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Xiao Lichu slumped in his seat, feeling so tense that he was extremely uncomfortable. The table was full of copywriting, just like his restless and depressed mind.He subconsciously wanted to fumble for his diary, but the notebook that was covered by documents on the table was gone.

Xiao Lichu's heart suddenly sounded the alarm, and he started searching in all corners of the entire desk, but he still found nothing.

"how come?"

Xiao Lichu couldn't figure out how the well-placed diary would disappear.Except for one possibility, the diary was taken away.Thinking of Xiao Ye's expressionless face, Xiao Lichu felt uncomfortable as if his whole body was soaked in water.Fear spread uncontrollably in his heart, he was afraid that the diary would be taken away by Xiao Ye.

Sitting slumped on the office chair, the mobile phone on the table rang in the silent space.

Xiao Lichu was stunned for a long time before remembering to answer the phone.

The voice of answering the phone was also weak, and Ye Tiantong on the other end of the phone couldn't help frowning.

"what happened to you?"

"Sister is you!"

"I'll tell you one thing, you might be mad at me, but even so, there's nothing you can do about it."

Xiao Lichu had some bad premonition, "Sister, what's the matter?"

"Don't look for that diary anymore, I gave it to Ying Xianyu." Ye Tiantong said unhurriedly on the phone, "Always make it clear!"

Xiao Lichu was silent for a long time when he heard the words, his hand was tightly holding the edge of the phone, his knuckles were clearly defined, he felt a kind of rejoicing in his heart that the diary was not taken away by Xiao Ye, but he also felt a kind of indescribable loneliness , the kind of guilt that wants Ying Xianyu to know, but is only afraid that he will feel guilty and unable to take responsibility after he finds out.

Ye Tiantong didn't urge Xiao Lichu's silence, she just waited quietly on the other side for Xiao Lichu to be relieved.

But for Xiao Lichu, this matter is something that he can't let go of in his life.

"Sister, as you said, I, like Tian Su, will eventually walk on the most ordinary life path. Since there is no way to change it, how can I give him promise and happiness. He knows that, for him, there is only It's a burden and hurt! I didn't want to tell him all this, sister, I don't blame you, but I want to thank you, if you want to blame, you can only blame, our fate is so bad."

Ye Tiantong listened quietly to Xiao Lichu's calm voice on the phone, without saying a word.Indeed, Xiao Lichu is the same as Ye Tiantong, in the end no matter how deeply he loves, he can't do whatever he wants in the end.

If you want to blame, who can you blame?No one can blame, but anyone can blame.

In front of Ying Xianyu was the diary.He stared at it motionless, and for a moment, he had the urge to open it.However, after thinking about it, I finally forgot it.

What can I do if I know it?

After sitting in a daze for a while, there was a knock on the door.Ying Xianyu frowned, wondering who else would come to him at this time!When he opened the door, Xiao Lichu was standing outside the door with his back turned.

Ying Xianyu was stunned for a while, then choked up her voice, sounding weird, "Why are you here?"

Thinking of Xiao Lichu's diary on the table, Ying Xianyu felt that Xiao Lichu's appearance was inexplicably awkward.

Xiao Lichu looked at Ying Xianyu quietly, he didn't say anything, originally wanted to hug Ying Xianyu, but in the end he didn't have the courage.

"Where's my diary?"

Hearing this, Ying Xianyu was slightly taken aback, "What is it?"

"Diary!" Xiao Lichu didn't move at all, just repeating dully.

"Why is your diary here with me?" Ying Xianyu looked at her shoes, her mouth stiff.

Xiao Lichu didn't point out, just looked at Ying Xianyu quietly, and then pointed to the eye-catching diary on the table.

Ying Xianyu was embarrassed for a moment, blushing and short of breath, "I didn't know it was your diary, but Ye Tiantong gave it to me. If I knew it was written by you, I wouldn't want it."

Xiao Lichu didn't look at Ying Xianyu's expression, but said indifferently, "Give it back to me!"

"What if I don't give it?" Ying Xianyu sneered.

"It's useless for you to stay!" Xiao Lichu finally raised his head and looked at Ying Xianyu, "That's all in the past."

"What do you mean?" Ying Xianyu resented.

"It means that the content in that diary is no longer counted. It doesn't matter if you have read it, it is no longer serious."

"Then why do you want to go back?"

Xiao Lichu took a look at Ying Xianyu, and said calmly, "Because it's mine, you have no right to keep it."

Ying Xianyu couldn't hold back her emotions immediately, "Why, one or two of you, you all gave up on me and didn't want me? Am I your toy? Since you don't like me, don't come to provoke me."

"You can hold a playful attitude and approach me if you want to play with it. Once you are threatened and retreat, then what am I?"

Xiao Lichu didn't expect that Ying Xianyu's reaction would be so big just by asking Ying Xianyu to return his diary.He stared blankly at Ying Xianyu's panic-stricken look, and instantly, his heart ached.

After Xiao Lichu reflected, he had already hugged Ying Xianyu tightly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Xiao Lichu kept apologizing.

Ying Xianyu was a little choked up, feeling the warmth from Xiao Lichu's body, he wanted to cry, but he still tried his best to hold back.

"You go!"

Xiao Lichu let go of Ying Xianyu and looked at him puzzled.

"It doesn't matter if you lied to me or it's true. You, like Ye Tiansu, are destined not to be with me. The love I want is very simple, that is, a couple for the rest of your life, and you are destined to start a family, start a business, marry a wife and have children. Since this is the case, why bother to get confused, take the diary back, I haven't read it."

Ying Xianyu didn't raise her head, and finished speaking slowly, word by word.

The calmer Ying Xianyu was, the more tormented Xiao Lichu was.He forced Ying Xianyu to look up at him, but even if Ying Xianyu met his gaze, there was no light in her eyes.

After a while, Ying Xianyu smiled softly, "Don't worry, I will still work hard, after all I owe so much debt."

Although she was still smiling, the corners of Ying Xianyu's eyes turned red.

Why did you show such a fragile expression, why did you pretend to be so strong.Xiao Lichu didn't know what words to use to comfort Ying Xianyu, he hugged Ying Xianyu tightly in his arms again, "Ying Xianyu, wait for me." Wait for me to be capable, wait for me to be strong enough , so strong that I can not be moved by fate.

Ying Xianyu stared blankly at Xiao Lichu, not understanding what he wanted him to wait for him.

But he looked at Xiao Lichu's bright eyes, and nodded involuntarily.

The lights in the house are bright.Ying Xianyu opened the diary and read it page by page.After Xiao Lichu left those words, he left. He promised to take the diary with him, but he still kept it.

The diary is full of Xiao Lichu's heart, bloody and bloody. □□Naked a frank heart.

Ying Xianyu didn't know that during the difficult days before, there was always a sight chasing him, if only he knew him earlier.At that time, my grandfather hadn't died yet.

At this moment, Xiao Lichu's fragility, Xiao Lichu's grievance, and everything about Xiao Lichu are all displayed in front of Ying Xianyu's eyes.Those who describe Xiao Lichu himself, but it seems that all the grievances recorded in the diary are his Ying Xianyu's grievances.

If time can go back to the past, two similar people warm each other, will it make life more comfortable?

Why are there two people so similar in this world.

Ying Xianyu closed the diary, and the corners of his eyes seemed to burst. This night, he cried out all the grievances hidden in his heart.