Ming

June arrived as scheduled, and after a rain, the temperature suddenly rose.The green plants in the school seemed to be inspired by that, and they came out one after another and became more lush. Unfortunately, no one appreciates them during the day, and only after the evening self-study is over, the students who walk in pairs or go home alone every day. On the stone bricks passing by, I suddenly smelled the fragrance of green grass, and realized that I had missed a lot.

Zhong Ling went to get her admission ticket, and the test center was at a vocational school in this city.I don't know where Kan will take the exam tomorrow, but no matter where he is, Kan will not be affected in any way tomorrow.Zhong Ling selfishly hoped that Kan could be at the same test center with her tomorrow, so that at the end of the day, they could go home together, or go outside to relax, wherever they wanted, as long as they were with Kan tomorrow.But it's also good if they are not together, if they can't see, Zhong Ling won't be too distracted, maybe he can get a few more points in the exam.

It turned out that they were not in the same school, and were even a little far apart.No wonder, Kan tomorrow is science.Instead, Ying Guan is in the classroom next to Zhong Ling.

A few days before the exam, Zhong Ling's mother was very caring towards her, Zhong Ling felt that she cared too much and felt uncomfortable instead.When doing homework at night, her mother would knock on the door and bring her a bowl of chicken soup to make up for it. At first, Zhong Ling wanted her to keep it, but she insisted on watching Zhong Ling drink it. Zhong Ling had no choice but to agree.Once, Zhong Ling couldn't find a notebook. In fact, that notebook was not very important, at least it didn't record important notes. It was just a notebook that Zhong Ling used to scribble. But that day, when Zhong Ling thought of it, he must find it.

It must also be caused by the anxiety that the college entrance examination is approaching. She pushed all the books and test papers she had piled up, and scattered them all over the floor, but there was still nothing.Zhong Ling's mother came in. At that time, Zhong Ling was bored. When he saw the bowl of soup, he became angry and threw the bowl away.

The hot soup in the bowl seemed to splash on Zhong Ling's mother's hand, because she obviously heard her mother withdraw her hand with a "hiss".The bowl was broken, and the soup slowly spread from a small piece to the distance.Her mother didn't seem to know how to react, she wiped her hands and said, "Don't move, I'll clean it up."

Only then did Zhong Ling realize that he had overreacted.However, her heart is chaotic, and she needs to find something to vent in order to maintain peace.She didn't intend to do this to her mother, but at that moment, she just felt that the bowl of soup was an eyesore, and she had to break it before giving up.

Zhong Ling wasn't close enough to her mother, nor was she to her father.This stems from the fact that during her adolescence, the company and dependence that she should have needed were not well established. After that specific period, no matter how much she can make up for it, she will never be able to make up for it.When she was a child, she might have resented her parents a little, but as time passed, she felt that it was unnecessary, and now, they treat her very well, and they seldom ask and fully satisfy whatever she wants and what she wants to do.Zhong Ling understands that they want to make up for it and give her as much material as possible, but what Zhong Ling wants is not this.

But if her parents treat her like a child at this time, Zhong Ling can't afford it.Because in these years, she has long been used to the days without them, and she will not learn to pretentiously ask for a birthday gift or other ways of expressing love between parents and children.

Zhong Ling sometimes feels sorry for her parents, wondering if they will feel sore when they see other children and their parents.But no matter what, they are still her close relatives, the people who care about her most in this world.

In the next few days, Zhong Ling's mother didn't come to bring her food, and Zhong Ling felt that she was not used to it. The soup seemed to taste good, but she was too embarrassed to tell her mother.It had to be like this.

During the days of the college entrance examination, it was Zhong Ling's mother who picked her up.The exam time is not very early, but no one at home can sleep.Zhong Ling got up early and walked around the room reciting the required texts and famous sentences, while her mother was cooking breakfast in the kitchen. Zhong Ling suspected that her mother was preparing a full-style Chinese feast.Her father tended the flowers in the front yard of the house, and she didn't know when her father had a hobby. It seemed that she still didn't care much about them.

I left an hour and a half earlier because I was afraid of traffic jams on the road.Zhong Ling thought that her father would say some passionate words of encouragement to her, but no, her father just said, "I will take you to eat delicious food after the exam".

Zhong Ling nodded as an answer.