blood

It suddenly disappeared without warning.

When the teacher said the word "drop out", I just felt a bolt from the blue.

What kind of?

play missing?

Then what am I?idiot? !

I looked for him, but he disappeared without leaving a trace, and even moved his family? !

Then what am I?I gave you everything, and now tell me I regret it! ...

"Ah Nian, he left as soon as he left, it's no big deal..."

"This is the latest game, let's go play today..."

"That's right, Ah Nian, I heard it's pretty good..."

"Sorry, I won't go, you guys play, I'll go home first."

I know they're trying to make me feel better these days, but... I'm so tired and I just want to go home.I don't want to increase their worries, only the small world at home can let me cry happily.

The sky was overcast, and the drizzle slanted on my body, and I only felt icy cold.Gently stroking the hideous scar on his wrist, it seems that the warmth he left a few days ago still remains.

"A Nian, I love you"

Those nasty words were like a ear, but at this moment it was like a spell from hell, shaking my whole body to ache.

Yesterday I was laughing and thinking about each other, but today there is no trace.

"A Nian, are you feeling sick again? Still don't want to eat?"

"Don't eat"

"Oh, well then, take a good rest and ask your mother to get you something to eat when you're hungry."

"Well, Dad, I'll just sleep in later."

Seeing that my father was worried and hesitant to speak, I forced a smile and watched him go out.

Holding the freshly brewed tea in my hand, the thin and pointed young leaves rolled up and down, I stared at it blankly, without any sleepiness.

"Knock knock knock..."

"The door is not locked"

"Mo, don't read"

I glanced at him, and continued to look at the light green tea in the transparent glass in a daze.

"What's the matter? Brother Lin, Doctor Gu."

After a moment of silence, I blew on the hot air that came out, and when I poured it into my mouth, the slightly scalding water still scalded my throat, but it could no longer warm my heart.

"Mo Nian, are you still blaming Yujing?"

"Actually, that day, he was also thinking of a way to lock himself in the room all day... he didn't want to see anyone."

"When he saw you covered in blood, he acted like crazy... and didn't let anyone get close to you..."

"And he directly transfused blood to you...don't blame him, okay? He saved you like this...he's been blaming himself these days"

so?

I watched Lin Ling talking intermittently, while twisting his fingers red.

forgive?I turned my eyes elsewhere, not in the mood to think about it now.

"Mo Nian, you know what happened to him, and you still refuse to forgive him even after you've done this. In the end, it's not his fault." Gu Lixuan's long voice sounded, mixed with the words that he thought I was ignorant. mean.

wrong?

Lock yourself in the house all day, don't want to see anyone?I'm afraid it's just watching my dying expression in the video; blood transfusion to me?Then I also lost once, so I just treat it as a tie; I know about him?Got it, so what, just because he was a mental patient, he has to be tolerant and forgiving?Isn't it cured? Isn't it already a normal person? Don't you have to pay for everything about him if you know his unknown side?

It's kind of benevolent.

He raised the tea again and poured it until the last drop.Only then did I see my uncle standing in front of me at some point.

"Let's talk, shall we?"

His voice was still deep and pleasant, he kept rubbing the center of his brows with his fingers, and stared straight at me behind the lens.

I nodded.

"Just now"

After those two people went out, the moment the door closed, the light gradually dimmed, and a large shadow of color jumped.

"Are you still blaming me? Blame me for not being able to save you in time?" He approached me and sat next to me, and the mattress immediately sank in a big knot.

"Do you want to hear the lie or the truth?" I got up and made him a cup of tea.

"truth"

"no wonder"

"why?"

He didn't take the tea I gave him, but stood up. I was startled, and my palms were hurt by the scorching hot water that overflowed.

"It's scalded." He took my hand that had just put down the teacup and blew gently.I looked at him and decided to continue talking. It is better to say some things first.

"it's not your fault."

