escape from the world

On that gray morning, Fang Chen and Nie Shi had prepared to visit the dean early in the morning, holding a large bouquet of fragrant lilies in their hands.

Fang Chen was not used to the smell, and kept sneezing, so he put the bouquet of flowers on his lap, and leaned on the passenger seat to keep away.Nie Shi opened the car door and got in, fastened his seat belt and started the car.

After the car left the urban area, it began to rain lightly. The wiper wiped the glass continuously. Fang Chen turned his head to look outside. Through the window covered by rain and fog, he couldn't see anything clearly.Maybe a song should be played, and it can also ease the awkward atmosphere in the car.But the two of them didn't move. Fang Chen brushed his fingers over the plastic package that wrapped the bouquet, and scratched its edges and corners due to wrinkles. A light white mark appeared on the fingertips and quickly disappeared.

He wanted to say something quickly, he was the one who could talk the most before, and he would listen carefully no matter what he said.

For a long time, there was still only silence in the carriage.

The car gradually drove into the mountains, crossing layers of undulating trees, and occasionally ran over uneven stones.

The mountain road was muddy, the surroundings were silent, and there was no one there.

Only him and Nie Shi.

more embarrassing.

"Have you decided where to go?" Nie Shi suddenly asked, Fang Chen was a little dazed and didn't answer for a while, and then Nie Shi added, "Travel."

He still didn't answer.Nie Shi thought he was going back on his word, and immediately said nervously, "You promised..."

"I have no intention of going back on my word now." Fang Chen said, looking down at the lily on his lap, thinking wildly that he should put it in the back seat of the car, but he made a mistake. He raised his head and smiled. , "I always have to think about where to go."

Nie Shi's shoulders relaxed, and he glanced at him worriedly. Fang Chen pointed to the steering wheel: "Concentrate on driving."

"it is good."

Fang Chen leaned back on his seat, and watched Nie Shi drive blatantly, from those bony hands to the black cuffs that exposed a section of his wrist.How long have they known each other?From childhood to now.Nie Shi stared ahead, Fang Chen only saw his long black eyelashes and straight nose.He looks away.How long have you been together again?

As he grew older, Fang Chen gradually seldom laughed heartily, and he could no longer tell the childish jokes when he was young.Nie Shi was silent, and he followed suit.

Sometimes he would wonder whether Nie Shi still liked him, or he was tired of it long ago but didn't bother to say it.After all, he has really changed a lot, from a boy who would hide in a corner and wipe his tears secretly when he failed the exam, he has grown into a man who treats others with tact and sophistication, and he will grow older in the future.

Nie Shi was not good at expressing love. He was not talkative since he was a child, and Fang Chen rarely heard him talk about love.During the first days of our relationship, Fang Chen would deliberately tease him and ask, "Does it mean that you don't want to be with me without saying anything?" At that time, Nie Shi would seriously grab his wrist and answer no, with twinkling eyes, he added, " I'm not very good at talking... what do you want to hear?" Fang Chen felt a little distressed, and couldn't bear to be flustered, so he replied with a smile: "I'm just kidding, you can't do anything if you don't want to, I'm clinging to you."

Later, Fang Chen never mentioned this again, and never forced Nie Shi to talk about love.When Nie Shi was silent, he would laugh and talk a lot, and when he saw Nie Shi smile, he would laugh along with him.It's just that time will wear away a lot of things, and Fang Chen began to become uncertain.He can no longer fill himself with smiles, too many things are rushing in, making him sensitive and suspicious, and he can no longer be like a boy, who can't grasp a serious problem that he cares about as a joke The answer you want.

Nie Shi still loves him.Of course he knew this, but when those loves melted into his life, melted into the firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, he lost the courage to speak.

The car was still moving forward, bumping over a large concave surface.As soon as he was about to turn a corner, Fang Chen came back to his senses, the drizzle was beating the leaves, he saw two figures on the mountain through the blurry car window, and he caught some drumbeats and heavy metal music in his ears.His eyes were still fixed on those two blurred figures... The car suddenly twisted and wiped away, he was hit back to the seat heavily, the lily fell to the side, the flower fell straight and swayed, and scattered a few petals.

"Why..." Before the words came out, the car body was hit again, and immediately after the second hit, the car that had been pushed to the edge of the cliff tilted down.Fang Chen didn't have time to think about anything, the loud music poured into his ears, his eyes caught the flashing red and blue light for a moment, and then he rolled and fell...

The rain outside was still falling, and the sports car with flashing two-color lights stopped, "What the hell is going on? What is blocking it?"

The carriage was filled with strange smoke, and the music was deafening. The driver had a woman in his arms, and he pointed drunkenly, "You seem to have hit a car?"

"Huh?" The man raised his hand to take a breath of the cigarette, flicked the ash casually, and smiled, "Why didn't I know it was a car? Isn't that a rabbit?" He lowered his head to exchange a sticky kiss with the woman, and slowly turned the car back drive back.

In the early morning, there was a little light in the sky, and clouds and mist appeared in the mountains.

"This..." The couple who stood on the mountain and witnessed the whole process looked at each other, and the woman's eyes were obviously dodged, trembling, "What's going on?"

"Do you want to call the police?" The old man also looked nervous, bending his body and looking down the mountain.

The old woman gave the man a hard look, "Why call the police? Don't worry about this nonsense, hurry up, I won't be able to catch up with the episode later." She grabbed her trousers uneasily and walked forward.

The uncle stopped for a few seconds, looked down and followed up with a "hey", "You old woman...wait for me, why are you walking so fast!"

The rain is still falling, falling finely and densely in the world.

……

"You take the punishment and forget everything involved."

