Encyclopedia love letter

The night sky at the camp was almost within reach, and the stars twinkled above people's heads like glowing headdresses.

Xia Jianjing raised his head to look at Lu Zai. Lu Zai was indeed invisible. His eyes behind the lens were a little at a loss. He wanted to look for Xia Jianjing but couldn't find it. There was no landing point.

Xia Jianjing moved her lips, but she didn't say "good" or "not good".

He slowly raised his arms and hugged Lu Zai vaguely.He controlled the distance, allowing this embrace to satisfy the desire in his heart without being discovered by Lu Zai.

Although Lu Zai can't see, his other senses are more sensitive. He said with a light smile, "You can hug if you want."

Xia Jianjing's small movements were discovered by Lu Zai, and his beating heart suddenly sank, as if he had broken through a layer of barriers, as if he was breaking the boat.

He simply threw himself forward and hugged Lu Zai tightly.

Lu Zai's smile widened, and then he let go of his arms a little, lowered his head and bumped Xia Jianjing's forehead.

Xia Jianjing was a little shocked. He never expected that Lu Zai would imitate him to do such a childish action. He opened his eyes wide and looked at Lu Zai in a daze.

Xia Jianjing said, "You..."

Lu Zai raised his eyebrows and said, "What's the matter? Now you are imitating my duplicity before, so why don't I imitate your childishness?"

Xia Jianjing couldn't believe that Lu Zai could play a rogue at all, he choked for a moment, and remained silent for a few seconds before saying, "So stupid."

Lu Zai teased him and said, "The word 'stupid' also has the essence of my back then."

Lu Zai laughed, and sat on the ground with Xia Jianjing. He stopped talking, and Xia Jianjing didn't speak either, and the two looked up at the stars silently.

In fact, Lu Zai was extremely tired today and was in a bad mood.During the follow-up shoot in the afternoon, someone in the team made a low-level mistake, and he lost his temper on the spot, scolded several colleagues who made mistakes, and came back late to clean up the mess.

Sitting together, Lu Zai and Xia Jianjing felt inexplicably settled in their hearts, like a bowl of white rice porridge after a banquet, and their stomachs and hearts were fed.

Suddenly the quiet atmosphere was broken by a "goo", Xia Jianjing quickly pressed his stomach, while Lu Zai pursed his lips and laughed.

Xia Jianjing rubbed his stomach and said frankly, "I should be hungry by myself."

And it seems that the sky is the same as Lu Zai, and he loves Xia Jianjing more. As soon as he finished talking about being hungry, the walkie-talkie pinned behind Lu Zai's waist rang.

Gu Xinghai yelled inside: "416416, please transfer to channel 12."

Lu Zai replied: "Got it."

After Lu Zai finished tuning the frequency, Gu Xinghai's voice could not wait to come out: "Brother, I apologize to you first, I forgot to bring Jingzi to dinner in a busy afternoon. Go find him, come to my room and let's cook a small hot pot Eat it, treat it as supper."

Lu Zai said, "OK."

Lu Zai turned on the flashlight, pulled Xia Jianjing to stand up together, but Xia Jianjing retracted his hand first, and secretly put the small ring into his pocket.

Xia Jianjing said, "I'll go back to the house and turn off the lights."

Lu Zai said, "Well, let's go."

Xia Jianjing turned around and lay down on the edge of the window, leaned in and turned off the light.However, as soon as he turned around, the corridor was so dark that he couldn't see anything immediately.

Xia Jianjing squinted his eyes and blinked. It took him several seconds to get used to it, and he could barely see Lu Zai's direction.

Xia Jianjing asked: "Why did you turn off the light?"

Lu Zai reached out to Xia Jianjing with both hands, a flashlight in one hand, and an empty palm in the other. He said: "I will give you the light, and I will give it to you. You are my way, and I will follow you. "

Xia Jianjing's heart skipped a beat. In the past, when they came home from self-study next night, he would complain about Lu Zai's laziness every day, and said that Lu Zai knew how to order him.

But the complaints are all complaints, he still holds the mobile phone to turn on the light in one hand, and holds Lu Zai in the other hand, walking on their way home day after day.

I don't know whether it was the darkness that gave Xia Jianjing a sense of security, or whether he was starved to death, he didn't want to think about anything, he walked to Lu Zai step by step, and held Lu Zai's hand.

Like instinct, Xia Jianjing put the light 75 cm in front of Lu Zai to ensure that every step of Lu Zai would be in the light and would not miss.

Xia Jianjing was indeed in a daze, and he whispered, "Why do other people call you 'Brother Lu'?"

