I, the orphan of a traitor, is in demand

The old capital is still shrouded in gunpowder smoke, and people are panicking recently.The wide streets and alleys are empty, only the guillotine outside the Meridian Gate is the busiest.The corpses were piled up round after round, layer after layer of blood.Li Cixiao chopped off nearly a third of the ministers in the court, those who disobeyed, those who complained, and Li Ziyi's accomplices!

Li Ziyi had only been buried for ten days, and the whole old city was in chaos.I was detained in this other courtyard by Li Cixiao, I couldn't leave the house, and I couldn't hear any news about Wen Lan and Xia Nianzhen.Xia Nian really hates me, blames me, but in the end she should help me, she should be in danger.Although Wen Lan escaped, he didn't know if he was really safe.

It was raining heavily today, the sound of the rain was desolate, and the leaves in the courtyard fell to the ground.The originally calm pond is now full of ripples, restless for a moment, just like the old capital at this moment, just like me at this moment.The emperor is fatuous and has always been controlled by treacherous officials. Li Ziyi is the most popular and has the most outstanding military exploits.Now that the emperor has abdicated, the seven kings have died in battle, the strong and the weak have been killed, but anyone with a little discernment should be attached to Li Cixiao at this moment.

The wind blowing head-on was favorable, and it made my heart ache.Li Ziyi gave me the jade pendant, and I carry it with me every day, and I remember everything he said: look at it when you miss me, and I'll be back in a month at most.Li Xuan, I miss you very much, it has been three months now, when will you come back?

My internal organs hurt again, I took the jade pendant and took out Yi An to give me supplementary medicine.It is said that the King of Hades told you to die on the third watch, and you must not keep anyone until the fifth watch. I am a person who deserves to die, and I think it must be the Lord Hades being soft-hearted that made me live so long.I just live, but I never thought that my life would become a disaster, killing Yichun and Yi'an, Li Xuan and Liu Banyan.The viscera was getting more and more painful, the servant supported me and said, "Go to the doctor quickly."

"Don't go! I'm fine." I sat down on the porch without taking supplementary medicine, and my viscera hurt once a day, and the pain has become more serious recently.All my relatives are gone, so what's the point of me living alone?The long night is cold, and the life is bitter, it is better to let go and fight for a good time.I tried my best to suppress the trembling of my hands, and poured all the supplementary medicine in the bottle into the pond. The black medicinal powder melted into the pond water, and the blackness disappeared in a blink of an eye.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Help me back to the house." The servant supported me and walked away, my legs were exhausted, my palms were filled with cold sweat, my heart suddenly felt stuffy, and the blood I vomited up this time had turned black .The days are numbered, the days are numbered.The servant turned pale with fright and hurriedly called the doctor.

I don't know how long I slept, but it was already dark outside when I woke up.Li Cixiao stood in front of me in a fine attire, even when the lights were dim at night, he was still radiant and beautiful.Li Cixiao didn't have much expression on his face, he said: "It doesn't matter even if you poured out the medicine, I have sent people to the Western Regions to get the medicine, and it will arrive in two days."

I tried my best to stand up, "Kill relatives and friends, collaborate with enemies and treason, seek power and usurp the throne. Li Cixiao, is there anything in this world that you can't do?" Li Cixiao didn't respond, I was angry from the heart, "Everything that happened to me, all the people who died because of me, I blamed heaven and earth, I hated the emperor, and I even wanted to kill Li Ziyi, but I never thought it was you, Li Cixiao, I never thought that you, Li Cixiao, did all of this!"

"Yuqian, I can't help it in this position. I have my own reasons." Li Cixiao's tone was still cold and unfamiliar.I pushed Li Cixiao's hand away, disgusted: "Because of your last resort, Yichun died; because of your last resort, Liu Banyan died; because of your last resort, Li Xuan died; or because of your last resort... , Yi’an also died; because of your family’s last resort, the 3000 members of my Ling family and the innocent [-] people all died.”

"Yuqian, you are tired today, rest early. These things will pass, and when you get better, I will take you out to relax." Li Cixiao turned around and left without hesitation or ambiguity.I didn't have any extra time to spend with him, I lifted the quilt, and when my feet fell to the ground, I fell to the ground. "Yuqian!" Li Cixiao heard the sound and hurried back to help me, the moment I grabbed Li Cixiao's arm, I pulled out the jade hairpin from my hair and stabbed Li Cixiao's neck.

