follow the light, fly

The familiar fragrance of laundry detergent rushed towards his face in the wind. Ni Yan could feel the other party's violent heartbeat through the down jacket and thick wool coat, and his own heart beat violently.The cold wind was blowing on his face, and there was only a trace of warmth between his lips... "Lu Mingsu, did I miss you? That's why you appeared again." Ni Yan murmured in his heart.

This time the kiss was extremely gentle, as if he was afraid of angering Ni Yan, his timid emotions were scattered in the surrounding air.Ni Yan grinned helplessly, this must be another decision made by fate for him, he and Lu Mingsu... really don't know who owes whom.

Ni Yan's drunkenness is still in his heart, and his consciousness is not fully awake. He is not sure whether the person in front of him is real, or an illusion caused by his longing.He stroked the short hair on the top of Lu Mingsu's head, opened his eyes and carefully looked at the face, he wanted to reduce the double image in front of him, but no matter how hard he tried, Lu Mingsu's face just swayed like that, making it even more illusory.

Finally, Ni Yan couldn't take it anymore, he pushed Lu Mingsu out fiercely, and yelled: "Stand still, don't shake!"

As a result, as soon as Lu Mingsu was pushed away, Ni Yan forgot to hold on to the railing, his body wobbled and he almost sat down on the ground.

Lu Mingsu was pushed violently by Ni Yan, and was taken aback for a moment. Suddenly seeing that Ni Yan couldn't stand still, he rushed to Ni Yan and hurriedly supported his waist: "Brother Yan, who is shaking?!"

Ni Yan turned sideways, holding Lu Mingsu's face with both hands, staring at him with blurred eyes: "Don't move, let me see clearly, is it you...or hallucination?" After staring for two or three minutes, Ni Yan turned him away again Pushing back, he stepped back and sat on the railing, "No, it's not you, it's me who drank my brain to death, you're in Yunshan, you're playing a business war, it's not you, I just miss you." Ni Yan said Then, he lowered his head and put his hands on his forehead to calm himself down.

Lu Mingsu's heart trembled, and he took two steps forward, only to hear Ni Yan muttering to himself in a low voice: "You liar, everyone has disappeared, and your shadow is still lingering. Say what, as long as I miss you Just, where the hell were you, where were you when I was beaten, where were you when I was dragged into the warehouse, where were you when I was thrown in the alley...I miss you now...you again where?!"

"I'm here, I'm here," Lu Mingsu rushed over and hugged Ni Yan into his arms, grabbed Ni Yan's hand and slapped his face, "It's me, not a hallucination, look, Does your hand hurt?!"

Ni Yan raised his head again, looking at the slightly blurred shadow in front of him: "My hands don't hurt, my heart hurts."

"Ni Yan, let's not stop here, okay?" Lu Mingsu put one hand on the back of Ni Yan's head, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have gone to Xinyang, and I shouldn't have left you behind. You owe me nothing, It is I who owe you, give me another chance, and let me use my whole life to pay it back."

Ni Yan tightly wrapped his arms around Lu Mingsu's waist, and muttered softly: "Lu Mingsu, is it really you? How do you know that I miss you?"

"I don't know...I just know that I miss you." Lu Mingsu smiled, "I have no place to live anymore, can you take me in?"

Ni Yan was silent, then suddenly pushed hard, and looked at Lu Mingsu coldly: "You really know you're wrong?"

"I was wrong, look at my tears of regret." Lu Mingsu wiped his eye sockets with his fingers, and stretched them out in front of Ni Yan.

Ni Yan grabbed that hand and leaned forward: "Go home!" Before he finished speaking, he fell to the ground.

Lu Mingsu was pulled violently by Ni Yan, and fell down too. Just as he was about to reach out to help Ni Yan up, he heard Ni Yan scold dissatisfiedly: "Who the hell bought Simmons, it's so hard?! Retired!"

"Back, back, back, back early tomorrow morning!" Lu Mingsu pulled Ni Yan up, patted the ashes on his body, and walked forward with his support.After getting on the bridge, Lu Mingsu stood under the lantern in the corridor, and looked at Ni Yan: "Ni Yan, look at this lamp, does it look like the day you picked me up?"

"Is it fifteen today?" Ni Yan rubbed his eyes, looking at the long strip of red lanterns above his head, "Is the New Year over? Why did I forget where I had the New Year's Eve dinner?"

"No, New Year's Eve hasn't come yet." Lu Mingsu walked under the lamp with his arms around Ni Yan.

"We're even, pick it up once!" Ni Yan smiled, suddenly turned to look at the lantern above his head, raised his finger, and shouted loudly, "What kind of lanterns are you hanging before Chinese New Year? Call my second uncle, Pick it up! Hang up again at fifteen, I will pick you up again!"

"Okay, okay, pick them up early tomorrow morning, pick them all up, and don't leave a single one for them." Lu Mingsu put his arms around Ni Yan's waist, pushed him forward, got off the bridge, and there was a crossroad in front of him, "Which way to go?" ?”

