gender doesn't matter

Although Lin Yue was surprised when she heard my words, she finally agreed, but the agreement was a bit unpleasant.

However, I don't care either.

Actually, to be honest, I didn't really want to eat Mala Tang, but I just felt a little pain in my heart. I always followed his footsteps. Sometimes he didn't want me to show my face, so I had to leave the country wearing a mask... But the problem is that he doesn't seem to care much about me.

Not showing my face is not because he loves me so much, but because he doesn't want me to wear a face like Ean's, laughing and pleasing others in front of thousands of audiences.

What he cares about is not me, but this face.

As long as this face doesn't appear in front of thousands of viewers, he won't care what happens to me, he doesn't care.

Just because of this face, he did not hesitate to spend hundreds of millions of dollars, and even hired the nationally famous director Gu Yu Gu Da to direct, actress Zhou Shiya played the heroine, popular young student Zhou Fu played the second male lead and Ning Ning played the third male lead... and all of this Everything is because of this face, this face that resembles Ean.

To be honest, many times I really don't know whether I should feel lucky or sad.

Fortunately, because of this face, I was able to leave the art troupe and enter the show business circle. I no longer need to be tossed around in different people's beds all day long to be abused. I am scarred and can only be strong and strong.

But now, although Lin Yue pretended not to be me, because of this face, he treated me very well, which made people envious and enviable, and made me sink.

Sorrow: It's because his kindness made me fall in love with him helplessly, but what he likes is always just this face, never me.

That's why he didn't want to understand me, and he didn't care about my opinion. He just took it for granted and forcibly added to me what he thought was good, or what he thought the man named Ean liked.

He naively thought that this would be good for that person named Ean, but... he would only make more people sad.

He is obviously such a shrewd person, but he is completely confused about emotional issues.

I say that about Lin Yue, but how much better am I than him.

Perhaps, more stupid than him.

Knowing that he never liked me, I was hopelessly indulging in the tenderness he gave me, sinking a little bit.I didn't realize until now that I couldn't pull it out at all... It turns out that there is not only a close relationship between us, not only a gender, but also a thing called values.

I never understood Lin Yue's world, and he never thought of understanding mine.

Just like the hundreds of hot pots in high-end restaurants and the 20 yuan Malatang on the roadside, the materials used are similar, and the function is to fill the stomach, but in the eyes of people, there is a difference between high and low. point.

Just like Lin Yue and me, Lin Yue is expensive and I am cheap.

He doesn't understand my pleasure in eating Malatang, and I don't understand that it doesn't matter if he spends thousands of dollars on a meal.

In many cases, the difference in concept is not only due to academic education, but also from the difference in money and status.

Money, this thing is really useful...

If, if...then I would like him to be so humble, so involuntary?

It's no wonder that Qiu Qingyan said that I was Lin Yue's favorite man, and I couldn't blame him.

After all, the gap between us is too big, in the eyes of others, what is not a male favorite.

I took a long breath and asked myself: Do I want to be called a male favorite?

I turned my face and glanced at Lin Yue who was frowning and eating Mala Tang, and I thought: If this person is Lin Yue...

"Why don't you eat it? Is it too hot?" Lin Yue raised his hand and moved the bowl of Mala Tang in front of me to him, and turned it over with chopsticks for a while.

It seemed that it was not so hot, so he pushed the bowl in front of me: "Eat it quickly, or it will be cold in a while." After speaking, he lowered his head and ate his bowl of Mala Tang.

His movements are smooth and flowing, and he looks graceful like a sculpture. Rather than saying that he is eating, it is better to say that he is completing a task. Even though his brows are locked together, he still insists on it, which looks really ironic.

I still remember not long ago, he said: Don’t force yourself if you don’t like it. When I heard this sentence similar to caring, the deer in my heart jumped for several days.

Now... what is he.

I raised my hand and snatched the bowl in front of him, and poured the unfinished Malatang from his bowl into mine: "You don't need to push yourself so hard."

He probably didn't expect me to be like this. He was stunned for a moment, but he came back to his senses in an instant. He said, "It's not forced, it's just that I feel a little embarrassed to eat on the side of the road for the first time!"

"..." Could it be that I heard it wrong, Lin Yue said he was embarrassed?Not out of reluctance?

I raised my eyes and looked at Lin Yue up, down, left, and right, but I saw Lin Yue moved the small bench to sit next to me, and then moved my bowl to the middle: "Since it's poured together, let's eat together. "Speaking and picked up a ball.

Seeing Lin Yue's actions, the corner of my mouth twitched fiercely: "Are you still eating?"

"Well, it's delicious." He smiled and handed the meatball he just picked up to my mouth.

His actions were too sudden and bold, and I was almost scared to death: Brother, this is a roadside stall in the vegetable market in the community, not a high-end restaurant where mosquitoes can't fly in, although you don't need to pay attention to etiquette, but...

I looked around in a hurry. Under the bright light, three little girls were eating Mala Tang on the table next to us. They looked like college students or children who hadn’t studied or worked. One of them had After eating, he was playing with his mobile phone, while the other two were eating while talking, looking lively.

The big brother selling barbecue next door was grilling for a couple standing in front of him. The man didn't know what he said, and the woman smiled prettily and her body trembled wildly. Finally, she fell crookedly into the man's arms... …

Because they are a man and a woman, so they can be intimate as if no one is there, they can hold each other's hands recklessly, they can hug the one they love unscrupulously, they can...

And we...

Even eating a meatball is like being a thief, sneaking around.

Although I used to be presumptuous and even dissolute when I was in the art troupe, I was still very timid and inferior in my bones. I was afraid that others would point at me behind my back, and I was afraid that I would accidentally hear the words "shemale". Character.So in the art troupe for so many years, I seldom go out, so I desperately want to be a man again, but, when I met Lin Yue...

He always seems to have a faint smile on his face, his serious and harmless smile looks gentle and gentle, but in fact he is arrogant and domineering in his bones, even worse than Lin Mo.

Otherwise, on the day of the traffic jam, when I kissed him back, he wouldn't have handed that ball to me just now, and he wouldn't have held my hand at this moment...

I'm sure that all this is not love, but his ostentatious and almost domineering possessiveness is at work. He is just declaring to everyone that this thing belongs to him, declaring his ownership, that's all.

Not because of love. #####