The Blaze of Xueba

Burning Heart ([-])

Zhou Yan's eyelids twitched uneasily just one day after he left City A.The literary world holds regular meetings every year, and there are more fucking meetings than in high school. Either the professor babbles, or the big guy babbles, and there are a lot of latest terms in the academic world, making Zhou Yan dizzy swelling.

Of course, he is not disgusted with academics. After all, he is studying this. The main reason is that the people who come to the meeting are all bad old men, and the youngest is ten years older than him. He is top-notch, but there are rules in the circle, and seniority is the basis for everything he does, so he often only has to listen to lectures and take notes during meetings, listening to a lot of bad old men spitting and spitting, and he is very aggrieved.

During his PhD, Zhou Yan was also a top-notch person, very top-notch. His advisor, Zhao Ren, was an academic leader at University A. Often, the two would quarrel over a certain point of view. He was like Qian Zhongshu, Qian Lao was impassioned and cynical; Patiently arguing with him academically, Mr. Zhao admired Zhou Yan more and more, and often persuaded him to restrain his edge in his spare time, to be both academic and human.

Zhou Yan didn't understand human relations at first, but fortunately, Mr. Zhao taught him one by one, and passed on to him one by one the great moves of his lifelong learning. He was mysterious and kept secret from his colleagues. Big events will take him to meet the scene, and Zhou Yan gradually figured out the way, from Xiaobai to master and then to boredom.

Zhao Taidou had retired from University A in the early years, and he was not present at the meeting every year. The academics of several seniors in the same school were not as good as him, and he was not qualified to attend the meeting. Therefore, no one spoke to him, and the old man above spoke in a cloud In the fog, he fell asleep again and again, and his expression was quite similar to Li Lie who was distracted and sleeping in high school.

Of course, the thing that made him even more anxious was that he sent no less than ten text messages to Li Lie, and this guy didn't reply to any of them, so he didn't take him seriously!Even if he is busy, it only takes three seconds to input the voice on the mobile phone. This guy doesn't take him seriously.

The more he thought about it, the more angry and bored he became. From the first day to the third day, Zhou Yan began to worry about him. He was so busy, he didn't know if his body could handle it, and he was absent-minded during meetings. Spiritually, Professor Zhou actually began to write the word "Li Lie" continuously in his notebook.

He misses him.

Really Want.

Originally planned to hold a one-week meeting, three days of chatting, showing the latest academic developments, nouns over and over again, emphasizing repeated underlines to focus on, and four days to eat, travel and play, which is called cultural exchange.

On the one hand, Zhou Yan felt bored, on the other hand, he was worried about Li Lie. He pretended to have a stomachache and rushed back overnight. When he got on the high-speed train and looked out the window, it was already dark. Now, I wonder if Li Lie is playing with him again this time, and he's not a three-year-old kid, isn't he playing peekaboo all day on purpose to keep him from falling asleep?

What did he do in the last life? He has turned the world upside down in this life and can't sleep for a moment.

Although there were complaints, the corners of Zhou Yan's mouth couldn't restrain himself from rising when he thought that he would see the bastard soon.

He always got motion sickness, so he put on headphones to listen to music. An old song lingered in his eardrums. It was Huixing's "Withme". I remembered that he hadn't listened to it for a long time. To be precise, he hadn't heard anything since Li Lie came back. sad song.

For ten years, he was obsessed with his thoughts, and accidentally clicked on this song on the computer, and cherished it like his life. He listened to it in the middle of the night, and couldn't help crying.

This song is dedicated to all the broken heart.

I like to see the way you wave

I also like to hear your voice

why don't you ask my heart

you just go away

hate and love go hand in hand

I feel happy when I see you

but the heart hurts

Why drive away me who don't want to leave

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Believe in love with me (believe)

()

I know your heart isn't real (no)

It's a Korean song.

He was obsessed with Japanese culture when he was a teenager, and later he taught himself Japanese because of research needs, but he has no feeling for Japanese music. He can't understand high-end music, and he doesn't want to pretend to be elegant. This Korean pop song "withme" just loops It's been a year, and I haven't gotten tired of listening to it until now. There is always a kind of sadness that I want to talk about.

At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, he hurriedly dragged his suitcase and didn't go home, but rushed straight to Li Lie's company. Of course, this high-rise building was deserted and dark, and everyone else had already left work.

He hurried to Li Lie's house again, without changing the password, and pressed 1234567 to open the door, it was empty, he was not here.

Angrily, he called Li Lie again, but still no one answered. When he heard "The number you dialed is temporarily..." Zhou Yan was so angry that he almost wanted to drop his phone.

Kill a thousand swords!Don't let me see you again!

Professor Zhou Yan, who was always "in a hurry" when he was running back and forth, was exhausted and fell asleep when he got home.The next day he single-handedly rushed to the company again, as if Li Lie was his father-killing enemy, wishing he could fight him one-on-one.

The receptionist at the front desk stopped him from letting him in, but he wanted to go in, which sparked a conflict. Fortunately, he met Wu Pang, and Wu Pang said, "President Li is out of town now, and he probably won't come back until after the Chinese New Year."

