The Blaze of Xueba

Burning Heart ([-])

Zhou Yan hadn't eaten at first, and was frozen all night in the cold night. Before he could catch his breath, he cried hard in the heavy rain. He was frightened, angry and heartbroken, as if he had exhausted his life's strength.

Li Lie hugged his princess all the way to the car, and didn't even have time to change his wet clothes. Fortunately, the rain had stopped. He was anxious and blamed himself all the way, and rushed to the hospital at full speed.

After three full days of fever, Li Lie stood guard outside the hospital. The bruises on the corners of his mouth did not disappear, but he could no longer feel pain, only numbness, worry, and deep self-blame.

He would rather be the one lying on the hospital bed now.

He stood alone outside the ward, leaning against the cold wall, with dazed eyes, smoking, smoking, one pack after another, until his throat was dry and painful, and he was hoarse and coughed.

He slapped himself with a backhand, which was hot and painful. He once said to Zhou Yan, "If I dare to betray you, you can throw me to the dogs!"

Really, he only now realizes what Zhou Yan said at that time, "It's so unfair to the dog, and it's horrible to eat your scum."

Yes, he is a scum, not worthy of a dog.

After the high fever subsided, Zhou Yan didn't wake up too much. He was in a daze, his body was clinging, and his breathing was heavy. He couldn't hear Li Lie calling him softly. It took two weeks to get better in this state, but Zhou Yan didn't seem to know him. The eyes are only faint.

Zhou Yan used to look at him either tenderly or with glowing eyes, but now it seems that he really has no heart for him, not even hatred.

Li Lie suppressed his strong self-blame in his heart, and smiled at him like a boy, forcing a smile on his face. However, Zhou Yan was too calm, colder than the cold air in Antarctica, so cold that Li Lie felt pain like a knife. Everything is boring, frosty, and boring.

Zhou Yan ignored Li Lie like this for three full months. Li Lie texted and called every day, but there was no reply there. Whenever he had time, he would go to University A to harass Zhou Yan frequently, but several times he was in vain. , Zhou Yan didn't respond even if he didn't rush to the air, there was no reaction at all, cold as ice is not enough to describe, and his heart is like ashes, which is probably the case.

Li Lie was so remorseful that he wanted to swallow the shards of glass. All kinds of troubles swelled in his head every day, which caused him to make frequent mistakes when handling the company's business. A lot of folders piled up on the table, which was very annoying!

Secretary Chen quietly took away the folder, just as Wu Pang came in and saw Mr. Li lying down on the sofa, his face was bleak, and there were many tears in the corners of his eyes, as if he was an old woman who washed her face with tears every day.

Wu Fat coughed dryly, and Li Lie turned around impatiently and continued to lie on the sofa.

Wu Pang said worriedly, "Brother Lie, if you're not feeling well, just take a leave of absence, don't hurt yourself here."

Li Lie put his wrists over his eyes, and after a while hot tears overflowed from his sleeves. His suffering was only his own doing, so he couldn't live.

Li Lie jumped up on the sofa suddenly, and said to Fatty Wu with swollen and red eyes, "I'm leaving, don't ask me when I'll be back, if I don't come back, go and collect my body."

Wu Fat's face turned blue. Before he could open his mouth, Li Lie picked up his coat and ran away.

It was also another cloudy afternoon, and Li Liedong fled to drink in a bar.

Gulu Gulu had already drank several bottles, and the corners of his eyes and cheekbones were already red, but his head became more and more clear-headed. He wanted to use wine to relieve his worries, but who knew that the wine turned out to be a raging fire, which made him think about things, and the more he thought about it, the more painful he became.

First of all, he is naturally not afraid, otherwise he would not have stalked Zhou Yan ten years ago when he fell in love with him at first sight. Fear has been ground clean and turned into ashes, so much so that he sees Zhou Yan as a paranoid three-year-old child, and he is quite proud to feel that he is an old man who can protect him.

When a person grows up and gets out of the society, he has to be influenced and forced by others, so he has more and more succumb. I think that when he failed in the early stage of starting a business, he was still chased and scolded by investors, and he kept restraining his edge. , Turned into means and city government, a big company surfaced like this, after all, it's hard work, compared with these hardships, the hardships of boyhood can be said to be a drop in the bucket.

It’s been a lot of hard work, at least there is support in my heart, so it’s not hard, just like he can sleep peacefully when he is studying in high school, because he knows that Zhou Yan is by his side, and he will patiently give him a review and counseling for his absent-minded deskmate , no matter how far he walks out of the classroom, or sleeps in the icehouse-like home, he knows he can always see him, and the next day he sees him writing earnestly and looking so beautiful and quiet, he feels warm and his heart is at ease.

Ten years later, he thought that Zhou Yan would definitely scold him or ignore him, but Zhou Yan immediately forgave him. There is probably no one in this world who loves him as much as he does.

But fuck it!

He turned out to be a fucking coward, and he left him again after being said a few words by others.

If he were Zhou Yan, he would definitely be angrier than him.

What shame does a person who is not worthy of being fed to a dog want to be warm again? !

