gender doesn't matter

Ye Xi went out to make a phone call, not knowing what Qi Qi had said to him.

When he came back, he had a happy smile on his face.

Before I could ask, he said, "Xiaozhi, look who's here!" He moved away from the body blocking the door, revealing Gu Qingyu's delicate and somewhat cute face.

"Xiaozhi, are you okay!" Gu Qingyu said as he put down the flower basket in his hand, walked over and stood by the bed.

Because the relationship with Gu Qingyu was mediocre when I was in the art troupe, and I haven't been in touch with Entertainment since Laitian, so...

I didn't expect him to come to see me.

But here, I am still very happy, after all, it is a memory of the past.

I chatted with Gu Qingyu for a while, but what I didn't expect was that Gu Qingyu, who used to be delicate and delicate, a little bit shy and shy, lowered his head when he talked, wished he could be transparent, and talked smoothly and eloquently throughout the whole process, I couldn't get in a word at all talk.

This……

Sure enough, the scholars will treat each other with admiration for three days.

Everyone is changing all the time, everyone is changing for the better, only I am going back.

The work is a mess, the relationship is a mess, and even life is a mess.

Xiao Zhi, who was fearless in the past and had a face comparable to a city wall, is dead. Whose soul is in this body now?

So cowardly, she sheds tears at every turn to hurt the spring and autumn, and gets hurt from time to time, she is even more porcelain doll than a porcelain doll, and she cannot be touched.

When did I become so delicate.

I smiled with my mouth open, "Since when did you become so talkative? I remember that you didn't like to talk much before." Although Gu Qingyu was not withdrawn in the past, at that time he could not talk if he didn't talk. Do not move.

Unexpectedly, after only three months, he not only talked a lot, but also liked to exercise. Although his small body looked thin, he was much stronger than before.

"Did something good happen, huh?" I teased him with a smile.

I didn't expect it to be in one sentence.

The person who was talking about repaying the money just now turned red like an apple in an instant, and became the shy child who blushed at every turn again.

With his head down and a shy look, he looks genuinely alluring.

Pfft, what was I thinking.

I was amused by my own thoughts.

After recovering from my thoughts, I just heard Gu Qingyu say something quickly: "I just want to be worthy of the person I like."

His voice is very small and he speaks very fast. If I didn't just focus on him, it would be impossible to hear him.

But the truth is, I heard it, heard it clearly, and he said:

I just want to be worthy of the person I like.

Is it because you want to be worthy of the person you like?

That's why he worked so hard to communicate with others and learn street dancing to exercise his body?

Is all this just to be worthy of the person you like?

what about me?

What have I done these three months?

He said he liked Lin Yue, but it was just lip service.

What did I actually do?did nothing.

I also caused him so much trouble, and complained that he didn't come to see me...

This is me?

Such a me, how can I be worthy of such Lin Yue.

Gu Qingyu still said there: "I just don't know, when I am worthy of him, will he be married, will he have a partner, and will he like me."

He obviously said this sentence with a smile, but he felt so sad when he heard it.

——I just don’t know, when I am worthy of him, whether he is married, whether he has a partner, and whether he will like me.

"Yes, I will like it."

Tell me, also tell me.

Saying this on the lips, in fact, I have no bottom in my heart.

Him, I don't know.

but I……

The gap is too big, clouds and mud are no longer enough to describe the distance between Lin Yue and me.

Emotional problems, I have encountered everything that should be encountered and should not be encountered.

Family background, gender, economic strength, common topics...

In fact, Lin Yue and I have no common topics at all. When we meet every day, we talk about what we ate and how we slept. Now there is one more question than before. Do you miss me...

And then, and then there's really nothing.

I don't know how long such a relationship without a common language can last, but I know it won't last long.Maybe one day when he finds out that he and I are incomparable except for his appearance, maybe he will leave.

But, am I willing to do this?

I asked myself.

Yes, am I willing?

Not reconciled, how could it be reconciled.

I just want to be worthy of the person I like - Gu Qingyu's words echoed in my ears, over and over again:

I just want to be worthy of the person I like...

Be worthy of the person you like...

Over there, Gu Qingyu frowned and said with a smile, "Thank you for your kind words!" He looked very happy.

I just don't know if I'm really happy.

"Xiao Zhi, you have to work hard, you were the hardest in the art troupe before."

I opened my mouth wide: "The hardest one?"

I don't know why, I'm actually the hardest.

Gu Qingyu laughed loudly, and said loudly: "You don't know how much everyone will hate you then... It's okay to look better than us, and work harder than us."

"..."

I didn't expect them to see me like that.

"So——? This is the original intention of you not wanting to see me?" I was puzzled.

Seeing me like this, Gu Qingyu chuckled, and asked back: "What do you think?"

"This..." The corner of my mouth twitched, "I didn't expect it to be like this."

"If they hear what you said, you will die." Gu Qingyu said with a smile, "I stole so many guests from you, how dare you say that you didn't expect it."

I pursed my lips: "I didn't mean to."

"Hmph." Gu Qingyu snorted twice: "Although you didn't mean it, but wherever you go, those perverts will still look at us. What's the difference between unintentional and intentional?" He raised his eyebrows and swayed Make a questioning look.

It's cute.

"Other people's eyes have already fallen on you without doing anything, and you still have to sing and dance so hard..." He lowered his head and muttered, "I don't even know what you think."

"This..." I said with a trombone, "God, I'm more wronged than Dou E."

"You can just do it, you can be a good boy if you get it cheap." Gu Qingyu shook his head pretending to be disgusted.Then he said: "Xiaozhi, you have to work hard, you can't be looked down upon by us."

I bent my eyebrows and raised the corners of my lips and squinted my eyes: "That's natural, how can I let you look down on me."

"Stop discharging, it won't work." Gu Qingyu said quickly.

When I looked up, his already flushed cheeks became even more rosy.

"Hahaha..." I really couldn't help laughing.

Who said just now: It doesn't work.

This is even red, and it would be great if it worked. #####