Ming

In the ward, Kan Mingming's mother Shi Shi and the nurse are helping grandma wipe her body, change diapers, and apply talcum powder.The old man has become thinner in the past few days, and his whole body is terribly white, sickly white, but it is still a bit strenuous to finish these things in a row.To others, the old man on the hospital bed is just one of the customers served, but to a daughter, she is the most important woman in her life. Therefore, all movements are slow and gentle, so that The nurses who helped couldn't stand it anymore.

"Girl, please use some strength, I can't lift it up by myself."

Shi Shi smiled embarrassedly: "Thanks to you, Auntie."

The nurse was over 60 years old, and it was not an exaggeration to call her "Auntie".After getting along for a few days, I can more or less understand this person's temper, so the slightly complaining sentence just now does not mean much complaining.

Shi Shi opened the cabinet in the ward, took out a thick quilt, and prepared to put it behind her mother so that she could eat easily.

In the first few days, the old man couldn't eat anything, and relied on those potions to maintain her life every day. She didn't know what went wrong. She didn't sleep all night, so she couldn't sleep even with Shi Shi.Later, I took a dose of diazepam before falling asleep.

Shi Shi's sister-in-law, Zhong Ling's mother, Yu Qing, was also very tired, and would come to the hospital to change shifts with Shi Shi when she was free.In just a few days, everyone's exhaustion obviously didn't need a hypocritical "You've worked hard." The big family will never get together again.It is not only a physical gathering, but also a psychological cohesion and fusion.

Kan tomorrow gently pushed the door open and came in, holding a lunch box in her hand, which she made herself.Adversity can better stimulate a person's potential. Kan has no experience before tomorrow, but her mother said that she doesn't want to eat outside box lunches. Kan tomorrow found a lot of practical cooking posts on the Internet. The splash of oil from the oil pan frightened her a lot, but it got better later.After a few meals, she has been able to cook a few simple home-cooked dishes.

Smelling the aroma of the vegetables, she thought that she could cook them for Ah Ling in the future.

"The little girl is here, you go to eat, as long as I'm here."

"Okay, Auntie, thank you for your hard work."

Kan Mingming felt that human aging could happen overnight. She saw that the fine lines around her mother's eyes had become denser, and her temples had no gray hair. One day, her mother took out a pair of scissors and asked her to cut off the hair clumps for herself. Li had just grown a few gray hairs, and her mother said, you have to cut them off, or they will grow back.

Kan tomorrow held back his hands that wanted to shake, but his heart made waves uncontrollably.

She is aging quietly where she can't see, without disturbing anyone.I pay too little attention to her, especially after college, I only video once a week, because the school is a bit far away, and there are many things in the courtyard, except for winter and summer vacations, I basically don't come back.

Kan walked next to Shi Shi tomorrow, and the two went to the hospital cafeteria together.Kan didn't pay attention to it before tomorrow, but today she realized that her figure was not tall at all.

Unlike when I was a child, I could easily pick her up with one hand.

She moved a few centimeters to the left and put her other hand around her mother's arm.

Shi Shi was taken aback for a moment, then smiled softly.

People are always more emotional when they are vulnerable, and it is easier to open up to others, Shi Shi is like that at this time.Probably because of the huge impact of her mother's illness, she couldn't help but start thinking about the future for Kan tomorrow: "In the future, you should not marry too far away. Grandma has three children, and you are the only one I have."

When Kan heard this tomorrow, his heart felt sour.How can she say anything out of the ordinary, saying that she will not marry, that she is with Ah Ling, and others will only think that she is crazy, and now is not the time to discuss this, just vaguely " Hmm" sounded.

After that, Shi Shi didn't say anything, and didn't ask her if she was in love at school.Maybe in the eyes of my mother, I have always been a very reassuring child, from childhood to adulthood.

It happened to be this "very reassuring child". Since he was a teenager, he secretly lived according to his own wishes. Regardless of his carelessness, he took another girl, a girl who was related to her by blood, into a different life. way back.

She began to wonder if she had done something wrong.At that time, facing Zhong Ling's overtures, wouldn't it be better for her to pretend to be deaf and dumb? In case, Zhong Ling's feelings for her were only dependent at first, and a little special feeling was born from the dependence. If there is no help from her, This feeling will not ferment, it will not be deformed, and it will not get out of control.

Now, what to do?

She couldn't live up to these two people.

She curled up in the corner of the sofa, plugged in her earphones, and played Lin Yilian's "Mingming" on repeat.

"Obviously, it's still reflected in my eyes, why is it so old in a blink of an eye."

Will it be old?Will it be dusty?Will there be a spider web?Between her and Zhong Ling, if she leaves first.