Lu Zai laughed in the dark, and said, "It's normal, I'm old and my level is excellent, so I should be called 'Brother Lu'."

Xia Jianjing also understands this truth, just like some people call him Shidi, some call him Senior Brother, and others call him Gua Wazi, it is the most common address in the adult world.

However, except for Lu Zai, no one called him Xiaogou Xia, which made him a little sour.

Xia Jianjing said, "Oh."

"Hold tight, or I will fall." Lu Zai shook Xia Jianjing's hand, "Then what do you want to call me?"

Xia Jianjing said, "Lu Zai."

Lu Zai shook his head, "There are more people called this, and there are eight thousand if not ten thousand."

Xia Jianjing didn't need to look at Lu Zai's face at all, just by hearing Lu Zai's voice, he knew that Lu Zai did it on purpose, obviously teasing him.

It's one thing for Xia Jianjing to be too lazy to talk, but he's still clear in his heart, who doesn't know how to take advantage.

Xia Jianjing thought for a while and said, "Cub."

The last word of the name always carries a different kind of intimacy, Lu Zai suddenly stopped and couldn't move.

He clearly heard it clearly, but he still pretended not to hear clearly, coughed twice, and asked, "Zai? It sounds like those comic characters you like to watch, but you can call it if you like."

It was rare for Xia Jianjing to laugh. He turned his head to look at Lu Zai, who had lost his mind, and even his eyes that had been quiet all this time became active, looking extremely cunning.

Xia Jianjing said, "Okay, cub."

To be honest, Xia Jianjing didn't feel that it was against harmony at all.Although Lu Zai always thinks he is childish, in the brief love between the two of them, Lu Zai was actually the bad-tempered kid who was taken care of. It is not too much for him to call Lu Zai "baby".

The Chinese characters are too broad and profound, and Lu Zai is still immersed in what he thinks is "tenderness and sweetness", and he doesn't realize that he is a generation younger than Xia Jianjing at all.

Lu Zai took Xia Jianjing's hand and walked forward. The dormitory area where Gu Xinghai was located was brightly lit, but he still refused to let go.

The window of Gu Xinghai's room was open, and Yan Zheng's roar could be heard from afar, throwing chopsticks and cursing what the hell Gu Xinghai cooked? !

Xia Jianjing sniffed, the smell was really not right, it didn't look like cooking a hot pot, but rather boiled a pot of methane gas.

Lu Zai also smelled it. He covered his nose and didn't want to touch the door with his hands. He kicked open the falsely concealed door with his toe in disgust.

As soon as the door was opened, the smell became stronger, but it was strange that after smelling it for a long time, it was still somewhat addictive.

"Let it go!" Yan Zheng brought the induction cooker and the pot out of the door without saying a word, "I'm so fucking convinced by Gu Xiaobei's idiot, it's fine to cook the hot pot with the ingredients of snail noodles, and it's still a damn thing." Add the sour bamboo shoots!"

Gu Xinghai said: "You like to eat or not! If you don't eat, get out!"

Seeing that the two of them were about to fight again, Lu Zai was already tired, and now he was even more annoyed with a headache. He said, "Let's cook the pot again."

Gu Xinghai kindly treated him as a donkey's liver and lungs. He sneered and said, "Down! Down it and cook it yourself!"

Lu Zai, Xia Jianjing, and Yan Zheng stood at the door looking at each other. Gu Xinghai stifled his anger. He kicked over the stool and jumped out of the window.

Gu Xinghai was very annoyed, he ignored no one, and walked outside as soon as he landed.

Yan Zheng put down the pot and dragged him, "Are you interested?"

Gu Xinghai said: "No, yes!"

Gu Xinghai's words hadn't even finished yet, and the wind was blowing up with his fists, and the two of them rolled on the sand and started fighting in the blink of an eye, and the fighting became more and more intense.

Gu Xinghai scolded: "I'll cook you a meal and you still talk so much shit?!"

Yan Zheng said: "You can't say that it's unpalatable?! Who is used to your stinking problem?!"

These two fought so fiercely that they almost turned into phantoms, and outsiders couldn't get in their hands at all.

Xia Jianjing and Lu Zai were a little at a loss, Xia Jianjing said: "Let me cook."

As soon as he said this, the two people who were fighting like glue stopped immediately, as if all the disputes just now were just waiting for him to volunteer.

Gu Xinghai patted Hui to get up from the ground, put his shoulders solemnly, and said with a smile: "That's hard work, Jingzi."

Xia Jianjing didn't care if he was tricked, he took the pot and went to the bathroom at the end of the corridor to clean it, leaving behind three people with malicious intentions to get together.

