Why have an afterlife

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"This...this is...," Father Feng couldn't believe his eyes, "pregnant? Who is pregnant?"

Feng Baiyu looked at Feng's father with red eyes: "Dad, my child is gone."

Father Feng collapsed upon hearing this, and leaned weakly on the sofa.Mother Feng hugged the paper, crying out of breath.

They are almost 60, and they hope to have a grandson or granddaughter the most, but Wen Ya has been abroad all year round, and they have gradually given up on this idea, but now, a surprise from heaven, they have a grandson, and they have not had time to be happy, child It's gone, so why don't they feel sad!

"This is... what's going on here?" Mother Feng asked tremblingly, "Did Wen Ya do it?"

Feng Baiyu nodded, took out his mobile phone, and showed the old couple the video of Lin Qing being beaten.

How did the old couple endure this? Father Feng dropped the cup in his hand and went into the study.Mother Feng lifted Feng Baiyu up, hugging him and weeping uncontrollably.

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No.: ☆, we are done

Feng Baiyu rushed back to the hospital overnight.

Lin Qing couldn't wake up, he didn't dare to leave, so he asked Assistant Cao to move the documents that had to be processed to the ward.

Feng Baiyu processed the documents calmly in the ward, but the outside world has already turned upside down.

The overwhelming news before was suppressed by Feng Baiyu and Feng's father, and the Wen family and the Feng family quickly drew a line.

The business world of Yuncheng was filled with gunpowder for a while.Father Wen kept looking for channels to contact the Feng family and his son, but they were all turned away.

The Feng and Wen families announced the end of their marriage in the most sensational and self-destructive way.

Feng Baiyu looked at the plummeting stock price numbly, without any disturbance in his heart.

Lin Qing had a long dream.In the dream, his parents were not separated, and they had always been loving and loving. He studied, lived, fell in love and got married step by step, ordinary but happy.In the dream, he and his lover had a well-behaved daughter, and they tried their best to give her the best living environment until she had her own family.Many people came to his daughter's wedding. When he was about to hand his daughter over to the groom, he suddenly heard someone yelling at his daughter: "You are Xiao San's child! You don't deserve happiness!"

Lin Qing was very confused, what child of the third child?He and her husband have always been in love... Lin Qing looked at her husband in a panic. The husband had a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes behind the lens, and looked back at him expressionlessly. This face, this face, was Feng Baiyu!He turned his head quickly, and watched helplessly as the daughter he was holding in his hand slowly disappeared, and in the end he was the only one left in the world.

why why……

Lin Qing struggled to open his eyes, staring at the void in front of him without focus. He felt pain all over his body, and felt as if he was going to die every time he took a breath.Someone beside him shouted something eagerly, and he was fiddled with by a group of people in white clothes.

Lin Qing ignored the people around him, since he opened his eyes, he looked at the void in front of him, like a puppet that lost its soul.

Feng Baiyu held Lin Qing's hand, and called eagerly: "Lin Qing, Lin Qing, look at me." But Lin Qing couldn't respond to him, and soon fell asleep again.

In a few days, Feng Baiyu, a man who has been favored by time, aged rapidly, showing the fatigue that only middle-aged people have.Although Lin Qing would wake up occasionally, she was lifeless and unable to communicate.

When cousin Lin Qing was allowed to visit, Feng Baiyu had just been urgently called away by Feng's father.Lin Qing was still out of focus and unable to communicate.He sat on the bed and looked at the pale and thin Lin Qing, and couldn't help crying on the bed with a headache.

Lin Qing blinked, but still didn't make a sound.

After finally waiting for my cousin to calm down, there were messy noises in the corridor.

Cousin got up and opened the wards to see what was happening outside.The moment the door was opened, a young man in a mess rushed in, clutching Lin Qing's hand fiercely and crying, "Lin Qing! Doctor Lin! Help me, I know I'm wrong!" The people who came stopped and dragged them out.

It turned out to be every year.

The cousin didn't know what happened, he stood in front of Lin Qing and asked anxiously what was going on.

Regardless of others' restraint, Niannian rushed forward: "I know I'm wrong, I know I'm wrong! Please let President Feng let me go!"

The rest of the shouting was mercilessly silenced by a hand, and he was dragged away with his legs kicking.

The cousin was terrified, and immediately turned to look at Lin Qing, only to find that Lin Qing was staring at him.

"What's the matter?" Cousin leaned over and tucked in the quilt, "Want to drink water?"

Lin Qing asked slowly and with difficulty: "What's wrong with me?"

The cousin replied hesitantly: "You are injured, a little serious."

Lin Qing silently looked into his eyes.

After a long time, my cousin said softly: "Don't think too much, Feng Baiyu will handle it well. Although he was rude at the beginning, but judging by the result of the handling of the matter now, he values ​​you the most in his heart."

