fast travel dream

【1】

There was a tall tree in front of the window, no one knew when the tree appeared here, long ago when great-grandfather's father was a child.

At that time, there were often lovely children playing games around the tree.

Trees are really gentle and tolerant existences.Even if someone plucks its fruit mercilessly and tramples silently on the soles of its feet, the tree just endures silently.

The tree is used to devotion, giving its all to the children it has watched grow up, and takes joy in doing so.

The tree has a thick trunk that several adults can't hug even if they stretch out their hands, and has beautiful leaves that look like handicrafts. Whenever the transparent sunlight with the same warm temperature as the tree shines on the green green crystal leaves of the tree like pieces of emeralds Sometimes, the tree will stay quietly in the wind.

Sometimes the tree bears green fruits. At that time, the tree seems to have really become a magical thing that everyone in the kingdom of heaven praises.

Even the guy who is afraid of humans can't bear to refuse the silent invitation of the tree spirit, and is fascinated by it.

Looking up, she can't help but exclaim: It's really a spiritual tree.

【2】

"Xiao Ruo, let's go to the gymnasium to play in the afternoon. I heard that the seniors will go there to exercise. I'm looking forward to it!"

I didn't know what to say, and hesitated for a while before realizing what the other party was saying.

"Are you okay?" The other person's eyes seemed to say that if you don't agree, you can do it yourself.I hurriedly agreed tremblingly, not daring to say anything to refuse.

"I know Xiao Ruo will definitely not refuse!" The girl in front of her saw that she had achieved her goal and left without any nostalgia.I was relieved and just wanted to get out of school quickly.

I am afraid of human beings, or rather, I am afraid of human beings, such terrifying beasts that are duplicity in appearance.

I've always been able to see through the fake kindness that people put on their faces to see the real selves that are hidden deep inside, even they don't know it.

The girl just now hated me in her heart, so disgusted that the real self curled up in the corner kept gouging my body with a knife.Over and over again, that horrific scene is still replaying in my mind.

But even though I am so afraid of humans, I still have to treat them with a smile.

"You all have to learn from Xiao Ruo, and see if he can take the first grade without studying much." The teacher walked in with a dozen test papers covered with red marks. I saw countless black evil thoughts rushing towards me.

I held my head trembling, trying to drive out the painful stuff.

What to do, what to do, what to do?I looked desperately at the black smoke that wanted to engulf me, don't come here!Please let me go!

The test paper is like a suicide note, ah, yes.I tore off the pen cap and quickly scribbled.

"Teacher! You corrected your mistake!" The teacher turned his head for no reason and stopped handing out the test papers.

"What's wrong? Classmate Xiao Ruo."

"Teacher, what I wrote in these places are all wrong, please help me to correct the score, otherwise it will be unfair to other students?" The teacher's thin eyebrows frowned, questioning me about her eyes Feel very dissatisfied.

It's over, I was hated by the teacher.The black beast was suddenly awakened, and narrowed its eyes in displeasure.But she still checked the test paper carefully and said nothing.

So the day is finally over.

【3】

"You're back, how's the exam going?" Mother asked without raising her head, but her washing dishes slowed down.I dare not neglect, replied. "First grade. Really?!"

Mother screamed in disbelief.She couldn't even care about me, and hurried to her father, almost crying out.

"Xiao Ruo finally passed the test of Widow Chen's son this time. Seeing that female cousin dares to show off in front of us, isn't it just a bit of money! Xiao Ruo, is there any place you want to go? Dad will take you on weekends If you go to play, it will be regarded as a reward for your serious study."

My father walked in, with a distorted smile on his face, I shook my head in trepidation, my father's face quickly calmed down, and I made him angry.I am an existence that is not expected by others, so I have to be cautious no matter what I do. The existence of me who is afraid of humans is a huge mistake.

Everything about me is meaningless, the beast that lurks inside everyone fears me and hurts me mercilessly.Sometimes I even want to stay in my room forever, even if I never step out of the room for the rest of my life.

Doors are pushed open by stupid and impolite people.Please note that stupidity is not for grooming people, I have not yet the courage to judge any human beings who can bring me harm.I dare not impose any of my ideas on humans.

"Sister, I heard from my father that we are going to the amusement park on weekends. Sister, you are so kind, I know I always want to go."

"Yes." I think there must be a wonderfully beautiful but humble smile on my face. "Originally, I wanted to give you a surprise. Who knew that Dad would say it first. It's really disappointing."

"It's nothing, I'm very surprised, I always thought my sister hated me." I was shocked, and I was so surprised that I fell to the ground. "How is it possible? How could I hate my sister, it's just that I'm too busy studying."

"Sister?" The younger sister seemed to be frightened by me, and burst out laughing. "Sister, you react too much, it's really funny. Haha!"

