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Shen Jing didn't respond.

Cheng Yue knocked on the door a few more times, "Open the door, let's talk."

There was still no movement of the people inside.

Xiao Li pursed his lips at the side, and muttered in a low voice: "It's been like this since he came back, he just doesn't open the door."

Cheng Yue pursed his lips and walked to the balcony. Xiao Li hurriedly followed, "What are you doing?"

Cheng Yue lay on the balcony without saying a word and looked in the direction of the bedroom.

The small balcony outside the living room of the hotel is open, and you can see the window of the next bedroom, but you can't see Shen Jing, you can only see a small coffee table by the window.

The external case of the air conditioner in the room is placed on a small platform outside the window, only about one and a half meters away from the balcony.

The balcony guardrail is a little higher than the platform guardrail, so it is absolutely no problem to jump over it.

Just as he stretched his palms and wanted to stand on the guardrail, Xiao Li hurriedly pulled him back to the ground, "What are you doing! Didn't you just ignore you! As for wanting to commit suicide!"

"Your head is full of shit!" Cheng Yue knocked on his forehead, "Who wants to commit suicide, I just want to turn over here, I see that the window is not closed."

The hotel room is on the sixth floor. Although the distance between the two platforms is not very far, Xiao Li didn't dare to let him take such a big risk, so he quickly hugged his arm, "No, no, it's too dangerous, it will be terrible if you fall .”

"Then why don't you dance?" Cheng Yue raised his eyebrows.

Xiao Li lowered his eyelids, shook his head, "I, I dare not."

"That's fine," Cheng Yue pulled out his arm, "Don't worry, I can cross such a short distance with my eyes closed."

Xiao Li snapped his fingers, "For safety's sake, I'll find a rope to tie you up!"

"Oh." Cheng Yue responded.

As soon as Xiao Li walked back to the living room, he felt that something was wrong. When he turned his head, Cheng Yue was already standing on the balcony railing.

His heart was beating fast, and before the word "hey" came out of his mouth, he watched Cheng Yue lift his foot and step out.

Xiao Lifei rushed over in the same way, and saw Cheng Yue who was holding the outer case of the air conditioner.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

Almost at the same time, the door opened.

"I didn't intend to commit suicide." Shen Jing said.

Xiao Li and him looked at each other.

Shen Jing was stunned, and turned to look out of the window. Cheng Yue was clawing at the window like a spider, with his forehead on the glass, trying to open the window from the outside.

When the eyes of the two met, Shen Jing couldn't help laughing.

"What are you doing?" Shen Jing walked over and opened the window, with a trace of helplessness in her voice.

"You don't make a sound in there, don't I worry?" Cheng Yue took off his shoes, stepped on the window sill with bare feet, and climbed in.

"I just want to stay alone for a while, it's so easy to get overwhelmed." Shen Jing glanced down when he closed the window, but fortunately, no one passed by downstairs.

"I didn't say you couldn't think about it. I know you're depressed. It's even worse when you're alone. Let's chat with you." Cheng Yue gently stroked the band-aid on his forehead, "Is the injury not serious?"

"It's okay, it's just scratched a little." Shen Jing turned around and sat back on the head of the bed, hugging the pillow, and continued to be a wooden figure.

"I've heard about the old lady. I consulted with a lawyer. This matter has nothing to do with you. At most, it's a fine." Cheng Yue sat beside him.

Shen Jing sighed and remained silent.

Although it is true to say so, this incident has already caused extremely bad effects, and his image is also difficult to restore. If you browse the Internet, you will find comments scolding him.

He didn't know how to explain it, and even if he explained it, he might not be able to get forgiveness from others.

That's it anyway.

That's it.

Cheng Yue bumped his arm, "What are you thinking about? Do you want to eat something? I heard from Xiao Xiao that you didn't even eat lunch. Are you hungry?"

"I don't want to eat." Shen Jing put his hands on his knees, buried his face in his arms, "I don't have an appetite."

"How can you not eat, your stomach can take it? Eat a little, or I will cook some glutinous rice balls for you, don't you just like sweet wine, can I put some wine for you?" Cheng Yue fiddled The hair on the back of his head.

"Whatever." Shen Jing's voice was muffled.

When Cheng Yue walked to the door, he felt uneasy, afraid that he would lock the door again, so he asked Xiao Li to stand by the door, "I'm going to get something, what do you want to eat?"

