gender doesn't matter

"If you don't want it, don't force yourself."

Suddenly, Lin Yue who was driving the car said such a sentence without thinking.

Although there is no foreword or afterword, both he and I know what he is talking about.

That's right, how could Lin Yue, who is as smart as he is, fail to guess that even if the dishes he ordered were not nutritionally balanced, they would not be poisonous.Coupled with the way I ate, he must have guessed that I had eaten before, and what I ate happened to be mixed with the dishes he ordered to form toxins.

I lowered my head, not wanting to speak and not knowing what to say.

Don't force yourself?

I don't want to force myself, but some things are already engraved in my bones, so it's not so easy to change.

Just like him, can he bow his head and kneel down to beg others now?

It's not so easy to say, I have catered to others for eight years, and almost nothing I did in the eight years was what I wanted.Even if I don't like it or hate it, I still have to do it. If I don't do it, I will die without food. Not only will I die, Ye Xi will also be forced to take hormones by them, so I have to do it and force myself to do it.

Although Lin Yue's words were unintentional.

But it also reminded me: I am not from the same world as him.

Between us is the difference between cloud and mud, sky and earth.

I didn't speak, and neither did he.For a while, the atmosphere in the car was a little quiet, and the quiet was a little depressing.

Quiet makes people panic.

Fortunately, we arrived at our destination soon.

The car drove into a high-end neighborhood.

After getting out of the car, I followed Lin Yue upstairs.

The elevator stops on the 29th floor.

The real estate in this community is the kind of single-story single-family.

When I got off the elevator, I saw the door.

As soon as I entered the door, I was immediately fascinated by the decoration of this house.

Aboriginal white floor, beige soft leather sofa, orange-yellow coffee table, and a large LCD TV hanging on the orange-yellow brick-shaped wall.A large crystal chandelier on the pale yellow ceiling makes this cozy living room a little more atmospheric. The spotlights at the four corners of the room exude a faint soft light. You can tell at a glance that the person who designed and decorated this room is a warm hearted person.

"It's so warm." I blurted out, and only after I said it did I realize that I was too presumptuous.

He quickly turned to look at Lin Yue, only to see that Lin Yue was staring at the sofa that could be used as a bed in a daze, the sadness on his face was so obvious that the expression on his face seemed a bit dull.

It seems to be nostalgic for something.

The sadness on Lin Yue's body was too strong, it hurt my heart hard, it hurt so badly.

I have known Lin Yue for so long, and this is the first time I have truly read something called emotion from his eyes. Lin Yue is very gentle and gentle on weekdays, but his gentleness is not distracting , is the habit is without emotion.

like now...

It's really... oh... rare.

"Just like it." It took him a long time before he opened his mouth, and the expression on his face returned to his usual gentleness: "Why don't you live here in the future, it's very close to the sky and entertainment, and it's convenient for work."

"Thank you, Young Master Lin." If it was just now, I might have agreed, but now: "I still live in the dormitory arranged by the company. It will be convenient if something happens, or if I have to rush to the scene in the future."

Although I'm just a stand-in, how could he be so cruel.

Tell me to use that person's name and tell me to live where they lived.

Although I am a transvestite with no social status, I am also human, I also have feelings, and I also feel pain...

Lin Yue probably didn't expect me to say that, and looked at me in surprise.

Maybe in his eyes, I'm the kind of slut who is willing to do anything for money.

That's why he won't touch me, avoid when I kiss him...

Ah……

"If you don't like this place, then live on the 35th floor first. That's Lin Mo's house, the decoration style is a bit special, go up and have a look first, if you don't like it, then look around." Lin Yue's voice was flat, without any mention About the company dormitory.

I wanted to say: I just need to live in the company dormitory, and don't bother him.But hearing Lin Yue's non-negotiable tone, I think it would be hypocritical if I still said that.

Anyway, in his eyes, I am also the kind of scum who is willing to do anything for some money.

And I, myself, would do anything for money.

So, what is it to pretend to be lofty?

It's just that as long as it's not the room where their love marks are left.

On the 35th floor, open the door.

I was stunned by the sight of the ears in front of me.

Sure enough... especially... don't...

It's really Lin Mo's style.

The dark blue walls are clearly printed with waves, water patterns, fish, dried shrimps, algae, and even coral shells... Standing in the room gives you the illusion of being under the sea.

It is better than the hotel's ocean theme room design.

Hotel theme room...

I suddenly turned my face to look at Lin Yue, but saw that he also saw me, saw me looking at him, and asked, "How is it?"

"Well, it's so pretty." I smiled and answered him with my eyes bent.

In fact, I don't like Haiyang at all, which is known to almost no one except Ye Xi.

I don't like the ocean because I don't like water, and I don't like water because I don't like bathing, and I don't like bathing because bad things happen after a bath...

left a psychological shadow.But even so, it is better than the room below that is full of traces of their love.

"It's good if you like it, then you can live here, let someone clean it in a few days, and just move your things here, and if you still need anything by then, just tell me." After that, he told me the password of the room .

I was afraid that I would forget, so I took out my mobile phone and wrote it down on the mobile phone. After remembering the password, I frowned and smiled at him: "Thank you, Young Master Lin."

"Call me Lin Yue." Without warning, he said.

"Ah?" It's not that I didn't hear it, but that I didn't understand it.

He didn't say anything more, but raised his hand to touch my head and said, "Let's take you to cut off my hair tonight!"

"Cut it off?" I was taken aback.

Although I don't like it, it has grown on my head for many years, and suddenly I want to cut it off, and I can't accept it for a while.

Seeing my embarrassed look, he suddenly smiled, stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms: "Well, your words and deeds are already a bit feminine, if you don't cut off your hair, it will be difficult for people to regard you as a man .” He said without taking his hand off my head.

His hands touched my head one by one, it felt like stroking a kitten or puppy.Maybe in his eyes, I am just a puppy or a cat, just a kind of advanced puppy or cat who can speak human language.

In fact, Lin Yue said this out of concern for my face, and I know my situation: my words and deeds are not only feminine, but also more feminine than most women.

After all, I have been in an art troupe that specializes in training transvestites for so long.

After all, there are so many female men now. #####