The surroundings were blank, the cat faced him and licked its paws, Fang Chen thought of that rainy day again, the restless air mixed with his still pulse, the choking scent of lilies mixed with the smell of iron rust,

He never asked how long Nie Shi struggled that day, the bottomless cliff failed to kill two people at once, Fang Chen couldn't remember how long he had to breathe until all the blood drained, leaving only a shriveled skin , Death did not come as expected.At the last moment before his consciousness died, he actually thought that he should have let Nie Shi tell him a hundred love words to give him peace of mind, so that he would not be obsessed with dying.

Fang Chen grinned at this thought, and more tears poured out, and Nie Shi silently wiped them away for him.Fang Chen wanted to say it's okay and I'm not very sad, I just pretended to show the cat.The moment he met Nie Shi's eyes, he knew that he didn't need to say anything. Nie Shi knew that he was deliberately luring the couple out, and watched them being eaten by evil thoughts.

He has long been rotten, exuding decay all over his body.

The sense of despair spread again, rolling over his mouth and nose, Fang Chen's hands were numb, and his head was buzzing.He thought he wouldn't hate anymore, after all these years, after seeing so many crimes and executions, he thought he was numb.

But why.

Those who killed them lived well, and lived for many years, until death brought them into the world.

Fang Chen knew that he had been trapped in a cage, so he forced himself not to care.Now he broke the chain with his own hands, and found that it was himself who was broken.

He couldn't bear it any longer.

The immature child's voice sounded again: "Are you afraid of death?"

Qiao Ran didn't understand the situation, and Xie Ying didn't know much about it, both of them looked at Fang Chen when they heard this.Xie Ying frowned even more.

They can't die once, and if they die again, they will face demise.

Fang Chen moved, his voice a little hoarse, "I'm afraid your grandma will have a leg."

cat:"……"

"You will remember." As if nothing happened, the cat tilted its head and looked at Fang Chen without blinking. "After you remember your own death, you will remember everything."

Xie Ying closed her eyes.What is the difference between this and dying again for them?

Qiao Ran didn't know it and said, "Is it that simple?"

That voice was tainted with a smile, like a naughty child: "It's that simple."

The surrounding scenery began to change, the pure white gradually faded, and they returned to the front of the building. The difference was that there were no dark and brown blood stains on the ground, and there were no black leather shoes "left behind" by the dead.

Everything is back to normal.

There was a bit of gray-blue embedded in the sky, and the cat jumped onto the low wall: "The task will start as usual after dawn." After saying that, it disappeared on the other end of the wall.

Fang Chen's long-supported body finally fell down, sitting on the ground and letting out a sigh.

Qiao Ran took a step forward and was stopped by Xie Ying. The woman shook her head to signal him to be quiet.

After a while, Fang Chenyang tried to speak with a smile: "I'm sorry, I was impulsive..."

Nie Shi reached out to smooth the smile on his lips.

Fang Chen forgot what he was going to say for a moment.

"Well done." Nie Shi threw out a sentence.

Fang Chen: "..."

He held his forehead and said helplessly: "You are pampering and doting."

"Yeah." Nie Shi replied.

"Maybe I might die, but I didn't think of you when I did this." Fang Chen asked, "Aren't you angry?"

Nie Shi didn't speak.

Fang Chen supported the ground with one hand, his fingers curled up slightly, "The moment I saw them being eaten, I really thought it would be good to just die like this."

"No."

Fang Chen laughed: "Why?"

"Because you lied." Nie Shiban knelt down and put one leg on the ground.

Fang Chen's smile froze on his face.

He couldn't hide it from Nie Shi.

"That's right, I have to watch them die again to relieve my anger." Moisture rose from his eyes, and his throat was choked.From the moment he chose to come to the world, Fang Chen has kept smiling until now.He was trapped in the cage of youth, and now he broke it with his own hands.

"Don't be afraid." Nie Shi stretched out his right hand and clenched it into a fist.

Fang Chen covered his eyes.

He was afraid of being in a nightmare, afraid of going through it all over again, afraid of dying.

He is more afraid of forgetting.

All his precious memories are about this person in front of him, but now he wants to forget Nie Shi.

"It's okay, don't worry." Nie Shi pulled his hand away and raised his half-clenched fist in front of him, "I will always follow you."

"It's like talking about love." Fang Chen pretended to be relaxed, "It's so nasty."

"This is."

Fang Chen squatted up with his hands on the ground, and handed the dagger pinned to his waist to Nie Shi, "I've handed over the weapon to you to keep it safe for me."

Nie Shi hesitated to take it.

Fang Chen rested his head on his arm, showing a slightly childish smile, his eyes, which were a little lighter than ordinary people's, were sparkling, reflecting the mist: "Okay then, you will protect me." He raised his hand gently Touched Nie Shi's fist.

"it is good."

It seems that when they were young, they were still teenagers, and they still had to celebrate the victory of the fight with fist bumps.

The morning light is about to dew, and a new day is about to begin.

Qiao Ran: "Do you think I'm dead?"

Xie Ying: "Shut up if you don't want to be stepped on."

……

It was such an ordinary day that Fang Chen couldn't even remember what he had eaten in the morning.

The same as in the past, he got up early, ate a casual meal and went to work.It happened that the neighbor who lived across the door opened the door, and the two greeted each other and got on the elevator together...

A new day begins.

The author has something to say: - connected

All the weird behaviors that Nie Shi did before were actually fulfilling his promises, but it's a pity that his affection was not discovered, and it scared people a lot hhh

end of next chapter

The extra episode should be quite long, there are stories to write, and the sugar is still sprinkled...