Goddess has no way

I don't know if it's my illusion, but I feel that senior brother Fengqian looks at me a little coldly, as if I have done something wrong.Ask yourself, did I do anything out of the ordinary?Uh...does it count as pushing him away just now?But isn't he drunk?Probably... don't remember...

After dinner, Senior Brother Fengqian walked up to me and said to me, "Come on, accompany me to the bookstore."

Me: "Oh... ok."

On the way, Senior Brother Fengqian did not speak. I walked beside him and felt that the atmosphere was a bit dull. In fact, Senior Brother Fengqian is not a talkative person, especially in front of people I know well.Sometimes, I feel that the person who is humorous and good at dancing in front of others is not the real brother.But what kind of person is the senior brother, to be honest, I don't know.

Maybe some people are used to hiding their true selves, leaving the world with strong masks, all of which are him, and none of them are completely him.

The sky in the distance was slightly darkened by the night, the branches and leaves of the sycamore trees on the street were swaying with the wind, and the street lamps were lit. I looked at the silhouette of my brother and asked, "Brother, what book do you want to buy?"

Senior Brother Fengqian sighed softly, and said, "The old man's recent research direction is manifold calculus. I'll go buy a few monographs by Spivak and read them."

Me: "Well, calculus on manifolds is a new research trend and trend?"

Senior Brother Fengqian said: "Yes. There is no end to learning. The research on this issue is very popular in the world recently."

I restrained my expression and felt a little envious in my heart. Once upon a time, academic research was my obsession and yearning, but now I feel that it is so far away from me.

Senior Brother Fengqian glanced at me and said, "You can come back anytime you want, and you don't have to look like you've been expelled."

I nodded, "Yeah."

The bookstore arrived soon, and Senior Brother Feng Qian took me in. The bookstore is very big, and there are a few small wooden tables in the corner, where you can drink coffee and take a nap. Senior Brother Fengqian picked out a few books, then found a place to sit down, and asked me what to drink.

I was picking out a book, and when my brother said that, I replied, "No need, brother, I'm not thirsty."

Senior Brother Fengqian ordered me a glass of milk, specially ordered no sugar added, then looked at me and said, "Drink milk?"

Me: "...OK."

Then Senior Brother Fengqian ordered himself a cup of Americano coffee, and said to the waiter, "Add more ice cubes."

I asked him, "Brother, aren't you afraid that you won't be able to fall asleep when you drink coffee at night?"

Senior Brother Fengqian replied: "It's so boring to fall asleep."

I:"……"

Senior Brother Fengqian: "I'm used to reading and working at night. It's only recently that my parents came, so I barely take a rest at night, otherwise I just woke up at this time."

Me: "...Okay."

Senior Brother Fengqian and I sat face to face, each holding a book, and after reading for a while, I felt a little sleepy, Senior Brother Fengqian glanced at me and asked, "Sleepy?"

I nodded: "A little bit."

Senior Brother Fengqian said, "Let's go, pay the bill."

While speaking, Senior Brother Feng Qian stood up, and the moment he turned around, he met a young lady who was holding coffee. Some of the coffee spilled out and stained the lady's skirt. Senior Brother Feng Qian was about to apologize when he saw the lady's face, he froze slightly.

"Brother Fengqian?" The lady said happily, "Why are you here?"

Senior Brother Fengqian quickly returned to a relaxed and steady look, looked at the lady and said, "I just came back today, Yalan, are you coming to the bookstore to buy books?"