gender doesn't matter

The first scene is my own role.

In the season when the cherry blossoms are falling, I lie on the bed under the cherry tree, with a cherry blossom in my mouth, looking at the stars in the sky with empty and blank eyes; the breath on my body is no longer the domineering and madness I used to, and I am lonely and lonely There is even a little imperceptible tenderness in it.

In such a warm scene, even the bloody cherry blossoms on the tree are a little more tender.

Suddenly, the style of painting changed, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and the tenderness and confusion in his eyes disappeared, replaced by evil spirit and disdain.

"Pu" suddenly spit out the cherry blossoms that had been in his mouth for a long time, and sat up slowly, with dark and evil eyes with a little disdain for the world, he looked at the tall and tall mountains in the distance teasingly, and laughed. He said: "The world is really impermanent."

"Cut." With Director Gu's slamming, I finally couldn't help trembling, and quickly wrapped my arms around my body, and just said: "I'm freezing to death." Xiao Rui ran to the place with my down jacket in his arms. Beside me, quickly put the down jacket on me, and I said: "Thank you."

Putting on the down jacket quickly, I felt much warmer in an instant, and I said to Xiaorui again: "Thank you." Xiaorui stuffed a hand warmer into my hand while saying: "You're welcome." Warm up."

Holding the hand warmer in my hand, a warm feeling spread all over my body along the palm of my hand, and it became much warmer in an instant. I turned around and said, "Xiao Rui, you are so caring." A newcomer who just entered the industry unexpectedly It's not bad to be able to think of these things... Even I forgot about it myself.

I was very satisfied with Xiaorui at first, and now I am even more satisfied. I decided to give Xiaorui a salary increase after I go back.

As soon as my idea was born, I heard Xiao Rui laughing and said: "I almost forgot too, Mr. Ye asked me to bring it."

"Boss Ye?" I frowned: Who is that?

Xiao Rui glanced at me, seeing my puzzled expression, he quickly explained: "It's Mr. Ye Xi."

Depend on……

i just...

In seven years, Ye Xi has changed from a little girl who just entered the entertainment circle who knows nothing to a famous Mr. Ye...

Suddenly it feels so sudden, but when I think about it carefully, I feel that it is not sudden at all. After all, seven years have passed, and seven years is enough to change a person's life.

Not only Ye Xi, even I am not the same as before.

Back then, I was bold and fearless, not afraid of life and death, but now...

I have concerns in my heart, I am timid, and I am afraid of death.

Heh...it seems to be getting worse and worse.

Sure enough, the edges and corners have been smoothed by life?Or is it because you have a concern in your heart and can't let go?

do not know……

But I know that even if I were put in the same environment as before, I would definitely not be able to go back.

While speaking, Director Gu had already called out, I quickly took off the down jacket, stuffed the down jacket and warm water into Xiaorui's hand, and then ran over quickly with small steps.

This scene continued with the next scene, and I lay peacefully on the soft couch.

Suddenly, the wind picked up.

The cherry blossoms were blowing, and a maid came from the side, knelt down in front of the soft couch, lowered her head and said respectfully: "The wind is blowing, my lord, please go back to the house."

I didn't answer the maidservant's words, I still looked up at the starry sky with my face flickering.

The maid buried her head and knelt quietly on the ground.

I suddenly picked up the cherry blossom petals that fell on the floor, and blew on it: "Xiaoxi, do you think if I kill Luo Bai, will he hate me to death?"

That person, with eyes like stars and moons, is as gentle as jade, and there is always a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he has nothing to do with the world;

But I know that he is not indifferent to the world, it is just because he doesn't care what everyone is fighting for.

If he cares about something, he will be more ruthless than anyone else.

For example, the man named Luo Bai.

……

Ah

"Your Majesty, this..." The servant girl who was kneeling on the ground looked troubled.

In fact, she knows: If I kill Luo Bai, let alone hate him to death, I am afraid that I will follow Luo Bai in the next moment.

That person, who looks gentle, actually hates very, very much, not only for others, but also for himself.

It's like he did not hesitate to go from immortal to demon in order to destroy the demon world and gain a deeper understanding of the demon world; just like he did not hesitate to break into the forbidden area of ​​the demon world in order to lose Bai...

But it is such a person, but I like it.

How helpless, I blew away the cherry blossoms that fell on my lips, took the other one from my face and crushed it slowly in my hand, then stood up and quickly walked into the magnificent hall.

Disappeared from sight, only the servant girl was still kneeling there with her head down and her eyes eager.

After a long time, a faint "get up." came from the room.

Little maid, get up; Director Gu calls out "Cut." That's the end of this part.

Fortunately, I won't have a part in the scene, otherwise I would really freeze into a human-shaped popsicle.

Quickly wrapped in a down jacket, hugged Nuan Baobao, and while Director Gu said: "Go back quickly.", picked up the hem of the clothes, and rushed back to the room.

Otherwise, the clothes are inconvenient and cumbersome, I think my speed at the moment must be comparable to the speed of the champion of the [-]-meter race, he is simply too cold.

I feel like my body is not my own...lost consciousness.

Back at the house, because of the heating, the temperature in the house was very high and warm, and my heart was instantly satisfied.

Sometimes I feel that people are really easy to satisfy, and sometimes I feel that people's desires are endless and never satisfied. I am really a contradictory individual.

Quickly took off the down jacket, took off the long skirt that was worn during the shooting, and rushed into the quilt with only pants left - I felt so happy.

The happiest thing in the world is this.

Then just like that, I fell asleep without washing my face or brushing my teeth.

The next day I was filming as usual, but I was frozen all day, and at night I lost consciousness all over my body, and I felt that I was not a human anymore.

For some reason, she suddenly thought of Lin Yue. If Lin Yue knew about this situation, she would have lost her temper.

But now...

Suddenly, I felt my nose sore, and I felt so cheap.

But, so what?I can't forget it, I can't forget it, and I can't help it.I can meet "him" everywhere, I can think of him everywhere, and there are footprints left by him everywhere, how can I forget?

Sometimes I feel that this person is really strange. They have been separated for so long, and they still appear in your memory from time to time, and come to your mind as a guest from time to time;

Sometimes, I feel that I am very strange, obviously I left without saying goodbye, obviously I mentioned the breakup first, but in the end I was saddened by everyone.

Especially when the news of Lin Yue's engagement was heard from the mouths of those in the crew.