fast travel dream

【1】

"Do you know? If you go to the border of hell." A man and a woman I met once said to me.

Ruo, since that day, I have never seen her again since she left a determined back.Maybe I'm tired of the hypocrisy of me in her eyes?

I don't know, Ruo and I are very good friends.There are no secrets between us, but the better friends are, the more out of control they are when they quarrel.

Obviously, as long as we go forward and defend that woman a little bit, she and her child will be fine.

Why in just a few days, the once extremely warm existence would remove its outer shell and completely release the cruelty in its heart?

In an instant, everyone became extremely cruel, even Ruo.Obviously she was arguing with me yesterday as if she was suffering from a second stroke, but just now she handed me bread that I was reluctant to eat.

Why did the person who silently cared about others become so callous?

Finally, under Ruo's indifference, we separated.Will two people with different ideas be separated?

【2】

When the end of the world came, I sat alone at the only table in my house as usual, writing a diary.

Calling it a diary is actually a way to express unimportant feelings.

From the windows, you can see rows of houses in the distance, no matter how tall they are, they can't cover a part of the sky.

And under the sky, the innocent children have pure and clean smiles on their faces, as if they will never worry about the twists and turns in the adults' world.

I flipped through the dynamics in Penguin, and suddenly an obvious personality signature appeared in front of my eyes.

I am very strong, so strong that my soul lives forever, I am immortal. BY is looming.

I don't know if she watched something messy again, she is already in the second grade.Back then I didn't even think that such common words would cost me my own best friend.

Turn on the TV, and the news is still broadcasting some things that are usually broadcast, such as adhering to the road of socialism with Chinese characteristics and realizing the Chinese dream.

Suddenly, a violent sense of danger crossed my mind, and I almost ignored its existence so quickly.And the root cause of this feeling is an ordinary news.

A new virus has invaded our country, the main symptoms are fever, stiff limbs, and cracked corners of the mouth.And have an abnormal desire for human flesh.

It's a zombie!I hurriedly boarded the penguin to inform Ruo.But the bastard actually said, "Did you not take your medicine today? Or did you watch a horror movie yesterday and dream about something and you still haven't woken up? 2012 is already over. I looked at the almanac and today is not April Fool's Day, and it is not suitable." mischief."

She was so angry that I was about to spit out my blood. After finally being serious, I was called a prank.I was so angry that I forgot that Ruo and I were neighbors, and just thought about how to contact her.

I can't imagine how Ruo's family cultivated such an optimistic personality.

And Ruo, just stopped smiling, lost all expression on his face, so strange that I couldn't help but think, who is that person?

"Because I am so powerful, so powerful that my soul will live forever."

Even the eschatology of "abandoning all moral ethics and shackles, and living in order to survive" could not save her.

"Well, I have already deeply understood that the body is just a drag on the soul, and only those with a strong spirit can live forever."

After a few days of silence, I found that if I still have the mood to watch the sunset every day, the blood-red sky seems to be mocking people's self-deprecating delusion to resist the apocalypse.

"Xiaoxiao, what do you think zombies are? They feed on people, they have no thoughts or wisdom, they are like a group of irrational beasts with human appearance. What makes them persist in the world?"

When I turned around, if I were lying on the bed with my long hair spread out like an entrance to the night, it would seem that I would be torn off the next moment.

The rotten smell and the smell of withered flowers reached the sense of smell.

【3】

On the third day after the end of the world broke out, there were no more carefree children running on the street.

The transforming devices they once held in their hands, which turned into heroes, lay alone on the street filled with sunlight. The plastic and glass reflected the light and became the most dazzling and moving colors in a dark place.

"Are you thinking about those children?" Ruo didn't know when he came behind me, looking down at the ground expressionlessly, so serious that the person who just spoke was not her.

"No, I was just wondering when the people from the survivor base would come to pick us up." Not wanting to worry Ruo, I subconsciously told a white lie, but Ruo didn't say anything.Just staring at the familiar city with those dark eyes.