The wrist was firmly grasped by Li Cixiao, and there seemed to be a flash of heartache in his eyes. "Yuqian, this is the second time for you, and it's only three. If there is a third time, don't even think about going out of this door again in your life." Li Cixiao snatched my jade hairpin, carried me back to the bed, and then leave angrily.

I lay in bed for a few days, sleeping so dimly that I don't know the time.Every day, the servant would come to deliver meals at regular intervals. As long as I didn't eat, he would cry bitterly by my bedside.In desperation, I had to force myself to eat a few mouthfuls so that he could go to work.In the past few days, after taking the supplementary medicine sent by Li Cixiao, the viscera no longer hurts, and the vomiting of blood has also decreased.Li Cixiao will come to the other courtyard to sit when he has time, maybe because I haven't opposed him recently, he actually allowed me to go out for a walk for the first time.

After clearing for more than half a month, the court has generally stabilized. There are not many people in the streets and alleys, and the pedestrians are all in a hurry. Thinking about it, it is still not very peaceful.The Dai's pharmacy on Wenhua Street has been closed, and even the plaque has been dismantled.After a long circle, I arrived at Li Ziyi's palace.There was no one in front of the mansion, bloodstains could be seen faintly at the door.I was not allowed to stay for a long time, and the servant hurriedly urged me to leave.As soon as I went down the stone steps, I suddenly heard a wail. The voice was shrill and hoarse, but it was similar to the voice I made when my throat was broken.

I followed the sound, and heard the sound of a woman crying.The voice became clearer and clearer. Turning the corner, there was a woman sitting in the courtyard behind the palace. This woman was none other than Xia Nianzhen's vicious-mouthed Qian Luo.I took a closer look, Xia Nianzhen was lying beside Qianluo.People are not people, ghosts are not ghosts is the portrayal of Xia Nianzhen at this moment, her hands and feet have been cut off, the white brocade covering her eyes is covered with blood, and she can't make out a word in her mouth.

"Young master, don't look." The servant dragged me away, and I shook off the servant and turned back.Seeing me coming here, Qianluo trembled with fright, and kowtowed to me non-stop, chanting words of forgiveness.Hearing the noise, Xia Nianzhen, who was lying on the side, wailed louder. She shook her limbs and wanted to get up, but she couldn't get up no matter what.I stepped forward to help her up against the wall, Xia Nianzhen touched my hand with her arm, two bloody tears flowed down her cheeks.

Qian Luo knelt beside her, weeping like rain, trembling uncontrollably.Xia Nianzhen howled all the time, although I couldn't hear a word, but I understood what she wanted to express.I said: "Princess, don't worry, although I blame you for what you did to me three years ago, but you are the concubine Li Xuanming is marrying, I will help you with this favor."

Xia Nianzhen laughed, and the two tears of blood welled up more and more.I swiped my sleeve to wipe away the blood that flowed to Xia Nianzhen's lips, pulled out the jade hairpin on her head, and said: "Princess, it may hurt a little, please bear with it." Xia Nianzhen nodded and smiled happily.I closed my eyes and slammed down the hairpin, warm blood splashed all over my face, my hands, my body trembling uncontrollably, Xia Nianzhen leaned against my arms and remained motionless.Qian Luo kowtowed to me again, "Thank you, Mr. Ling, thank you, Mr. Ling."

I pulled the jade hairpin out of Xia Nianzhen's neck, and gave all the money that the servants carried to Qian Luo, "Bury the princess well, don't leave her name." Qian Luo thanked her repeatedly.The servant hurried forward to wipe the blood off my face.This white jade hairpin is a good thing, now it is stained with blood, it is rosy in the white, and it looks even more beautiful.

After returning home, I slept for a day and a night. When I woke up, I ate, drank medicine, watched fish and flowers, and everything seemed normal.Recently I started dreaming again at night, I didn't dream of Yi'an, nor Li Xuan, but I dreamed of Xia Nianzhen who I hate very much.In the dream, she was still luxurious and arrogant. At the age of ten, she was eccentric. She often came to play Cuju with Li Xuan after school. When she saw Li Xuan Xia Nianzhen, she would call her brother Xuan, and Li Cixiao would often joke with her: Really, why do I always hear you call me Brother Xuan, but not me as Brother Run?Xia Nianzhen was the prime minister's only daughter, and was raised very domineeringly by the prime minister, and Li Cixiao suffered a lot in front of her.Among the many princes, Xia Nianzhen likes Li Xuan the most, but she hates me the most as Li Xuan's attendant.I didn't understand the reason when I was a child, but I will know the reason when I grow up.