"Wait..." Ni Yan pushed Lu Mingsu away, stood still unsteadily, squinted his eyes to look left and right, and pointed forward, "I guess... this way!" Leaning forward, he took a leg and stepped onto the road.

Lu Mingsu hurried forward and pulled Ni Yan back to the zebra crossing next to him: "Little ancestor, I know you are not afraid of death, but I am afraid, because I haven't made enough money yet. Guess? Is it stolen from your house?" House?!"

"I can't see..." Ni Yan rubbed his eyes again, and slapped Lu Mingsu's chest, "Don't shake it!" Then he pointed to the street sign in front of him, "Don't shake it even if you tell it to, what happened today? Is the world drinking too much?"

Lu Mingsu sighed helplessly, and glanced at the road signs. He hadn't been back to Jiangling for many years, and many road names were unfamiliar: "Tourist Avenue...is this road?"

"That's right, go forward!" Ni Yan grabbed Lu Mingsu's hand, pulled him and walked forward.

"How far is it?" Lu Mingsu thought about taking a taxi.

"Let's go and have a look..." Ni Yan grinned, looking at the road illuminated by the dim lights, a few cars passing by occasionally, quiet...

"Ah?" Lu Mingsu was startled, what do you mean walking around? ! "Let's take a taxi..."

"If you have too much money, just give it to me. What kind of taxi should you take?" Ni Yan gave him a dissatisfied look, "It's not far at all. I usually get there in half an hour. Why did I walk so long today? It's all about you." Oil bottle!"

"I drag the oil bottle?!" Lu Mingsu looked at Ni Yan helplessly, "Look at who it is, take three steps and take five steps back?"

Ni Yan didn't hear what Lu Mingsu was saying clearly, and refused to leave, standing where he was and looking up at him stupidly.

"Has Lin Zhen been here?" Lu Mingsu shouted loudly in his ear.

"He must have been here." Ni Yan suddenly raised his chin and grinned, "Baby, give me a kiss!"

"Go home and kiss again!" Lu Mingsu took out his phone, he couldn't count on this drunk anymore.

"Are you kissing?!" Ni Yan growled, looked at Lu Mingsu for two seconds, then suddenly sat down on the ground, "I'm not leaving!"

"Damn it!" Lu Mingsu bent down and touched Ni Yan's mouth while waiting for Lin Zhen to connect to the video.

"What do you mean... a live broadcast?" Lin Zhen's voice suddenly came from the phone.

"Drink too much, you're crazy!" Lu Mingsu pulled Ni Yan up with one hand, and turned around with the phone in the other hand, "Do you know where his house is going?"

"Are you stupid?!" Lin Zhenzheng held his son high and shouted at the mobile phone leaning aside, "Liwan Garden, navigate!"

"Fuck, it's all because of that drunk, hang up." Lu Mingsu hung up the video, let Ni Yan lean on him, and set up the navigation—"Baidu Maps, for your navigation, please go straight..." Lu Mingsu Putting the bluetooth headset into the ear, putting the phone into the pocket, then squatting down, dragging Ni Yan's legs to carry him on his back.

"At the intersection ahead, please go straight." Lu Mingsu followed the instructions in the headset, tilted his head and glanced at Ni Yan, who had his eyes closed: "Don't sleep, I'm tall, I fell and broke my leg!"

"Break it, you support me!" Ni Yan grinned, wrapping his arms around Lu Mingsu's neck.

"Damn it, why are you so sober at this moment?" Lu Mingsu smiled, "Get down and walk by yourself when you wake up!"

"I can't get down, I'm dizzy!" Ni Yan clenched his hands tighter again.

"You can't say it," Lu Mingsu tilted his head and looked at Ni Yan, "Then I twirled and jumped with my eyes closed?!"

"If you miss, turn around and see whose eyes are closed first!" Ni Yan laughed.

"Then are you ready to take off?" Lu Mingsu suddenly roared, and then ran forward.

"Wow——" Ni Yan suddenly opened his eyes, "Fly...drive!" He slapped Lu Mingsu's collarbone.

Lu Mingsu had no choice but to drink and go crazy again: "How did you manage to be sober for a while and go crazy for a while?"

"How can there be so much nonsense on a horse?" Ni Yan slapped it down again, "I won't feed you grass at night if you talk too much! Watch the road and drive!"

When Ni Yan woke up, he just felt a headache and wanted to hit the wall. He raised his hand and pressed his forehead, not wanting to open his eyes.Pressing and pressing, suddenly there was an extra hand pressing on his temple...

"What?" Ni Yan was startled, but his eyelids were too heavy to open. He stretched out his hand to touch his side... There was a person... a person without clothes...

"Damn it, could it be that I was broken last night and found something I shouldn't be looking for?!" Ni Yan's first reaction was to touch the man's chest... flat? !

