sunny and sunny

The time of chatting with Li Ang passed quickly, and I turned over the mountain without knowing it, and saw a simple gas station on the road extending from the foot of the mountain from a distance.

The dim lights of gas stations are not much brighter than the headlights of cars, but for tired travelers, it is great to have a place to stop and rest on such a rainy night.

Li Ang drove the car into the gas station, Song Yicheng sneezed when he got out of the car, Li Ang was holding his wallet, when he looked up and saw his arms trembling, he asked him to go to the convenience store first.

The rain outside still had no tendency to decrease. Song Yicheng walked into the convenience store and walked straight to the tobacco and alcohol area.

This convenience store is not big, and the tobacco and alcohol area is next to the cashier counter.The clerk on duty was a fat white girl, and she greeted him heartily when she saw him.He looked at the shelves and told the clerk to bring a bottle of vodka and a pack of Marlboro Black Ice.

The clerk took his money, and when he was about to give change, the automatic door opened again, and a tall oriental man came in.

The man was holding a brown wallet, the same color as the sweater on his body, and matched it with beige slacks.A pair of rimless glasses are on the bridge of the tall nose, and the black hair is wet by the rain, a little messy, but the mess is just right, adding some approachable and easy-going to the upright face.

Seeing the clerk staring at Li Ang's face, Song Yicheng froze when looking for change, and couldn't help laughing.

Although he has never had a girlfriend, he has many female friends, so he knows that a mature man like Li Ang with a sense of abstinence is the most easygoing in the eyes of women.

He didn't urge the clerk, he opened the bottle of vodka and wanted to drink it, but Li Ang held it down with one hand.He puzzled: "Why?"

Li Ang didn't answer right away, he glanced around and saw the medicine cabinet in the corner.He asked Song Yicheng to wait, walked over and squatted in front of the medicine cabinet to pick out several medicines, then went to the cooked food area, looked at the types of food in the warming cabinet, took a carton-packed drink, walked back, stuffed it into Song Yicheng's Hand: "Don't drink on an empty stomach. Although vodka can dispel the cold, it is too irritating to the stomach. You drink this. In addition, I'm not sure what food restrictions you have, so you go to the warmer to pick what you want to eat. "

He finished speaking in one breath, and took back Song Yicheng's money from the clerk's hand: "Use mine."

He spoke in English, so the clerk understood him.Song Yicheng stood still, but the clerk laughed: "Sir, you are so considerate to your friends, I must be very happy to be your girlfriend."

Li Ang smiled slightly. Although he looked directly at her face, his eyes did not stop: "Thank you."

Song Yicheng felt sorry for the girl in his heart, but he knew very well, how could there be so much love at first sight and love at first sight in this world?The probability of the former happening is already very slim, as for the latter... He walked to the deli area to pick up food, and unconsciously remembered the person who just ran out from the depths of his memory.

He thought that they could be regarded as the love at first sight after falling in love at first sight, but he didn't know that everything was just a dream of his own.It was his love at first sight that gave him his body, and it was his self-conceived love for each other that put the other party into the most precious and soft place in his heart.

The destruction brought about by that too young and beautiful love is also overwhelming.In fact, he knew that that person would not accompany him to resist the pressure from the family, but he was still unwilling to believe it at that time.

He thought that the self who loved so deeply could move the other party to some extent.But it was all just what he thought.

"What are you thinking?" Li Ang came to the side at some point, and the extremely magnetic voice rang in his ears, but there was no sudden interruption, but brushed away Song Yicheng's depression just now.

Song Yicheng casually picked up a bottle of hot latte, with no expression on his face: "I'm very picky about food, and the food here is not suitable for me."

Li Ang's fingertips rested on the armrest of the warming cabinet, his gaze behind the lens was gentle and calm: "How can you be picky?"

Song Yicheng shook his head and walked back to the cashier: "It's too much to talk about. I'm a very troublesome person. If there is a chance to meet again in the future, let's talk again."

The deep and pleasant male voice sounded again behind him, but this time it was switched to Chinese: "Okay, I'll listen to you next time."

There seemed to be no problem with this answer, but Song Yicheng always found it strange.He looked back at Li Ang, Li Ang didn't bring any cooked food, but walked to the snack area and brought over several boxes of mashed potatoes that needed to be brewed.