In the middle of the night, there was a severe pain in the lungs and the heart, and the dream was broken and one woke up.But after a while I started to vomit blood again, and the servant hurriedly lit a lamp and came over to look at me, and when the candle light shone, I realized that there was still something writhing in the blood.The servant was so frightened that he rushed to call for the doctor, but before he could run out of the room, he fell to the ground with a muffled grunt.Looking at Wen Lan approaching, my heart rose to my throat again, "Didn't I tell you not to come back again?!"

"If you don't leave, how dare I not come back?" Wen Lan Xin tore the bed curtain and tied me on the back.He held a sword in one hand, and protected me with the other hand and turned out of the window.It was very dark, and I couldn't see my fingers. I was so weak that I had to lie on Wenlan's shoulder.Not long after leaving the other hospital, there were suddenly many lights and noises in the street. Wen Lan hid all the way to Tibet with me behind his back.

"Wen Lan, let me down, you can't escape if you take me with you." Wen Lan didn't respond, and walked over the wall behind my back.The sky gradually brightened, and there were more and more soldiers on the street, and we were finally discovered.The crowd came under siege, Wen Lan raised his sword and slashed and slashed, knife after knife, Wen Lan was covered with scars, and the bed curtain was cut off, Wen Lan held on to me and did not let go: "Hold on a little longer, hold on a little longer."

We were surrounded by three floors inside and three floors outside.Wen Lan was covered in blood, and my body was also stained with a lot of his blood.It's not worth risking your life for an order that can't be fulfilled.A long arrow flew past my eyes, cutting off a thread of mine, and Wen Lan fell down in response.

The moment the long arrow pierced Wen Lan's chest, the only remaining belief I had was completely shattered. "Wen Lan, Wen Lan!" Everything was silent, at this moment I could only hear Wen Lan's heavy breathing, I hugged him hurriedly, "Wen Lan, please don't die, please don't die." My eyes were blurred, Only blood can be seen.The crowd slowly dispersed, and Li Cixiao stepped forward to pull me away. I had already ignored other things, and held onto Wen Lan tightly, "Please don't die, Wen Lan, please open your eyes, Wen Lan... "

Li Cixiao forcibly pulled Wen Lan out of my arms: "I gave him a chance, but he didn't cherish it himself, so he can't blame me." Li Cixiao in front of me was glaring, and I seemed to see the bloodthirsty expression in his mouth. Fangs, I'm scared, "let it go, please let it go."

"Ling Yuqian, I'm warning you for the last time, not just Dai Yichun, Wenlan and others. If you dare to escape again, I will let everyone in Daijia Village and Mahe Village die in front of you one by one." I dare not make a sound , With an order, several soldiers dragged Wen Lan away, and Li Cixiao hugged me and went back to the other courtyard.The doctor took my pulse and gave me several needles. I was in pain, but I didn't dare to make a sound.

It was getting dark, and it was getting bright again, and I didn't know what was going on outside for several days.Since Wen Lan's death, I haven't left the room again, and I haven't even gotten out of this bed.I will take whatever the servant gives me, I will drink the medicine he gives me, I will eat the food he gives me, everything is in harmony.

Every time Li Cixiao came here, I was bedridden.I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. Only by not looking at him would I not be afraid, and only by not looking at him would I stop thinking about Li Xuan, Wen Lan, Yi An and Yi Chun, Will not think about Liu Banyan and Xia Nianzhen.

Day after day, month after month, spring and autumn come again.I was bored in the room and became a fool.He didn't speak, didn't answer, just holding the jade pendant and key that Li Ziyi left me all day long.My head hurts, my heart hurts, my whole body hurts, but I dare not say it.The servants next to me changed from batch to batch. I don't know where the replaced servants went. They might have left or they might have died.

"My lord, the autumn chrysanthemums are blooming in the yard, how about I go and see them with you?" A new batch of girls came in today, and the smiles on the faces of the girls were so bright that I found it dazzling.I took out Li Ziyi's jade pendant again, and it looked like a day.In the evening, after eating porridge and drinking medicine, I started to look at jade pendants again.The girl brought hot water to wipe my hands: "My lord, you have been looking at this jade pendant for a whole day, now take a rest and don't look at it."

I took the jade pendant, and the girl suddenly said: "My lord, why is your hand hurt like this?" The other two girls went up to look at it and hurriedly took medicine to apply it on me.This morning, my heart was inexplicably in pain, and the pain subsided after I scratched a few bloody cuts on my wrist.