Lin Qing blinked slowly, and asked with difficulty: "Where's my child?"

Cousin was silent.

Lin Qing let her tears flow wantonly, looked at the pale ceiling, and murmured after a long time: "Alright, Xiaosan's child, if it's gone, it's gone." Then he closed his eyes and refused to communicate any more.

When Feng Baiyu came at night, seeing Lin Qing was still awake, he held Lin Qing's hand and kissed it on his lips in ecstasy: "Lin Qing, Lin Qing," he was crying, "Scared me to death, scared to death Me!"

Lin Qing listened indifferently, without any response.

Feng Baiyu sensed that something was wrong, and asked Lin Qing what was wrong.

Lin Qing looked at the void, and his voice was soft and weak: "Feng Baiyu," he took a hard breath, "Is Xiaosan real?" Feeling that Feng Baiyu's hand holding him was obviously stiff, Lin Qing chuckled Just a moment, "We're done." Then he closed his eyes.

Feng Baiyu couldn't restrain his whole body trembling, he knelt beside Lin Qing's bed, with his head resting on Lin Qing's hand, weeping silently.

I really want to die, why didn't I just die, Lin Qing thought desperately.

Article: ☆, I thought we could be different from others

When Papa Lin came to see Lin Qing again, he heard him call "Dad", and lay down on Lin Qing's bedside and howled on the spot.

Lin Qing had a headache from the noise, and her breathing became short of breath.When Papa Lin finished venting, he stroked his chest with his uninjured left hand and let out a long sigh of relief enduring the pain.

"Dad," Lin Qing said weakly, "Feng Baiyu is not allowed to come in from now on."

"Why?" Papa Lin wiped his eyes with his sleeve, "He stayed with you in the ward while you were in a coma."

Lin Qing was physically and mentally exhausted and didn't want to answer.

Seeing Lin Qing like this, Lin's father was so anxious to call Lin Qing's cousin.He doesn't know how to surf the Internet, doesn't understand the previous news, and doesn't know why Lin Qing was beaten.

When Feng Baiyu came over again, Father Lin blocked him from the door with a straight face.

"You are not allowed to go in," Lin's father pointed at Feng Baiyu's feet, "It's unlucky for us Xiaoqing to be deceived by you, and you will return to the bridge from now on."

Feng Baiyu didn't expect this situation, he stood there dumbfounded, not knowing how to answer.

"Even if we borrow the medical expenses, we don't need you anymore," Lin's father poked his neck and red eyes, "Our Xiaoqing was cheated on by that bastard before, and I was most annoyed by these little three and four cowards! You are doing well now , let us Xiaoqing become the person he hates the most in a muddle-headed way, but I thought you were a good thing!"

Feng Baiyu staggered back and leaned against the wall, covering his face in despair.After a long time, he opened his red eyes, choked with sobs and said, "Uncle, let me take a look at him, and I will leave after one look."

Seeing Feng Baiyu's distressed appearance, Papa Lin hesitated for a moment before letting the door open.

Feng Baiyu knelt in front of Lin Qing's bed, stroked Lin Qing's eyebrows with trembling hands: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I, I thought I could handle it well..."

"Get out." Lin Qing didn't even look at him, "Get out."

Feng Baiyu looked at Lin Qing in pain, and finally walked out step by step.How did things turn out like this? Feng Baiyu blamed himself and felt guilty, because he didn't think carefully, and let his lover who had finally come out of the shadows experience a devastating blow. He didn't know what Lin Qing would do in the future. Although Lin Qing was desperate, he was struggling to live... What about this time?

Feng Baiyu suddenly remembered that once Lin Qing walked towards the fast-moving car on the street, and rushed back to the ward, wanting to make sure if Lin Qing was still there.

Feng Baiyu pushed open the door panting, only to see bloodshot eyes.

Lin Qing fell to the ground, a fruit knife in his hand was still dripping blood, and blood gushed out from his injured right hand, spreading a pool of blood around Lin Qing.

"Lin Qing!" Feng Baiyu rushed over to help Lin Qing up with both hands and feet, tightly pressed the bleeding wrist, and cried out in a broken voice: "No, no, please live..."

Lin Qing looked at the void in front of him, and said in a low voice: "Disappear in front of me, otherwise, once you appear, I will die once."

Feng Baiyu frantically pressed the emergency button on the bedside, looking at Lin Qing who was slowly dying, he felt that the end of the world was nothing more than that.

Lin Qing severed the relationship with Feng Baiyu by self-mutilation.Papa Lin was scared out of his wits by his actions, he didn't dare to leave even a single step, and he didn't dare to talk to Lin Qingduo, for fear of provoking him and making him seek death again.

Lin Qing was still quiet on weekdays, eating and drinking, and cooperated with the doctor's treatment very well.

