as old as ever

Chi Yan stood up and said, "I don't care if I eat or not, and I'm not hungry."

"Let's have a bite anyway! I've been busy all afternoon making it!"

"Okay then! I can't live up to your wishes," Chi Yan stood up and stretched his waist. There was a cracking voice, and Chi Yan frowned in pain. His old injury recurred because his bones were broken and there were cracks on his body.

"What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

Chi Yan smiled and pretended to be nonchalant and said, "I've been sleeping for a long time, my head hurts a bit!"

"I'll give you a press,"

"No need, just go downstairs and do some activities. It's okay, what delicious food did you make?"

Zhang Jingchu supported his shoulder and said, "Don't worry! It's all your favorite food,"

Zhang Jingchu slowly helped Chi Yan walk towards the dining table little by little, Zhang Jingchu let him sit down, while standing behind him, he gently rubbed his temples with his knuckle fingers, the strength was just right, Zhang Jingchu looked at him with his head down, serious Massage his head to soothe his headache.

Chi Yan grabbed his hand and said: "I'm much better, don't keep busy around me and sit down!"

Zhang Jingchu moved a stool closer to Chi Yan and asked, "How do you feel? I wonder if the cold wind blows from your thin clothes."

"Zhang Jingchu, I'm not Su Jinnian, and I certainly won't be as delicate as him,"

"Well, I see," Zhang Jingchu stopped asking, he knew that Chi Yan was not Su Jinnian, so he couldn't ask further, so as not to make her unhappy, he took a piece of soup powder balls and put them in Chi Yan's bowl Say, "Eat, your favorite food,"

Looking around the table, which one is not his favorite?Zhang Jingchu is good at observation. He even knew about the fact that he is not Su Jinnian, but he never asked or mentioned it.

"You know everything about my preferences. You know what I like to eat, what color I like, and what I like to do. But there are still some things you don't know about me. I have always kept it from you. Since you already know I'm not Su Jinnian anymore, so I might as well tell you, in fact, I am..."

Zhang Jingchu immediately added a piece of chicken to Chi Yan's mouth, blocking his next words, Chi Yan looked up at Zhang Jingchu in astonishment, still chewing.

Zhang Jingchu said lightly: "You don't need to say, I understand everything, you are you, it doesn't matter who you are, I understand everything about you,"

Chi Yan shook his head helplessly, and said in a low voice: "No, you don't understand, I am not at all,"

"These are not important, the important thing is that you are always by my side." Zhang Jingchu interrupted him.Said: "There is no need to struggle with some things, they are all irrelevant things, let's just pretend they don't exist!"

Zhang Jingchu filled a bowl of fish soup for Chi Yan and put it in front of him and said, "Try it! It's very fresh." Zhang Jingchu deliberately avoided the topic just now. He knew what Chi Yan was in his heart better than anyone else, because he Thinking of what he saw when he unconsciously opened his eyes that night when he fell into the lotus lake, he was more aware of his incarnation. He knew that Chi Yan's identity could not be revealed, it was a secret, and he would bury it in his heart until he died.

Zhang Jingchu watched him take a sip with a small spoon and asked, "Is it good?"

"It's delicious, Zhang Jingchu, what else do you not know! You can do everything, which makes me wonder what you have gone through to make you so strong and become a commander at such a young age."

"It's better not to know, it's all past events that are not worth talking about."

"However, some people outside said that Commander Zhang was born in opera, so he likes listening to opera so much, right?"

Zhang Jingchu gave the dish a pause, then smiled and said, "Don't listen to those rumors, they are all lies."

"Then you mean to say that this is fake! But I listen to you more than those famous actors on the stage! You can't do it if you don't have more than ten years of experience!"

Chi Yan asked again and again, but Zhang Jingchu couldn't escape, he said lightly: "I don't know where you heard these rumors, but I am indeed born in an opera, but I am very lucky to have a pair of natural good eyes and a A good voice made me take a shortcut. Others have practiced for more than ten years, but I only practiced for three to five years before performing on stage. The first time I sang on stage was the drunken concubine. Thanks to my eyes, I imitated Yang Guifei's s*** The penetrating three-pointer makes people feel sorry for Yang Guifei, and I feel sad for Concubine Yang. Since then, I have become a little famous character. It is the first time I thank God for giving me these eyes, and I am most grateful The proud eyes saved me a lot of walking."

"Then what happened later! Why did you go to the army? You are already popular! How could you give up so easily?" It was very difficult to become famous in operas. In those days, some people could not sing for a lifetime without being famous.I gave up as soon as I became famous, which is really incomprehensible.

"Later, a drunken guest once insulted me with a few insults. He said: "An actor is an actor after all, so what if so many people praise him, even if he is dressed gorgeously, it can't change the fact that he is a lowly actor. A few words suddenly awakened me like a dream. At that time, I realized that even if I was popular and sang well, in the eyes of these guests, I was still just an actor. Money just relieves boredom.After that, I left the theater and went to serve in the army. "

Zhang Jingchu spoke very calmly, as if he was telling a very ordinary story,

Chi Yan felt distressed and said, "It's not easy for you!"

Zhang Jingchu smiled and said: "This is just what happened in the past." The reason why he said so calmly is because this matter has really passed, and he is no longer the Zhang Jingchu who sang on the stage back then, but Commander Zhang , when you are successful and brilliant, you can take out the previous sufferings and laugh it off as an experience, but you don’t know how much suffering and sadness are hidden in Zhang Jingchu’s smile,

Chi Yan also knew in his heart that Zhang Jingchu was just talking about the matter on the surface and deliberately concealed it. It's not that he didn't know the difficulties of opera singers, but it was really hard for him to imagine how Zhang Jingchu came here in that kind of place. People look down on their background in opera singing, theaters are places of right and wrong, and opera singing is clearly meant to appreciate tea, but how many of these people really come to appreciate opera!But just looking for fun.

Zhang Jingchu has suffered a lot in this theater, everyone is trying to become famous with evil intentions, and they work hard to sing on stage, and when he becomes famous, how many people look at him with envy!How many people were jealous and hated him, and he was bullied a lot in there, until the guest's words woke him up completely, he was unwilling to be inferior to others, and finally went to be a soldier, and he worked hard to climb up to where he is today.