Mixed with anger and sadness, he couldn't get rid of his chest. He was stuffy, his eyelids trembled, his throat smelled fishy, ​​and he suddenly leaned forward and spit out a mouthful of thick blood.

Over the years, in order to get ahead as soon as possible, his brain cells accelerated. When he was a teenager, he thought he was very smart. Only when he was immersed in the vast sea of ​​people did he realize how small he was. From zero to a CEO, only he knew the hard work.

His glass was not broken, and even the waiter advised him not to drink, but he couldn't stop it.There was a man and a woman in the lead seat. They had been arguing from the very beginning. At first Li Lie was thinking about his own business and didn't pay attention to it. Later, the noise became louder and louder. Probably the woman thought that the man had a mistress, so she chattered endlessly. He also began to curse, Li Lie was upset when he heard it, he was so angry, why is it only natural for men and women to be together, but it is not acceptable for men and men to be together, and everything should be punished? !

After Li Lie finished drinking a glass of wine, he placed the glass heavily on the table. The bottom of the glass was cracked, and he squeezed it hard, crushing the glass alive.

He swung his long black windbreaker, stood up, and lifted the collar of the man's clothes. The man's height was only at his shoulders, and it was easy for him to lift him. He scolded, "You bastard! Since you chose to be with someone else Together, why are you having an affair! A coward like you should be beaten!!!"

Li Lie really started to beat up this cowardly man, and the people present chattered around to watch the play together. Li Lie hooked him to the ground with two or three punches, and the woman managed to persuade him to stop. Cursed from behind, "Fuck! I like to have affairs! Stop meddling in my own business!" This remark aroused the anger of the people around, and the woman slapped him in the face, regretting that Li Lie didn't treat this scum The man was killed on the spot.

Just as Zhou Yan was about to open the office door, a hand was caught off guard on his wrist, and then he hugged him around the waist, locked the door behind him, pushed him against the door, and kissed him fiercely.

It was exactly the same as the college entrance examination ten years ago.

Zhou Yan smelled the smell of alcohol on Li Lie's body, but Li Lie didn't say anything. He put one leg between Zhou Yan's legs, making him unable to move, and kissed Zhou Yan violently.

The book Zhou Yan was holding flew out, his mouth was blocked by Li Lie and he couldn't say a word. He tried to push him away with both hands, but Li Lie couldn't push him away because he was too immobile.

Zhou Yan beat Li Lie's chest silently, the more he beat, the weaker he became, and finally his hands dropped down.Li Lie touched the back of his head, and Zhou Yan rested his chin on him.

It took a while for Li Lie to let go of Zhou Yan.

Zhou Yan kept silent, bowed to pick up the book that fell on the floor, and then wrote and drew on the table without saying a word, treating Li Lie as a transparent person.

Li Lie put his hands on the table and leaned down, exposing his beautiful collarbone.Seeing that Zhou Yan was indifferent, he slapped a knife on Zhou Yan's book.

Only then did Zhou Yan look up at him, describing him as very haggard, his face was flushed, and he lost a lot of weight.

Li Lie said angrily, "Zhou Yan, you might as well kill me if you treat me like this! The knife is here, do it."

Zhou Yan lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembling, how could he do it.

Li Lie said, "Okay! If you don't do it, I will do it myself!" After saying that Li Lie was really going to cut his wrist artery with a knife, Zhou Yan panicked and quickly grabbed the knife. The knife scratched Li Lie's right index finger, which was dripping with blood.

Zhou Yan held Li Lie's index finger in his mouth without thinking. The corners of Li Lie's mouth finally bent upwards after so many days. He put his left arm around Zhou Yan, his feet hooked him, and the two of them rolled on the floor.

Zhou Yan worried, "Let go of me, I'll stop the bleeding on your hand."

Li Lie lay on top of Zhou Yan, he couldn't bear to part with him, he just hugged him wholeheartedly, and said with a smile, "No need."

Zhou Yan was still holding Li Lie's finger in his mouth at this time, and he let it go after a long time. At this time, the platelet became Li Lie's god assist, and he was working very hard, and his index finger was no longer bleeding.

Li Lie scratched Zhou Yan's nose with a smile, "Honey, it's fine if you keep me in your mouth."

Zhou Yan was expressionless and turned his head away, not wanting to look at Li Lie.

Li Lie was disappointed for a while, and he said painfully, "Xiao Yan, brother, please don't ignore me like this? I'm happy even if you scold me, you might as well kill me with a knife."

Zhou Yanrao didn't speak.

Li Lie forced Zhou Yan to look at him, kissed his eyebrows, nose, lips, and stuck his tongue in. Zhou Yan closed his teeth tightly. Li Lie tore off his tie, tied Zhou Yan's hands repeatedly, and wrapped his body Flip over and thrust deep into him from behind.

Zhou Yan held back any sound, gritted his teeth, and trembled all over his body.Li Lie hugged Zhou Yan on the sofa and leaned on top of him. Tears dripped down on Zhou Yan's clothes. He begged, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I begged a hundred times for sorry, and finally put my face on his face. Buried in Zhou Yan's chest, weeping, seeing that Zhou Yan was still indifferent, he was heartbroken, and said, "Forget it, I did all of this on my own, I'll go back and find a rope to hang myself."

