gender doesn't matter

Not long after, Lin Shao, who we thought was angry, came back early with a few big bags, including porridge, fried dough sticks, and buns with various fillings...

Looking at the pile of food on the bedside table, the corner of my mouth twitched fiercely. Did he rob the breakfast shop?

But it was really touching, and my nose was a little sore.

"I don't know what you like to eat, so I bought some. You can taste it first, and if you like it, you can buy it next time." He said, opening the packages one by one: "You must not eat breakfast in the future, do you hear me? , huh?" His voice was very low and gentle, full of doting.

"What do you want to eat?" After opening all the packages, he turned to me and asked.

There was a faint doting smile on his face.

He stands and I lie down.

I looked at him quietly and saw the little me reflected in his eyes.

Shoulder-length hair, a small face, a pointed chin, a cherry mouth, and a pair of big eyes above a delicate nose are looking at me watery.

Then I saw that the person in his eyes slowly got up, approached me a little bit, and finally disappeared from my sight, replaced by my lips imprinted on Lin Shao's lips.

Just stick to it quietly, for a second.

Very light and shallow, so light that it is almost unnoticeable that it ever existed.

But he did exist.

Under Lin Shao's exaggerated expression of shock, I fell back on the bed and pulled the quilt to cover my head.

Very long time……

For so long I thought they had left.

Lin Shaocai said: "Get up and eat something first, or you will be hungry." His voice was still so gentle and calm, as if what happened just now had never happened.

But something changed after all, he didn't come over and pull my quilt away as usual.

The eyes are astringent, and the nose is also a little sore.

I don't know since when, watching him smile gently at me every day, seeing him doting and loving me in every possible way is a bit dazzling.

Although most of them enjoy it, they always feel dull and painful in the dead of night.

—Because this happiness is stolen.

belong to someone else.

I'm like a thief.

But I am not only greedy for this happiness, but also shamelessly want more...

Tears could not stop falling from the corners of his eyes.I shrunk my body, shrunk myself into a ball and hid in the world surrounded by the quilt, crying silently.

Suddenly, I felt a pair of hands poking into the quilt, bringing a gust of cold air, I shivered subconsciously and shrank more roundly.

Immediately afterwards, the quilt was pulled away, and Lin Shao's handsome and tragic face was reflected in front of his eyes.He was taken aback when he saw the tears streaming from the corners of my eyes.Seeing him in a daze, I pulled off the quilt and prepared to wrap myself again—I didn't want to expose my embarrassment to him, but his speed was faster than mine, and my hands were stronger than mine, so I failed in the end.

He silently tucked the corners of the quilt for me, raised his hand and pulled out a few pieces of paper, carefully wiped away the tears that flowed from my eyes, and said, "I... didn't expect you to..."

"Didn't expect me to be so reckless?" I sneered, turned my face away from his hand wiping my tears: "I did this, you don't know?" Somehow, I said this In a word, tears poured out unstoppably like a spring.

My heart hurts, and I feel a little wronged.

"Xiaozhi." Ye Xi's voice was loud, full of anxiety and worry.

Hearing Ye Xi's tone, and seeing the person sitting beside me, my sanity instantly came to my senses.Hastily raised his hand to touch his face indiscriminately, pulled the corner of his mouth to put on a happy smile, and apologized: "Young Master Lin, I'm sorry, it was Xiaozhi who overstepped."

I saw his hands stuck in the air, he didn't move for a long time, and he didn't answer me.

After a long time, he put down his hand and sighed: "Why do you have to apologize to me?"

"..." I lowered my head, not wanting to look at him.

After a while, he said to Ye Xi: "Eat something with him, and sleep for a while if you are sleepy. I still have some things to do in the company. I will go out first and come over when I am done."

"Yes, I understand Young Master Lin." Ye Xi said respectfully.

Then I heard his footsteps towards the door, I raised my head suddenly, just in time to see him who had already walked to the door and was looking back at me.My eyes collided, and I hurriedly lowered my head.

Then, I heard the sound of the door opening and closing, and then his footsteps slowly walked away.

As soon as he left, Ye Xi immediately stepped forward.

The voice was a little uncertain, a little helpless, and even a little worried that it didn't fit the happy image: "Xiaozhi, are you in love with Young Master Lin?"

"No." I quickly raised my head and answered quickly and without thinking.

The answer was too fast, but it seemed a bit pretentious.

"Although you haven't fallen in love with him, you have already accepted him in your heart." Ye Xi said word by word: "I remember you said before: As a person in our business, you must not put your heart away when accompanying guests. Take it with you, and store it in a place that is absolutely safe, even where you can’t find it, so that no matter whether the guests treat you good or bad, it will not affect you, and you will still be you—because the heart is still there.”

"But now, although you haven't given up your heart yet, I've seen you take him out of that absolutely safe place and expose him to the sun."

Ye Xi said: "Before, I always thought that you were the most rational and ruthless person in the art troupe besides Lan. You even picked me up because I was good-looking and could make money for you. But I didn't expect you to become an art troupe." The first person in the troupe to expose his heart to the outside world. Didn’t you say that you would leave the art troupe and become a man when you become rich and capable? Didn’t you say that you like beautiful younger sisters? ?”

What is this now?

"Ye Xi, I..." I don't know...

I've said everything you said.Store your heart in an absolutely safe place, to be a man, to marry a beautiful sister, to have a lot of children, to raise a few chickens...

"Xiaozhi, let's get out of here, let's go together, okay. The money I have saved over the years, plus yours, although I can't live a very rich life, food and clothing will definitely not be a problem. Then we will open a small shop , you cut your hair and become a man again, if you still want to marry a beautiful sister, then marry another beautiful sister and have a few lovely children..."

"Ye Xi, I..." My heart hurts.

What Ye Xi said was what I once longed for, what I dreamed of every day.

But now, why does my heart hurt so much.

Is it true that I have taken it out and exposed it to the sun as Ye Xi said.

Does it hurt so much?

"Xiaozhi, will you walk with me?" Ye Xi was still asking.

Ye Xi is the child I picked up, and one of the few male dancers in the New Star Art Troupe who is not a transvestite. Although he is only 14 years old, he is already very handsome: 1.8 meters tall, the sun is not stained Dirty smile... Occasionally he has a small belly and a small temper, but overall he is a very simple and kind child.

Facing him, his stern eyes, and the life I long for, how can I refuse?

But if you don't refuse...#####