Disabled

Recently, Fat Brother was also worried when he saw Lin Ran's unmotivated appearance, so he deliberately chose Lin Ran to have a talk with him during lunch.Although Fat Brother is only in his twenties and is still an upstart, he still understands the truth better than Lin Ran, and he sincerely regards Lin Ran as a younger brother, so he naturally wanted to mention him.

He took the pasta plate from the master, put it on the table in front of Lin Ran, and sat down shaking his fat body.

"Of course, Brother Fat knows that your brother has passed away, and you feel uncomfortable. But you have to look forward, don't you?"

Lin Ran frowned, and remembered in a trance that when the fat brother asked, he said that Shen Yu was dead.

"Brother Fat, I don't know what I can do, what should I do in the future." Lin Ran was depressed.

Fat brother is always good at being a teacher, and when he saw his little brother shaking his voice in confusion, he began to think of Lin Ran.

"Of course, it's not my brother talking about you. Look at you, you're only 17 this year. Everyone else's 17 is wearing a sabbi-looking school uniform and studying in school. Look at you, if you say drop out, you drop out. That's not okay. .”

Fat Brother took a sip of water: "Fat Brother, I know that you are good at playing the violin, and most people are no better than you, at least Fat Brother has never seen you play better than you, but you don't want to spend your whole life in Fat Brother's shit. Let's play the piano in the restaurant, Fat Brother can keep you here for the rest of his life, as long as you want, if Fat Brother has a bite to eat, you will not be missing."

"But the fat guy is reluctant. One foot in heaven, one foot in hell, your talent is enough to support you to become the best musician, but before that, you must learn to be patient and learn to settle down. You have to go to the best university, Deal with the best people. Learning seems to be very difficult, but you have to know that the knowledge in books is only a little, as long as you are patient, you can always learn it. It seems useless, but, of course, this can become a The ladder, let you touch another world."

"Another world?" Lin Ran repeated: "But fat brother, I'm already 17, and I'm going to be an adult soon, fat brother, I... I feel like I'm too late."

Fat Brother was rarely serious, he patted Lin Ran's head: "It's not too late, it's always too late, as long as you are willing, it's always possible."

Lin Ran knew that the fat brother said these words to him with all his heart, and he was very grateful.He thought of the books Shen Yu bought for him, and had to admit that no matter how he looked at Shen Yu, he was a much more sensible person than him.

"Let me think about it again." Fat Brother's words were like a lamp, pointing the way for Lin Ran when he was at a loss and couldn't tell the direction. Shen Yu is love, but in life, apart from love, you have to live for yourself, right? ?

He was starting to feel less bad.

Lin Ran was sitting on the carpet at home, biting the cap of his pen, frowning and seriously thinking about how much money he would need to re-study, and what books he would study for the art test, and enroll in a few prestigious schools, Lin Ran Although he doesn't know what level he is, but he feels that if he understands every step from the beginning, he will always be able to pass the exam. It's nothing more than being diligent, getting up early and going to bed late.

The door of the room opened and closed with a "creak" sound, followed by the sound of irregular footsteps. He felt like he was hallucinating. When he was alone, he always felt that Shen Yu suddenly opened the door, into the room.

The place where Shen Yu stayed made Lin Ran feel like he couldn't breathe.He sat in the dark for a long time, then called Ke Yicheng.

Half an hour later, Ke Yicheng knocked on his door like a thief with a strong nasal voice.Lin Ran packed up some usual clothes and professional books, followed Ke Yicheng and left home.

He and Ke Yicheng are old friends. They used to be together. They know that Ke Yicheng likes him, but Ke Yicheng is different from Shen Yu. This buddy doesn't love anyone, even if he confesses to Lin Ran However, the boyfriends around me have never been broken, teenage children often do not learn well, as long as there are good-looking boys in the major clubs in the capital, it must be for these little bastards to pass first. Purpose.

