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Lin Ran carried his schoolbag all the way home, still reminiscing about the beauty of the man he saw just now.He thought how could there be someone in the world who looked exactly as he wanted, that straight nose, smooth forehead, and contemptuous eyes, all of which were exactly according to Lin Ran's wish. .

When I got to the door of the house, I took out the key to open the door, but the door opened before the key was inserted.It's so late and the fuck hasn't gone to work yet?Lin Qiaoqiao, who usually goes to work on time and does chicken, is planning to be a miner today?Lin Ran felt different.He walked into the living room and looked up, startled.

His mother was standing by the glass in the living room, wearing a moon-white silk shirt, with a slender waist, and a face as white as porcelain and jade smiling at him. He had never seen Lin Qiaoqiao dressed like this before. Relying on her pretty looks, the fork of her skirt can't wait to open it to the bottom of the creaking nest, and the coquettish perfume can choke people to death, Lin Ran feels like she is dreaming, Lin Qiaoqiao is not at home yet at such a late hour Alcoholism, smiling at his son like a lady, it made him feel a little scary.

He called tentatively at the door: "Mom."

Lin Qiaoqiao beckoned to Lin Ran warmly. She leaned on the recliner in the living room and lit a cigarette for herself with a hand like a green onion.Then she looked at Lin Ran, as if she wanted to speak to him.

She frowned, feeling a bit difficult.Lin Qiaoqiao had never had a good conversation with Lin Ran, compared to communicating with someone who flinched, it was so much easier to beat him up.

After a long while, he exhaled a puff of smoke ring: "Little boy, I went to the hospital to get the test results today, and your old lady finally lived up to everyone's expectations and got AIDS." There was actually a little excitement in her tone, and she gave Lin Ran a contemptuous look. , and then looked at Lin Ran with a little tenderness: "Oh, don't be sad, I never regarded you as my son, and you don't have to recognize me as a mother."

Lin Qiaoqiao touched Lin Ran's face with nostalgia, as if she saw something else through Lin Ran: "Don't tell me, although I don't have any feelings for you as a oil bottle, I have raised you for so many years, and I am about to leave At that time, I was really reluctant.”

Lin Ran sneered at his rarely sober mother: "Reluctance? Then why did you give birth to me?"

Lin Qiaoqiao gently shook the chair behind her: "I thought you were useful, I thought you could tie down your heartless dad, but after thinking about it carefully, if a man is a good man, if he is forced to become a husband, he will always be a husband." I can't bear it." Lin Qiaoqiao also sighed.

Lin Ran was already so angry that he couldn't bear it. He couldn't bear it without seeing her when he whipped him. If he didn't have that intolerance, maybe he could have a father like Ergou!Being poor is a little poor, but you won't be poked in the back and beaten all day long!Lin Ran is not a merciful person either: "It's my useless father who doesn't want you at all!"

The woman stiffened for a moment, then relaxed again, she shrugged: "It doesn't matter, I have had many men, some like it, some don't like it, those people think they take advantage of me, I just think they give I'm having fun, after all, the body is for use, and it's unnecessary to take care of me like a good housewife."

After Lin Ran heard his mother's heresy, he was so angry that he died.After cursing: "Bitch/zi", he slumped back to his room to sleep,

Lin Qiaoqiao rummaged through a long box in the corner of the living room and put it by her feet. After thinking about it, she rummaged through the box and found a pen of unknown age, and put Lin Ran in the living room's Chinese book. The blank page at the back was torn off with a "swipe", and began to write.After reading it twice, I felt a little satisfied, so I put it on the long box at my feet.

Smiling and falling asleep on the rocking chair.

Before going to sleep, he even sighed, as if he was very educated: "The sun is about to rise, and the darkness is behind, but the sun is not mine, and I am going to sleep. Good night, Lin Ran."

Early the next morning, Lin Ran woke up and saw Lin Qiaoqiao who would never wake up again in the rocking chair, and calmly accepted the fact that his mother was dead.Maybe his mother didn't want to live a long time ago, otherwise, relying on Lin Qiaoqiao's violin skills, she wouldn't be reduced to being a nocturnal chicken, and when she was sick, she just wanted to die instead of being cured.Lin Qiaoqiao has been trying to die, and now her goal has finally been achieved.

