I have a crush on you but I don't say

Qin Lang worked late, and Shen Yi had to stay up late with him. He returned to his residence very late. As soon as he opened the door, he saw the man sitting on the bed.

The first time he opened his mouth was a familiar voice: "Xiao Yi, who asked you to come?"

Shen Yi's slow brain didn't react, he only felt happy for a while and sad for a while, but he couldn't see his own mood clearly, he just stared stupidly at the strange face in front of him.

It wasn't until the man hugged him into his arms that he found his voice: "I wanted to come by myself."

It was too dark, he couldn't see the man's expression clearly, he could only hear the abnormal heartbeat, somehow knowing that Xiu Ming was unhappy.

"I rejected you like that, why do you still come?"

"I thought you knew that my liking was never based on your liking. If I have the ability, I will definitely tie you by my side. If I can't, I will follow behind you."

"Xiao Yi is so stupid."

Shen Yi wanted to refute, but was knocked unconscious by that person. His first thought was not to blame and resent, but to care whether this was Xiu Ming's concern. He was really a little stupid after thinking about it.

Xiu Ming is both happy and helpless towards him, why doesn't he understand his mind, once he likes someone, all the joy will be related to him afterwards, the more he is happy, the more afraid he is, fearing when this joy will leave him.

Shen Yi, who was in a coma, didn't know about this entanglement. He was originally a clear-headed person, but he was too cautious about Xiuming, and he was afraid that he was thinking too much, so he was reluctant to take a step back.

It stands to reason that a servant of Shen Yi shouldn't have such a strong guard, but once Qin Lang became suspicious of life, he couldn't tolerate any mistakes, so he sent people to guard around early.

Xiu Ming was soon discovered by someone, but had no choice but to put him down and run away alone.

After returning to his room and changing his clothes, he was summoned by Qin Lang, saying that the servant he had taken a fancy to during the day was almost kidnapped.

Xiu Ming couldn't figure out Qin Lang's attitude, but guessed that he was doubting Shen Yi's identity, so he hurried over.

When he came, Qin Lang was sitting by the window, and the one on the bed was still unconscious, Xiu Ming began to think whether his strength was a little too hard.

"Mr. You, do you know that my book boy was attacked by thieves tonight?"

"I only found out about this just after being told by someone here. I didn't expect that the book boy I had a crush on today would have such a fortuitous encounter. I'm afraid it's not because of the doubtful identity of this person."

You Taboo's attitude and judgment are no different from his usual ones, which dispels a little doubt in Qin Lang's heart. If it is not necessary, he is unwilling to doubt this dependable person.

"There are some problems, but I don't know who sent them. I plan to stay by my side and observe for a while. What do Mr. You think?"

Xiuming's eyes have not looked at the unconscious man since he entered the room, and when asked, he only glanced roughly, and replied: "It's better to put it on my side, I don't feel at ease if such a person stays by the Lord's side. .”

Qin Lang suddenly smiled: "I really don't know what's so good about this person, let Mr. ask me for it over and over again."

Xiu Ming rubbed his knuckles on the table, and said, "It's not so good-looking, but I closed my eyes for no reason. I didn't expect this little thought and I didn't hide it from the Lord."

Qin Lang has always liked You Taboo's outspoken character, and now he doesn't blame him: "I'm still afraid that he will hook my counselor away. I can use him as a bookboy quite easily, so let me stay here."

"It's more deep and dew heavy, this time I'm really bothering you sir, I'll give you a vacation tomorrow, you don't need to come to me to help."

The two left one after the other, Shen Yi was still in a deep coma.

Early the next morning, Shen Yi was woken up to serve Qin Lang. After a day of hard work, it was even more sad than before, especially when Qin Lang looked at him strangely, which put Shen Yi under a lot of mental pressure.

After being knocked out by Xiu Ming yesterday, he appeared on his bed for no reason. Shen Yi also had some calculations in his heart. He knew that Xiu Ming was not a person who gave up easily, so he must not be the one who sent him back yesterday. The only candidate was this mansion. the master.