But Ke Yicheng is a sensible person, he knows that Shen Yu cannot be provoked, and he dare not take the initiative to pick up Lin Ran from get off work, for fear of being blocked by Shen Yu.It was often Lin Ran who was off work, and he was fooling around outside, and when he saw that it was almost time, he was asked to come with him.When not going out to play, Ke Yicheng was playing games, and Lin Ran was sitting quietly reading a book in a white T-shirt.

Ke Yicheng laughed at him: "You look like a dog."

Lin Ran glared at him: "A dog can't spit out ivory."

"It's not all dogs, what's there to be proud of."

Ke Yicheng looked at Lin Ran with rare seriousness: "Of course, you said we are in the prime of our youth, why are we living in such a depressing way, isn't it? There is no grass in the world, so why bother to fall in love with Shen Yu's crooked neck tree? What's more, Shen Yu's kid is completely disabled."

Although Lin Ran doesn't want to see Shen Yu now, subconsciously, he still feels uncomfortable when he hears Ke Yicheng say that he is disabled.

He raised his eyebrows: "So, Ke Yicheng, what do you want to say?"

Ke Yicheng got excited, crawled over from the other side of the carpet, and touched Lin Ran's hand.

Lin Ran looked at him without moving.

"Of course, if you don't want to try it, you can try it with my brother. I'm not a long-term person, so just treat it as a joke. If it's suitable, we'll be together. If it doesn't work, we'll break up. I'm much easier to talk to than Shen Yu. He's dead set."

Lin Ran withdrew his hand, he didn't want to be stuck in Shen Yu's emotions all the time, he panicked: "How to try?"

Ke Yicheng grabbed Lin Ran's face with his hand, trying to kiss him.

Lin Ran originally wanted to try to see if kissing someone else would be better than Shen Yu, but he found that even when Ke Yicheng approached him, he felt uncomfortable in his heart, so he turned his face away.

Ke Yicheng had nothing to do that day and went to the restaurant where Lin Ran worked part-time to wait for him to get off work.When they came to walk through the alley next to the restaurant, the setting sun danced in the light beams through the alley, and the atmosphere was really beautiful.

Ke Yicheng was fascinated and pressed Lin Ran against the wall. Looking at Lin Ran's beautiful face, he swallowed: "Lin Ran, let's try again, just let me kiss you once."

Before Lin Ran could react, Ke Yicheng was overwhelmed. How would it feel to kiss someone other than Shen Yu?So Lin Ran closed his eyes.

After waiting for a long time, but did not feel Ke Yicheng kissing him, Lin Ran opened his eyes, and then froze.

Ke Yicheng hid far away, while Shen Yu looked at Lin Ran with a cold expression, holding Lin Ran's pawned violin impressively in his hand.

Ke Yicheng didn't dare to offend Shen Yu, and wanted to sneak away.

But Shen Yu didn't intend to let him go, Shen Yu was a head taller than Ke Yicheng, he was holding Ke Yicheng's collar in his veined hand, and he almost gritted his teeth: "Ke Yicheng, I'm going!" Have you forgotten what I told you last time, if you dare to touch Lin Ran for a while, don't want to touch the hand with which paw."

Ke Yicheng didn't dare to respond, Shen Yu let go, and he staggered to leave, Lin Ran dragged him and refused to let him go, Ke Yicheng was in a dilemma.Can only rely on one side to think about life.

In the cramped alley, only Shen Yu and Lin Ran looked at each other: "Lin Ran, you haven't been home for five days."

Lin Ran was expressionless: "That's not my home, it's a house I rented. I have no home for a long time. I can go wherever I like, you don't care."

After speaking, he took Ke Yicheng's hand and prepared to leave.

"Lin Ran, let him go!" Shen Yu's eyes were as cold as ice.

Lin Ran ignored him and pretended not to hear him.

Shen Yu rushed over and threw Ke Yicheng to the ground: "You dare to touch my man, are you fucking tired of working?"