【4】

"Do you know? If you go to the border of hell." A man and a woman met by chance repeated, the woman's puppet-like stiff body made a crackling sound, while the man just lowered his eyes regretfully, their voices gradually disappeared in the siege of zombies , just like the scene in memory.

No, what memory?My brain hurts inexplicably.

In my memory, I stood on a high place and stared at my former best friend.Ruo's eyes were full of sadness, she stared at me as if staring at an unreachable phantom.

Goodbye, dear friend.

Tears fell silently, even if I saw her ending, I couldn't stop it, because I have become the light of the survivor base, and I am no longer the pure and kind person I used to be, and I can't get back what will be ushered in tragedy.

Memories are a mess, an indistinct mess.

"The border of hell, people who go to the border of hell, even their souls will be completely dissipated. The place closest to hell is also the closest to death and pain."

The man smiled, as if he knew something in an instant, he touched the woman's hand and paused for a moment, the smile on the corner of his mouth became more explicit.

"And your best friend is now trying to cross the gate of hell in Limbo."

【5】

After crossing the last forest, I found the boundary of hell that the man said.

"Hey, why doesn't Xiaoxiao come and play with me?" The girl jumped up and down before her eyes, her eyebrows full, as if she could see all the beauty in the world.And the other girl looked up, her face turned out to be surprisingly familiar.

That's me.

She grabbed the girl's hand like she caught the light of the whole world.

"Because if you're not there."

The girl who has been in the memory of the entire childhood stands aside, but her figure gradually becomes transparent.Absurd, like a continuing dream, without logic or time.

I also remembered what the man said.Frontiers are hotbeds of memory.

The ladder made of dead bones is paved to the end of the road, and the dark road that cannot see the future swallows all the light. What is there for the dead soul to cling to?Why do you keep wandering and repeating what happened before you were alive.

If it is already dead.She who was bitten to pieces, what right does she have to exist? !If so, it is not, it is not such a pathetic existence!

"Xiaoxiao, it's snowing, do you want some ice cream?"

"Isn't it already snowing, why don't you eat ice cream for the occasion!"

"Yes!" The girl took my hand and gradually walked away...

In just an instant, the two girls who were still young just now grew into two slim young girls.

They walked on the busy street like no one else, and one of them said something from time to time, which made the other laugh non-stop.

Suddenly, one of the girls stopped and looked up at the sky. The sky covered by the faint smoke made it impossible to see the end.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't know." The girl named Xiaoxiao shook her head. Just as she was about to leave, a group of children ran past her laughing and shouting, "I want to be a great hero, I want to save the world."

Another girl named Ruo encouraged them with approving eyes, and woke up the stunned girl.

"what happened?"

"It's nothing, I just feel nostalgic for no reason."

What do you miss?If she didn't ask me at that time, she just stood in front of her and stretched out her hand without looking back.

"Let's go, if you don't go, you will be late." Many memories that have been forgotten have sprung up like mushrooms after rain, and all of them popped up.

At this moment, time and space seem to have become an extremely vague thing, there is no particularly clear logic in the river of memory, and the so-called memory is nothing but things that have been randomly strung together and modified by myself.

When we were doing military training together, when we were playing games together, when we were wasting time willfully together, we were talking about how long life is.

It was all shattered, and in the end I was standing on the high wall looking down on her with pity like a god.

She struggled, and finally, as if she had let go of something, she left without any hesitation.

I put aside the memories on both sides of the Road of Dry Bones, and finally saw Ruo.Ruo at that time could no longer speak any human language.

Like an elf who can see through people's hearts, she stares at the ugly me with dark eyes.

That's right, I'm not such a kind person, I just want to completely lie to myself, telling myself that I can trust anyone, that I'm kinder than anyone and need protection.

Ruo, no, the creature with Ruo's appearance danced lightly among the sea of ​​bones with a sweet smile, and finally she turned her toes and landed on the highest withered bone throne, tilting her head curiously.

