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"Oh, our great lover is back!"

When I walked up to the rooftop, I heard Hua Shu whistling and yelling at me.His news was really well-informed, and I scratched my head in embarrassment.

"Which class?" Xiaopang looked at me enviously.

"Class Three"

"how do you look"

I said nothing, just smiled.To be honest, I was also taken aback. When I was going to read in the morning this morning, I was stopped by a shy girl who handed me a pink love letter... My head froze at that time. Speaking of it... this is still Being confessed for the first time.

"let me see."

At this moment, Takaya, who had been silent all this time, asked me.I nodded with a smile. After all, I was the first to leave the ranks of bachelors. Brother, this feeling is understandable.

But what happened next was beyond my understanding.

He read the letter for a long time, and I was about to ask him if he had finished reading it, when I heard the sound of paper being torn.

"Hong Zhiye, what are you doing?" Seeing him tearing up the first love letter I received in my life, I couldn't help but feel a little anxious. Even if I was a buddy, it would be too much to do so.

He looked up at me, his eyes seemed to be unusually red, and before I could react, he pulled me away.His head was held down by him, and then his mind went blank.

His teeth bit my mouth!I just watched him kiss me like this!A nameless fear filled my heart.

"Snapped!"

When I came back to my senses, my left hand was on fire.I looked at him in disbelief, and my body trembled out of fear and anger.

"Don't touch me!" Seeing that he still wanted to walk towards me, I took a big step back in horror.

"Why! Do you know how much I love"

Suddenly a thunder exploded in my ear, which made my eardrums hurt. I covered my ears, but he grabbed my arm with such force that it seemed to crush my bones.

"Why! I've already said I love you, why don't you let me touch you! Why!" Through the cracks in my hands, those words still shattered me one after another like thunder.

"Why are you still standing there! Hurry up and help!" Nuo Yuan pinned him to the ground and yelled at Xiaopang and the others.

"Let me go! Ah Nian, come back! Ah Nian!"

The madness in his eyes terrified me.

Why is it like this!Why?For the first time, his so-called strange feelings made me feel at a loss... Leaning my back against the wall of the toilet, I buried my head in my knees, and my whole body couldn't stop shaking.

At this time, there seemed to be a hand on my shoulder, and I shook it away in fear.

"A Nian, it's me" he said cautiously.

"It's... Nuoyuan"

It seemed that the person was not him, and I collapsed all of a sudden.He didn't say anything, squatted quietly beside me, and then smoked silently.

"Can you give me one?" He hesitated for a moment, then handed it to me.

"Cough..." It smells so bad, my throat hurts from coughing, and my eyes are a little astringent from the smoke.

"When did you start smoking?"

"It's been a long time... It's been a long time, I don't even remember."

Then there was a silence, and I just quietly nestled in that abandoned toilet all afternoon, looking at the fading sunlight outside the window, I buried my head deep between my knees...

I was suddenly very afraid of seeing Takaya. I didn't know what I was afraid of, but I didn't dare to stay wherever he was.

All I know is that the big boy with a hearty smile in the sun no longer exists, replaced by a stranger with crazy eyes, strange, makes me afraid.

Meeting him with fear and anxiety every day, and rejecting everything from him time and time again with an indifferent expression, this feeling is so painful, as if it will tear me in two, making me feel more tired than ever.

I just think of him as my best brother.

Every clear cognition makes me feel physically and mentally exhausted. I only hope that he can give up this impossible relationship in time and stop entangled with me...

"Let go." I shook his hand away, and now every time I see him, I shiver from the cold, and I feel a little numb from the cold.

"A Nian, please, don't do this, okay? As long as I didn't say anything that day, we are still friends, okay? A Nian, please, don't treat me like this..." His eyes were full of begging, His face was haggard, but he still couldn't cover up the frenzy that terrified me.

"Hong Zhiye, we can't go back to the past."

Yes, no going back, never going back.Ignoring the despair in his eyes, I walked towards the corner of the street without looking back, on my way home, home, my only belonging.

Hong Zhiye, from now on, we will go our separate ways.

"A Nian," they came to me at some point. "Yeye... there was a car accident yesterday." Hua Shu said to me in a low voice.

"Want to... have a look?"

"Little Fatty, lend me your biology homework, I haven't written it yet."

After they stayed for a while, knowing that I was changing the topic, they didn't say anything, and went back to their seats...

The whole day I felt cold hands and feet, I couldn't hear every word the teacher said, I just felt so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe.Can anyone tell me if this is just a coincidence?Why?Career?Why are you doing this?You obviously know...

One day, two days... that third row seat was always empty.