Lu Zai squeezed the center of his brows, he frowned, and asked, "You two don't do domestic violence well, what kind of drama is this?"

"No acting." Yan Zheng glared at Gu Xinghai, rubbed his twisted wrist, "It's just a coincidence."

Gu Xinghai didn't bother to pay attention to Yan Zheng, he walked over with a more serious expression.

Gu Xinghai leaned against the wall with folded arms, lit a cigarette, turned his head to look at Lu Zai and said, "There is indeed a problem with Jingzi."

"Is there a problem?" Lu Zai frowned even tighter, he adjusted his glasses, "Which aspect?"

"Do you know where he works now?" Gu Xinghai said, "In the Ninth Academy. Although this kind of military|industrial research institute is very closed, and the place in Sichuan is notoriously aloof from the world, but no matter what It’s also impossible to turn a small firecracker into a gourd? It doesn’t make sense.”

Yan Zheng roughly pinched Gu Xinghai's cigarette, he nodded in agreement, and then said to Lu Zai: "Xiao Bei told me about the situation. Some of our fighters are particularly afraid of the 'little black room' training, and it will be fine for three to five days. After a long time, I can’t stand it anymore, and it will have a great psychological impact. If it is mild, it will lose the desire to communicate with others in the short term, and if it is serious, it will even cause irritability and violence. Especially now that we are stationed abroad, the pressure is greater, so there is always For the psychological counseling of the team, even Aunt Ren was sent here this time."

Lu Zai's face was serious, he licked the corner of his mouth, looked solemn and did not speak.

Gu Xinghai patted Lu Zai on the shoulder, and comforted him: "Don't worry, I will help you contact Aunt Ren in the afternoon, and I will take Jingzai to the health team to find her later."

Lu Zai gave an "um" and said, "Thank you."

Xia Jianjing didn't know anything about the communication between these three people. He brushed the pot several times before he managed to dispel the smell of snail powder, but he couldn't smell it carefully, and it still smelled bad when he got close.

Xia Jianjing went back with the pot, and the other three people had already sat down around the small table.Gu Xinghai stood up with a smile, and waved to Xia Jianjing.

Gu Xinghai said: "Come on, put it here, let's cook together."

Xia Jianjing walked over, held the pot with both hands to control the water, wiped off the water at the bottom of the pot, and then put it back on the induction cooker.

There was nothing else in the bottom of the pot except salt, and the soup was so clear that there was little water. The four of them sat around and chatted about the trivial matters of these years.

Xia Jianjing still didn't speak much, but dutifully cooked vegetables in the pot. Occasionally, when Gu Xinghai asked him, he only answered a few words, and then "invisible" again after speaking.

Sitting next to him, Lu Zai naturally helped him hold the plate to facilitate his ordering.

Gu Xinghai leaned over and grabbed a handful of coriander, he was about to throw it in, but Xia Jianjing suddenly stood up and grabbed his wrist.

Xia Jianjing said: "Don't drop the parsley!"

Xia Jianjing sat here for such a long time and was steady, but he didn't expect a handful of coriander to excite him.

Gu Xinghai raised his eyebrows, and jokingly said, "Yo, are you picky about eating now?"

Lu Zai raised his hand and squeezed Xia Jianjing's palm, and pulled him to sit down.

Lu Zai smiled at Gu Xinghai and explained, "I don't want to eat."

"Oh!" Gu Xinghai ate a handful of dog food instead of the coriander, he snorted, threw the coriander back on the plate angrily, and sat back in displeasure.

This misnamed hot pot is really hard to swallow. Even Xia Jianjing, who is not picky eaters and is extremely hungry, didn't eat two bites, but Lu Zai ate without changing his expression, holding Xia Jianjing's hand under the table , The table was eaten one bite at a time.

Gu Xinghai watched in amazement, and when Lu Zai put down his chopsticks, he immediately gave him a thumbs up.

Gu Xinghai said: "Jingzi, do you want to go to our health team for a visit, to learn a lot?"

Xia Jianjing had nothing to do, he nodded and said, "Okay."

Gu Xinghai and Yan were leading the way, the wind was blowing under their feet, and they were chatting about work as if no one else was there, and after a while, they separated quite a distance from Xia Jianjing and the others.

Xia Jianjing and Lu Zai walked behind, and Lu Zai was rarely silent. He kept thinking about the possibility that Yan Zheng said just now. Could it be the same reason for Xia Jianjing?

Before they knew it, they walked out of the area with lights. As soon as Xia Jianjing felt it was getting dark, he habitually reached out to pull Lu Zai.

Xia Jianjing said, "Be careful."

