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Lin Ran drank too much alcohol last night, and he still hasn't regained consciousness after waking up.After he reacted, he rubbed his temple hoarsely and said, "Shen Yu, why are you back?" His head hurt so much that he even forgot about the love and hatred with Shen Yu.

He drank a little bit, and vaguely remembered that Ke Yicheng came back with him yesterday, and took care of himself all night, so why did this person disappear.He looked around at his home, which was as if a typhoon had passed through, and thought, is it because Ke Yicheng couldn't see that his brother was bullied and fought with Shen Yu?

Lin Ran was still guessing about all kinds of possibilities.But in Shen Yu's eyes, it's not like that at all. From his point of view, Lin Ran has an indifferent attitude, without emotion at all, as if nothing happened. Shen Yu looked at Lin Ran's calm face , The air pressure around the body is so low that it can freeze the room.

The person in front of him keeps saying that he likes him, always chasing after him and saying he loves him, taking him out of the capital, and treating his legs, but how much is this love?Even if he and Lin Ran didn't verbally admit that they were together, but after so long, they spent so many days together, he still hasn't figured out his own heart. The old lover was on/on the bed, and he, Shen Yu, was not willing to touch Lin Ran with a finger. Is Lin Ran's liking just so frivolous?

When he opened the bedroom door and saw Lin Ran lying in Ke Yicheng's arms, he wanted to kill Ke Yicheng, what was Shen Yu in Lin Ran's heart?Do you like it casually, and then throw it away casually?

Shen Yu's eyes were reddened by the excitement. Seeing that Lin Ran was still wearing the pajamas he bought with him, with a listless face as if nothing had happened, Shen Yu felt that someone was stabbing his chest with a knife. heart.No one has ever had the guts to trample and play with his self-esteem. Without even thinking about it, Shen Yu grabbed Lin Ran's hand and went to the bathroom.

He tore at Lin Ran's pajamas vigorously. How dare Lin Ran...how dare...wearing the same pajamas as his, sleeping with other men, he stretched out his strong hand to turn on the shower, and suddenly came out Lin Ran became alert after being poured with cold water, and he was finally awake.

"Lin Ran, why are you so contemptuous?" Shen Yu almost gritted her back teeth.

Lin Ran, who was sober, pushed Shen Yu and cursed, "Fuck."

Then he picked up the bath towel and wiped it for himself: "Shen Yu, are you fucking sick? If you are sick, go and treat it. Get it and get the hell out of here. Don't spoil me."

Shen Yu's legs were still not good at all, and Lin Shi gave him a solid push.His eyes became even more terrifying, and he raised his hand to slap Lin Ran: "Lin Ran, are you that self-loving?"

Lin Ran was completely stunned by this slap, and when he reacted, he became even more angry, and he gave Shen Yu a backhand: "What does it have to do with you if I don't love myself! Anyway, don't you dislike me! You fucking Take care of Chen Qing and it's over, don't bother me!"

Obviously Shen Yu was sorry for him, and at least he should apologize when he comes home, but Shen Yu beat him uprightly and asked him why he didn't love himself. Yu spoke.

Shen Yu didn't intend to let him go, he pressed Lin Ran hard on the bed: "Lin Ran, you are a fucking idiot, you slept with Ke Yicheng? The shoes don’t even match! How are you and Ke Yicheng? Do you know what he is? Just be with him?”

Lin Ran struggled and kicked Shen Yu vigorously, specifically picking up Shen Yu's leg: "It doesn't matter who I'm with, what's wrong with the shoe lifter? I'm still the son of a bitch?! Get out of here quickly! "

Shen Yu looked at Lin Ran and kept telling him to get out, but he didn't have a good word for him, so he wanted to pounce on Lin Ran and kill Lin Ran: "I get out? I get out, you let Ke Yicheng come in, right?" Shen Yu Seeing Lin Ran lying down, remembering the scene of him pushing the door open in the morning, his eyes were full of anger, and his expression was extremely terrifying: "Lin Ran, did you sleep with Ke Yicheng? Did you sleep with Ke Yicheng! !"

