patted me. He raised his head and narrowed his eyes slightly: "Okay, if you will be my follower, then I will be your friend, how about it, it's fair!" Although he spoke with interrogative sentences, his tone was indeed affirmative.

The sad thing is, when I heard my senior said that he would be friends with me, I directly suspected that my ears were broken. I was afraid that he would regret it later, so I naturally ignored the word "attendant" and nodded desperately agreed".

After being allowed to be his friend, I would follow him whenever I had time, and I would stick to him almost every day. The senior didn’t say anything and just let me follow, although he often asked me to run errands, or do this or that, But at this time, I feel really happy, because this is the first time someone has been friends with me.

Sitting on the bench outside the basketball court, I excitedly handed him a ticket to the amusement park: "Senior, here it is."

Seeing the hand I extended, he froze for a moment but didn't take it, but stood up and prepared to leave.

Seeing his reaction, I stood up abruptly and grabbed the hem of his clothes nervously, "Senior, what's wrong?"

Hearing my question, he turned his head and glanced at me, and said indifferently: "Sunday, right? I will go. Today I will go back first." After speaking, he left without looking back.

His tone was still so indifferent, but I felt that there seemed to be a touch of worry in his eyes. When I wanted to see more clearly, the senior had already gone a long way.

Although I faintly feel that there is something wrong with the senior, but I am still more happy than worried. I just hope that Sunday will come soon with anticipation.

Finally, it was time to make an appointment with the senior to go to the amusement park. I arrived early that day because of my excitement, but when I arrived, I found that the senior was waiting for me at the gate earlier than me.

I quickly ran to his side, with a nervous tone: "Senior, why are you so early? Have you been waiting for a long time?"

"Don't ask these questions, just go in." He patted the back of my head lightly, then stroked my hair, with a gentle smile on his face.

Seeing him who is so different today, I don't know why I feel a little uneasy in my mind. This is the first time a senior has spoken to me so gently. This feeling makes me wonder if he is sick.

But even so, I obediently listened to my senior and went into the amusement park with him. I played a lot of things that day, and my senior has been taking care of me like a real younger brother. This is my 13 years. It was the happiest and freest day I have ever had, and it was worth the risk of being locked up by my parents to escape.

"Senior, what do you want to be when you grow up?" Sitting on the Ferris wheel, I began to ask without a word.

The senior has been looking outside quietly since he got on the Ferris wheel, and he still didn't have any expression on his face when he heard what I said: "Fashion designer."

"Fashion designer? What is that? Why do you want to do this?" At this time, I really don't know what a costume designer is, I only know that it may be related to clothes.

The senior smiled and explained to me slowly: "The designer is not just making clothes, but designing unique clothes, and making everyone like to wear the clothes he designed, and then wearing the clothes he designed will make everyone feel Confidence, happiness, and I want to be such a person." Speaking of this, the senior's eyes suddenly brightened.

Seeing what he said so brightly, I was also deeply attracted, and loudly announced the decision I just made: "Then I will also be that fashion designer in the future."

Perhaps because I didn't expect me to say that, the senior turned his head and looked at me in surprise. After being surprised for a while, he smiled lightly: "You are just my follower, and you are so stupid, how could you do it? It looks so simple."

Seeing my senior look down on me so much, it was the first time I said back to him: "I believe I can do it." I will definitely be able to enter your field and stay by your side.

Said, for the first time without a trace of evasion, I looked into the senior's eyes unabashedly, because I really wanted to stay by his side, and the senior seemed to feel my sincerity, but after staring at me for a while , and turned his head to the outside scenery.

After getting off the ferris wheel, the senior didn't say a word, and he didn't say a word to me until he left the amusement park. He just walked forward thoughtfully, but I felt that something was wrong.

Going around in front of the senior and opening his hands to stop him from going forward, he raised his head and asked worriedly: "Senior, what's the matter? You haven't talked since you got off the Ferris wheel. Are you uncomfortable? Or did I bother you?" Happy?"

However, he just glanced at me, and then his eyes became extremely cold, even colder than usual.

"Don't call me a senior in the future, and don't be any more friends in the future. I'm here with you today just to make it clear to you that I'm not interested in you anymore, so, so be it." He was ahead of me, then walked straight away.

When he walked a few steps, I suddenly turned around and rushed to grab his arm, and never let go.

"Senior, you lied to me. Aren't we friends? How can a friend not do it if he doesn't do it?" As I said that, I pulled him harder with my hand.