After several days passed, the girls in the room were not as talkative as before.After taking a nap today, the little girls didn’t know that I was awake. I heard them whispering: “Do you think the young master is a fool? He never talks, never goes out, and just stares at that piece all day long. Look at the jade pendant and the key."

"I think the young master is a fool. He doesn't know if he's thirsty or hungry. Every time I give him what he eats, he eats as much as I give him. I think the young master is thin, so I don't dare to give him more every time, no Know if he is full."

"I heard from other people that this young master has a great background and is extremely difficult to serve. At that time, I was terrified and afraid of losing my head. Now it seems that the rumors are false."

"It's all nonsense outside, but what I heard is true."

"What did you hear?"

"Don't take it out and say it, this is going to be beheaded."

"Don't worry, we won't talk about it."

"They said that our young master had entanglements with the Seventh Prince who died in the frontier. The Seventh Prince liked our young master, and the young master also liked the Seventh Prince. It was just God's will. The Seventh Prince went to the border and never came back. Our young master was stimulated. After a few twists and turns, it became what it is now. Maybe the jade pendant that the young master looks at every day was given by the seventh prince. Thanks to the emperor's kindness, he was raised for the sake of the seventh prince."

"Then our young master is really pitiful, but to be blessed by the emperor is a blessing in disguise."

When we were children, we talked about love, hate and parting in the storybook, but now we have become the talk of others after dinner.Talking material is just chatting, others don't care whether it is correct or not, everyone in the play has already left, so I don't need to care about the judgment of the audience.

This winter is colder than last year.The charcoal fire in the room was burning red, the little girl wrapped me in a white velvet cloak and put the thermos pot into my hand: "Master, your hands are too cold, hold this." Another little girl Braving the snow, he cut some wintersweet for me and came in: "My lord, how do you see this year's wintersweet? Did it bloom better than last year?"

One girl said: "My lord, after a few days when the snow stops, let's go out and build a snowman, shall we? The snowman I made looks good." The other girl hurriedly smiled and said, "The one you made last year is so ugly, look at it, my lord. I don’t even bother to watch.” These two girls like to tear each other down, just like Li Ziyi and Li Cixiao when they were young, and the other little girl likes to watch them laughing, just like me when I was a child.

Time flies, and fate turns around.In the depths of the years, I can always see our reflections in others.I took out the jade pendant again, and the little girl said: "Young master, you are not allowed to look at it for too long today. Although the jade pendant is beautiful, it is not as delicate and beautiful as this wintersweet. You should look at these living creatures more. No matter how good the past is, , it has all returned to the dust, so there is no need to linger on it, and cherishing the person in front of you is the right way."

"You talk too much today." Another girl hurriedly scolded, "Go and insert your wintersweet flowers." Only then did the little girl realize that she was talking too much, and hurried over to arrange the flowers.

No matter how good the past is, it will all be returned to dust, so don't be nostalgic and cherish the person in front of you.What I said was right, but it didn’t apply to me. I don’t have anyone in front of me that I can cherish.My throat itched, and I coughed up a puddle of blood, which stained the white velvet in front of me red.The girls were shocked and rushed to call the doctor. Suddenly I heard Li Ziyi calling me, and hurriedly struggled to get up to open a window. There was a lot of snow outside, and I seemed to see Li Ziyi coming towards me .I clenched the jade pendant tightly, but when I reached out to grab it, it was empty.Li Xuan, will we meet in endless reincarnation?

This dream lasted for a long time, and everything in the dream seemed to be real.I dreamed that I helped Li Cixiao copy books when I was a child; I dreamed that Li Cixiao was caught by the tutor while sleeping in class; I dreamed that Li Ziyi took us to steal imperial wine; I also dreamed that Li Ziyi said to me, Yuqian, I like it You, you must never leave me.Life is like a dream, there is everything in the dream, and when you wake up from the dream, you will face the sky at dawn, and you will be a prisoner of wealth in this life.

The author has something to say:

Hello everyone, this is the end of the story, thank you for your company.

"Traitor" originally had a quick-acting heart-saving pill, but if you think about it, it's a sham after all, so it doesn't matter if you don't post it.

Next, I will write "My Boyfriend is a Living Corpse". If the speed is fast, "Wolf in Kamigawa" will also be put on the agenda. Please support me if you love romance.

By the way, I will finish the article "Gongzi" this month, and "Mie Xian" has been completed and is being revised. If you are interested, you can take a look. "Destroying Immortals", "Slaying Demons" and "Slaying Dragons" are a series. My writing is limited, and due to various factors, "Slaying Dragons" may not come out, and "Slaying Demons" will be even slower. Sorry, sorry.