"I can do it." Xiao Li chuckled, "Do you cook?"

"Nonsense, otherwise, the pie will fall from the sky." Cheng Yue said.

"How about I cook it." Xiao Li said.

"Why? Do you doubt my level?" Cheng Yue added some water to the rice cooker and poured the glutinous rice balls into it, "I'm going down to buy wine."

When Xiao Li saw this step, he felt that there was no hope for eating glutinous rice balls tonight. He rubbed his nose and held back.

Twenty minutes later, someone in the kitchen yelled "Fuck me".

Xiao Li lowered his head to play with his mobile phone, pretending not to hear.

Cheng Yue used chopsticks to pinch off the sticky glutinous rice balls one by one. As a result, the sesame filling leaked out, and the translucent soup became cloudy in an instant.

The mochi all turned into lumps and looked a bit disgusting.

He said "huh" himself.

Turning his head and glanced at Xiao Li, he felt a little embarrassed, so he put all the glutinous rice balls into a big bowl, and deliberately turned his body to block Xiao Li when passing by, "There are not enough glutinous rice balls, you go down and buy some by yourself Eat something, sorry."

Xiao Li couldn't ask for more, and nodded like garlic.

Cheng Yue walked into the room with the big bowl in his arms, and closed the door with his backhand.

Shen Jing still maintained the same movements as before, motionless, those who didn't know thought he was asleep.

From the drooping hair to the toes, there is gloom, and there seems to be a cloud of black air all over the body, which is a capitalized "mourning".

Cheng Yue put the bowl on the table, "Do you want me to feed it, or do it yourself?"

"I'll do it myself." Shen Jing raised her head.

Cheng Yue snorted, "Then move."

Shen Jing didn't pay attention to his smile, caught a glimpse of the unknown object on the table, and was taken aback, "What is this?"

"There is a problem with the rice cooker. It heats up slowly. It became like this when I opened it." Cheng Yue picked up a lump of glutinous rice balls and blew them, and stuffed them into his mouth. "The taste is okay, I think it's delicious. .”

Shen Jing scooped up half of it with a spoon, stuffed it into her mouth, frowned, and quickly stretched it out again.

"Is it delicious?" Cheng Yue licked his lips.

"Didn't you ask me after eating it?" Shen Jing didn't have the nerve to hit him, and took a sip of the dark soup.

"Then you have to give an evaluation no matter what." Cheng Yue expected without knowing it.

"It's a bit confusing," Shen Jing narrowed his eyes, trying to be as tactful as possible, "I can't even see what it looked like when it was alive. Is this sweet wine? Why can't I taste it?"

"Maybe it's not authentic," Cheng Yue curled his lips, "Then do you still eat it? If not, I'll go downstairs and order something else."

"Eat, eat, eat." Shen Jing put the bowl on her lap, and sipped the soup in small sips.

The taste of the glutinous rice balls wasn't very good, probably a lot of sugar was added to the soup, it was too sweet to be bitter, but Shen Jing still swallowed it with dignity.

The stomach has been empty for a long time, and I feel full just after eating a little. I am afraid that Cheng Yue will be unhappy, so I still send it to my mouth spoon by spoon.

Cheng Yue didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

Shen Jing's eyes were always empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

It hurts to see him look so lost.

I don't know how to say comfort.

Cheng Yue touched the back of Shen Jing's head, "After this matter is over, why don't you take a break, go on a trip or something, I think you may need to rest for a while."

The movements of Shen Jing's hands paused for a moment, and then desperately stuffed food into his mouth, one after another, before he had time to swallow it, he scooped up several more and stuffed them into his mouth.

Cheng Yue hurriedly stopped him, "Eat slowly."

Shen Jing turned her back, still desperately stuffing something into her mouth, her throat was blocked by glutinous rice balls, she couldn't speak, and she couldn't chew anything, the tip of her nose became sour, and her eyes began to turn red.

He understood the meaning behind Cheng Yue's cryptic words.

The company wants to hide him.

Although this was the ending he had expected long ago, when it really came to this moment, he still felt very distressed, even desperate.

He knew that he had caused a lot of trouble for the studio, and he had lost a lot of announcements. The filming of "Myriad Worlds" was not over, and now it has affected the ratings of "The Legend of Fu Que". He is really sorry for everyone.

