The Blaze of Xueba

Boyhood (53)

As soon as Cheng Fang left, Li Lie got up and locked the door behind him, without asking any questions, just staring blankly at Zhou Yan.

If you are really with this guy, nothing good will happen.

Zhou Yan put down his pen, packed his books, and said, "I'll go to the study to review, you review here, get up early tomorrow and go to the examination room."

Seeing this, Li Lie grabbed Zhou Yan by the waist, papers were flying all over the sky, Li Lie and Zhou Yan both fell on the floor.

Zhou Yan said helplessly, "What do you want? The college entrance examination is tomorrow, why don't you take it easy?"

Li Lie held Zhou Yan tightly, and said in a gentle tone, "Anyway, I've almost done my review, and I've done all the questions that should be done. All that's left is to relax and take the exam."

"Relax?" Zhou Yan asked.

Li Lie nodded, "Yes." He ran his fingertips over Zhou Yan's upper body, Zhou Yan felt itchy, and resisted making a sound.

Li Lie asked, "Why are you comfortable? Hahaha."

Zhou Yan grabbed his dog's paw and whispered, "My parents are still here! Don't let them know."

"what do you know?"

"..."

Li Lie turned his eyebrows, and exclaimed, "Ah, you think I want to do something to you so that they don't know, I just want to tickle you, where are you going?"

Zhou Yan, "..."

Li Lie got up and said, "Hey, Xiao Yan, let's go to sleep, I don't want to study anymore, I'm so tired."

Zhou Yan supported the old, weak, sick and disabled man who was screaming tired every day, and fell on the bed with him, and turned on the light to sleep.

"Xiao Yan." Li Lie murmured.

"Ah."

"Xiao Yan."

"?"

"Xiao Yan."

"..."

This is a crazy ball.

Li Lie's big-tailed wolf turned into a little white rabbit, obediently sticking to Zhou Yan's body, resting his legs on his lap, wrapping an arm around his chest and embracing his shoulders, and touching his face to his face, this posture is alive Zhou Yan was determined to be a wooden figure, but Zhou Yan loved him so much that he didn't move at all, for fear of disturbing his sleep.

"Xiao Yan."

Li Lie yelled again desperately, Zhou Yan finally asked, "What's wrong?"

"Just a kiss?"

Zhou Yan hugged Li Lie sideways, first violated the strict order issued during the college entrance examination, and kissed him tenderly, then let go after a while, stroked his hair, and said softly, "Go to sleep."

The drizzle outside turned to a moderate drizzle the next day.When Li Lie was taking the language test, his eyelids kept twitching, and he always felt that something was going to happen at home.The next morning, after finally finishing the damn essay exam, Li Lie ran home worried. Sure enough, he heard the banging of pots and pans and people's insults from far away. He pushed the door open, and his eyelids jumped even more. Amazing, I saw a picture of peerless horror:

His mother, You Yan, his father, Li Huafeng, and his younger sister, Li Zhi, were fighting each other, and his grandma, Li Shi, was silently watching the play.

It turned out that Li Zhi had just finished his final exam and went home to pack his things and was about to leave. Somehow Li Huafeng also returned home smelling of alcohol. He had a narrow face-to-face meeting with Li Huafeng, his enemy for thousands of years.

The two of them perfectly interpreted what is meant by "enemies meet each other, and they are extremely jealous." You Yan picked up Li Zhi's suitcase and walked out. He hated Li Huafeng at first, so he joined the fight when he saw him. The three of them fought together, two women with disheveled hair and a drunk man.

You Yan's fighting strength has surpassed before, she suddenly got up and grabbed Li Zhi, regardless of the suitcase, the two ran out, Li Huafeng anxiously took out a kitchen knife from the kitchen, and said angrily, "I want to abduct her, unless I die !"

Seeing that the kitchen knife was about to be chopped off, a pair of strong hands held Li Huafeng tightly, and the kitchen knife fell with a bang. You Yan and Li Zhi hurriedly separated. Li Zhi's tender hand was cut open, and bright red blood flowed out, crying out for pain. .

You Yan wanted to step forward to help Li Zhi stop the bleeding, but when Li Huafeng saw the blood, he grabbed You Yan's hair and almost pulled You Yan bald. He picked up a kitchen knife and wanted to chop her.

Li Lie took a step forward, gripping Li Huafeng's arm so painfully, the kitchen knife fell to the ground with a bang, hit Li Lie's foot, also cut a hole, and began to bleed.

Li Huafeng ran out of weapons, and started yelling. He was dirtier than a street girl. His face was swollen from drinking all the year round, his eye bags were down to his chin, his hair was half bald, his face was uneven, and he didn't know what kind of spots had grown on it. Disgusting, getting used to seeing Zhou Yan's delicate and handsome face, Li Lie felt that Li Huafeng had seriously damaged his optic nerve.

Li Huafeng scolded, "You bastard ran away and now you still have the face to come back. My life was ruined by you asshole! Now, why do you want to kidnap Li Zhi and make her a little bitch?! Give me a cuckold and let me raise these two things that I didn't grow! A bitch like you should die early, I have to kill you today!"

Li Huafeng was jealous like a primitive animal drinking hair and blood. You Yan fell to the ground. Li Lie stepped forward and grabbed his wrist firmly. Li Huafeng began to call him a wild animal. He didn't waste a word with this lunatic, and started fighting directly, playing out his grievances, pain, sadness, helplessness and anger for so many years.

anger.

He was very angry, he was afraid of Li Huafeng, but now the anger had overwhelmed the fear, a gust of protective, fucking protective oil ignited his anger.

