Goddess has no way

Gu Mingling raised his chin, looked at me calmly, and said with a tug: "30 years old is also a childish ghost."

I:"……"

Gu Mingling didn't wait for me to speak, and lay down beside me.

Because I was lying in the middle, Gu Mingling could easily turn over and hug me, and put one leg on me by the way.

Seeing his tired face, I couldn't bear to disturb him, so I quietly turned off the light and stared at the dark ceiling in a daze.

Many things from my childhood came to my mind again. My father changed Xiaoling’s name for the first time, the whole family had a picnic for the first time, and Xiaoling took my hand for the first time.

That was when Xiaoling just turned 7 years old, I gave him a smart game console as a birthday present. Of course, that game console looks old-fashioned now and has limited functions, but it was very cool ten years ago , enough to make Xiaoling look down upon the boys in the class.On the afternoon of his birthday, I went to pick him up from school, and saw him coming out of the school gate with a small schoolbag on his back. Under the setting sun, his figure was small. When he saw me, he called "brother" and hesitated for a while. , came forward and took my hand.

I smiled and looked at him, Xiao Xiaoling looked forward and ignored me, but even when he reached the door, he didn't let go of my hand. That was the first time I felt his acceptance of me.

"Is the game console fun?"

"Hmm. Fun."

"Don't tell Dad."

"it is good."

The conversation with Xiao Ling when I was a teenager is still in my ears.Hey, game console, between me and Gu Mingling, it's a game of success and a game of failure.If I knew that games would affect his studies when he grows up, I would never buy him that game console.

Sighing silently, I turned over, Gu Mingling seemed to be fast asleep, and the arm around my waist did not retract because of my movements.The boy's breath was behind my ear, even and steady, and I gradually fell asleep...

Early the next morning, in a daze, I heard the phone alarm ringing, and I was reaching for the phone habitually, but I touched a person's shoulder.

Gu Mingling sat up at some point, and the alarm clock was turned off. Seeing that I woke up, he swallowed briefly, and then said to me in a hoarse voice: "05:30, brother, you can sleep again."

After all, I got up and walked out the door. I looked at his back and thought to myself: Well, the hairstyle is very individual, and it has the style of a bird's nest in the new era. I don't know if there will be bird eggs inside, hee~

10 minutes later, Gu Mingling tidied up and came in. I took another look. I don’t know when, Gu Mingling’s bird’s nest hairstyle had been re-wet with water, and it was half-dried with a hair dryer. It looked refreshing and stylish, very cool Pa taste.

But I know that he is not, just a high-cold Internet addicted teenager.

"Brother, I'm going to self-study." Gu Mingling said.

I said, "Okay. Don't play with your phone."

After Gu Mingling left, I lay on the bed for a while, and browsed the academic forums for a while, and was surprised to find that my former tutor, Mr. Su Zhiyu, had a new application research on matrices in linear algebra. I was quiet After reading Su Zhiyu's dissertation without hesitation, I realized that I had been away from the research group for three months, in other words, it had been three months since I graduated with a Ph.D.

In the past three months, preparing for the teacher recruitment exam, then training, and attending classes, I was so tired that I hardly had a moment to breathe.