Unexpectedly, Zhou Yan pressed his forearm, straightened up, hugged Li Lie tightly, and cried, "Brother, don't go."

Hearing this, Li Lie cried even more violently. He touched the back of Zhou Yan's head, "I won't leave, even if I'm beaten to death!"

Zhou Yan stuffed his body into Li Lie's body with all his strength, wrapping Li Lie's lower body tightly, a burst of electricity slid through their bodies and minds, and the two hugged even tighter.

Zhou Yan bit Li Lie's thick shoulder, and the distinctive tooth marks lined up one by one, either deep or shallow. Li Lie drilled into Zhou Yan's body more aggressively. Zhou Yan trembled all over, and bit Li Lie's earlobe , teeth bouncing, heart beating fast.

Zhou Yan's slender and fair hands rested on Li Lie's toned chest muscles, drawing them in circles, resting his head on his shoulders, and softly called out, "Brother."

Li Lie responded with a kiss.

Li Lie looked into his eyes and asked, "Zhou Yan, I've been thinking about a question these days. If, I mean, if someone else was your friend instead of me, would you..."

Zhou Yan smiled sweetly and shook his head, "In my eyes, in my body, in my heart, you are the only one."

Li Lie held his right hand, kissed the back of his hand, and remained silent. He had never been warmed like this in his life.

Zhou Yan put his index finger on Li Lie's lips, and said with a smile, "There can be no ifs between us. What I want is that you like what you love and only you. The rest are external things, don't think about it."

Li Lie hugged Zhou Yan emotionally, and Zhou Yan said, "Brother, promise me, there won't be a next time."

Li Lie nodded fiercely, with tears in his eyes choking hard.

Zhou Yan rested his chin on Li Lie's shoulder, and his lower body wrapped around him all the time. He said, "Brother, Xiao Yan really wants to be with you forever like this, never separate, never separate."

He ran through Li Lie's hair with five fingers, touched it gently at first, and then twitched it tightly, causing Li Lie's scalp to explode.Zhou Yanhong said with red eyes, "If there is a next time, I will not go to you, nor will I kneel down to beg you again, I will kill myself with one knife, and let you bear me for the rest of my life. I am sorry! In the next life, in the next life In the next life, I will haunt you as a ghost, so that you will never live in peace!"

Li Lie began to cry when he heard that, Zhou Yan held up his face, licked his tears, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, brother, I love you so much, you can't understand what I do to you for the rest of your life." An extremely paranoid love."

Li Lie shook his head with a smile, and said, "Xiao Yan, you know that I actually liked you first, but how happy I am, because I love someone who will always love me more."

With tears streaming down his face, Zhou Yan hugged Li Lie, and Li Lie also hugged him tightly, and the two of them worked on the sofa until night.At ten o'clock, an undergraduate student came to deliver homework and knocked on the door. Zhou Yan and Li Lie were kissing passionately. He was panting, but he was too embarrassed to ignore him, and hurriedly shouted, "It's not convenient for me to come out now, just leave it outside the door." .”

The student responded and left.Zhou Yan smiled affectionately at Li Lie, Li Lie understood and kissed him again.

The relationship of several years has gone through ups and downs at this time, and it has become more and more solidified. Their body and mind have become one, and they can know what the other person is thinking with just a look.

The two worked passionately until twelve o'clock, each dressing the other.

Zhou Yan's waist softened suddenly, and Li Lie immediately hugged him. Zhou Yan hooked Li Lie and leaned his face against his chest. When he got off the elevator, he almost blinded Auntie Cleaning's dog eyes.

Li Lie on the first floor panted and put Zhou Yan down.

Li Lie said, "Damn you, should you lose weight? It looks quite light, why is it so heavy when you hug it?"

Zhou Yan rolled his eyes at him, "Fuck! I'm a model, okay? You're old, shouldn't you go get your kidneys repaired? It's only a few steps away, and you're panting like a dog."

Li Lie, "..."

The soft-spoken Li Lie couldn't compare to Zhou Yan, but he still had strength. He hugged Zhou Yan with his long arms and carried Zhou Yan on his body like a sack. Zhou Yan gestured with his hands and feet, and Li Lie slapped him on the buttocks. "Stop rambling, let's see how your husband treats you tonight!"

Then Li Lie threw Zhou Yan on the back seat, Zhou Yan stared at him dissatisfied, "Hey, why are you doing this to me, anyway, I'm yours—"

Li Lie put on his seat belt, saw Zhou Yan's shy appearance from the rearview mirror, and felt itchy in his heart, he said with a playful smile, "What are you mine, why don't you tell me? Come on, tell your husband Listen."

Zhou Yan slammed a pillow on Li Lie's dog's head, "Speaking of your sister! You took advantage of me all day long, and I finally settled with you!"

Li Lie said with a grin, "That's just right, let's settle the old scores together tonight."

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