She still had that insane and extremely secondary expression, wanting to cross the gate of hell.A place where even souls are scattered.

It seems that besides, how can a mere dead thing do anything to my lord?I have become so strong that my soul is immortal, immortal.

Everything in front of me once again coincided with the scene in memory of Ruo struggling in the mouth of the zombie.

I even used my abilities, but Ruo just slowly stopped fighting and stood where I was.Overhead is the sun that has not been seen for a long time.

As a result, blood completely stained my world red.

"Ahhh!! Don't, don't go there!" The creature with Ruo's appearance cried out in pain when it touched the light from the door.

Obviously, Ruo is already dead.Why would I want to save a non-existent, pathetic creature wandering around the world right now?

The wind hurts the cheek, but how much pain can it be?I only saw her body shattered between my fingers the next moment...

"Don't ah ah ah!!"

"Ah, you big-headed ghost! You screamed in the middle of the night to scare the people to death, right?" I couldn't believe it and squeezed that familiar face that made me nostalgic.

【6】

Ruo really slapped away my unsuccessful fingers as usual, raised his chin with disgust, and looked down at me with a haughty attitude.

"A mere mortal, you just want to touch my lord? You are so bold... Poof, hahahaha... No, I can't help it... Hahahaha... Why are you being so funny today?"

"Obviously it's you who died in the middle of the second, and it's even more inexplicable."

"What the hell, if I didn't see you having nightmares at night and complaining that you don't want it, you don't want it, who cares to come to your dilapidated house."

"Nightmare? I don't have nightmares, and even if I do, I won't be ashamed to talk in my sleep."

"Okay, okay, no, no. Then why did you pinch me just now?"

"I don't know, my mind is so messed up, I don't remember... Speaking of which, how did you come into my house?"

"Ah, it's easy, let's open the window." Ruo spread his hands and shrugged proudly.

"This is the sixth floor, right? Aren't you afraid of falling to your death?" I really wanted to disassemble her brain to see what was inside, why she didn't have any sense of crisis about dangerous things, I really don't know what happened to uncles and aunts taught.

If you hear it, you will immediately retort dissatisfied. "I'm a strong man, so strong that my soul can live forever, and my body can't do any harm to me."

"Please don't be serious about saying impossible things?"

I held my head up helplessly, only to see that the dark sky lit up unconsciously, and the morning light finally shone into places it had never reached before.

If you stop at the window, staring at the sky as before.

The sky was no different from the countless days of sunshine and white clouds in the past.

The blue sky and white clouds that can even be described by the colors in the happy graffiti drawn by children are easy to be intoxicated by.

The halo divides the world in the eyes into fragments of different sizes, people gradually walk out of the house, cars gradually occupy the entire road, children shuttle in the streets and alleys, and then the whole city turns around in the sunshine.

It's like when nothing happened, but it feels inexplicably nostalgic.

While walking on the street, an old woman in ragged clothes came to meet her face. Her face was weather-beaten and her eyes were cloudy and vicissitudes of life.The old woman walked up to me and Ruo with her iron bowl.

Ruo just let me go as if I didn't see it, I was dragged a few steps, and finally broke free from Ruo's hand, leaving behind the few dozen yuan left on me.

"Xiaoxiao, are you happy now?"

"Of course, how can I be unhappy after helping others?"

"Just let me tell you a truth that breaks your heart."

"Could it be that the old lady is actually pretending to be a beggar and cheating me of money? If that's the case, there's nothing to be sad about. Even if her monthly salary is more than my tuition..."

"You underestimate me, do I look like such a boring person?"

"Like, don't know what boring guy got into a half-hour argument with the boss over a piece of sushi."

"Hmph, how can a stupid mortal understand what a great thing I am doing when I am thrifty and housekeeping."

“Striving for great sushi?”

"Tutorial books, Xiaoxiao, you forgot that the money was used to buy tutorial books." I suddenly understood why I was so bored and Ruo came out to wander around.

