he is beautiful

Seeing that my expression was wrong, Xia Qing hurriedly asked me, "Zhou Mu, what's wrong with you? Who's calling?"

The moment Xia Qing looked at the screen, I hurriedly put the phone back in my pocket.

I suppressed the turbulent waves in my heart, and calmly said to Xia Qing: "It's nothing, my mother urged me to go back early."

Xia Qing: "Oh, then, shall we still watch movies?"

We had already passed the ticket gate at that time. Although Xia Qing said that, her expression was mixed with anticipation and disappointment.

I looked past him and found Yuan Sheng in an obscure corner.

Today, I didn't intend to disappoint Xia Qing in the slightest, but when I thought of that text message, everything I had planned could only come to an abrupt end.

It is impossible for me and Xia Qing to watch that movie again. It is said that watching a love movie will make people want to fall in love, so I can only apologize to her and say: "Sorry, I have something to do at home, I have to go back."

Xia Qing tried her best to hide her disappointment and said, "It's okay, is something wrong?"

"No big deal, but I have to go back now."

Xia Qing understands that I don't want to say more: "That's fine, let's go now."

I was going to suggest that she go in by herself, but thinking about it, it might be a bad experience for her.

We went out of the theater together, and downstairs in the shopping mall, I hailed a taxi for her.

I don't want to make her misunderstand and think too much, I have no intention of sending her home.

She got into the car, under the down coat was a knee-length skirt, and her legs in stockings were long and straight, beautiful and sexy, eye-catching.

After closing the car door, she lowered the car window and smiled at me, saying, "Thank you today, I had a great time, go back soon."

I took out 300 yuan and was about to give it to the driver in front of me. When I saw her smile, I realized that I was doing something stupid.

I put the money back into my wallet, opened the co-pilot's door and got in, and said to the young driver, "Go to Jinyuan Community."

The driver looked at me with surprise in his eyes. He thought I wouldn't get in the car. Obviously, Xia Qing thought so too.

"Are you going to take me back? It's okay. I'll just go back by myself."

"I send you."

There was no expression on my face, I turned my head to look into the eyes of the man in the driver's seat, and said, "Master, drive."

It's already past nine o'clock in the evening, I'm crazy to let a girl like Xia Qing dress like this and take a taxi home.

Send Xia Qing to Jinyuan Community, take the elevator, and accompany her to the door of the house.

She took out the key, and there was no trace of unhappiness on her face: "Thank you for taking me back, would you like to go in and sit for a while?"

"If I go in, are you sure your mother won't beat me out?"

"No..." Xia Qing looked into my eyes, she couldn't continue to say no, she was a little embarrassed, and stroked her slightly curly long hair, "I told my mother, today is a good friend Hanging out with friends."

I raised my eyebrows at her.

After a pause, she added: "Girls, my mother thought they were all girls."

I smiled, turned and left: "Come in."

I wanted to tell her not to go out dressed like this in the future, but this is wrong, you can't stop a girl from being pretty, and you shouldn't accuse her of dressing too sexy.

What you should do is to accompany her, protect her, or teach her how to deal with danger.

However, this is not what I should do.

"Zhou Mu! I..."

Xia Qing obviously had something else to say to me, but I couldn't let her say it, so I waved my back to her and said, "If you have anything to say, we can talk about it tomorrow, bye."

Without giving Xia Qing another chance to speak, I entered the elevator.

After leaving the Jinyuan community, I called Yuan Sheng, but he didn't answer, but sent a WeChat message:

"I am watching a movie."

I took a taxi back to the shopping mall, but I didn't go up, and stood in the square downstairs smoking one cigarette after another.

After waiting for about half an hour, the movie ended. I stood still, leaning against a tree quietly, watching the flow of people at the exit of the mall.

Yuan Sheng was wearing a long black down jacket, his hair was smooth and neat, and under the dim light of neon, it seemed to have the color of sunshine.

He walked out of the exit and didn't leave straight away, but stood there and looked around until he saw me, then he started to walk towards me again.

We looked at each other a step away, and I asked him, "What do you mean?"

He said to me: "The movie is pretty good."

I sneered, sprayed a puff of smoke on his face, and mocked: "You have been following me today?"

Yuan Sheng didn't get choked like before, instead he took the cigarette I was biting between his mouth and smoked it one mouthful at a time.

I was a little surprised: "When did you learn to smoke?"

Yuan Sheng exhaled a puff of smoke slowly and said, "It's been a while."

I didn't ask him why he smoked, that would have made me look like an idiot.

After Yuan Sheng smoked half of the cigarette and flicked the cigarette butt into the trash can not far away, he said to me: "Today I am not the only one following you, there is another person in front of me, he is watching you carrying Xia Xia on your back. Qing climbed the mountain, watched you talking and laughing, watched you drinking spring water, watched your intimate group photos, watched you play happily in the underwater world, watched you walk into the cinema, until he couldn’t watch it anymore.”

That person is Li Cheng, my best brother, and the realization makes me feel bad.

Yuan Sheng slightly raised his head and looked at the dark night sky, sighed, in a trance: "He knows what Xia Qing wants to do by asking you out today, and also understands what it means for you to agree to her invitation. He had expected the result a long time ago, but he still endured it." I can't help it, I want to follow him to see, maybe things are not as he thought... But seeing it is even more uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that I want to beat my chest through..."

Yuan Sheng's words stirred the thorn in my heart.

It's him?still you?

Frowning fiercely, I grabbed Yuan Sheng's arm violently, pushed him against the big tree behind me, and growled in a low voice: "Don't tell me anything else! I'll just ask you , why follow me! Don't forget you promised me!"

Yuan Sheng wanted to struggle, but I held his head and pressed it tighter. The delicate skin on his cheeks was bloodstained by the rough bark.

Red water seeped out, meandering, and flowing.

But I have no time to take care of it right now, my heart seems to be on fire, making me want to kill him!

"What are you doing with me! What the hell are you trying to do!?"

"I don't want you to be together!" Yuan Sheng suddenly roared out, shouting at me hoarsely, "I don't want you to be together!!"

My heart was shocked by his yelling, but after the shock, I felt endless discomfort. I asked him: "Why do you have the right to say this?"

"I! I!..." He wanted to speak, but his throat seemed to be tightly strangled by an invisible hand. Even though the veins on his forehead were bulging, and his cheeks were flushed, he couldn't say anything after that.

Seeing him like this, I let go of my hand, took a step back, and said, "Just say now, you want to be with me."

Yuan Sheng looked up at me, his dark pupils trembling.

He almost cried and said to me: "Not now, Zhou Mu, not now!"

He came over, took my hand, held it tightly, and gently put the bloody and tearful face on my shoulder. He said, "Can't you wait for me any longer? Wait any longer Wait for me."

The winter night is very cold, he leans against my arms, if I can raise my arms to hold him, we will be warm.

But I pushed him away.

I took a taxi and left quickly. In the rearview mirror, he stood there watching me leave, and then slowly squatted down. He didn't get up until I couldn't see him anymore.

When I got home, I kept thinking, why didn't I promise him?

Am I still resenting him?

Or am I not that fond of him anymore?

I can't find an answer.

Until I was awakened by a nightmare in the middle of the night.

That dream was very chaotic, Yuan Sheng and I were constantly separated.

He left me because of social pressure; he left me because of the persecution of my parents;

He is always leaving, and I am also desperate in helplessness.

I sat on the bed, gasping for breath, I laughed out of tears, thinking that I should have found the answer.

I don't trust him.

I can't believe how deep his love for me can be.

So I feel afraid, afraid that after the warmth, there will be a colder and darker night.