I, the orphan of a traitor, is in demand

The fire is gone, the ashes are scattered, and everything has turned into a cloud of smoke.Sometimes when I think about it, life goes like this.Being an emperor or a king is a matter of power and dignity. After the prosperity is over, it is like a big dream.

After a little cleaning up the mess, it will be dark.All the food was buried in the flames, Yi Xuan was about to hunt again, but he couldn't save the hunger in front of him.Fortunately, Yi'an picked some wild fruits by chance when collecting herbs earlier, and the three of us each ate a few to fill our stomachs.

The problem of eating is small, but the problem of how to rest tonight is the big one.Here is halfway up the mountain, not only cold at night, but also rainy.Now that the fire is burning, there is nothing left except these dustpans and herbs, nothing to keep out the wind and wind, and nothing to keep warm from the cold.

Yi An and Yi Xuan discussed it for a while, and finally packed up their things and went down the mountain, making do with the night at the foot of the mountain.Today is the third day, and tomorrow is the fourth day of the agreement with Lao Zhang. As long as we survive tonight and return to Wanzhou City tomorrow, everything will be fine.

Yi An and Yi Xuan each carried a bunch of medicinal herbs, and I only carried a small basket.Yi Xuan found a relatively safe place at the foot of the mountain and built a nest with grass for me to rest first.The dry firewood was picked up, and the flames burned bigger and bigger.

The sky is getting darker, and the temperature on my body is getting lower and lower. As soon as the wind blows, I feel like I have fallen into the water, and my heart feels cold.Yi An took off his coat and put it on me, and I insisted, "Put it on quickly, I'm not cold."

Yi Xuan echoed: "Doctor Yi'an, don't take off your thin clothes, I'll do it." When I turned my face to stop Yi Xuan, he had already taken off the clothes with several burnt holes and put them on on me.

I said, "I'm really not cold."

Yi Xuan casually grabbed a handful of leaves and threw them into the fire: "Wear it even if it's not cold, it's dewy at night."

Inadvertently, I glanced at Yi An, his face was completely green.I know that this has something to do with Yi Xuan, and it also has something to do with me.I stared at the fire, listened to the crackling sound of dead branches, and recalled the past three years carefully, and it was not difficult to guess the reason for Yi'an's anger.

I was seriously ill that year, and Yi Xuan tried his best to heal me.When I was barely able to get out of bed and walk, because of my face and throat, I was very resistant to Yi An Tong Yi Chun.During that time, I didn't want to have any contact with them, and curled up at the foot of the bed all day long. In order to dispel my guard, Yi An was scratched several times by me.Now that I think about it, I really owe him too much.

Yi Xuan threw the dry firewood next to him into the fire, and went to find a large handful and came back.Seeing that the sticks were burning, he dragged them out and placed them in a circle around the place where we were sitting.

"What is Mr. Yi doing like this?" This is the first time I've slept in the wild, and I'm really curious to see him doing this.Yi Xuan responded: "There are reptiles at night, so the insects dare not come in if you surround yourself with a fire circle." After the fire circle was set up, Yi Xuan sat down next to me.

For some reason, the atmosphere became awkward, Yi Xuan and Yi An stopped talking.They all looked at the fire, at the sparks that jumped out of the fire.I felt drowsy and yawned: "I'm sleepy, so I'll go to bed first, and you guys should go to bed earlier."

Yi Xuan responded, but Yi An remained silent.He just stretched out his hand and pulled La Yixuan's clothes to cover my body.The night was very quiet, making the crackling of the fire and the wind in the forest seem especially loud.I curled up on my side, trying not to lose the heat from my body too quickly.

When I was sleepy, I probably heard Yi Xuan say: "Doctor Dai, you can go to sleep too, I'll just keep watch by myself."

Yi'an said: "If you can't hold on any longer, just wake me up. In this wilderness, you still need someone to wake up."... The voice behind is getting smaller and smaller, and the voice is getting more and more indistinct. Gradually forget the content.

A drop of cold liquid hit the bridge of my nose, and I woke up suddenly.As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Yi Xuan's right hand hanging in the air. When he saw me wake up, he took his hand back.I sat up and touched the bridge of my nose with my hand. It was a drop of dew falling from a tree.Yi Xuan should have wanted to block it for me, but was a step slower.The fire from last night had turned into a pile of ashes, and I sorted out my sleepy thoughts: "Where did Yi'an go?"

"I went looking for water and food." Yi Xuan stretched his waist, looking forward, with a tired look on his face.I got up, cleaned up the dead branches and leaves on Yi Xuan's clothes, and handed them back to him: "Thank you."

"You are still so courteous, it really hasn't changed at all." Yi Xuan took the clothes and put them on.