"You're going to be a hooligan early in the morning?!" A familiar voice rang in his ears, Ni Yan suddenly opened his eyes, and saw Lu Mingsu's side face in surprise.

"I must be dreaming... I haven't woken up yet... sleep a little longer." Ni Yan muttered and closed his eyes again.

"Are you still drunk?!" Lu Mingsu's voice rang in his ears again, and Ni Yan opened his eyes suddenly, this person is still... not a dream...

"Why are you here?" Ni Yan looked blank, "I seem to remember that we have already broken up."

"Why are you turning your face faster than turning a book?" Lu Mingsu was taken aback, "That's not what you said last night!"

"Last night?" Ni Yan tried hard to recall, trying to get back some memories of last night, "What happened last night? How did I come back?"

"You kissed me last night!" Lu Mingsu smiled wickedly, "I carried you back, you were lying on the road so drunk!"

"You also know that I'm drunk," Ni Yan realized that he was naked, turned his head and looked around, trying to find his pajamas, "Don't say I kissed you, even if I put you to sleep, I won't recognize you .”

"Damn it! What do you think, do you think you haven't slept?!" Lu Mingsu yelled, "Otherwise, what do you think about the two of us being naked? It's hot?!"

"I'm asking you now, why are you here? It's only before the Chinese New Year..." Ni Yan thought for a while, raised his hand to see the date on his watch, and suddenly found that his wrist was empty, and suddenly shouted in horror, "Look! Slot, where is my [-] watch?!" Then he sat up and scratched on the bedside table.

"The lethal weapons... are confiscated!" Lu Mingsu put one arm behind his head, "Almost cut my ass into a silk doll!"

"Lu Mingsu, are you going to die?!" Ni Yan put that hand behind his back, "I'll count to three and hand over my watch!"

"The weather outside is really nice, let's go out for a stroll?" Lu Mingsu tilted his head and looked at Ni Yan with a grin.

"Break up! I'm calling you uncle! Get lost, go do what you should do, I'm hungry!" Ni Yan kicked up, almost kicking Lu Mingsu off the bed again.

"What do you want to eat?" Lu Mingsu threw off the quilt and jumped off the bed, opened the drawer and took out two sets of pajamas, threw one on the bed, and put the other on.

"Don't you have any idea what I want to eat?" Ni Yan pulled the pajamas into the quilt.

Hearing this, Lu Mingsu jumped onto the bed and pressed on Ni Yan's body: "I said it earlier, I won't wear it anymore, I have to take it off. Come on, come on, the meat ticket is on my lips..."

"Get out!" Ni Yan locked Lu Mingsu's arm with his backhand, and threw it out forcefully, Lu Mingsu fell straight off the bed, "I'm so hungry! I'll give you 10 minutes, I want to eat it!"

Lu Mingsu jumped up abruptly and rushed out of the room...

Twenty minutes later, Ni Yan was sitting at the table, gnawing on the cake in his hand contentedly, while Lu Mingsu was still in the kitchen looking at the pot of porridge: "Eat slowly, the porridge will be ready in a while." He turned his head and glanced, Seeing that Ni Yan was looking at him eagerly, he grinned, "You eat yours, I'm not hungry."

"Whether you're hungry or not is none of my business, I only care about when the porridge will be ready!" Ni Yan laughed, and continued to nibble on the cake in his hand.

After a while, Lu Mingsu brought the pot to the table, and a scent entered Ni Yan's nose unexpectedly, Ni Yan quickly picked up the bowl and handed it to Lu Mingsu.

"Hey?" Lu Mingsu saw a wristband tied to Ni Yan's raised left wrist, "Why are you wearing this at home?"

"I have rheumatism, keep warm!" Ni Yan stared at Lu Mingsu's hand holding the porridge, and said indifferently.

Lu Mingsu shook his hand and almost threw the bowl into the pot. He collected himself, handed the bowl to Ni Yan, and went to the sink to brush his teeth and wash his face.

He knew in his heart that Ni Yan had returned to the way he was at the beginning, indifferent and perfunctory... But what made him gratified was that Ni Yan still accepted him, as long as he still had a chance, he could always re-establish that sense of security , he has plenty of time, don't be in a hurry...he still has a lifetime to waste...he remembered Ni Yan's diary, and realized that it was not he who had waited for Ni Yan for 15 years, but Ni Yan who had been waiting for him for 15 years...that love never It has never been reduced, otherwise Ni Yan would not have fallen in love with him so quickly after completely forgetting him.

"Can you still buy tickets to go back to Yunshan for the Chinese New Year?" Ni Yan and Lu Mingsu walked side by side on the street, the sun is really good today, the sun is warm on the body, it doesn't feel like winter at all.

"Who said I'm going back to Yunshan for Chinese New Year?" Lu Mingsu turned to look at Ni Yan.

"You won't go back? Then you..."

"The first new year, I am here to accompany you!"

"Only the first one?"

"I was wrong, I was wrong, it was everyone!"