never ya

Title: Never Ya

Author: Passionate Dead Leaf

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Meeting Gao Yan again, Lu Qingguang couldn't help thinking, when will this person's heart warm up?

But people who are moved for the first time will still be moved when they look back.

"Since I have decided to love you, I will love you in the way you need most." Lu Qingguang said.

The Blind Slightly Black-bellied Gong x The Proud Son of the Day Before Before Shou

Realistically short, super-sensitized clear water cookies!

01.

Gao Yan had no choice but to go to the massage parlor where Lu Qingguang worked.There is more than half of the balance left in the membership card I bought before, and it is really unreasonable to waste money in it just because of my shameful emotions.

When he went again, he deliberately missed Lu Qingguang's shift schedule.

When the boss saw him coming, he was a little surprised, but immediately smiled flatteringly: "Boss Gao is here. I don't work today on the 7th. I can help you find another technician. Do you think so?"

Gao Yan nodded, thinking, as long as it wasn't Lu Qingguang, anyone would do.

"On the 5th, the bell has just rung off. He is also a veteran with sophisticated techniques. Why don't you give it a try?"

"It's all right, just press it in place," Gao Yan rolled his eyes, and added, "It's best to have a stronger hand."

After taking off his jacket, Gao Yan laid down on the massage table familiarly, buried his face in the ventilation hole, and assumed a posture of letting others "slaughter".

After a while, No. 5 entered the box, touched the edge of the bed and leaned over, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with the boss?"

Gao Yan said: "You can press it casually, but the main pain is severe in the shoulder and neck, so press it twice more."

The technician responded with a good voice and started walking according to the process.

When the shoulder was pressed, the technician asked Gao Yan: "Boss, the muscles here are very tight. Do you usually sit in front of the computer for a long time and don't exercise much?"

Gao Yan was pressed to the sore part, he snorted, and said, "Yeah, I wish I could eat and sleep with my computer in my arms."

The technician smiled, and continued to rub his shoulders and back seriously.

Halfway through, Gao Yan was still awake, not drowsy as usual, so he asked in a strange way: "Do you have more technicians from other places or locals?"

The technician replied to him: "They are all from other places, and the locals are only one on the 7th."

Gao Yan moved his Adam's apple, and continued to ask, "Are you familiar with No. 7?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he regretted a little.

He obviously reminded himself countless times not to think about Lu Qingguang anymore, but he still couldn't restrain himself from wanting to inquire about him and understand him.

The technician was rubbing his waist, holding back his strength and said, "Hey, what are you familiar with? We are all colleagues."

Hearing this tone, although he didn't take it seriously, he always felt that something was weird.

After rubbing his waist, he relaxed, and suddenly he spoke again: "Our business is too mobile, and now there are fewer people who can endure hardships. Many young juniors can't work for long, or they will switch to other industries. , or go home and rest. After all, people like us have too little employment opportunities and no work to do, so it’s better to stay at home and worry about it! No. 7 and I are both old technicians and have worked in this industry for five years. above."

Gao Yan is usually reticent, but once he touches on the topic of Lu Qingfeng, his heart and mouth can't be controlled for some reason, and he asked: "Did Number 7 tell you, what happened to his eyes?"

The technician sighed and said, "He, I heard that he has some rare disease with a long incubation period, and he gradually becomes blind after the age of 18."

Gao Yan's heart tightened, and he blurted out: "Is there still this disease?"

The technician sighed, and said with a wry smile: "In this world, there are no strange diseases. Don't you say it on the Internet? In fact, 90.00% of the diseases can't be cured by current medical methods. Taking medicine and surgery can only control the disease. It’s difficult to cure it! If you hit it, you will die, and you have to accept this unlucky fate!”

Gao Yan couldn't continue the conversation, so he hummed dryly and pretended to be asleep.

After an hour was almost finished, Technician No. 5 took a hot wormwood bag, put it on Gao Yan's shoulder through a towel, and asked him carefully if it was hot.

Gao Yan raised his arm subconsciously, waved his hand, recovered, and said: "Exactly, thank you."

"By the way, boss, do you know that Technician No. 7 has a girlfriend? I heard that his girlfriend is very beautiful and her family is good." Technician No. 5 was full of envy. He said to himself, "Number 7 is really happy. For people like us, it is lucky to find someone who is healthy and doesn't dislike yourself. He can find someone with particularly good conditions as soon as he looks for it. What do you say?" Doesn't it make people envious and jealous!"

After finishing speaking, he murmured enviously again, "Maybe compared with you, this is nothing unusual and worthy of envy, but compared with us, his life is really good. People, don't care if it's too bad." To some extent, there are always groups of people who gather to compare each other. The number 7 is at the top of our group. Although I can’t see it, I heard others comment on him. He is very handsome. He is tall, smart and polite. According to the current view, he is just a little fresh meat, very attractive to girls. Also, his mother treats him very well, and he has found a girlfriend who is about to get married by virtue of his charm. Yes, he is no worse than a discerning person. So, we all think that his life is really good."