Finally one day, when Father Lin wanted to feed Lin Qing, Lin Qing said, "Dad, I want to leave."

Papa Lin put down the bowl, and asked cautiously, "Get out of the hospital and go home?"

Lin Qing looked down at her hands: "I thought about it, I'm too tired, I don't want to take care of this family anymore."

Papa Lin's eyes were red: "It's okay, as long as you are well, we can do whatever we want."

"I want to change my life in another city. I will pay you your living expenses on time every month. I don't care about my mother and my sister."

"You don't have to worry about me," Papa Lin choked up, "Take care of yourself, don't worry about anything else, as long as you live well, Papa can be alone if you want, I won't force you."

Lin Qing closed her eyes, and heard music coming from afar outside the window:

possible possible

really pity

……

I thought we could be different

I thought it was impossible it wouldn't be impossible

……

The kite has the wind, the dolphin has the sea

i exist in my existence

so understand so leave

so stop loving for love's sake

Article: ☆, I think I am ready to start a new life

After Lin Qing was discharged from the hospital, he resigned. Liang Ruofei introduced a plastic surgeon to have his nose done, and just after the recovery period, he picked up his bags and set out on the road.

In his thirties, Lin Qing has never traveled far to see the great rivers and mountains outside.He climbed the Great Wall, Taishan, Huangshan, boarded Tengwang Pavilion, Yellow Crane Tower, Yueyang Tower, and after going to Putuo Mountain, he shaved his soft short hair.

With a shaved head, Lin Qing's facial features are more three-dimensional, and his eyebrows are aggressively handsome. During the trip, he opened the live broadcast. At the beginning, it was to make the journey alone less lonely, so that he could gradually learn to communicate with different people. comminicate.When I have nothing to say, I point the camera at the beautiful scenery, and occasionally hum a simple song.

Unexpectedly, this act of killing time gave Lin Qing a small group of fans, waiting for Lin Qing in the live broadcast room every day.Lin Qing fell in love with this feeling of being watched and shared, and the backlog of depression in her heart gradually disappeared, and her smile gradually increased.

Later, Lin Qing stayed in the village under the Yulong Snow Mountain in Yunnan.This is the hometown of his birth mother.

On this day, Lin Qing was live broadcasting the beauty of the Baishui River. He put his mobile phone aside and sat by the river to watch the clear water slowly flow through the white riverbed.The live broadcast room prompted someone to give a gift, so he looked up.

From the beginning of his live broadcast, there was a person named "a drop in the ocean" in the live broadcast room who has been following him, brushing up some gifts from time to time, and sharing travel experiences with him. Lin Qing likes him very much.

A drop in the ocean asked on the floating screen: "The anchor has been on the road, is he healing?"

Lin Qing asked: "Admiring the beautiful scenery, must it be healing?"

A drop in the ocean: "Will you travel forever?"

Lin Qing paused.

Over there, the floating screen continued: "When will you return to a normal life?

At this time, Lin Qing's shaved hair had grown to shoulder length.He lifted the broken hair on his forehead, looked at the screen and smiled: "What is normal? I just want to do as I please. As long as my family is healthy, I will be satisfied with barely enough food and clothing."

After finishing speaking, Lin Qing turned his head to look at the gurgling river, let the sound of the floating screen keep ringing, and stopped talking.

Lin Qing thought of Feng Baiyu.

In fact, Feng Baiyu's shadow has always been in Lin Qing's heart.But Lin Qing couldn't forgive a person who turned him into a mistress. No matter whether Feng Baiyu and his wife had feelings for each other or whether they were going through divorce, the facts were the facts, and sophistry was not allowed.Lin Qing himself is willing to pay for all this, he will not comfort himself that those who do not know are innocent.

I still get news about Feng Baiyu intermittently. For example, the company slowly returned to normal after experiencing a big innovation. For example, he developed several real estate projects with the word "Qing". White hair... Lin Qing knows all this.But what should normal life look like?Lin Qing didn't know.

He stayed at the foot of Jade Dragon Snow Mountain for another month. On this day, he packed his luggage and said goodbye to his friends in the live broadcast room: "I will not live broadcast again in the future. I think I can let go of the past and start a new life. Thank you everyone Be with me during this time." Then he ignored the inquiries and persuasion in the live broadcast room, went offline and deleted his account, packed his bags and went out.

The sun was a bit strong near noon, Lin Qing covered the sun with his hands, and saw Feng Baiyu smiling at him across the road.

Life is hard, memories are bitter, I would like to accompany you to find the sunshine in the shadows, there is no need for an afterlife for happiness, no matter when you look back, I will always be there.

The author has something to say: This article ends here, and there is no outline in my spare time.I wish you who read this article to be safe and happy.