Encyclopedia love letter

The building where Xia Jianjing's house is located is the earliest family building in the school. It is a bit dilapidated, even if you just look at it from the outside, you can see the sense of age.

The corridor was also narrow, and it couldn't accommodate two big boys walking side by side. Xia Jianjing and Lu Zai walked upstairs one after the other.

Xia Jianjing is used to living here, and the golden nest and silver nest are not as good as his own doghouse. He is not embarrassed at all, let alone have inferiority complex. Instead, he shows off to Lu Zaichou, "At the same table, look, I can even Jump five steps."

Xia Jianjing stood on the second and a half floors, bent his knees and lowered his body's center of gravity, kicked his feet while shaking his hands up, and jumped straight up to the sixth step, which was even stronger than he imagined.

Xia Jianjing exclaimed, turned around and made a six, "Wow, I'm too good."

Lu Zai's legs are longer than his, and he can easily step up to the fourth step, "No, it's because your steps are relatively short."

"Okay, I was discovered by you." Xia Jianjing spread his hands and found that he couldn't fool Lu Zai, so he obediently took out the key to open the door.

Although the house is small, it is kept quite clean. The balcony faces south, and there are no other buildings in front of the building to block it. The living room is well lit, warm and bright.

Xia Jianjing opened the shoe cabinet to get slippers for Lu Zai. The shoe cabinet was also neatly arranged, but the colors were basically black, white and gray, without feminine colors.Lu Zai hasn't met Xia Jianjing's mother yet, but he thinks that she must be a rational and gentle person.

But soon, he discovered that he had guessed wrong.

There is a photo hanging at the corner connecting the living room and the dining room, the background is black and white, the woman in the photo is just as Lu Zai imagined, rational and gentle, her eyes are full of smiles, and Xia Jianjing is not annoying Times are similar.

Lu Zai has always thought that Xia Jianjing is a very lucky person, with a harmonious family, loving parents, many friends, and enough capital to be mischievous, without caring about the sufferings of the world.But today he realized that it didn't seem to be the case, and Xia Jianjing was also sad.

Xia Jianjing noticed Lu Zai's gaze, but raised his chin proudly and said, "This is my mother, isn't she beautiful?"

Lu Zai nodded and said seriously: "Beautiful."

"Come here, tablemate," Xia Jianjing smiled, and pulled Lu Zai into Xia Ping's bedroom, "I'll show you something."

Lu Zai was very curious and followed him.

Xia Ping's room is just a bed, a table, and a cabinet. The bedside and the table are full of books, and the cigarette butts in the ashtray are piled up into hills.Xia Ping didn't allow Xia Jianjing to mess with his things, and Xia Jianjing didn't dare to rummage around. He slowly opened the cabinet, stepped on a stool and took out a box from the top, which contained a stack of CDs neatly.He took one of them out, and carefully put the others back in their place.

Lu Zai stood aside, looking at the whole room quietly, his gaze was suddenly attracted by the wall behind the bedside table, he took two steps forward, and found a line of words engraved there——

"Mom, you must get well soon."

Lu Zai frowned and thought, this picture seems familiar, he must have seen it somewhere before!

Where is it?He had never been to Xia Jianjing's house before.

Is it in the photo?

Lu Zai raised his eyes and stared at the line of words.His pupils suddenly dilated, a little unbelievable, isn't this what Sunfish calls the "Wall of Sadness"!

In Lu Zai's mind, he recalled all kinds of sunfish like a lantern. The other party lived abroad since he was a child, and was accompanied by flying fish and beasts in the wilderness. He returned to China at the beginning of this year. sincere.

On the only weekend when Sunfish was not online, they were taking the monthly exam on Saturday, and Xia Jianjing was a guest at his house on Sunday.

So everything fits perfectly, pointing to one fact...

Xia Jianjing stood on the stool and turned around, half-bent, holding the disc in front of Lu Zai's eyes, and asked with a smile, "Hello, why are you in a daze?"

Lu Zai couldn't hear it at all, and there was only one thought left in his mind. It turned out that the sunfish was Xia Jianjing, and Xia Jianjing was the sunfish.

He looked at Xia Jianjing with dim eyes. The bright smiling face in front of him overlapped with the sunfish on the forum, which was extremely absurd but natural.

Seeing that Lu Zai didn't respond, Xia Jianjing put his hand on Lu Zai's shoulder, using it as a support point, and jumped off the stool.The land-borne conditioned reflex generally reached out to support Xia Jianjing's side waist.

Xia Jianjing felt that Lu Zai suddenly became very strange, with an indescribable softness, like a trembling and blooming flower.

Xia Jianjing asked Lu Zai: "Do you like photography?"

Lu Zai's heart was turbulent, but he didn't know how to speak. He stared at Xia Jianjing and nodded.

"I like it too," Xia Jianjing said, pointing to the CD in his hand, "This is the first video in my life, it's very precious, do you want to watch it?"

Of course Lu Zai wanted to see it.If he was asked to rate the people around him, most of them would only be in the [-]s or [-]s. Xia Jianjing and Sunfish were a little stronger, and they could get about [-], but they couldn't pass.But now the two are combined into one, the score is multiplied by two, and it is not far from the full score, and he can't refuse it at all.

Xia Jianjing took Lu Zai back to his bedroom, rolled up the quilt, and went to bed with his laptop in his arms.

He patted the vacant place beside him, and called Lu Zai: "Come up, let's lie down and watch."

Lu Zai hesitated for a moment, then took off his shoes and climbed up, shoulder to shoulder with Xia Jianjing, half leaning against the head of the bed.

Xia Jianjing became obsessed with photography at first because of the infrared camera, which was used by Guanzhen and the others to record the movements of wild animals, but there were still a few left after the deployment was completed, so Guanzhen installed them inside and outside the tent. One, look at what my son is doing when he is alone.