His identity is already insecure, and getting close to Xiu Ming will hinder his plan, so it's better to wait quietly and look for opportunities to help him.

From Shen Yi's point of view, Qin Lang was considered a good master, and he sent Shen Yi out for a couple of rounds if he had nothing to do, which was not very restrictive.

His calm attitude made Qin Lang, who wanted to catch his fox tail, very tangled, and even began to doubt his original judgment, he had never seen such a candid eyeliner.

However, Shen Yi's matter is much lighter than what he is worried about now, and the right taboo is missing.

Just after that holiday, he disappeared without a sound, and Qin Lang had to wonder if he was silenced by someone, after all, the value of that person is not small.

I can't talk about how sad it is, but it's a pity. After all, he is a good talent, and he has saved his life many times.

After ordering his subordinates to appease his family, Qin Lang stayed in the study alone, holding a brush in one hand, but didn't write a word.

"Fengmian, come in."

Shen Yi was waiting outside counting the stars, but unexpectedly he was the first to be called in.

"What do you want to order, master?" Qin Lang didn't seem to be in a good mood, his whole body was shrouded in darkness, and he couldn't tell clearly.

"The right taboo probably has an accident."

Shen Yixin said no, the little brother named Shouyi only got the news of safety last night, and by the way, slept on the beam for the night, saying it was to make up for the regret of traveling all night.

"Since you came here for the right, now that he's gone, I'll send you to accompany him, okay?"

Shen Yi's heart was covered with a chill, the eyes of the people in front of him were very quiet, he didn't have the illusion that he was joking.

"My life belongs to the master." Shen Yi felt that he was really of no help, and he had to make that person worry.

Qin Lang actually laughed, and there was an indescribable depression in his low laughter. Shen Yi felt that if there was thunder and lightning at this time, it must be very appropriate, otherwise how could he show the rage in the dark.

"Then let's keep it for now. In the future, you will have the opportunity to be buried with me."

The tyranny that urgently needs something to fill seems to have calmed down, Qin Lang has always understood that he may not be destined for a good death, and he knew it from the first time he killed someone.

At this time, I want to bring something I like to be buried with him. Fengmian is a good choice. That little thing lives too freely, so he should experience some setbacks.

Qin Lang was invited to the palace early in the morning, and the people who invited were polite, and the people who went were also pleasant, but before he left, he deliberately pulled Shen Yi to him and said, "Wait for me to come back."

The road to the palace today was very flat, and there were no accidents on the road. Qin Lang saw the figure of You Yao from quite a distance. He said that the figure was just a rough outline, but when he walked in, it seemed that the face was not the one he usually saw. open.

"Mr. You is looking for another job?" It is not difficult to guess that Qin Rong is next to you.

"Could it be that the third prince doesn't recognize me?" Xiu Ming looked at him, and at this moment Qin Lang's state was more presumptuous than usual.

"If you recognize him, you recognize him. Mr. Xiu also worked hard to get close to me. It is worthwhile for me to take the lives of Mr. Xiu's family alone."

"Then you admit that the prime minister's family was slandered by you?"

A slightly turbid voice came from above, Qin Lang glanced at the one on the high place, and smiled: "It is indeed me, I believe that the father has a lot of evidence, so I won't say more."

"Then take him to life imprisonment, which can be regarded as a compensation for the old prime minister."

Qin Lang looked at Xiuming's forbearance expression, and guessed that this person was not very satisfied with the result. He was guilty of a heinous crime. With Xiuming's ability, he must have seen more than that for his father, but his sentence was only confinement. The prime minister paid the price with his life.

Qin Lang wanted to laugh, but he didn't know where to start. After all, his future was ruined by him. One move was wrong, and one ruin was the whole situation. Anyway, he didn't lose completely.

Qin Lang turned around and asked: "I still want to bring someone with me, otherwise I'm still a little lonely."

The emperor allowed it.