Lin Ran was furious, and he shouted at Shen Yu: "Yes, we have slept! More than once! We used to sleep back and forth when we were in the capital! We were still having puppy love at school! Why? So, please be satisfied! If you are satisfied, get the hell out of my house! Who the hell cares about you, a cripple!"

Shen Yu pressed Lin Ran's hand angrily and trembled, his eye circles turned red: "Lin Ran, do you have a heart! Tell me do you have a heart! Why are you so frivolous and shameless?"

"No heart? Shen Yu, you have the face to call me shameless, who do you say has no heart?" Lin Ran choked up a little: "Shen Yu, feel your conscience and ask yourself, how did I treat you in the past, because You, I even sold the piano that I like so much, how did you treat me, you and Chen Qing schemed against me, and it’s fine to use me.”

Lin Ran couldn't continue, tears filled his eyes in an instant, and slid down his cheeks into his collar: "Shen Yu...do you think my heart is made of stone...not at all Pain?... If you come to find fault, you can go, I really... really... don't want to see you now."

Shen Yu had seen Lin Ran's various expressions, and seen Lin Ran cry, but he had never seen Lin Ran like this, vulnerable and wronged.Lin Ran is strong in his bones. Even though he is young, he takes care of him alone, and he has never surrendered to life. When encountering difficulties, he will grit his teeth and persevere. He must be strong and stubborn.

Such a person is now lying on the bed, tears streaming down without making a sound.Shen Yu panicked. In a trance, he seemed to know that he had done something wrong again. He let go of his hand helplessly, and wiped Lin Ran's tears with his sleeve. Only then did he remember that he came to make up with Lin Ran. Yes, he wanted Lin Ran to like him like before, calling "Shen Yu, I'm back" before entering the door like before, and then happily rushed into his arms, he didn't come to quarrel.

Shen Yu's heart ached: "Lin Ran, stop crying."

Lin Ran suddenly jumped up nervously, choking his throat, with desperate hope in his voice: "Shen Yu, I'll just ask you, do you like me?"

Shen Yu's eyes froze, like a trapped animal: "Lin Ran... I... I... I don't know, please give me some more time to think about it."

The light in Lin Ran's eyes was completely extinguished, and his eyes instantly became ruthless. He shouted at Shen Yu, "Get the fuck out of here! Get out! Get out, as far as you can."

Shen Yu's mood was no better than Lin Ran's.He came back to explain to Lin Ran, instead of hurting and trampling each other like this.But from the moment he opened the door, he couldn't calm down. He clearly saw that there was no trace on Lin Ran's body, but Shen Yu still couldn't bear it.

Where is that Lin Ran who likes him and is willing to tell him what's on his mind?Who is this person in front of him who tells him to get out of his mouth, keeps provoking him and makes him feel uncomfortable?

He let go of Lin Ran's hand, he didn't want to quarrel with Lin Ran anymore.So he smiled decadently, and touched Lin Ran's head with his hand: "I know you don't want to see me here, so I'll come to you tomorrow."

After a while, Shen Yu said calmly and cruelly: "But Lin Ran, no matter whether you think about it or not, you have to understand that you provoked me first, so don't expect to let go if you want."

Without even thinking about it, Lin Ran picked up the pillow and threw it on Shen Yu's back: "Go to hell."

As soon as Shen Yu left, Lin Ran lost his strength. He looked at the messy house from the corner of his eye, and he didn't even have the slightest thought of cleaning it up.

He didn't understand what he did wrong to fall in love with Shen Yu and let him keep hurting him.He is also a human being and has a heart. When a strong person who can't bear his rareness repeatedly stabs his heart with a knife, it really hurts, and his eyes are sore from the bloody pain.

Lin Ran pulled the quilt from the side.He has no idea what to do, what to do in the future, his mind is full of mud.He felt tired and unable to refresh himself. He just wanted to sleep, and he could forget about his troubles for a while when he fell asleep.