"Did we... know each other before?" I know that my reaction is a bit slow, but I'm not stupid.When Yi Xuan said this, he made it clear that we had known each other for a long time. No wonder he showed such astonishment in Tongzi Street.

Yi Xuan didn't respond, just looked at me. At this moment, I found that the way he looked at me became very strange.When I wanted to ask more questions, Yi'an came back with wild fruits and water, so I had no choice but to give up.

After simply filling his stomach, Yi An started to pack his herbs, and Yi Xuan fell asleep leaning on the tree trunk.His words echoed in my mind for a long time.And what Liu Banyan said earlier about being wary of nobles, I still don't understand.

The sun was just right at noon, and Lao Zhang came on time with the carriage. Yi An chatted with him for a few words and then began to load things into the carriage.Yi An sat next to me, and Yi Xuan sat across from us. Because there was no bedding and only some medicinal herbs, the car seemed a bit empty, not as crowded as it was when we came here.

After bumping for several hours, Lao Zhang stopped at the door of the medicine shop, Yichun rushed out, and hurriedly said: "Big Brother, Second Brother, you are back."

Yi An didn't talk to Yi Chun, just said: "Hurry up and get the medicinal materials." Yi Chun foolishly responded, and reached out to lift the curtain of the car, I clearly saw him being scared by Yi Xuan in the car and slapped him. Staggering, the fat on his body trembled.

I said: "Yichun, that is Mr. Yi, you have met before." Before Yichun's frightened face recovered, he called out respectfully, "Mr. Yi." Yi Xuan inside hummed.

After moving the medicinal materials, Yi An paid the car fare, and asked Lao Zhang to take Yi Xuan home.His clothes were dirty and torn, and his curled hair was uncut. It was really embarrassing to walk on the street.

Everything was straightened out, Yi'an boiled hot water, and I took a hot bath, and my fatigue was reduced by more than half.Since Yi Xuan's fire burned my medicine yesterday, from noon yesterday to now, I have lost four bowls of medicine.In addition to staying in the wilderness last night, Yi An was really worried that my illness would recur, so he hurriedly cooked another dose of medicine and forced me to drink two bowls.

Tired today, Yian closed the door early, maybe Yichun was exhausted by himself after we left for the past few days, just after eating, Yichun washed up and went into the house to sleep.Yi'an brought hot water, I washed my face with a handkerchief, and while washing my hands, I asked him: "Yi'an, I have always wanted to ask you one thing."

Yi'an's face remained calm: "You ask."

"Why do I only remember the past three years and have no memory of the previous years?" I intentionally observed Yi An's reaction, there was no surprise in his eyes, and there was no difference on his face, as if he had guessed that I wanted to ask this question. ...That's right, Yi Anben is a smart person.

Yi'an was silent for a while, then said: "Yiqiu, if I tell you, please don't hate me, and don't hate our father either."

Hearing the first half of this sentence, I was still a little nervous, but I really didn't feel the meaning of "father" in the second sentence.To be honest, I'm not ruthless, but I really can't find any memory about this 'father' in my mind. If it wasn't for what Yichun mentioned earlier, I still don't know that this 'father' is called Dai Changshan.

I nodded, and replied firmly, "I don't hate you."

Yi An said: "You were once lost by our father to a son from a rich family."

"And then?" Before that, I had thought a lot about natural disasters, man-made disasters, everything I could think of.But it is only this man-made disaster that can make me look like this. I always believe that the sky will not be so cruel.

Yi'an continued: "After my father lost you, he died of illness a few months later. I worked hard for a year to save enough money and redeem you. When you redeemed, you became like this, talking like crazy Yes, what I just did, I forget it as soon as I turn around, and the situation got better after you took a lot of medicine." Yi'an pulled up the quilt a little, and patted the back of my hand lightly: "Yiqiu, the former If you forget things, forget them, anyway, they are all annoying things, so it doesn’t matter if you can’t remember them.”

I was clearly prepared mentally, but I still feel very uncomfortable now, my eyes became sore, and the scars on my hands began to ache again.I said I didn't hate him, but now I can't help but hate that 'father' who didn't have the slightest impression.

"I'm asleep." I turned my face away to prevent Yi An from seeing the tears in my eyes.Yi'an covered me with a quilt, gave me a few more worried instructions, and then turned off the oil lamp and left.

That night, I dreamed of that group of people again, their voices were loud and piercing.In a trance, I seemed to hear a female voice mixed in.

As if in a dream, tears slid down the end of my eyes, a hand gently hooked away the tears at the end of my eyes, and a faint sandalwood was mixed in the wind blown by the sleeves.This is a dream, but not like a dream, I have no power to distinguish.