Lu Zai's thoughts were interrupted, and he was a little stunned for a while. He tilted his head and couldn't see Xia Jianjing's expression clearly, but the temperature of his palm would not lie to him.

Lu Zai said, "You are here."

Xia Jianjing was silent for a few seconds. He gathered his fingers and squeezed Lu Zai back.

Xia Jianjing said, "Yes."

Lu Zai's heart suddenly swelled up, full of unspoken emotions.

He said to himself, it doesn't matter, no matter what Xia Jianjing's reason is, he knows how to bring his puppy home.

Yan Zheng was more reliable than Gu Xinghai, he had already sent a message to Military Doctor Ren during the meal, and at the same time briefly described Xia Jianjing's situation and their guesses.

Military doctor Ren had already rested, but rushed over from the dormitory after receiving Yan Zheng's text message.She was not wearing a white coat, and she was carrying four stars on her shoulders, and she waved towards them from a distance.

Military doctor Ren called Gu Xinghai and Yan Zheng: "You brat!"

Gu Xinghai left Yan Zheng and ran over, he said to Doctor Ren: "Aunt Ren, you are getting younger and younger!"

Doctor Ren said: "You two are enemies, you haven't been back to the hospital for many years, it's shameful!"

Gu Xinghai and Yan Zheng's coming out of the closet made a lot of trouble in the city. Political Commissar Gu and Captain Yan were often dealt with by the superiors, but it was a long story, and Gu Xinghai didn't want to bring it up again. He put his arm around Dr. Ren's shoulder, He whispered: "Aunt Ren, don't talk about this, I have business tonight."

Military doctor Ren rolled his eyes at him, stretched out his hand towards Xia Jianjing, and instantly put on a kind smile, "Son, let's go, let's ignore them, come in with me and sit down."

Military doctor Ren is a professional after all, she brought Xia Jianjing into the room, and cut to the point without a word.

If it was a young soldier who was not deeply involved in the world, he might not really be able to feel it, but Xia Jianjing understood from the very beginning about the ambiguous questions of the military doctor Ren.

After returning to China, he went through a long rehabilitation period. At first, he talked to himself in front of the video, but the effect has not been great.And Rui Su was worried about him, and persistently invited him to the house. He felt guilty, so he sought help from a psychologist without telling everyone.

The doctor diagnosed that he didn't have any physical trauma, and he was still mentally healthy. His condition was only because he was closed for too long and he was not good at communicating with people face to face.

Time is a good medicine. The doctor failed to save him, but time saved him.

He was closed for four years, unable to speak, and then he studied for four years as an undergraduate. No matter how silent he was in school, he could not avoid communicating with others. In this way, the positive and the negative offset each other, and he slowly recovered.

He knows his current state, there is no problem, he just no longer has so many emotions that must be expressed.

Xia Jianjing turned his head to look at Lu Zai outside the window. Lu Zai had a serious expression and looked very worried.

Xia Jianjing suddenly hesitated, he turned his head and said to Doctor Ren: "Is it not good for me to be like this?"

Military doctor Ren stopped, she took off her glasses and put them aside, smiled and patted the back of Xia Jianjing's hand.

Military doctor Ren said: "My child, there is no need to be burdened. Although we are social animals, we are also independent and free individuals. There are thousands of personalities in this world, no matter which one you choose is reasonable."

Xia Jianjing nodded and said, "Thank you."

Military doctor Ren smiled at him, left a lamp for him, stood up and went out to leave.

Lu Zai pushed the door open and walked in. He walked up to Xia Jianjing and squatted down slowly.

Xia Jianjing lowered his eyes and looked at Lu Zai. He understood Lu Zai's worry. He opened his mouth and wanted to tell Lu Zai that it was all over. He was fine and he was fine.

But when he looked into Lu Zai's eyes, he couldn't utter a word except for pursing his mouth in grievance.

In fact, it's not all right, he used to have a lot of things he wanted to say, but he couldn't say them for some reason, which made him annoyed and sad.

Lu Zai held Xia Jianjing's hand, looked up at him, and said, "Puppy Xia, don't be afraid."

Lu Zai said "don't make noise" and "don't make trouble" to Xia Jianjing countless times. His entire adolescence was full of awkwardness, and he took the trouble to say what he meant.He was like an unreasonable child, he had to show Xia Jianjing his cards before he would tell Xia Jianjing how many candies he had in his pocket.

But today's Lu Zai is no longer like this, he told Xia Jianjing, don't be afraid.

Lu Zai said, "Don't be afraid."

As soon as Lu Zai said the words, Xia Jianjing was not comforted, but his own eyes were red first.