Zhou Yan remained silent and clenched his hands into fists. Seeing his posture, Wu Fatty suddenly remembered the eager, love-hate look he had when Brother Lie was working as a thug.

Seeing that the end of the year is approaching and snow is falling heavily, Zhou Yan has already promised his mother that he will go home this time, but he can't find Li Lie, and lost contact again. Left without saying goodbye like before.

Oh shit!You bastard!Kill a thousand swords!I want to cut you into pieces! ... Zhou Yan cursed Li Lie in his heart countless times, and he didn't wait for any message from Li Lie to call back.

Back in the west city, the city is covered in silver, it is cold and rustling, and the icy wind blows into the bones.Zhou Yan didn't feel missing after several years of not going home. Instead, he became more and more bored. He was really "boring" as Lu Xun said. He would swipe his phone every 3 minutes, and his face would be disfigured.

From childhood to getting rich to New Year's Eve, Zhou Yan was in an extremely irritable state. This kind of appearance was deeply passed down by Li Lie in junior high school. If anyone dared to touch him at this time, he would definitely explode.

Because Zhou Yan was focused on Li Lie, he didn't notice the way Cheng Fang looked at him. Those eyes didn't look like looking at a person, but rather like looking at a monster.

Ever since Cheng Fang learned of Zhou Yan's "illness", she looked at him very carefully, and told Zhou Shuzhi the shocking secret in private. Zhou Shuzhi was taken aback, and then calmed down. Naturally, there are a lot of books, and I often read the news, so I can see these "marginalized" emotional problems openly, unlike Cheng Fang who makes a fuss and bombards every day.

These years, Zhou Shuzhi's mind has been greatly weakened under Cheng Fang's inhuman torture, and he has no desire to survive. He is very fond of Li Lie, a tall, tall and energetic young man. If two people are sincere to each other, it is inevitable to be together. Male and female together.

Of course, he didn't dare to tell Cheng Fang what he said, and he would be scolded if he said it.

On New Year's Eve, the family sits and eats together.Cheng Fang tentatively asked Zhou Yan, "Son, did Xiao Li look for you recently? He must be lonely during the New Year alone?"

Zhou Yan had no energy, shook his head and said, "He is very busy, how can he be as idle as me!"

Cheng Fang had already destroyed the things in Zhou Yan's study, and Zhou Yan didn't look through them. Naturally, she didn't know that her mother had already stabbed Li Lie, and she just treated it as a normal question.

After hearing this, Cheng Fang thought that Li Lie was self-aware and would not dare to insult her upright son again. She doesn't play cards these days, but she is trying to find a psychiatrist for Zhou Yan every day, and he must be cured of his illness. How can Professor Tangtang have such "bad deeds"!

Zhou Yan lay weakly on the bed, the one-year Spring Festival Gala started again, full of excitement, but he was the only one who was in great pain.

Thinking of the New Year's Eve when he was 15 years old in the first year of high school, Li Lie said to him, "I will never hang up on your call", but now, this guy has not called a single call for so many days, so it can be seen that he is not telling the truth , will also make him feel cold and sad.

He took out Haruki Murakami's old books from under the bed. The old books were dusty. He loves old things the most. A yellowed photo fell out. When he picked it up, it was still a photo with that guy. , the canine teeth were shining brightly, he stood beside him like a stick, letting him hug him.

What a beautiful and lush boyhood, he also fell in love with him after the basketball game. If this kind of photo can be enlarged, he will zoom out to the maximum and take a closer look at his face, body and soul.

Brother, where are you?

Will you leave me again this time?

He burst into tears suddenly, choked up, clutching the old photos tightly in his hands.

From the first day to the fifth day of the new year, a group of people came to the left and a group of people came to the right. It was as lively as a peach festival. Besides relatives, many irrelevant people also came, and these irrelevant people were all Cheng Fang. I invited you here, thinking of being a matchmaker for Zhou Yan, looking at a certain family's daughter who looks upright, and getting to know each other well during the Chinese New Year.

But Professor Zhou Yan was cold and cold, and insisted on leaving others aside. Cheng Fang kept beating the side drums to join in the conversation. Zhou Yan was very indifferent, and it was a great kindness to look at others.

Seeing this scene, Cheng Fang became more and more worried. Of course, there were friends who brought their sons and daughters to celebrate the New Year, and wanted to cling to Cheng Fang.Seeing the man Cheng Fang was terrified, for fear that Zhou Yan would fall in love with others, but Zhou Yan's eyes were frozen and he was not interested.

What Zhou Yan suffered from was not a disease, but a dementia.

This heart has been covered with mud, don't dance partridges to the spring breeze.

Three thousand weak waters, only pouring it on Li Lie that bastard.

The author has something to say:

Good things should be shared with everyone.

Wheesung's "withme" fried chicken is delicious~

It's Ka's life

There is no way to get stuck, only this taste

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High-energy warning for the next chapter: I almost couldn’t help crying when I wrote it myself T﹏T

Yes, yes, the last time.

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