I awkwardly climbed up and lifted the chair, and the beast I deceived laughed without suspicion.Even in front of a child, I have to show a ridiculous and humble look to please her, for fear of being hurt by her.

I am afraid of all human beings, and I am even more afraid of the monsters in their hearts that they don't even know about.

Deliberately please, force yourself to conform to others, and choose what to do according to other people's wishes.My sister finally left, and I was able to breathe a sigh of relief, but sadly found that I didn't know when to cry.

The only thing that makes me free myself is the tree in front of the window.I am as lonely as I am, deceiving myself with gentleness and tolerance that I am not afraid of humans.We should be just as lonely.

I lay on the trunk of the tree, and the leaves of the tree fell on the palm of my hand, and the lines were as intricate as the lines on my hands.Looking up at the tall trees, one can find that the sky washed by the rain has become soft and clear.

【4】

One day, the leaves of the tree fell on me again, as if the leaves emitting a strange light suddenly gave me the courage to face everything.The boy under the tree smiled at me.

The soft green hair that was full of vitality caressed his fair skin that was as beautiful as an elf.The jewel-like green eyes seem to condense all the beautiful things in the world, so dreamy that they don't look like scary creatures like humans at all.Hello, I'm the elf from the tree.

The energetic young man smiled, with a tree spirit's unique smile blooming on the corner of his mouth.

The tree in front of the window gave birth to a spirit, but it is still the tree that always accompany me through the sad years.

Silently listen to me tell what I have been buried in the bottom of my heart, silently walk with me all the way.

I believe him because I don't see the beast that lurks in the bottom of my heart that is unique to human beings.

The tree spirit blinked playfully, finally gaining a trace of real popularity.Occasionally, when pedestrians pass by, the tree spirit will tease them in front of my face, making them make a fool of themselves.

"Hahaha, it's amazing."

The tree spirit just fell silent, and said slightly sadly: "You don't need to show it deliberately in front of me. I am the spirit of the tree. You don't need to guard against me like you guard against humans."

My good impression of elves was suddenly diluted by this sentence.I was seen, my disguise was completely seen, but behind the endless panic, there was still a trace of inexplicable happiness.

Why?Why would I be spotted at a glance?

I looked at the elf, he was still smiling silently like he was still a tree.

Dryads are not human and no one can see them but me.When the tree spirit played a prank on a pedestrian again and the pedestrian looked puzzled, I completely believed his words.

Only I can see the tree spirit. I don't need to hide from him at all, and I don't need to worry about any devastating blow he will bring me.

I became good friends with Dryad, he was my first best friend.

【5】

The weekend came, and my father and mother packed up the food to be brought today, and happily took my sister and me to the amusement park.

"Mother of the child, did you see Widow Chen's expression when she heard that her son failed the exam?"

"How could I miss it? What a relief. Our family has been bullied for so long. If it weren't for that incident at the beginning, our child should be as good as Xiao Ruo. Wuwuwu..." The mother began to cry.

"Don't cry, you're talking nonsense, the children are here."

"Oh, that's right. Let's go to the amusement park today to have fun. I'll wash my face so that the children won't see it." It was another ambiguous sentence.

I looked at my sister sitting next to me, she was just stirring the corner of her pink dress nonchalantly.The new clothes have been cruelly rubbed several times, and they are as limp as pickles.

The younger sister seemed to be tired of playing with the corners of her clothes and turned around to ask me: "Sister, why are people who died always remembered by others? They have already ended their own lives and continue to cause pain to others. That kind of person has long been should have died."

After finishing talking, my sister didn't say anything else and started to get distracted.The family stepped into the car under the sunshine of the city.

From a distance, I can still see the tree that has been silently accompanying me, and its vibrant appearance brings joy to people.The tree elf sat on the trunk, he jumped lightly among the tree shadows, his green eyes were full of the unique tenderness and pampering of the tree elf.

The tree spirit just watched me disappear from his sight.

Have fun.

I am afraid of human beings, and even more afraid of their inherent malice.

I'm a monster, I pretend to be myself, I don't fit in with everything around me.

I will smile and watch everything that is ready to hurt me. When I was a child, I saw a strange uncle come to the house. He lived in the mother's room. He stared at me fiercely through the eyes of the black curtain, like a vicious Like a lizard.

My mother told me very seriously that family harmony is the most important thing, and it is said in the TV series that if others find out that strangers come to the house, everyone will be very angry.

So I decided not to tell anyone, so I decided to keep everything that could hurt the people I love on the back of my sleeve.So I, who has deposited many things, can see the tree spirit.

My sister asked me for ice cream with her eyes wide open, and I smiled and handed it to her, smiling too.

There is nothing special about the amusement park, the only thing that makes people afraid is the dense crowd.I don't even dare to line up alone, I don't look forward to sports or entertainment with people.

Even to go to a school far away from home, I only dare to go on a lonely road with no one there.

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