Once Xia Jianjing was woken up by urinating in the middle of the night, but because he couldn't bear to wake Wanzhen up, he tiptoed out of bed and went outside the tent to pee.He was only two or three years old at that time, half his head was no higher than the edge of the bed, he jumped up and down on the edge of the bed, two little radish legs struggled for a long time before he climbed onto the bed, Wanzhen happened to turn over, He didn't dare to move immediately.After a while, he made sure that Wanzhen was completely asleep, and then he slipped into Wanzhen's arms again.He twisted left and right, found a comfortable position, closed his eyes and still did not forget to pout and kiss Guanzhen's face.

The next day, Wanzhen was working on the material, and when she saw this part, her heart felt sore and soft. The other women in the team were also very moved. I didn't expect Xia Jianjing, that monkey, to have such a caring side.Because of this incident, many aunts ignored his usual pranks and repeatedly praised him for being sensible and cute.

After Xia Jianjing learned the cause and effect, he strongly demanded to see his own demeanor. The quality of the infrared imaging was not very good. He was gray inside, like a shadow made of snowflakes, and his eyes were green, like a cat. Animal-like.But he still finds it magical, and at the same time, he is gradually fascinated by photography.

Xia Jianjing only remembered his positive image in the video, and completely forgot that he was still wearing crotch pants at the time, so he just showed it to Lu Zai without covering it up, he was so stupid that he couldn't help it.But the matter has come to this point, he is not easy to click the fork, so he can only pretend to be calm, and put the bullet down.

Xia Jianjing pretended to be calm and explained to Lu Zai, "My mother recorded this for me."

Lu Zai curled his lips into a smile, and commented quietly, "It's pretty cute."

Seeing her naked butt more than ten years ago, and even boasting about her cuteness, Xia Jianjing couldn't keep up her fashion.He was a little shy, closed the computer, slipped into the bed, leaving only a pair of eyes exposed, and said softly, "Go to sleep for a while, you have to go to class in the afternoon."

"Well, good." Lu Zai said.

Lu Zai lay down, Xia Jianjing divided half of the quilt for him, turned to face Lu Zai, and whispered: "At the same table, do you know why I like photography?"

After Xia Jianjing finished speaking, he sighed, he was suddenly a little sad.The uncles, aunts, brothers and sisters around him are very kind to him, feel sorry for him without a mother, and are infinitely tolerant to him. There are crowds of people who love him from the wide angle of the earth, but it is impossible for him to show his weakness to these people, saying that he Miss his mother very much.Xia Ping was supposed to be the most suitable candidate, and Xia Ping also comforted him, saying that missing is a very normal emotion.But isn't Xia Ping sad? What he said is nothing more than making things worse, transferring the pain that should have been borne by himself to Xia Ping.

Now that Lu Zai was lying beside him, real and warm, he felt a little tired uncontrollably, and really wanted to find someone to talk to.

Lu Zai also likes photography. The lens can record the absolute truth. Ugly is ugly, evil is evil. Falsehood cannot be disguised as love, and lies cannot be mistaken for the truth, but he feels that Xia Jianjing must not be like this The reason for the coldness, after all, the photos sent by the sunfish are cute and warm, and the cold shots cannot be taken.

With rare patience, Lu Zai asked, "Why?"

Xia Jianjing stretched out his hand, hugged Lu Zai, then leaned his head, and buried his whole face on Lu Zai's shoulder, "At the same table..."

Xia Jianjing's hair was not at all like his own, it was a little stiff, and it was painful and itchy when it pricked Lu Zai's side neck.Lu Zai was uncomfortable, and just about to break free, Xia Jianjing hugged her arms even tighter like a fool.

Lu Zai pushed him, Xia Jianjing still didn't move, his voice was muffled, a little unreasonable, and a little coquettish, "You haven't heard my reason yet."

Lu Zai felt a warm tide on his neck, and he thought, Xia Jianjing must be crying.

Lu Zai relaxed, and his hands changed from pushing and rejecting to half hugging, sticking to Xia Jianjing's back, "Well... you say."

"This video is the only thing my mother left me," Xia Jianjing sniffed, and said, "I often think, if I can learn photography earlier, then I can keep a lot of her."

Many of her, this sentence is outrageously wrong, like "my father came back one after another", but Lu Zai did not correct it.

What Xia Jianjing said, Lu Zai also felt the same way.In family relationships, children are always in a state of passive acceptance. Whether it is quarrels, divorce, remarriage or widowhood, children are accessories, and all they can do is accept.Some children are naturally optimistic, but some children put the shackles of adults on their shoulders.Maybe all the children will be relieved in the future and learn to understand the difficulty of their parents, but no one can deny that they were riddled with holes and walked alone during those long adolescence that could not be relieved.

The photos posted by sunfish in the wide angle of the earth not only attracted Lu Zai, but also attracted many people who were in prison like Lu Zai. Everyone got some salvation from it.

And Lu Zai only realized now that no matter how many amazing and charming photos sunfish took, there would never be the person he most wanted to take among them.

Xia Jianjing sniffed, covering his whole body with a thin layer of sweat.Still unwilling to let go, he hugged Lu Zai for a while, this time he was really acting like a baby, "This is my little secret, don't tell others."

"Okay." Lu Zai said.

There was another secret bond between them, and Lu Zai's heart softened inexplicably. He thought, should he take this sunfish out to bask in the sun.But he didn't plan to tell Xia Jianjing that he was Milu just yet, so he let Xia Jianjing hug him, and then patted Xia Jianjing on the back.

Lu Zai whispered, "Xia Jianjing, you are really clingy."