Goddess has no way

Just when my waking time became shorter and my consciousness became more and more blurred, suddenly, the cement slab that was pressing on Gu Mingling's body was lifted up, and I felt the weight on my body suddenly lighten, and then I heard the rescuers speaking in Japanese. Shouted: "Alive! Dr. Hashimoto, come here!"

I slowly breathed a sigh of relief. At the moment when I completely lost my strength, I looked in Gu Mingling's direction and saw that his eyes were closed and his face was covered with dust...

"Xiao Ling..." I tried my best to grab his hand, but the medical staff pinned down his wrist and tied him with a heartbeat monitoring device.

……

A few days later, I woke up and saw my uncle in front of the hospital bed. I hadn't seen him for a few months, and his temples were almost completely white. Seeing me, my uncle asked eagerly and carefully: "Ming Yi, Do you feel any discomfort? The doctor said you didn’t suffer too much injury, but you have been in a coma for several days, are you thirsty? What soup do you want? I’ll ask your aunt to make it for you.”

I closed my eyes weakly, and then said, "Uncle, Xiao Ling...how is it?"

Uncle lost his mind for a short while, then comforted me and said: "Xiao Ling is fine, he is in the next ward, when you can get out of bed, you can go and see him."

When I heard this, I felt relieved and fell asleep again.

A few days later, I was able to walk again. Standing outside the door of the next ward, looking at Gu Mingling who was in a coma, I had mixed feelings in my heart, as if the softest part had been severely grinded with a stick. All kinds of memories surfaced in my heart, and tears flowed down the corners of my eyes... I knew that my uncle was comforting me, but I didn't know that Gu Mingling was not out of danger yet.

Obviously he can avoid the collapsed beams, why should he protect me?

I was still angry with him, tortured myself with hypocrisy, and tortured him!

What a nervous breakdown!What depression!It's just relying on his favor to do it for himself!

If time could be turned back, I really wish I could say "I'm sorry" to him. In fact, I have always blamed him in my heart. In my most secret subconscious mind, I always felt that if it wasn't for his star status, my relationship with him would be the same. I will not be exposed, and my only relative will not sever ties with me. That's why I deliberately get upset, get sick on purpose, and torture him on purpose.

In fact, how selfish is this idea?

What did Gu Mingling do wrong all along?Perhaps, the only thing he did wrong was falling in love with my selfish and useless brother.

I looked at Gu Mingling who was strapped with various testing tubes, and for the first time felt the annoyance and regret of wanting to trade with him.

I leaned against the door of the intensive care unit and slowly squatted down, my mind full of what he said to me:

"Brother, I'm here, let's sleep a little longer."

"Brother, do you keep this maple leaf as a bookmark?"

"Brother, I'm sorry, I've been too busy recently and neglected you."

Tears fell drop by drop onto the cold floor, I swallowed with difficulty, but sobbed hard.Cousin Xiaoqing came over and helped me by the shoulder, comforting me and said: "Cousin, Brother Xiao Ling is just not out of danger, you are so sad, are you afraid of being heard by Brother Xiao Ling?"

I said, "Xiaoqing, I should have been the one lying there, but he was protecting me, and was hurt by the beam...why would he...how could he be so stupid?"