He put the things on the cash register and looked at Song Yicheng questioningly: "Shall I eat this?"

Song Yicheng touched the tip of his nose and laughed: "I don't think you should be a urologist."

He also used Chinese, and Li Ang didn't hear his objection, so he signaled the clerk to pay the bill, and said casually, "Then what department should I be in?"

Song Yicheng opened the bottle of warm latte and drank it. Li Ang didn't stop him this time.He said: "You should choose pediatrics. With your level of care, it's really suitable for children."

Li Ang put away his wallet, opened two boxes of mashed potatoes and asked the clerk to add water: "Do you like children?"

He seemed to be asking casually, and he didn't go to see Song Yicheng specifically.The latter raised the corners of his mouth, put down the glass bottle, looked at the glass bottle soaked in coffee, with a layer of haze, and laughed at himself: "I don't like that kind of noisy creature."

"This is the first time I've heard someone describe a child as a creature. You hate children so much, what will you do when you get married?" Li Ang pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose. The purple film light made Song Yicheng unable to see his eyes clearly.

Song Yicheng didn't want to talk so much about this kind of issue, Li Ang was just someone who passed him by.Although there is a brief intersection, when the rainy night is over, they will go to dawn in two different directions.

"I won't get married." After he finished speaking, he opened the lemon ginger tea that Li Ang bought for him to drink, but Li Ang stopped him again: "Have some hot mashed potatoes first."

Song Yicheng put down his drink helplessly, and said with a smile: "You are really more verbose than my friends in the gastroenterology department. You live so well, aren't you tired?"

Li Ang took the mashed potatoes that the clerk had warmed up, stirred them and handed them to Song Yicheng: "Tired. But if you don't take care of yourself, if you meet the right person in the future, won't it make him worry and feel sad?"

After he finished speaking, he picked up the bag and went out. Song Yicheng stared blankly at his back, and suddenly felt that the box of mashed potatoes in his hand was a little hot, so hot that he couldn't hold it, and wanted to put it down and leave.

Seeing that he hadn't moved, the clerk interrupted and said, "Sir, can you give me the contact information of your friend?"

He turned his head to look at the clerk's earnest eyes, and remembered Li Ang's expression when he said the last sentence in his mind.

[If you don't take care of yourself, if you meet the right person in the future, won't it make the other person worry and sad? 】

No one had ever said anything like that to him.

Not free and easy at all, just like a glass of plain water.Just like Li Ang, his facial features are not stunning, but they give people a sense of elegance and stability.

He somewhat understood the clerk's mood.

He shook his head, with a faint smile still on his lips, but with an irresistible alienation: "He doesn't like women."

He didn't know why he was lying, so he picked up the box of mashed potatoes and went out.The clerk was surprised for a while, and finally realized why there was a sense of disobedience just now.

So that man doesn't like women?So, did I ask for contact information in front of his partner?

No wonder he refused to tell her.The clerk covered his hot face in annoyance, not seeing Song Yicheng's more brisk pace than when he came in.

Li Ang watched Song Yicheng put the food bag on the passenger seat into the back seat, and sat up by himself.He didn't ask any more questions, he just looked at the bottomless mashed potatoes in Song Yicheng's hand, and handed over his untouched portion: "If you're hungry, eat my portion too."

After he finished speaking, he started the car and was about to drive. Song Yicheng raised his eyebrows, but he didn't open it when he took it: "Are you hungry?"

Li Ang looked at the rearview mirror and reversed the car: "I'm not hungry, you can eat."

As if dissatisfied with his ignorance, his stomach suddenly made a "gurgling" sound at this moment.

Song Yicheng paused when he stirred the mashed potatoes, and then laughed again.Li Ang slammed on the brakes, and his expression of always being able to do a job with ease broke down a bit.But seeing Song Yicheng smiling so happily, he couldn't help laughing too: "I'm really not hungry, it's just that I drank too much water just now."

Song Yicheng didn't want to expose him, he stirred the mashed potatoes well, then took a large spoonful and handed it to his mouth: "Let's eat some, it will be open for a while."