At Lin Qiaoqiao's feet was a piano case he had never seen before, and there was a crooked letter on it.It said: "I called your father, he should pick you up tomorrow, if you don't want to go back to his house, just sell the piano, it should be able to sell for a lot of money, at least enough for you to live until you are 18 years old. When your grandfather was alive, he said that this violin was made by Jesus Guarneri. I don’t think I’m worthy of using it, so I left it to you. But if you can’t become the top musician, you’ll be with your bitch Mom doesn't deserve it."

At the back of that letter, there was the word "son", which was probably crossed out by Lin Qiaoqiao after finishing writing it, but she couldn't bear to cross it out halfway, because he always called Lin Ran "little brat" and never called it before. a "son"

Lin Ran saw the two words crossed out by Lin Qiaoqiao before he realized that this crazy woman who beat him every day, abused him, and exiled herself was finally going to disappear in this world, and his heart was uncontrollably sad. stand up.It was as if he was picking up pearls on the beach. After picking up only stones for a long time, he finally saw a pearl. Before he could touch it properly, he was habitually throwing it away.In fact, he thinks that Lin Qiaoqiao likes him, and there is no mother who does not love her son, but Lin Qiaoqiao often forgets to like him.

He originally planned to sell the violin, and then carefully planned how to live for the rest of his life. When he looked up and saw the violin on the table, the strings were shining brightly, Lin Ran felt that he was a little bit reluctant. That was the only thought left to him by his mother.Although Lin Ran is a little more mature than his peers, and he is a 15-year-old child after all, he is naturally curious about what is about to happen. For example, he feels that this is an experience arranged by God for him to try. One, what is it like to have a father.

That year, Lin Ran was 15 years old. He simply handled the fucking funeral affairs by himself, said goodbye to Er Gou, and was taken home by his father's secretary with only a piano on his back.

When Lin Ran got into the car and saw his father's secretary who picked him up, he knew that his cheap father might be as fucked up as his mother.

Lin Ran frowned and looked at the closed door of the Chen family, thinking that he had guessed correctly, his father was indeed a bastard who was as good as his mother.

The carved beams and painted buildings on the gate are very luxurious, and the decoration colors are not only yellow but also red. In the villa area where Lin Ran came in, it must be "stand out from the crowd". It seems that he is afraid that others will not know that his family is rich. on the doorknob.

Lin Ran pouted his ears, listening to Secretary He calling his bastard father, he heard something.If he entered the house, he would not only get a cheap father, but also a stepmother and a younger brother who was the same age as him.His father seemed to be in a hurry as he talked, he wanted to call Jiang Lan himself, let Lin Ran in first, and he would go home later.

Lin Ran was not in a hurry, anyway, it was useless to be in a hurry, and he couldn't get in.So he lowered his head and kicked the small stones on the road, leaving the second floor of the villa with a soft and somewhat stubborn hair twirl.

He lowered his head and was tired. He wanted to twist his neck to loosen his muscles, but when he raised his head, he froze.A piano sound came from the window of the neighbor next door. The man was hidden behind the white and transparent curtains, with a smooth chin, and a noble and isolated demeanor. He was not the same as the one I met in the hotel last time.With the setting sun in the evening, that person is so precious and beautiful that he looks like an oil painting, so beautiful.

Lin Ran felt that he might be suffocating, because the man suddenly opened the window and smiled downstairs.After realizing it, Lin Ran was still thinking, what the fuck he smiled at me, should I also smile back at him, show my teeth or not?Toothy smile looks a bit wretched, doesn't it look a bit girly?Before Lin Ran finished tangling, the person upstairs said: "Chen Qing, you can just come up, Mrs. Li didn't lock the door." Then the window was closed with a "bang".

Who is Chen Qing?Lin Ran was still thinking that he wasn't called Chen Qing either?

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Lin Ran turned his head, and saw Secretary He nodding and bowing and calling: "Young Master." With that flattering look, Lin Ran wanted to kick his ass to make him straighten up.

The so-called young master let out an "um", leaving Lin Ran with a straight and thin back.It was only then that Lin Ran realized that this person was his cheap younger brother, and the people upstairs were calling him younger brother, but they didn't see him at all, and they didn't smile at him.

He lifted Shi Zi'er to the door of the villa with one kick, and felt that he was really fucking ashamed.