Sorry everyone.

He doesn't want to face those things anymore, and sometimes he thinks about just disappearing from the entertainment industry.

But I don't want to leave in such a way.

Too embarrassing, too failed, too unwilling.

Cheng Yue hurriedly sat across from him and took the bowl away from him, "What's wrong with you? If you don't want to travel, go back and visit your parents. Don't you often talk about them? Go back and have a look?"

Shen Jing didn't speak, but blinked twice, trying to force back the tears.

Cheng Yue rubbed his head distressedly, "What's the matter with you? Talk, why are you unhappy? I'll be worried if you keep silent like this."

Shen Jing swallowed what was in her mouth with difficulty, and buried her head in her arms again, "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry for what," Cheng Yue leaned to his side and hooked his shoulder, "You didn't feel sorry for everyone, it's not your fault. I believe you, I believe you have nothing to do with Song Qianyi, and you I didn’t know that such a thing would happen when I signed the contract with Hongtai, and the death of the old lady has nothing to do with you, it was an accident, and it’s not your fault.”

"You believe but others don't, you understand but others don't understand, what else can I do now except apologize!"

Shen Jing sniffed and raised her voice, "I feel very helpless. No matter what I say or do, it is wrong. The studio clarifies that others don't believe me, and I just watch helplessly. Scolding, they are very good, really good, but I can't protect them, I can't protect anyone, including myself, sometimes I really want to stop here and don't want to continue."

Cheng Yue hugged him and patted his back lightly, "It's okay, it's okay, everything will pass, don't worry about it."

"I can't make it through!" Shen Jing burst into tears, and the tears slowly rolled down his cheeks, "Do you know how many announcements I have lost this month? Several brands that I worked with before have to terminate their contracts with me because of image problems. Preliminary calculation Even if I lose more than 2000 million yuan, without adding other losses. This circle is so realistic. Now I want to be popular but not popular, and if my works have no works, what can I do? My road has come to an end! The ratings of "The Legend of Fu Que" plummeted, and all the responsibility fell on my head. I am really under a lot of pressure, I am really fed up, I am bored, and I don't want to continue on."

Grievance, pain, mania, depression, helplessness, all negative emotions were instantly ignited and intertwined, and his voice couldn't stop trembling with excitement.

"I haven't had a good night's sleep since the filming of "Myriad Worlds" stopped. The voices of those people always sound in my mind. Although I tell myself to calm down and calm down, their words of scolding me will always flash I can't concentrate when I'm on the show, I can't control my emotions, and sometimes I even want to hit people. I've hurt a lot of people. Feel aggrieved, bringing an artist like me, everything they worked so hard to build for me collapsed, but there was nothing I could do."

"It's really unlucky to know me." Shen Jing looked up at Cheng Yue, "Do you also regret signing me?"

Cheng Yue was stunned for a moment, his eyes became hot, he held his chin, and kissed him deeply.

He didn't know how to comfort Shen Jing, telling him that the world is not so bad, and everyone is not as he imagined, no one in the studio complained, and no one blamed him for being bad, it was just because of this incident that happened to happen It was just bad luck.

But I guess he can't listen to anything now.

He can understand Shen Jing's current feelings, receiving a lot of negative information every day, no matter how strong the psychological defense line is, it will always collapse.

It's like being abandoned by the whole world.

Shen Jing couldn't stop crying, his body seemed to be touched by a certain switch, and the depression that had been accumulated in his heart for the past few days broke out in an instant.

He closed his eyes, his upper body trembled slightly because of the constant sobbing, and his mind was full of thoughts and chaos.

Gradually, he felt the wet and hot lips constantly touching his lower lip, the corners of his mouth, his chin, his cheeks...

Very gentle, very familiar feeling.

This slight friction was like a feather sweeping back and forth across his cheeks, carefully calming his manic emotions.

After crying for an unknown amount of time, Shen Jing's rationality finally came back, and she controlled herself not to cry anymore.

Cheng Yue wiped away two lines of wet tears for him, and licked his lips again, "Salty."

Shen Jing lowered her head and wiped her tears on his shoulders, "I didn't force you to eat what you wanted."

Cheng Yue smiled, and pecked his eyes twice, "Knowing you is the luckiest thing in my life, if I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be who I am now, don't be disappointed in yourself, you really are Very good."

