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He would have expected Zhong Ling's reaction a long time ago, and Kan Mingming had also imagined it in his mind before, but when he saw her painful, helpless, deceived but helpless expression in front of him, Kan Mingming His heart was still inevitably being stabbed in and then pulled out like a knife, and the blood hole was bleeding out, which couldn't be stopped.I was afraid that if she looked into Zhong Ling's eyes one more time, she would be shaken and would tell her that I lied to you, that there is no boy she likes at all, and that I have always only had you.

Kan turned his back tomorrow, as if exhausting all his strength, he yelled, "Go away, please! Go away!"

"Okay, I'll go."

After hearing the sound of the door being closed, Kan knew tomorrow that Zhong Ling had really left.I didn't expect that it was so easy to leave, and such poor acting skills could even deceive her, or did she trust herself too much, as long as she said it herself, she would accept everything?

Kan tomorrow opened the "criminal evidence" that had been prepared in the phone photo album. It was the intimate and somewhat contrived group photos with Jian Zhang that had been prepared long ago. All of them were deleted and were no longer needed.

20 years.From birth to death is one-fifth of this limited interval, and it is the most precious thing in life. With ignorance of the world, I opened my chaotic eyes, looked at it curiously, until I have my own value judgment and life choices. 20 years is a long time, enough for a person to grow into an adult.

Kan Mingming thinks that, except for the first three months of her life, she and Zhong Ling have each other in the world. She is gratified to be a girl who can stand on her own.Even if I don't have myself in the future, I hope she can succeed in everything.

Emotions that have nowhere to vent are backlogging in my heart, every word is like lightning in the clear sky, splitting a gap between the present and the past, and separating her and Kan tomorrow.

It shouldn't be like this, she won't be that kind of person, she said that she likes herself the most, and said that in a blink of an eye, could it be that she is just a toy to her, and she didn't find anyone else to take advantage of when she was a child, so she will That's it, finally that person appears, can I leave the stage?

Jian Zhang, Zhong Ling doesn't have a deep impression of this person. She vaguely remembers that year when she went to Kan Tomorrow's school and saw the two walking towards her together. They really matched each other.So now, Jian Zhang will become more mature and attractive, if it is him, he will not be dwarfed by Kan tomorrow.Zhong Ling did not forget that Kan told her tomorrow that Jian Zhang was gay.But so what?Sexuality is fluid, and it will not stick to one side. Similarly, the love of a person for another is also fluid. If there is a hole in the container that holds the love, then this love will flow out sooner or later.

So, is it today?

Love is gone.

Zhong Ling couldn't help thinking of that time, Kan was always busy tomorrow, the phone could never be answered, and the text messages were always late.It turned out that everything was foreshadowed, it didn't happen out of thin air, there was no thunder, it was a bomb that had been buried long ago, just waiting for the red number to jump, and then a loud noise that would destroy everything.

so be it.

It doesn't matter if it's ruined, at least she doesn't have to worry about gains and losses anymore, worrying and worrying all day long.

I somehow walked to the park that was built a few years ago.Zhong Ling thought, I'm fine and calm, I don't need alcohol to numb myself.

Sitting on a white-painted wooden bench in the park, I saw a bunch of children running around on the lawn, with a few gentle female teachers and parents waiting for them, lest they bump into each other.

So nice of them.

I don’t know what sorrow is. A piece of fruit candy can make me happy all day. I cry in the morning and don’t want to go to school, but when I go to kindergarten, I still play with other children so much that I don’t want to go home.

Zhong Ling remembered that when they were young, they were always in the same class.She wears a white dress, and Kan wears a red dress tomorrow. I still have photos of the performance at home.

It would be great if time was fixed at that moment.

How did it become what it is today?

Did she do something wrong?Probably.That person is her elder sister, and she should never have coveted her.She should do things that fit her identity, as a younger sister, accompany her through the past 20 years, and then watch her marry and become a married woman from a distance, and finally they just meet each other during the holidays common kinship relationship.

This is the best choice.

Kan sent a message to Jian Zhang tomorrow: "I sold you."

"Let's talk about it when we come back, don't be sad."