When Xia Jianjing saw Lu Zai like this, he couldn't stand it immediately, and his heart softened to a utter mess.

People always seem to be like this, they can talk and laugh happily when they are stabbed with a knife, but if the person they like breaks their skin, this matter is more serious than the sky falling.

Xia Jianjing lowered his head and touched Lu Zai's forehead, he said, "Cub."

Xia Jianjing said: "It's mainly because of work. You are all seniors in the research institute, so be prudent."

Lu Zai knew that Xia Jianjing was not telling the truth, so he lowered his voice and asked, "Are you happy?"

Xia Jianjing thought about it seriously, and said, "Whether you're happy or not doesn't seem to be that important to adults."

"Yes, there is very little happiness in the adult world." Lu Zai said, "but your happiness is very important to me."

Xia Jianjing let out a dull "hum", as if biting his lip and swallowing the answer that came to his lips.

Lu Zai insisted on asking, "Are you happy all these years?"

Lu Zai raised his head to kiss Xia Jianjing, but Xia Jianjing didn't hide. There were tears in his eyes, which first dripped beside Lu Zai's eyes, and then slipped into the corners of their lips.

Lu Zai asked: "Is my summer puppy happy?"

"There are times when I'm happy." Xia Jianjing choked up and said, "But every time I think of you refusing to forgive me, I can't be happy."

Lu Zai asked: "Then do you want me to forgive you?"

Xia Jianjing nodded without thinking. He seemed to be afraid that Lu Zai might not see clearly, so he nodded several times in a row.

Xia Jianjing said, "I think, especially."

Lu Zai laughed. He reached out to touch Xia Jianjing's pocket and said, "Give me your phone."

Xia Jianjing was so obedient, he turned his body slightly to facilitate Lu Zai's movements.

Xia Jianjing said: "My mobile phone is a bit old. If you want, I will buy you a new one. My salary is pretty good now, so I can buy you the latest model."

"You think my forgiveness is worth thousands of dollars?" Lu Zai raised his eyebrows and glanced at Xia Jianjing, then smiled fiercely at him, "Silly dog."

Xia Jianjing stopped talking, he watched Lu Zai's movements intently, every look was profound.

Lu Zai's fingers were still as good-looking as when he was a teenager. He tapped Xia Jianjing's screen with his fingertips, pressed eleven numbers and dialed, and then returned the phone to Xia Jianjing.

In less than a second, the phone in Lu Zai's pocket vibrated. He took out the phone, shook it at Xia Jianjing, and directly wrote "Puppy Head".

"Although I don't say that I have photographed all kinds of things in the world these years, I have indeed gained a lot of insights." Lu Zai said, "I don't plan to say the love I owed you back then. I really never liked you."

Xia Jianjing clenched his phone tightly for a moment, he lowered his head, and stroked the hung up call on the screen with his fingers, feeling a little lonely.

Xia Jianjing said: "You don't owe me anything, it's because I didn't follow the rules, so I don't even owe one percent."

Lu Zai looked at him with a chuckle, and knocked on his forehead with a bit of resentment, much more ruthless than when he was a teenager, Xia Jianjing directly covered his forehead and let out a muffled snort.

"Let you talk nonsense." Lu Zai raised his hand to cover the back of Xia Jianjing's hand, and rubbed it gently for him, "I don't like you, I love you, and I have only loved you since I was 17."

Xia Jianjing's eyes widened suddenly. He looked up at Lu Zai and blinked in disbelief.

Lu Zai laughed, nodded at him, and said, "You heard me right, Xiaogou Xia. So if you want me to forgive you, then answer the phone obediently, and listen to what I say I love you 99 times."

Xia Jianjing's eyes were full of expectations, but he pursed his lips, so nervous that he didn't even dare to breathe.

Xia Jianjing whispered, "I've already multiplied by 99 in my heart."

Lu Zai stretched out a finger and shook it left and right in front of him, "Don't play tricks, after 99 times, I forgive you, you tell me your answer, okay?"

Xia Jianjing hooked Lu Zai's fingers, and slowly wrapped them into his palm.

Xia Jianjing nodded and said, "Okay."

In this world, matter is always conserved, so when the two people in the room were feeling tender and affectionate, Captain Yan, who had a great military exploit, received a fist from the military doctor Ren in the corridor.

Military doctor Ren was the director of orthopedics in his early years, and his strength was extraordinary, and he grabbed Yan Zheng's abdomen and punched him until he leaned against the corner of the wall clutching his stomach, unable to hum.

Doctor Ren scolded: "Stinky boy, the child just doesn't want to talk to you, why the hell did he have aphasia?!"