blood

The day went on like this, according to the script he wanted.

He told me to laugh, and I laughed.

He wanted me to call, so I called.

I smiled at the person in the mirror, only to see that the person in the mirror was getting haggard day by day, except for those pupils that were shining brightly, like a smile but not a smile.

"What are you thinking again?" I came back to my senses, his breath sprayed my face all over.

"No..." I whispered back, suppressing the hazy expression

"Why did your parents choose such a name?" He carried me into the bathroom according to the usual practice, took some shower gel and wiped the palms of my back and stopped when he heard my question.

"Because they are sick." He said smoothly, took some warm water to rinse my body, put on his large bathrobe to dry off, and carried me to his usual bedroom.

I squinted my eyes and thought about it,

That's right, the name is homonymous with tulip, but it's a pity that it tarnishes the good reputation of the Netherlands' national flower.

"What's the matter?" When he looked at me and held his hand, his eyes were doting, but they were always cold.

I smiled and looked at him without saying a word.

I know he's going to take a long time to the bathroom after he's done, and I'm not stupid, so I know.

"Now is not the time." He caressed my lips, but my eye covered by my hair could see clearly, the smile between my brows was as thin as a gossamer.I didn't say anything, and got into the quilt tiredly, keeping the temperature of the air conditioner out.

After a long time, the surroundings became dark, and a heat source came from behind me. I turned over, lifted the quilt and rolled it up on top of him.I couldn't see anything, I found the position by feeling, nose to nose, the quilt was stuffy, but I still felt cold.

"Stop making trouble." His words rubbed against my mouth one by one, and the hoarse voice passed my eardrum.

I was silent, so we were deadlocked, only hearing the beating of the heart quietly.Just when my hand was almost unable to hold on and was about to give up, he pressed back violently, biting and kissing, filling his mouth with the smell of blood and rust.

"Man...ah, slow..."

His ruthlessness made me feel the dull pain of being run over by a car, and made me break out in a cold sweat. I became more reckless every time, and the heartache continued to hit me. Gradually, I felt that my consciousness began to blur, and I couldn't hear any sound... …

"Are you awake?" His knuckles were inserted into my bangs, and he gently brushed the slightly longer hair around my neck. There was something different in his eyes, as if the coldness was less.

"By the way." He got up and took a small mirror with exquisite workmanship, but he didn't give it to me right away, instead he wrapped most of my left ear. "Agate is more suitable for you."

In the mirror, I saw that on the left ear that was flushed red from the ground, the original silver-white earring turned into a dark purple transparent body, and the smooth parting surface was shining brightly refracted by the soft orange light, but my heart sank. down.

"Why? Don't like it" His eyes suddenly became gloomy.

"Where's my previous one?" I gritted my teeth and asked.

"Very important?"

"Want to listen to the truth or lie?"

"False words," he said sullenly.

"Very important"

"Why are your hands still so cold..." He kissed my fingertips and sighed, his tone a little relaxed, "Throw it away, that kind of thing doesn't suit you."

"Also," he suddenly bit my ear bone with his sharp teeth, "don't forget to promise me something"

"Understood." I was a little dazed, I lowered my head and thought there would be traces of tears, but unexpectedly it just dried up. I thought, maybe my tear ducts and the bottom of my heart are also barren.

He doesn't know, even if he chooses to listen to the truth, I still say the same thing.

"Brother!" Xiao Qi kept jumping from the bed to me, her little round face lost a lot of weight.

I rubbed his young hair, and my eyes were wet.I am still immersed in the shock of Xiao Yujing's promise to take me to see Xiaoqi in the morning.

"Brother, why haven't you and your parents come to see Xiaoqi for so long, is Xiaoqi not good..."

"No, Xiaoqi is very obedient, didn't brother come to see you?" Looking at his tearful eyes, he felt very sad.

"Then why didn't Mom and Dad come..."

"Because they went to a far away place." I was a little at a loss for words, so I could only use the most clichéd sayings.

"a place far away?"

"Yes, there is soft green grass and warm sunshine," I smiled, and said softly, "the air smells of Xiaoqi's favorite chocolate, it smells delicious..."

"Then, why don't they take Xiaoqi there, Xiaoqi will be good!" He was a little anxious, like a kitten afraid of being abandoned.

"Because Xiaoqi hasn't grown up yet." I scratched his fine nose, pretending to be angry, "I heard from you, Brother Lin, that you are still arguing about not eating. If you don't eat, you won't grow up. See you soon." no more mom and dad"

"Okay, brother, I will eat well and grow up," he suddenly rushed over and pinched my face, "brother, you are not good, you don't eat, you don't gain weight," he looked into my eyes in distress Full of innocence, "I want to eat, grow up with Xiaoqi, and visit my parents."

"Okay" I smiled and straightened his clothes, from the bottom of my heart.

Xiaoqi, you must grow up,

I grew up together with my brother's share.

"uncle……"

"Yeah." He pulled Xiaoqi away from my arms without any trace.

My body stiffened instinctively, my back pressed against his chest, and his hands wrapped around my waist like no one else, even though there was only Xiaoqi in the room.

"You have never smiled at me like this before." His nose touched the base of my ear, but the hoarse bass was clearly heard only by me, "I really want you now"

"Don't, don't be here. Please..." I begged in a low voice, grabbing the hand around my waist with one hand, the palm was wet and sticky with cold sweat.

"Please"

He stared at me for a while, then shook my hand and pulled me to the bathroom in Xiaoqi's room.

"elder brother"

"Xiaoqi, stay there, I'll be back later..." I blocked his vicious eyes from looking at Xiaoqi.

"I just want to keep you, you know?" That was the moment the door closed, the first harsh words he said to me,

"You promised me!" I just got close to him, swallowed, and pressed my heart to whisper to him, "Please, don't be here"

"Hmm..." Before he finished speaking, he motioned. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I must be bleeding again.

"Double after going back." He bit my earlobe, his breath was hot, "You go out first." When I heard him compromise, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"Brother, uncle, do you not like Xiaoqi?" Xiaoqi was a little aggrieved, "Is it because Xiaoqi didn't do well?"

"Xiaoqi,..."

"Doctor Gu..." After paying attention, he realized that he had been watching us at the door at some point.

"It's time to eat, Ling has already cooked." He nodded, but there was still a strange look in his eyes.

Did you find out? I suddenly became uneasy.

"It's horrible! Xiao Yujing!...You, you can help others with vegetables!" Lin Ling stammered, her mouth was big enough to stuff an egg, and I continued to add vegetables and soup for Xiaoqi.I thought, if I let him know that I was fed by Xiao Yujing every meal, I wonder if he would go crazy.

"Eat some too, Mo Qi knows how to eat by herself, don't feed it anymore," he said dissatisfiedly, ignoring Lin Ling.

"I'm not hungry." Just as I was about to say something, I suddenly shuddered. He was beside me, his upper body was sitting upright, but he used an angle that others could not see with his feet to check my legs, and turned his face to look at my eyes. Bottomless.

I avoided his gaze, embarrassed by the eerie atmosphere.

"Yeah, Anian, you have to eat something too, you seem to have lost a lot of weight..." Lin Ling smiled dryly, trying to break the awkward atmosphere.

"Then have some soup." He stared at me for a while, and made a concession.

I nodded and continued to concentrate on feeding Xiaoqi.

Only in front of Xiaoqi,

I just feel

It's nice to be alive.