gender doesn't matter

When I arrived at the hospital, I had a comprehensive examination. The doctor said that my condition was just a syncope-like reaction of the brain for self-protection, and it was not a serious problem.

On the other hand, Lin Yue, the doctor said that his injuries were serious, so he prescribed a lot of medicines, both internally and externally.The doctor originally wanted to order him to infuse, but Lin Yue didn't want to, so in the end it was nothing.

After this incident, although Lin Yue didn't say it clearly, I could see that he meant that he didn't want me to go to the gym anymore, and even hinted several times that he would hire me a personal trainer.

I know his intentions are good, but I am a human being, and I cannot live in the shadows forever. Besides, I have signed a contract with Tianhe Entertainment. If possible, I will stand in front of the public soon. How can I escape today? I can hide from tomorrow.

Besides, I don't want to avoid it. If I stop because they look at me, that would be a sin.

After thinking about this, I feel a lot more relaxed.

But Lin Yue was more nervous than me, saying that he was worried about me going out alone, and insisted on letting his bodyguards follow me. I couldn't persuade him, and of course I didn't intend to persuade him.

In this way, when Lin Yue was not around, no matter where I went, someone followed me like a tail. Although most of the time I didn't feel anything, but sometimes I felt very inconvenient.

Just like now, when I am exercising in the gym, he stands there like a pillar, staring at me closely, making me panic.

At this time, I had to admire the coach. It took a lot of perseverance for him to train me without changing his face under such fiery eyes.

"Your situation is quite special. Many habits are deeply ingrained and cannot be changed in a day or two. If you don't have the willpower to persevere, I advise you to give up early."

From the very beginning, he was not optimistic about me, what he said was so obvious, but am I the kind of person who will give up when I encounter setbacks! So I quickly said: "Don't worry, since I have made a decision, I will definitely work hard changed."

When I said this, there was still a little bit of excitement in my heart, and even some longing, but this excitement and longing disappeared when I finished a set of tasks assigned by the coach, and completely melted into my eyes. A little bit of surging tears.

At this moment, I really want to say: MD, exhaustion does not pay for life.

It was even more tiring than dancing. Several times, I was almost out of breath, but I had to persevere, because this path was chosen by myself, even if I was kneeling, I had to persevere.

But even though I worked so hard, the coach still disliked my poor physical fitness and insufficient training intensity.

From his disgusting words and my previous sworn promise, I seem to smell the taste of my miserable life in the future.

Sure enough, in the days that followed, I realized what a purgatory life was like. At that time, my fear of the coach had surpassed the depression brought to me by the bodyguard Minghui.

Every morning, I wake up early and Minghui brings me breakfast. After eating breakfast, he drives me to the gym. Then I jog for 10 kilometers with the coach and then run for [-] minutes. I do stretching exercises to relieve fatigue, and then Do pull-ups...

Until the evening, the occasional break in the middle still needs to be approved by the coach.

It's almost like a dog.

On the first day, I collapsed into a glorious and great collapse.

The coach repeated what he said before: If you can't hold on, it's too early to give up now.

I quickly vowed: "I will definitely stick to it."

I think I live a harder life than most of the male protagonists in Xiuxian's novels. The most speechless thing is: I chose such a hard life by myself.

It's really useless to ask the sky, calling father and mother are useless, so I can only grit my teeth and persist.

But tragedies never seem to come alone.

After coming out of the hospital that day, Lin Yue never came here again, nor did she have any phone calls or text messages, and she seemed to have disappeared.But this is not the most tragic, the most tragic is:

I found that I couldn't see him, and I missed him so much.

When I eat, when I wash my face, when I sleep...I think about him every moment, like crazy.

I miss his kindness, his gentleness, his sullen smile, his solemn appearance, his cold and arrogant appearance, and everything about him.

It turns out that habit is really a terrible thing, no wonder what the coach said before was so far-fetched.

Sure enough, once a habit is formed, it takes a huge price to change it.

I don't know what kind of price I have to pay to quit thinking about Lin Yue, but I know that I have been poisoned by a kind of poison called Lin Yue, which is chronic. When I found out, the poison had already penetrated into my lungs, and I couldn't even clean it up. Lost.

It is more punctual than the alarm clock, from the moment you open your eyes to when you lie in bed in the middle of the night and can't sleep, you think about him all the time.

I thought about calling and texting him, but I suddenly found that I couldn't find a reason to call and text him, because we have nothing to do.If there is any relationship, it is the relationship between the sponsor and MB before, and now the relationship between the landlord and the tenant, and I am still a tenant who does not need to pay rent.There is no reason to bother and interfere with what the landlord is doing.

I smile wryly...

The greatest tragedy in the world is not falling in love with someone who doesn't love you.

But knowing that that person is pretending to be someone else in his heart, knowing that all his goodness to you is derived from the grafting of love for another person, but he is still hopelessly addicted to the tenderness he gives, unable to I can't help but miss him.

This is my sorrow and Lin Yue's cruelty.

He obviously loves someone else, and pretends to be someone else in his heart, but he still gave me incomparable tenderness, which made me get used to his tenderness, to what he gave, to everything he gave, but the person he pretended to be never It's all others.

Because don't love because don't care.

That's why he didn't hear a word without saying a word.

So much so that I didn't even know how to ask him where he was going.

The clock on the wall is still running every moment of every day, and my life has not stopped at all because of Lin Yue's departure. Except for thinking about him, everything that is normal can no longer be normal.

Exercising every day, eating and sleeping, within a month, I have changed from a skinny little beauty with long hair to a handsome young man now.

Although there is still no way to compare with Lin Yue who exercises every day, but there are many men, and even his arms are stronger than before.

A month passed quickly, just when I thought I had been forgotten by Lin Yue, he appeared, but this time I saw him not alone, but also his younger brother Lin Mo. #####