I don't want to lose this only friend. If I lose it, maybe I will never have a second friend.

Even if you don't regard me as a friend, don't just leave like this, I can't believe it.

I just pulled him like this, and he also looked at me calmly, unwilling to say a word.

The senior and I were in a stalemate for a while. Although he didn't let go of my hand, he was not affected by my pulling him, and he dragged me forward. At this time, I understood that he couldn't even talk to me. I don't want to, let alone spend effort to shake off my hand.

My eyes were blurred, I gently let go of his hand and stood there, and he also stopped, I looked at his back from behind him, and whispered softly: "Senior, I like you." It's not the younger brother's liking for the elder brother, but the liking for the lover.

When I thought about how my senior understood what I said, I realized that he was many times smarter than I imagined. Even if I said such a sentence, in the eyes of ordinary people, I, a 13-year-old boy, would only put him If he likes like an older brother, but he can correctly know that the liking I'm talking about is a lover's liking.

In the end, the senior left in disgust, and I never saw him again, and he never even came to school again. I didn't expect that this was the end of my encounter with him.

Although I have been with him every day for the past few months, I don't even know his name. I only know that I can see him every day. I only know this. What do I know about him? I don't know, although he promised to be my friend, but I didn't do everything that a friend should do.

Can we see you later?I don't dare to be extravagant, or is the senior's departure another conspiracy of those two people?

However, I have no way to confirm all this, I only know that I am very hurt.

The first confession in my life was said in tears, and the other party's answer was even more embarrassing.

"You like me? Sorry, I can't accept this kind of love."

……

"Who are you?" I asked this little kid in front of me who looked at me every day.

"I, my name is Yuze."

Yuze?What a nice name, "Why do you come here every day?"

"How do you know I come here every day?"

This little pudding boy is really interesting, "Do you think I'm blind? After being watched secretly by a kid for so long, do I still have to pretend I don't know?"

"Yes, sorry!"

The boy lowered his head, really, he is too shy easily, please scare him more, "I'm not here to hear you say sorry, why are you peeking at me."

"Because, because I want to be friends with the senior."

what did he say?If you heard it right, it seems that you want to be friends with me. I am a little puzzled, "Why?"

"Because you are different from others, you look like you are not afraid of anyone."

Just for this reason?How innocent is this child, so that he can think that a person is not afraid of anything based on his appearance.

Perhaps, it would be nice to have such a small follower, at least it is much better than the pile of yin and yang people at home who are always weird, "Okay, if you are my follower, then I will be your friend, how about it, it's fair Bar!"

"it is good."

It's really getting more and more fun, why is he so happy to be my attendant even though he already said it, really, this kid's brain should be fine.

Watching Yuze run around buying things for me every day, I really don't understand why he is so happy to run errands for others?But having said that, this child is really beautiful, especially those eyes, which are so clean that it makes one's heart palpitate.

Why is my heart beating 'thumping' when I see Yuze every day?Am I in love with him?How is it possible, the other party is just a child, I do not admit it, I will never admit that I would like a child who is only 13 years old, and he is still a boy, it is too ridiculous, it must be the hallucination that I often have when I am with him recently, as long as It would be good to get out of here, yes, get out of here.

"Senior, here it is."

what?I looked, tickets for the amusement park?Forget it, I'm leaving anyway, so it's no big deal to take him there once.

"Sunday, right? I'll go, I'll go back today first."

I arrived early that day, thinking, Yuze has been waiting for me all this time, so it doesn't matter if I wait for him once today.

I'm leaving anyway, so let's follow him a little bit today, as a last memorial.

After getting off the Ferris wheel, he asked me, "Senior, what's the matter? You haven't spoken since you got off the Ferris wheel. Are you uncomfortable? Or did I upset you?"

Damn, why do you show such an expression? It's really annoying, "Don't call me senior in the future, and don't be friends in the future. I came here with you today just to make it clear to you that I am no longer interested in you, so ,So be it."

It's time for me to leave, so just be cool.

"Senior, I like you."

what did he say?like me?But the liking he said must be like liking his brother, really, I decided to leave, what am I still thinking, "You like me? I'm sorry, I can't accept this kind of different kind of love."

Am I crazy?The love he said must be his love for his brother, but why should I distort it like this, obviously that kind of other kind of love is what I want, why should I hurt that child, I am really too bad, but what can I do now , I have already left, can I turn back? Forget it, just pretend that nothing happened.

But Yuze, if I still can't forget you, please forgive me for hurting you again, even if I imprison you, I want you to belong to me.