He does not love me

Zhong Xiao's memory was pulled back to the day when He Na died at the age of six.

It rained that day, and it rained for a while.There was a musty smell in the room.None of the servants came.What He Na ate was brought back by Zhong Xiaoduan.

He Na was already seriously ill at that time, and the doctor said it was hopeless.She voluntarily gave up treatment.That night, He Na held Zhong Xiao in her arms and talked a lot. She hadn't said so many words for a long time.Zhong Xiao wanted to listen, but was very sleepy, and fell asleep after listening.

When she woke up again, He Na had already left.It was only three days later that the old housekeeper found out, because he hadn't gone to get food for three days.

He stayed with He Na's body for three days.

He remembered some of what He Na said that night, and he also forgot a lot.He Na said, don't hate anyone, hating someone is more painful than loving someone.

Zhong Xiao never understood this sentence until Zhong Jianyang asked him this question today.He retells what He Na said to Zhong Jianyang.

After hearing this, Zhong Jianyang looked shocked more than others.Zhong Xiao originally wanted to ask him other questions, but after seeing his appearance, he silently gave up.

Zhong Xiao knows that some things are more reassuring than having answers.

In the end, Zhong Jianyang acquiesced that he didn't want anything.

The lawyer took him aside and asked him to sign an agreement to renounce his inheritance.

Zhong Mingcheng, who was present together, stopped him: "You have to think clearly!"

Zhong Minghua said: "Don't regret it after signing it!"

The lawyer said: "You signed this, which means that you can no longer have disputes with Mr. Zhong because of the inheritance."

Zhong Xiao still signed decisively.

Zhong Mingqing called him stupid, Zhong Minghua laughed at him.Zhong Xiao knew that it was impossible for the twin siblings to understand him.In their eyes, Zhang Ai has always been a gentle and kind mother.

Only Zhong Mingcheng said: "Why do you make things difficult for yourself!" He may know a little bit of the reason, but that's all.

Zhong Xiao would not explain these things to them.

After dealing with the distribution of the inheritance, Zhong Xiao and the three of them went out together, and met Zhang Yi in the garden corridor.Zhong Minghua liked this little uncle very much, so he stepped forward and pulled him coquettishly to ask when he would take her out to play.

Zhang Yi said that he didn't have time recently, Zhong Minghua continued to entangle, and Zhong Mingqing also deliberately interjected to want to be together.Zhong Mingcheng blamed his two younger siblings for being ignorant.

Seeing them forming a circle and chatting lively, Zhong Xiao hurriedly shrank his head and walked away quickly.Before taking two steps, he was stopped by Zhang Yi: "Aren't you going to stay for dinner?"

Zhong Xiao didn't turn his head back: "There is still something to do at school."

He heard Zhong Minghua say: "This idiot, I'm afraid he wants to separate himself from the Zhong family. He doesn't even want the house given by his father. Who does he think he can move like this!"

Zhong Mingcheng scolded her: "How can you say that!"

Zhong Mingqing also said: "I see, he is just asking for trouble, as cheap as his mother!"

"Shut up!" Zhong Mingcheng roared.

Zhong Xiao walked faster, and he would be able to get out of this right and wrong place in no time.

As soon as he walked out of Zhong's house, the Land Rover following Zhang Yi stopped firmly in front of him, blocking his way.

"Get in the car." Zhang Yi ordered him.

Zhong Xiao stepped aside, shook his head and said no.

Zhang Yi directly opened the door and got out of the car, wanting to come and drag him.Zhong Xiao jumped into the bushes on the side of the road and ran in another direction.He thought that Zhang Yi would not chase after him, but he only ran a few steps before Zhang Yi grabbed him by the collar.

"Zhong Xiao, what the hell are you running for!?" Zhang Yi dragged him face to face like a chicken, staring into his eyes and questioning.

Zhong Xiao laughed awkwardly. If he could have expected this result, he would have chosen to tell him loudly: "I don't want to ride in your car."

But then, the ending may not necessarily be better than it is now.

Zhang Yi saw his eyes wandering, and blurted out: "What are you thinking, can you just say it!"

Zhong Xiao fixed his gaze on his face, paused for a few seconds, and then lowered it again.Zhang also saw some ridicule.He carried Zhong Xiao into the car.

"Where are you going?" Zhang Yi asked him after calming down.

"Bus station." Zhong Xiao replied.

Zhang Yi stepped on the accelerator hard: "I'll take you back to school."

Zhong Xiao had no choice but to acquiesce.

The two were silent all the way.Zhong Xiao turned his head and looked out the window, trying not to care about Yizhangyi's eyes that stopped on him from time to time.He really doesn't understand why Zhang Yi still treats him like this. He has no money, no education, and no ability. Even if he takes Zhong Jianyang's stuff, he can't make a fuss.What's more, he didn't dare to ask for it.

Zhong Jianyang still has him in his heart, and he has thought about the future for him.But things like fate have long been doomed.He is doomed not to be able to have a stable life given by others, and has to rely on himself for everything.

When we got near the school, Zhang Yi said, "I'm hungry."

Zhong Xiao didn't know what he wanted to do again, so he didn't talk to him directly.

Zhang Yi said, "Come with me for dinner."

Zhong Xiao said, "I'm not hungry."

Regardless of his opinion, Zhang Yi stopped at the entrance of a restaurant.

After Zhong Xiao got off the car, he planned to say goodbye to him.Zhang Yi grabbed him, but he reflexively avoided him, and the atmosphere was a little stiff for a moment.

Zhong Xiao thought that stretching out his head would cost him a knife, so he mustered up his courage and said, "I'm really not hungry!"

He actually wanted to say: "Don't force me!" But when he said this, he was afraid that Zhang Yi would get angry.He didn't want to make the relationship so stiff with Zhang Yi, he still had to be polite and peaceful on the surface.Just like Zhang Ai did to him.

Zhang Yi's expression relaxed a bit: "Aren't you going to eat lunch?"

Zhong Xiao smiled apologetically: "I ate it before I went back."

Zhang Yi's lips twitched, but he didn't say anything.After Zhong Xiao said goodbye, he turned around and trotted into the school.

Zhang Yi didn't sit back in the car in frustration until he could no longer see him.He longed to be close to Zhong Xiao, and even more eager to open his heart.

Zhong Xiao's heart was closed to everyone when he was six years old.