……

"Hate! Why didn't you remind me!"

"I forgot, I thought you'd remember."

"I……"

Pfft, there seemed to be the sound of some liquid breaking open the container that held it and flying out.

"It's so strange, what is the sound so strange, right... If..."

I turned my head to look at Ruo, only to see the girl's suddenly dilated pupils, and the rotting corpse biting her neck...

"Ahhhhh!! Don't! Don't! What the hell happened?!! I remembered, if, if you are dead, the end of the world has already begun."

In fact, I have been standing in the same place, I have not gone anywhere, I just had a very beautiful dream.

【7】

"Do you know? If you go to the border of hell." The long-haired woman said blankly, there was no trace of human emotion on her puppet-like delicate face.

A man and a woman I met by chance stood in front of me and smiled at me.

The memory became a mess and started to go haywire, so I thought of my terrified face reflected in Ruo's pupils.

The body becomes very light and light, as light as a feather, and can roam freely wherever it wants to go.

"Why did you come to save me? Haven't you already given up on me?"

"Give up, what are you kidding, Ruo is my best friend, best companion. No matter what, I won't let go of Ruo, because Ruo saved me...cough cough..."

"Xiaoxiao, you are so kind-hearted to the point of stupidity, saving me won't do you any good."

"No, that kind of thing."

【8】

Xiaoxiao died instead of me. Originally, the one who died should be mine. Unfortunately, Xiaoxiao is really kind. If she heard me say that, she would definitely retort angrily.

I chopped off her head, and I didn't want her to become a zombie, a irrational creature that feeds on human flesh. After all, it's too sad and lonely.

"Ruo, go to the border of hell." The man embraced the puppet-like woman.

They were my former partners, the woman was also a creature bitten by zombies, and the man went to the border of hell to rescue the woman.

I feel a little guilty about this, because I was the one who said that the soul of a woman wants to be with a man all the time, and the man believed it.

I can see the souls of people who are nostalgic for something and wandering in the world, so I can better understand their reluctance and sadness.

The dead bones that connected the two worlds stayed quietly on the ground, piled up to form a long staircase, and the souls wandering on the border still repeated the saddest memories in their hearts, constantly wanting to change something, and have been unable to leave.

In fact, the frontier is nothing but dry bones, and what is there is nothing but the pale fantasy of a sad soul.

Xiaoxiao sat on the bone throne, closed her eyes, her slender eyelashes cast a dark shadow on her gray face which could be in stark contrast with the black eyelashes.

Wearing a crown made of dead bones, she looked like a lonely king, with countless skeletons piled up beneath her.

So, I came to her dreamland.

"Did something happen?"

"I don't know, I just feel a little nostalgic when I see the sun."

"There is nothing to miss, how could Sunshine look better than me?

I looked at her with a half-smile.

She still had an expression of being helpless against me, and she had a terrible headache.

That's right, let's continue like this, and treat the last days as a dream.

She dissipated between my fingers, with a smile that had never experienced anything.

【9】

"You didn't bring her back." The man stroked his beloved woman, staring at her eyes affectionately and intently.As if it wasn't him who just spoke.

"Yeah, I'm leaving, do you want to go together?" I chopped off a zombie and swiped the blood off the knife.Looking back, the men and women have gone far.

"Still the same. But it's not a big deal."

Xiaoxiao is a kind person, a positive, sunny and optimistic person.

And me, not the same.

So I can live forever.It is precisely because the living have more opportunities and choices that they will have a future that will last forever. However, no matter how vivid the traces of the dead are, they will eventually be forgotten by others as time goes by.

Facing the sun, I drove and set sail.

No matter how much pain and despair I have to face, I will never give up the hope of life.Forever isn't very long.

Every day the sun rises, every day the flowers bloom, every day someone is born again.

Being born in this world is a miracle, and we can only work hard to make our lives better.

【10】

Good morning, Earth.

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