gender doesn't matter

Walking down that street, Lan suddenly asked me, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Well, no." I pouted my nose.

To be honest, I was really hungry.

He didn't talk to me anymore, but turned his head to Lin Yue, still looking like a high queen, and said to Lin Yue unceremoniously: "Young Master Lin, I don't care what will happen to you in the future, but now you are together I hope you treat Ean well." He raised his hand and looked at his watch, "It's already nine o'clock." The tone was clearly a warning.

Listening to Lan's words, my heart warmed up.

It feels like someone who is alone and homeless finally has something to rely on and is no longer alone.I feel that even if Lin Yue doesn't want me anymore, it's no big deal.

The nose is very sour.

"I'll treat him well." Lan's words were so direct that he didn't save Lin Yue any face, but Lin Yue didn't get angry.

"Thank you!" What I said to Lan was also to Lin Yue.

Lin Yue raised his hand and touched my head, but instead of acknowledging it, he said mercilessly: "Don't be complacent, no one can guarantee that someone will treat someone well for a lifetime, you don't need me to tell you about this. "

All my joy and happiness were completely shattered by Lan's words: Yes, no one can guarantee that someone will be good to whom for a lifetime. I have known this for a long time, and no one knows better than people like us.

"Don't worry, I'll be good to you forever." Lin Mo put his hands on Lan's waist with a smile on his face.

This time, Lan glanced at him, and although he didn't pay attention to him, he didn't shake off Lin Mo's hand on his waist.

I turned my face and glanced at Lin Yue, his eyes were looking at the distant starry sky, and he didn't intend to say anything.

Looking at Lin Yue, my heart sank again and again and finally sank to the bottom.

He doesn't even want to lie.

Although it is said that when we really want to separate, the oath and the like are not worth anything at all, but if people who really love each other, how can they not even be willing to make an oath, it can only show that they don't love...

In fact, I have known this for a long time, and I have known it for a long time, but I have to confirm it time and time again.

Finding out that I am a big fool, confirming the temptation again and again, there is no other gain except making myself more sad and distressed.

What am I doing.

I twitched the corners of my mouth and made a big smile: "Well, I know." That smile was weird.

Lan glanced at me and said, "Don't laugh."

"Ah."

I don't even know how we got to the restaurant, or how we finished the meal, I just remember that I didn't go back with Lin Yue that night.

I followed Lan to the apartment that Tianhe Entertainment arranged for him.

That house is not big, but very cozy, like home.

Compared with Lan's house full of family taste, the place where I live is at best a place where rich people go to once in a while to play 419 or something.

In fact, it is itself.

In the past few days, because Lin Yue and I both work in Tianyue Cinemas, he still comes here often.

But if he doesn't work with me anymore, then he won't come for another ten and a half months.

This feeling is like the concubine in ancient times waiting for the emperor's luck, the third and the fourth... waiting for the arrival of the benefactor.

Maybe, I'm not as good as them...

"Are you in love with Lin Yue?" Lan asked me.

"Yeah." Facing Lan, I have nothing to say.

Hey, in my heart, Lan, who is always aloof and omnipotent, sighed: "Humble liking will only make you lose yourself, and it will only make you more passive and easier to lose."

"But I can't be as arrogant as you." Only Lan can do that kind of arrogance, that kind of fearlessness and arrogance.

"Then try to make yourself strong enough to stand shoulder to shoulder with him."

"I……"

"I believe you can." Lan said firmly, which made me feel that I could.

Subconsciously, I nodded: "Well, I will work hard."

"What about you and Lin Mo?" I asked him.

"We..." Lan's eyes suddenly drifted into the distance, his dark eyes were empty, he couldn't see anything, it took him a long time before he said, "He also has someone else in his heart."

"Lan you?" I didn't expect him to...

Lan, who is so proud and arrogant, actually...

Why is our fate like this? Is it true that people like us can only be desperate for life as rumored?

Rarely, the corners of Lan's mouth curled up, letting out an almost imperceptible smile: "Because he is the only one who said he would give me a home."

Even if I know it's just talk, it can't be done...

"Now he treats me very well, that's enough."

Lan's eyes were lowered, and the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, as if he was smiling.

But that smile hurts people's hearts like a knife.

"Lan, if that day, I said that if... none of us wants it, let's live together." Maybe the environment is too beautiful, or maybe the aura emanating from Lan's body touched my heartstrings.

Involuntarily, for the first time, I stretched out my hand and hugged Lan in my arms. For the first time, the thought of protecting someone came into my heart.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Lan let me hug him without moving.

"I was serious."

"Okay, if there is such a day."

We are together, but one day never comes...

"Actually, I found out that you secretly threw away the hormones a long time ago." Lan said.

I was startled: "Then you..."

"Hmph," Lan snorted softly, "At the beginning, I just wanted to see what you wanted to do."

"What then?"

"Later, later..." Lan didn't say any more.

I didn't ask again, until he passed away, and after reading his diary, I realized that he planned to leave with me.

He wants a home.

That's why he treats me so well, that's why he always protects me, that's why he encourages me...

That's why, when Lin Mo said that he wanted to give him a home, he was as arrogant as him, knowing that Lin Mo had someone else in his heart, and...

But when I knew this, and when I realized it, he was no longer there. #####