The two fought fiercely, Li Huafeng was merciless in his strikes, Li Lie was not to be outdone, Li Lie pushed Li Huafeng back, Li Huafeng's foot slipped, and the back of his head hit the corner of the kitchen, his eyes stared dead, his body no longer moved. Didn't get up and then my head started bleeding.

Li Lie, You Yan, Li Zhi, including his mother-in-law Li Shi, and everyone who was still angry in this room looked at this scum without moving. The air was stagnant and as silent as a grave.

In an instant, Li Lie only understood one fact:

He killed.

The anger just now turned into dense fear, devouring him in terror. The fights outside the junior high school, including being a thug to complete the underworld mission, were all insignificant in front of the fact that "he killed someone".

Whether it was intentional or unintentional, Li Huafeng died, he pushed, he killed.

The damn rain was still falling, the sky was gloomy, his feet were bleeding, and he was walking in the rain wearing a jumpsuit and black hat.

confused.pain.Lonely.

Can anyone help me?

Why was it born?

Why live?

After Zhou Yan finished the last English subject, he quickly ran to the entrance of Li Lie's examination room and waited. Everyone left without seeing Li Lie.

He called Li Lie on the phone, broadcast it more than 20 times and no one answered, he dropped the phone angrily, and cursed, where did this damn thing go? !

Just after leaving the school, Zhou Shuzhi drove to pick him up. Cheng Fang quickly got out of the car, opened an umbrella, and scolded Zhou Yan, "Why don't you open an umbrella in such a heavy rain?!"

Zhou Yan was like a zombie who let his mother urge him to get into the car. He leaned on the car window without thinking, and suddenly saw a cake shop. He shouted, "Stop!"

Zhou Shuzhi and Cheng Fang asked at the same time, "What's wrong?"

Zhou Yan endured the turbulent emotions, and calmly said, "Uh, I'll go back later, I have an appointment with someone else."

Zhou Yan had already got out of the car, and Cheng Fang handed him the umbrella.

Zhou Yan bought a fruit cake at the cake shop. He remembered that today was that guy's birthday, and he wanted to celebrate it with him, but where the hell did Li Lie go? !

Zhou Yan carried the cake and didn't take a few steps, the cake accidentally spilled and fell to the ground, sticky, let the rain wash away, very embarrassing.

Li Lie, where are you?

Zhou Yan squatted helplessly on the ground and started to cry. The umbrella was blown aside by the wind, and big raindrops hit him.

Li Lie wandered around the rainy West City with a dark face for a long time, his whole body was drenched, his feet were scarred, and the blood was blurred. He had already missed the English test. He was sorry for Zhou Yan, but it was over and he wanted to see him for the last time .

the last time.

forgive me.

Zhou Yan went home wet and changed his clothes, and kept looking out the window expressionlessly, wondering if that person would come.Just after he kept staring until his eyes became sore, a black figure suddenly appeared in the rain.

It's him!

It's that guy!

Zhou Yan ran downstairs like a rocket. Seeing that Li Lie didn't care about being wet by the rain, he wanted to scold him, but seeing that he was in a mess, he was very pitiful, so he endured it and gave him an umbrella.

When Li Lie saw Zhou Yan, the heart that was frightened, lonely and painful just now finally settled down. He fell straight forward, pressed on Zhou Yan, rested his chin on his shoulder, and cried, "Xiao Yan, I am so happy!" Afraid."

Zhou Yan brought Li Lie back to the room, Li Lie locked the door with his backhand, buckled Zhou Yan on the door and began to kiss him frantically, without giving Zhou Yan any space to speak, Zhou Yan hugged the wet Li Lie, while bearing Li Lie's fierce kiss while stroking his back.

Now Li Lie finally understands why Zhou Yan wanted to swallow him alive when he was intimate, hugged him so tightly, and kissed him so deeply, because he was afraid of losing, because he was worried about gain and loss, because he loved him too much, just like him now, he obviously loves him very much This person can only see him for the last time, so he can only possess him in this rough way, remember him, and then recall him, turning him into a part of his body and soul.

After a while Zhou Yan asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Li Lie said wearily, "I'm a little tired after the exam, I want to sleep."

After taking a bath, Li Lie lay down first, extremely quiet. Seeing that something was wrong, Zhou Yan leaned down and asked, "Li Lie, is there something wrong with you?"

Li Lie turned his face to the wall and his back to him, bent his body into a shrimp shape, and said, "Don't talk, hold me tight."

Zhou Yan lay down next to him, hugging him deeply, the two of them were like conjoined twins.

At 02:30 in the morning, Li Lie woke up, looked at the window and let out a long sigh. He bent down, touched Zhou Yan's eyebrows, kissed Zhou Yan affectionately, picked up his clothes, closed the door, and was gone forever.

Goodbye, Xiaoyan.

Zhou Yan found out that Li Lie was missing the next day, so he searched for him all over the city, but found nothing after being exhausted.

He cried all day and all night.

elder brother.

Do not leave me.

The author has something to say:

Boyhood ends here.

Next, I will write about the life after the encounter in the city

Heck, the progress is faster and smoother

Will follow the wedge and start writing

Students who are a bit confused can turn their heads and look at the wedge again

A certain author is not cheating on clicks :)

"Flame" originally wanted to write a pure campus novel

It's been a few years since high school

someone already at work

I still miss high school

If I write again later

try to write better

thanks for seeing this

^_^ Bow and thank you

Recently, I will rush to write while I have time

I won't tell you that I wrote nearly [-] words in one go yesterday

In view of objective reasons

Currently not updated daily

but it will end

it will be like a spasm

Strive for the next stable daily update

I wish you all a happy reading

In 2019, all wishes come true and good health

Let's head towards the New Year together^o^

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