Brother Han, I'm sweet

With a hamburger stuffed in his mouth, He Dong stared at the computer screen, holding the mouse in his hand and couldn't stop. He said vaguely, "Maomao said he saw you and Han Han, what's going on now."

Chi Kexin took a look at Han Rui. Han Rui's face was expressionless, his face was a little pale, and his lips were also covered with dry skin. He could hardly hide his exhaustion, and he felt distressed immediately.

He curled his lips and said in his heart that there was no progress, "I plan to go to eat."

He Dong was already idle, he asked in surprise, "Now?"

Chi Kexin: "Well, Brother Han hasn't eaten yet."

He Dong: "Okay, then you go, it's a treat."

Chi Kexin blinked, feeling a little sour, and said softly, "Okay."

Han Rui watched him hang up the phone.I asked him, "Did He Dong call?"

Chi Kexin nodded with a smile, "Well, Brother Han, what did I just say? By the way, we actually..."

Han Rui suddenly panicked. He always felt that Chi Kexin was going to tell him something big, which would affect his judgment. He didn't like boys, and he knew this very well.

It doesn't make sense to meet Chi Kexin and change.

He interrupted Chi Kexin, "Chichi, go back."

Chi Kexin was taken aback, "Huh? I... Why should I go back?"

"It doesn't matter if you go back to class or dormitory, go back."

Chi Kexin frowned, sniffed, "Why?"

Didn't Brother Han ask him to come over for dinner?Why did you let him go back again?

Han Rui just said, "Let's go."

Chi Kexin said stubbornly, "I won't go, you asked me to come here, if you don't want me to come here, why did you call me?"

Han Rui pursed his lips and said nothing. Ever since Chi Kexin confessed, his heart has never been clean, and he has been in a mess.

From being confused and unacceptable at the beginning, to trying to escape this fact and still be friends, to the current strong resistance.

During this time, he thought a lot, and when he thought about it, he became inexplicably irritable, and then his mind would involuntarily turn to Chi Kexin, making him even more irritable.

Sometimes it really doesn't feel like himself anymore, he always knew what he wanted, only this he didn't know how to do.

He and Chi Kexin are short and clean, and never interact with each other. He cares about him very much and obviously can't do it.

Promise Chi Kexin to date him, he is a straight man, how is it possible!

Sometimes Han Rui thought evasively, if only Chi Kexin took a step back, they were still friends, and Chi Kexin would stop talking about liking him.

Han Rui remembered that the first time he said it in a panic, Chi Kexin refused.

This is really too much, but people always imagine the most suitable way when they can't choose, and then keep thinking about it.

He didn't want to mention it again, the last time he mentioned it, he already wanted to slap himself, and Chi Kexin's illness must be due to his anger.

He should refuse thoroughly, hanging like this is not a solution after all.

"You called someone here, and then drove them away, Brother Han, is there such a thing?" Chi Kexin's voice had already started to tremble, and he controlled himself so that he didn't seem to be trembling.

But the eyes are very red.

He was really terrified, his legs were so frightened that his legs went limp, he was afraid of what Han Rui would say, he thought, or just leave, and make persistent efforts tomorrow.

Because no matter what Han Rui said now, he knew that every sentence would have a knife carved in his heart, and blood would flow.

He is so afraid of pain, I really can't imagine how Han Rui would say how to reject him, he really planned to confess, he really wanted to talk about how he felt when he fell in love with Han Rui for the first time, and then talk about his secret love in the third year of high school history.

The atmosphere was so good today, his Brother Han was so happy after caring about his wrist and body.

He didn't know what happened all of a sudden, so he answered the phone, and without saying anything, he went back to before liberation.

Han Rui pursed his lips, "Sorry."

Chi Kexin took a deep breath and said tremblingly, "Brother Han, do I make you sick?"

Han Rui: "Chichi, don't think too much, you are fine, I have a problem."

Chi Kexin smiled wryly, took a deep breath, his eyes were wet and dull, "Brother Han, I'll be chic for a while, so you say you hate me, you say I'm disgusting, you hate homosexuality, any one is fine." , I will let you go, and I will never appear in front of your eyes again."

Han Rui's heart trembled, and there were dense pains, why did he push people to this point.

Chi Kexin's voice trembled uncontrollably, "Brother Han, if you don't tell me, it's because you hate me, you hate me, and you especially hate homosexuals... You really have no choice, this will make me give up."

Han Rui's eyes turned red and his nose felt sore.

Chi Kexin's expression looked too painful and contagious. Han Rui felt as if his heart was tightly held by a hand, and he couldn't breathe because of the pain in his heart.

"I……"

"Brother Han, think it over before you talk about it. I'm very serious. If you don't like me, I'll break the casserole and ask you why you don't like me. If you reject me, I won't look back even if I hit the south wall. I will definitely pester you every day." looking at you like a bullshit poultice can kill you."

Han Rui's face was sullen, his expression a little unbearable, but he didn't speak any more.

Chi Kexin's heart gradually became cold. If he knew it earlier, he wouldn't be so ruthless. Isn't this forcing Brother Han?What's the reason for being silent is to hate him, why are you so spineless?

Stupid?Why don't you say silence is to let him chase by default, knowing that Han Rui will keep silent...

Chi Kexin almost couldn't hold back his tears. He bit his lip, took a few deep breaths, stared at Han Rui with red eyes and said, "Brother Han, although I... already know the answer, but I still want to help you." Fight for it yourself."

Han Rui felt so distressed seeing him like this, what did he do to hurt him like this?

"Brother Han, if I count to ten, it will be considered as your acquiescence...what I just said, okay?"

Han Rui had no voice, Chi Kexin hoarsely said, "Then I'll start, one." Even if he was regarded as a clown, he recognized it today.

"two."

"three."

……

"Nine."

As Han Rui's heart stopped, Chi Kexin's ending sound also disappeared.

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... I dare not say it anymore, happy new year, 33, love you all.