Gao Yan didn't say anything, his chest was filled with sourness, and the corners of his mouth gradually became stiff.

He felt that his inside was cooling down a little bit, but his back was hot and hot. The strong smell of wormwood made him feel uncomfortable and wanted to cry.

Maybe, it's not just wormwood, but I want to cry for other reasons.

"Boss?" Technician No. 5 called him, but didn't hear him respond, and murmured, "Is this... asleep again?"

Gao Yan got dressed and was about to go to the front desk to pay the bill.

As soon as the door was opened, a thick and tall shadow blocked the exit.

Gao Yan froze for a moment, not daring to speak, and instinctively grabbed the handle tightly to close the door.

The shadow on the opposite side moved, pushed the door open and squeezed in like lightning, and then closed the door again.

Gao Yan subconsciously took a few steps back, almost hitting the massage table.

"Yanyan," Lu Qingguang stepped forward, grabbed his arm accurately, and said in a deep voice, "How long are you going to hide from me?"

Gao Yan struggled twice, but before breaking away, he turned his head away without saying a word.He didn't want to look directly at Lu Qingguang, and he didn't dare to look directly at Lu Qingguang.

"Speak up, Yanyan, don't make me worry!"

Lu Qingguang's brows were tangled, but his face was still handsome.Except for those gray and dull pupils, there is no flaw in him that can be picked out.

Gao Yan choked up slightly, and said with difficulty: "Let go."

"I won't let go," Lu Qingguan tilted his head, his focus was loose, he pulled him closer, and "looked" at him closely, "Unless you never run away again, I will never let you go."

Gao Yan's neck was completely red, and the circles of his eyes were also red, but it was a pity that Lu Qingguang couldn't see it.

The room was so quiet that only the breathing of the two could be heard.

"Yanyan?" Lu Qingguan called him again, "Are you... crying?"

"No, no." Gao Yan blew his nose and wiped the wet corners of his eyes, "Lu Qingguang, let's not see each other again."

02.

Lu Qingguang groped and pinched his jaw, turned him back to the front, and asked in puzzlement, "Why?"

"Why?" Gao Yan pulled the corners of his mouth into a wry smile, "Lu Qingguang, didn't I speak clearly enough that night?! Haven't you seen enough of my jokes?!"

After speaking, he shook his head violently a few times, Lu Qingguang had no choice but to let go.

"I, I didn't expect you to mind so much..." Lu Qingguang lowered his eyes and said timidly, "Yanyan, I don't know what to do...what do you want me to do...I don't want to..."

"Don't want to?" Gao Yan took the words, "Don't you want to lose me as a friend?! Impossible, we can't be friends, even if you can do it, I can't!"

Lu Qingguang opened his mouth and was about to say something when there was a knock on the door suddenly, and the boss asked loudly from outside: "Boss Gao, are you still inside?"

Gao Yan walked out expressionlessly, and Lu Qingguang followed behind him with slumped shoulders.

The boss leaned in front of Gao Yan, rubbed his hands and said, "I'm really sorry, Boss Gao, there are too many appointments today, and the guests are all waiting outside, so I urged you."

After finishing speaking, he turned to Lu Qingguang, with a calm voice, seemingly dissatisfied: "Little Lu, why haven't you made preparations yet? Hurry up, Box 3, I'm waiting for your service."

Lu Qingguang nodded silently and walked away.

Gao Yan looked at the back of him leaving, slightly stooped, a burst of bitterness rose from the bottom of his heart, rose into his throat, and finally uttered a question: "Didn't he rest today? Why is he here again?"

The boss thought Gao Yan was unhappy, so he quickly explained.Lu Qingguang really should rest today, but the plan dared not change. A technician in the shop fell ill temporarily, so he was called to take over the shift.

Gao Yan was silent, cursing inwardly, what about his future, did he think that he would come to block him specially, he thought too much of himself.

At the end of July, Gao Yan stayed up all night for three consecutive nights because he was rushing to the death line, and as a result, he developed frozen shoulder.The weather was hot, and he felt that it was too troublesome to go to the hospital for acupuncture. He opened Dianping and searched for a Chinese massage parlor with the highest comprehensive ranking nearby.

When he entered the store for the first time, the boss arranged for him a middle-aged male technician from other provinces. He had good technique and strong hands. He pressed the keys firmly for an hour and returned home feeling refreshed.

After a few days, the addiction to massage came up again.

When I went again, the previous technician went back to his hometown, and the boss changed him to No. 7.

When Lu Qingguang walked over, Gao Yan was taken aback, he didn't expect such a handsome man to be blind.

He glanced at his hands, slender and white, with a look of displeasure.

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