Li Ang was absent-minded for a moment at the food that was brought to his mouth.The aroma of mashed potatoes did not cover the aroma of coffee at Song Yicheng's fingertips. He really wanted to smell it for a while, but it was not a good time, so he opened his mouth and swallowed it, trying not to touch the spoon.Song Yicheng said: "You don't have to be so careful, and I don't mind. But do you mind? If so, I won't eat it."

After he finished speaking, he was about to cover the mashed potatoes, Li Ang hurriedly said, "No, I thought you would mind."

Song Yicheng shrugged and glanced at the car navigation map. Now he was still more than 70 kilometers away from the town he was going to. He suddenly realized that he hadn't asked Li Ang where he was going, but Li Ang's answer surprised him a bit.

"Are you still stargazing?"

Li Ang held the steering wheel and looked ahead for a moment. His clear side face was faintly visible under the light and shadow of the rainy night, but his calm and steady aura overwhelmed the water vapor that filled the sky outside the window. In this small Song Yicheng felt comfortable and at ease in the world.

"Surprised?" Li Ang frowned again: "You said that my appearance looks like a university professor, so it's normal for me to have a bit of arty hobby."

Song Yicheng yawned and put away the finished mashed potato box: "It's quite elegant and romantic. It seems that there must be many women who like you."

Li Ang glanced at him calmly, there were faint physical tears in the corner of his eyes, so he said: "If you are sleepy, just sleep for a while, and I will call you when you are."

Song Yicheng was indeed sleepy, and he yawned again, the tiredness of his body was very obvious after eating.He adjusted the angle of the seat, and said to Li Ang: "Then I will trouble you, please wake me up in an hour, and I will drive instead."

After speaking, he closed his eyes.Li Ang turned up the heating temperature in the car, but the air outlet was not facing him.Turned on the player again, selected the quiet violin piece just now and looped it.

The music was not loud, just enough to drown out the disturbing sound of the rain outside.

It was obviously a strange person and an unfamiliar environment, but Song Yicheng never thought of being vigilant and defensive from the beginning to the end.Li Ang's presence gave him the illusion of a familiar old friend, and these thoughtful actions also made him regain a sense of peace that he hadn't had for a long time, and he fell asleep unknowingly.

He had a long-lost dream, in which he looked like many years ago.

At that time, he had been kneeling in front of his father's study for two days. From his stubbornness at the beginning to his physical and mental exhaustion now, he still had expectations, hoping that his father would agree to his absurd but inseparable love. Begging his father to let him be with another man.

But the other half he desperately guarded was not by his side, and he didn't even answer his phone for two days.

He protested with a hunger strike, but did not get his father's mercy.Mother shed tears all day long, and she was exhausted trying to persuade him to have a bite of food.

The love he desperately wanted to maintain was over by his father on the third day.

The person he loved the most took the money from his father and left, leaving him a recording before leaving.

He only listened to it once, and he threw the recording pen out of the window on the second floor.

In the next two months, his father humiliated him countless times in order to wake him up.Those insults and harsh words were all thrown at him, regardless of his dignity and whether he could bear it at that time.

In the end he was sent to New York, and his father's compensation was to allow him to enroll in his favorite medical department.

But so what?

Li Ang stopped the car, Song Yicheng seemed to be having a nightmare, he frowned, his slender fingertips pressed hard on his chest, it was difficult for him to breathe under pressure.

Li Ang gently rubbed the center of his brows, grasped his hand with a thick and dry palm, and whispered in his ear.

Soon, Song Yicheng's nervous expression eased, and he changed his posture again and remained still.Li Ang saw his fragile and stubborn expression faintly revealed in the night, and couldn't help but leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek.

"Don't be sad, I will be with you." The voice seemed to penetrate the dream, and Song Yicheng, who had just arrived in a foreign country and was surrounded by strangers, found his way.

He subconsciously stretched out his hand, as if trying to grab something.

Li Ang leaned his hand over, and Song Yicheng grasped it without hesitation, and finally a slight smile appeared on his lips.

He murmured: "Xuewei, don't go..."

(There is not so much love at first sight in this world. But there will always be someone who quietly meets you after you have gone through vicissitudes, after you have suffered and despaired, and after you no longer want to love.)

(Recommend a song "youaremyeverything", singer gummy, I wrote this chapter listening to it. "Iamlostwithoutyou, Youaremyeverything.")