gender doesn't matter

"Where is it?" Zhou Yanan scratched his neck to look, but unfortunately it was almost Christmas and the square was full of Christmas trees. He twisted his neck and looked for a long time but didn't see the young couple.

Instead, I saw a gay couple who seemed to be in their 20s.Both of them are handsome, at least in the eyes of most people, but they are not my type - just like I don't like black people, I don't like white people, no matter how handsome he is, but in my eyes I still think yellow people are more handsome.

I don't know if it's because of different social values ​​or because of the influence of the living environment, but I can't appreciate their beauty.

When watching TV with Ye Xi in the past, we often argued about such issues.He thinks those white actors with high nose bridge and blue eyes are not good-looking, I said you like it even if they are so ugly...

Ye Xi was furious when she heard it, I knew I touched the tiger's butt and quickly said: "They are not as good-looking as you."

A child just can't stand other people's compliments. When Ye Xi heard me praise him, the smile on his face instantly turned into a flower... If you are happy, you don't want it, and you say hypocritically: "Actually, you are the prettiest."

Under normal circumstances, I would answer: "That's natural." Then naturally, I would be severely despised by Ye Xi, and the topic would be turned over in this way.

Thinking about it now, I feel that I was so naive back then, but I had endless fun. If I hadn’t been so naive back then, I wouldn’t have known how to spend my long and cruel childhood...

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but think of Lin Yue in my mind. Although I tried my best not to think about him, there was no way...

My mind is full of him, he chuckles, he works and he sleeps...

I read a post before, saying that two people have been together for a long time, and they have become a part of each other's body. They exist as a matter of course, and they don't feel it at ordinary times, but it is really painful when they are separated.

Want to cry, want to escape from this place.

Run far away and never see him again.

This Christmas is the most painful Christmas I've ever had. There are couples on the street one after another, dog food after bite after bite...

Bitter in my heart, but I can't say it...

Zhou Yanan on the opposite side smiled happily, with a bright smile on his face, pointed at the crowd taking pictures in the square, and pointed out: who is so beautiful, who is so cute, who has an elegant posture...

It seemed that he knew many people in the square.

I laughed along with him, and listened to his nonsense...it was so nonsense that even the people on the table next to him were amused by him, and they all turned their heads to look at us.

Zhou Yanan smiled at them, then turned to look at me justifying myself with righteous words: what I said is true, don't believe it.

"Yeah, I know what you said is true." Zhou Yanan saw the smile on the corner of his mouth, opened his mouth and said, "Cut, duplicity guy." Then he rolled his eyes and made a grimace.

It made me couldn't help laughing, and Zhou Yanan laughed along: "Look, laugh, laugh." At the end, he didn't forget to taunt me: "You look like you just ate shit."

"..." I rolled my eyes, "Can't you be more civilized?" We are obviously civilized people, but we have to say such rude words, how ugly.

Zhou Yanan didn't take it seriously: "What's the matter, we used to do this when we were in school." Then he hooked the corner of his mouth, leaned forward, bent down and asked me mysteriously: "Hey, are you not angry? "The grinning look is concerned about whether I am angry, it is obviously funny, but I still have nothing to do with him.

Talking and talking, by the time he realized it, his stomach was already full, and the food on the table had turned into leftovers. Zhou Yanan stared at the leftovers and pretended to be entangled: "What should we do with these? Should we take them home? Ah!" He said so, but his eyes were fixed on the kissing couples in the square, and the eyes were shining brightly.

Turning around suddenly, with a handsome red face, she said embarrassedly: "Ean, can I kiss you?" A pair of big eyes stared at me eagerly, flashing and flashing, overflowing with light, full of It is hope.

His words were too sudden, subconsciously I took a step back and kept a distance from him.

Seeing my reaction, Zhou Yanan lowered his eyes, his expression was low, and his voice was like a mosquito: "I see."

"..." I want to comfort him, but I know that I can't comfort him at this moment. Since I don't like it, I can't give him hope. The disappointment after hope is the most desperate and cruel.

So, I can only keep silent.

After a while, Zhou Yanan raised his head and glanced at me, then quickly lowered his head, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I was rude." He took a sip of the unfinished drink at hand.

When he raised his face again, his expression was calm, as if what happened just now had never happened.

The children of the Zhou family deserve to be called the children of the Zhou family.

Although I grew up in an art troupe, I can't guarantee that I can recover as quickly as Zhou Yanan in such a situation.

Unless what he said was a joke, but looking at Zhou Yanan's eyes, words and deeds, it was definitely not a joke.

"fine."

In a word, the atmosphere is a bit awkward, and the tranquility is depressing.

In the end, I opened my mouth to break the embarrassment. I asked Zhou Yanan: "Where did you say you were going?"

"Ah—" Zhou Yanan was taken aback for a moment, apparently unable to react.

However, his reaction was very fast. When I asked him, he was taken aback for a moment, and then he replied: "There are many people in the square over there at night, why don't you go and have a look!" Seeing me change the subject, Zhou Yanan didn't continue this topic.

We chatted without saying a word to pass the time, and at the same time relieved the embarrassment just now, we really forgot what happened just now, the two of us have already come out of that restaurant, and started pressing the road when we got to the road.

Although it was cold, there were many couples on the road, joking and joking, so lively; the secret kisses were so sweet.

The square is brightly lit and crowded with people.

Zhou Yanan pointed to the candy skewers in the hands of one of the little beauties, and asked me: "Do you want to eat candy skewers? Pull me to the place to buy sugar strings.

The attitude was casual, as if the embarrassment just now had never existed.

Zhou Yanan is good at this, he doesn’t care about anything, I guess he must have been a bad boy when he was a child, because usually only bad children pretend to be indifferent under such circumstances, and good children are glass-hearted. It hurts my heart and lungs, and my face looks bad.