Shen Jing swallowed, tears finally closed the gate, but after closing the gate, she felt that she was a bit ashamed to cry just now.

Cheng Yue raised his hand to hold his cheek.

The corners of Shen Jing's eyes and the tip of his nose were red, a bit like a rabbit, and his slender eyelashes were wet with tears and stuck together.

It looks pathetic.

He raised his thumb and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Are you done crying? Are you feeling better?"

Shen Jing pursed her lips and nodded.

Cheng Yue raised his hand to show several red marks on his arm, "You are really strong enough, your bones are almost broken by you, believe it or not, we two are going out now Xiao Xiao must think that we two did something inside What an unsightly thing."

"Can you shut up." Shen Jing couldn't help but want to laugh.

Cheng Yue rubbed his head, and said softly: "It's good to let it out, I'm afraid that you will have something wrong with holding it in your heart."

Shen Jing held her entire face and buried it on her knees, her voice choked up, "I think it's time for me to take a good rest."

Cheng Yue: "Then show me your itinerary. If there are some messy activities that can be turned down, just turn them down. If you are embarrassed to say that I will help you talk to Sister Huan."

"Actually, it's nothing, just some small advertisements." Shen Jing took out her mobile phone and clicked on a file, "I went to a crew to audition for a play before, and there was no response for three days, so I guess it's over."

From the pre-appointed male lead to being beaten back to his original form, this sense of gap made him unacceptable, and it would be a lie to say that he was not disappointed.

He still has no way to face this ending freely.

Just because something you once had is taken away doesn't mean you'll go back to a time when you didn't have that thing. (From "White Night Walk")

"It's okay, if this one doesn't work, we can wait for the next one." Cheng Yue comforted.

Shen Jing looked at him, her voice was still a little choked up, "Then what if there has never been?"

"No." Cheng Yue lowered his head and swipe the phone screen, Shen Jing's notice has indeed shrunk significantly, no wonder he has such a sense of loss.

"Do you think I'm really suitable for this circle?" Shen Jing asked softly while lying on her lap.

Cheng Yue's fingertips paused, and he looked up at him, "Don't say that, there is no suit or not, only likes and dislikes, you can't be discouraged just because someone else said that, some people have nothing to do when they are full I love to beat others up. How well do you think they can live in reality? The more depraved you are, the happier they are. They think they are great and can control other people's lives at will, but they are nothing. All you have to do is face the difficulties And come on, you have to work harder to tell them that you can get back on your feet and live a more beautiful life than them!"

Shen Jing stared at him blankly.

Sometimes he felt that Cheng Yue was quite naive in his bones, but sometimes he felt that he was very mature and could always analyze the whole thing from another angle.

Cheng Yue is optimistic and open-minded.

His body seemed to be carrying a mass of burning flames, constantly releasing energy, making people feel warm.

"Anyway, I think you are quite suitable for filming," Cheng Yue kissed him on the forehead, "at least you are more suitable than me."

Shen Jing raised her hand and hugged Cheng Yue's waist, and whispered in his ear: "Thank you for your comfort, without you, I would really collapse."

"Stupid? Thank you?" Cheng Yue raised one corner of his lips.

"A lot, from signing to now, countless." Shen Jing rubbed Cheng Yue's ear, "In short, thank you for always being by my side."

"You're welcome," Cheng Yue patted him on the back, "It's enough to promise with your body."

Shen Jing smiled, "Okay."

The author has something to say: I was quite surprised, just in the first two chapters, I didn't expect everyone's empathy to be so high... I thought it would be more abusive to have a breakup or something. (Because you think, at a time like this, shouldn’t Jingjing be very depraved and then feel that she is not worthy of Yueyue and then choose to give up this relationship! It’s like this! I didn’t follow this plot What! I have no self-knowledge and think that I have avoided abuse... scratching my head)

Touch everyone's little heads.

Jingjing will definitely be able to adjust her mentality, and her relationship with Yueyue has also improved to a higher level...

Did you smell a little bit of sweetness at the end of today's chapter...hehe...the rest will be sweet (and then I know there must be children who will ask, so when will that be?) The old man counted and said, Zhou Nai has the auspicious sign of the five-star Lianzhu...

All troubles will pass~