Shen Yi was taken away by Qin Lang, he looked at Xiu Ming's crazy expression for a moment and realized that he seemed to have gained more than he imagined, stepped forward and held Shen Yi's shoulder, and said: "Feng Mian, your life is really mine this time." gone."

It took Qin Rong a lot of effort to suppress Xiu Ming who wanted to rush forward, his body ached from exhaustion, and he did not forget to advise: "We will rescue him tonight, don't worry, he will be fine."

There must be no trouble at this time, Xiu Ming is not ignorant, but reason is always above emotion, his body is rushing out desperately.

Qin Rong had no choice but to arrest him and take him away forcibly.

Before leaving, I saw Shen Yi mouthing to them don't worry, the smile was as bright as ever and a little silly, but it made both of them feel tight.

The environment of confinement is not bad, but it is a pity that Qin Lang is not a person who will spend his old age in peace, so he waved to Shen Yi, signaling him to come and serve by his side.

Shen Yi obediently stepped forward and looked at Qin Lang. The man's mood was not very decadent, and he was a little more excited than yesterday.

"Feng Mian, I've never been a talkative person, I usually do whatever comes to my mind."

This time the coolness came from his heart, Shen Yi saw that there was an extra weapon on his chest, and the red blood stained the cloth to the point of discoloration.

When he lost consciousness, what he thought was how nice it would be if he died in Xiu Ming's arms. After thinking about it carefully, he felt that he was still too stupid. Obviously that person never confessed his love once, so why was he the only one who was so determined.

Qin Lang struck very quickly, and the speed of drawing the knife was relatively agile. In the blink of an eye, the fresh man was out of breath.

He picked up a cup of tea and drank it from noon to night, during which time the room was quiet and no one came in.

This tranquility lasted until midnight, when he saw a person walking in wearing night clothes, without any attempt to hide it, he put down his teacup, and the person apparently found the corpse leaning beside him.

"What did you do to him?"

Qin Lang thought it was funny, there are always people who don't believe what they see, insisting on verifying it over and over again, it is not difficult to guess the life and death of this person with the blood all over the ground, but the person in front of him doesn't believe it.

"Xiu Ming, in my eyes you are not such a foolish person."

Then, as if he didn't see the murderous intent in the man's eyes, he drank tea alone, and looked at Qin Rong's face who came in later with great interest.

No one cared about Qin Lang's life, they seemed to be frozen and moved towards that person.

Qin Lang watched Xiu Ming pick him up carefully, lost all his pride and knelt down on the ground, and stubbornly wiped the blood from Shen Yi's body. At this time, he couldn't tell who ruined whom.

If the belief in chasing is destroyed, he will go to the end like him. Qin Lang swallowed his blood silently, so it seems that the day when he sees Xiuming again will not be too far away.

I'm waiting for you, he murmured, tilted his head, fell on the table, knocked over the teapot, and splashed a string of water.

Shen Yi has read a lot of words written by foolish people, and feels that after death, he should be like those female ghosts who do not want to forget their future, heroically overturning Meng Po Tang to the ground, and then jumping into the Santu River to spend many years to get rid of it. Wait for Xiu Ming.

It's a pity that he didn't have this opportunity, he just floated behind Xiu Ming normally, watching the man's pain and sorrow, and vainly enveloped him with an untouchable hug, trying to give him some comfort.

He wanted to cry with him, but a ghost couldn't even see his tears. This kind of loneliness that left him alone in the whole world made him feel at a loss.

The first to move was Qin Rong, this gentle and jade-like man who could always maintain the clearest sense, went straight to Xiu Ming's side and knocked him out who had lost all sense, and took him away.

After waking up, Xiu Ming was still quiet and well-behaved, but Qin Rong knew that this person was crazy, his time was fixed at the moment when Shen Yi died, and he couldn't go back.