"It's not my fault?" The strength of his hand was a little tight, and he stared blankly.

"It was my fault,"

"I shouldn't know too much,"

"Uncle, I know you treat me well and love me, but I don't want to go through it again."

"I promise this will never happen again." There was some anxiety in his eyes.

"No, that's not the case." I shook my head.

"I know you're not an ordinary person,"

"It's not your fault that something like this happened this time. It's okay with me, but I don't want my family to encounter this kind of thing."

"I know you can keep us safe with your strength, but this is not the life we ​​want"

"So, Uncle, if you really want to be good for us, please don't come here so often in the future." Although it was cruel, I still said it, half for the consideration of my family, and half for my boredom of him.

"Ah"

He chuckled, but the corners of his eyes were cold.I pulled my hand back blankly and looked directly at him.

Yes,

so what?

"Okay, very good, very good..." In an instant, his smile expanded infinitely.Suddenly I couldn't bear the oppressive smell in the room,

I turned around, glanced at the mirror that just reflected his expression out of the corner of my eye, and couldn't help but pause in my heart.

"Is that how you treat your elders? Huh?" He suddenly turned over me with unbelievable strength, and I had to face up to his expression, which was completely different from the hypocritical chuckle just now.I looked at him for a while, but I didn't see any movement from him, so I took off his reflective glasses. He didn't seem to expect that I would do this. He picked it up. . . . .

"What are you looking for?" Maybe confused by my series of actions, he asked but didn't stop me from "searching".

"Medicine, which pocket did you put it in? Ah, I found it" I finally found it from my suit bag, and I sighed, "Uncle, don't forget to take your medicine..."

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I feel that his complexion has changed a lot, and he just stared at me uncertainly.In the end, it happened that Xiaoqi came to break the awkward atmosphere, and I took the opportunity to rush out, ignoring the mess.

The rain is getting heavier and it is already spring, but why everything has not woken up yet.

The courtyard of Yeye’s house is a little messy, and the willow branches at the other end have sprouted new buds, dotted with the dark yellow sky.

Push the door and go in, huh, I walked in a hurry, the door is not even locked...

Except for some valuable things, basically no furniture was taken away.

Stepping on the dusty carpet to the bed along the way, full of lingering fragments.

When you put the ring on me for the first time,

When I loved him seriously for the first time,

first………

Countless days and nights, endless suffering, endless joy.

I lay straight on the bed, covered my eyes with my arms, and tears flowed into my ears, staining the sheets underneath. I suddenly felt like I had fallen into a strange circle, and the sorrow and resentment flooded me in a daze, and I gradually couldn’t tell the reality Still a fantasy. . . . .

"A Nian..."

I tried to open my eyes wide, but the dimming vision still obscured his features.

"Ah Nian..." The dizziness made me unable to tell the truth from the fake.

Is it a business...

"I..."

"Close to... um"

Before I finished speaking, he held my head down.

"I love you"

"I love you"

"I love you………"

I know, I know, I know, I know.

I heard the sound of something tearing.

I smiled brightly at him, and slowly stretched out...then I heard the breathing of the person above.

"Ah, Ah Nian..."

Right now, fool...

At that moment, seems to see Tata industry's lip-synthesizing his name on me.

The tears in the corners of the eyes are still flowing wantonly.

There was darkness in front of him.

I don't know how long it took, and finally got rid of that weird feeling,

I seem to have seen Takaya, and...

"woke up…"

A pair of hands surrounded me, and I could feel the other person's cheek rubbing against me. Enduring the discomfort, I pulled him away with the last bit of strength, and the bright incandescent light hit his face.

I suddenly had a feeling of dying, worse than that kidnapping, my teeth were shivering, and the cold was overwhelming.

"Hua,... Hua Shu"

I opened my eyes wide and couldn't believe it. The ice pierced my muscles and shook my heart.

"That's right, it's me, Anian" He stared at me faintly, and suddenly smiled strangely.