Always standing blankly at the place where he set out that day, looking at the direction ahead, Qin Rong asked him what he was looking at, but he just said: "I am waiting for my Xiao Yi, I wonder if he is doing well with Qin Lang? "

No hatred, no plans, only one existence and one belief left in his whole world.This kind of Xiuming made Shen Yi feel distressed. If they did it all over again, the two of them might still have such a fate.Because Xiuming is still Xiuming, he is still him, Xiuming can't let go of his hatred, just like he can't let go of his safety.

Qin Rong's mansion is very quiet, there is no other wandering soul except Shen Yi, and the wandering soul outside said that he is allowed by the master, someone must have given him a strong yearning for him, so that he can live here Plant a place to stay.

The wandering soul also asked him ambiguously, if the yang energy of the big man is particularly delicious.

Shen Yi didn't know, he had just become a ghost, he only knew to be Xiu Ming's backstage spirit, he didn't think much about other things, he was going to leave anyway.

After going crazy for a few days, Xiu Ming suddenly figured out something, and asked Qin Rong, "Where is he?"

Qin Rong said lightly: "Buried."

He didn't say much, and continued to look out the door.

For a moment, Qin Rong couldn't tell whether he was in a daze or sober, or if he had been sober and refused to admit it.

Shen Yi floated quietly aside, trying to guess what Xiu Ming was thinking, but he couldn't see anything.A ridiculous idea suddenly appeared in his mind, it would be good to be a roundworm in Xiuming's belly in the next life, then he would be able to hide nothing from him, and he could maintain his belief in loving him, and treat him frankly and unswervingly.

As night fell, Shen Yi felt much more comfortable than during the day, but he saw the man who was calm during the day slipped out of a remote place in the dark and rushed all the way to his grave.

On the day of his burial, Xiu Ming didn't come, so he didn't come either, feeling inexplicably inseparable from this person.At this time, he really saw his own tombstone, and suddenly realized that he had really passed away. The boundary between human and ghost was so clear that he couldn't cross it.

But that man seemed to have lost his composure, and smashed the tombstone with his palm. The stone fragments passed through Shen Yi's body. He obviously didn't touch anything, but his heart felt a sharp pain.

From the beginning to the end, Xiu Ming didn't shed a single tear. He persistently dug the soil with his hands, letting the sand penetrate into his flesh.

Shen Yi remained motionless, he had long since given up this senseless struggle, he could not hear his voice, nor could he see his movements, all he could do was silently accompany him.

Xiu Ming dug from night to day until he dug out a brand new coffin. He tried his best to lift the lid of the coffin, revealing that familiar face.

Then he slit his wrist and said, "I've heard of an ancient law that if someone is willing to sacrifice his life, the dead can be called back. I don't know if I can call you back. If it doesn't work, I will call you back You lie down together, anyway, I still have something to say to you, I can't wait too long."

The blood twisted into a strange shape, and Shen Yi could feel his body solidify, gradually gaining outline.

"Xiu Ming." He called out.

This time the voice was heard, and the man turned around and looked at him weakly: "So you've always been there."

Shen Yi stepped forward and kissed Xiu Ming's lips, healed him with the power he had just acquired, forcibly interrupted the sacrifice, and his body turned into flying ash.

"That way you won't be able to hurt yourself," he said, and passed out. He hadn't seen such pure darkness since he was a ghost.

Shen Yi always has a soft taste in dealing with things, not decisive enough, he doesn't frankly say he likes it when he likes it, and doesn't frankly say he is sad when he is sad.He is like a pure white glutinous rice dumpling, as long as you peel off the thin layer of skin, you will find that the heart wrapped inside is always sweet. Xiu Ming once went in, and he can never come out again.

After a person dies, he doesn't feel any pain anymore. Shen Yi only knows that the hands holding him are so tight, as if a promise for the rest of his life. The man looked at him with a smile and said, "I've got you."

Xiu Ming's body became somewhat transparent in the light and shadow, and Shen Yi even began to feel his temperature. He didn't know what happened, but he could only see the corners of the man's lips moving slightly, saying: "Wait for me."

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