escape from the world

For a long time no one answered.

It wasn't until Nie Shi stretched out his hand to cover Fang Chen's eyes, and with a little force, the young man with a calm face leaned up obediently, leaning into Nie Shi's chest.

Qiao Ran rubbed back a bit, the soil soaked by the rain sank, and half of the shoe prints slid out.

Fang Shen was breathing, and his chest was slowly rising and falling, but Xie Ying felt inexplicable pain. Those raindrops seemed to be powerful, weighing a thousand catties, and the crazy hammer fell, smashing the body and corroding the soul.

"I don't understand..." Qiao Ran murmured, flashing a rare panic, took a step forward and saw Nie Shi behind Fang Chen, and stopped abruptly, opening and closing his mouth halfway.

Nie Shi stood behind Fang Chen in an absolutely protective posture, touched the hair on Fang Chen's forehead with his finger, swept it lightly, and covered his eyes, just like Sheng Qianqian Shen did to him.

Xie Ying has always known what kind of relationship exists between these two people.

Interdependent intertwined symbiosis.

A more twisted and desperate relationship than love the world has ever known.

It took Fang Chen a while to take Nie Shi's hand off, tugged at his wrist and turned his head to ask, "What are you doing?"

"You're not in the right mood."

"I didn't." Fang Chen retorted, and then turned to look at the two people opposite.

He raised Xie Ying's familiar smiling face, looked at Qiao Ran, and said willfully, "I don't care if you understand."

Qiao Ran: "..."

"I don't care what you do, killing evil thoughts, testing the bottom line of the monitor, or hurting yourself..." Fang Chen tilted his head, smiling sincerely and nastyly, "Miss my business."

This is ridiculous, like a child bickering.When Xie Ying looked at Nie, there was even an adult standing sideways.

"But you are responsible for what you do, and what consequences it will cause...Even if you don't understand, the responsibility will still lie with you." Fang Chen suddenly said seriously, "You will be punished accordingly."

"Qiao Ran, stop looking for a sense of existence for yourself."

Everything that day was like a farce.

Qiao Ran is still good at acting as a monster, and sometimes she deliberately puts down one or two evil thoughts and does not resolve them.In the past, Fang Chen used to scold and clean up the mess, but now it is the same, but there is an added step, after getting rid of the evil thoughts, he catches Qiao Ran and beats him up.

Xie Ying once saw Fang Chen stepping on Qiao Ran's head with her own eyes, and said, "Why are you running? You were not born when I was fighting in school, how dare you run?"

Qiao Ran didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, "So how old are you? Are you an old man?" Xie Ying felt that the latter was a little bit more, after all, Qiao Ran had no brains.

As a result, he was beaten even worse.

If this is what Fang Chen meant by "punishment", then Qiao Ran deserved it.

But Xie Ying knew it was not the case. Fang Chen was just teaching Qiao Ran a lesson. The one who could really punish them was the watcher who followed them all the time, the cat that followed him everywhere.

What is the real punishment? After Fang Chen beat Qiao Ran countless times, forcing Qiao Ran to call him brother, and then Qiao Ran called him "Brother Fang Chen" very smoothly. get an answer.

Human life is boring and boring.Knowing that the sins of the dead lead them to death is such a day-to-day, pain-numbing work that one can't help but want to have some fun.

Qiao Ran has always been far ahead in the matter of dying, so Xie Ying was not surprised when he asked the question "How did you die?"

Qiao Ran always wanted to touch any taboos.

She couldn't answer and didn't think Fang Chen would, let alone Nie Shi.Sure enough, Fang Chen asked back, "Then how did you die?" and kicked the ball back.

Xie Ying thought Qiao Ran would shut up.

"Human experiment." Qiao Ran, who had always maintained the appearance of a teenager, was lying on the table with her head turned to one side, without looking at anyone present, and her tone was casual.

For a moment the air became quiet.

Qiao Ran raised her head, still with that innocent look: "Why don't you talk?"

By then they were already familiar with each other.

——Xie Ying thought they were already familiar with each other.

But everyone has secrets, the important and the unimportant are kept in the bottom of their hearts.As if she had just met Qiao Ran, she couldn't help but look at the boy again.

Fang Chen was slightly stunned, then smiled, a little helpless, and kicked Nie Shi's calf, "Say it." He looked at Qiao Ran, more like an elder looking at a younger generation, only a few moments, Fang Chen would see clearly. Showing a calmness and maturity that does not match his appearance, people suddenly realize that he has been dead for many years and has existed in the world for a long time. "I fell off the cliff in a car accident."

Xie Ying held her breath, she subconsciously felt that it was not that simple, and waited for the next article.

Nie Shi gave Fang Chen all his attention, observing his every move but did not stop him from speaking.

Qiao Ran wrinkled her nose: "That's it?"

"Well, that's it." Fang Chen propped up his chin, "otherwise, how could there be so much drama in life?" They are nothing more than the accumulation of little things.

"Is it just an accident?" Qiao Ran still didn't believe it.

Xie Ying felt that Qiao Ran was not far from being beaten.He really didn't understand, but he was so proficient at digging people's wounds.

Fang Chen paused, blinking his eyes twice: "No."

"That……"

"People only care about the result." Fang Chen interrupted Qiao Ran's questioning, "This matter was treated as an accident in the end."

Xie Ying lowered her head in a hurry, and a girl's voice sounded in her ears, calling herself "sister" sweetly. Before her eyes was the unpretentious old street again. She returned to the old alley of her childhood and smelled the soft glutinous glutinous rice balls cooked by her mother. Fragrant taste.The white and tender glutinous rice balls in my memory turned black and stinky little by little, mixed in the dirty mud soup, and turned black and red when poked, scalding the tender meat in the mouth, and ignited the throat.

Everyone has secrets, and everyone would rather die than live.It is her punishment for herself to die and not to be reborn.

Nie Shi got closer and closer to Fang Chen, and Fang Chen raised his hand against his forehead: "What are you doing?"

"Observed."

"Am I an ape? Why are you watching me?"

Xie Ying came out of her thoughts, and when she saw two people, she wanted to laugh and cry at the same time.

No matter for any of them, that memory must be difficult. Nie Shi interrupted him and handed himself over to relieve the pain.

Qiao Ran wanted to ask again, but was scared away by Nie Shi's look.

Nie Shi was too docile in front of Fang Chen, Xie Ying sometimes forgot what kind of person he was.Those stern, dark eyes cast a lot of shadows on her, but when she looked at Fang Chen, she was as calm as a deep pool of water, warm and cool, a place where she could live in peace.

It's not that Xie Ying hasn't acted with Nie Shi before, and it's not without reason that she has such a shadow and fear of Nie Shi.She encountered a difficult thing on her first mission, and a group of people got lost in the forest.Nie Shi appeared in front of her at that time, and Xie Ying will never forget the scene of him unscrewing Ein Nian's head with his bare hands after emptying the bullets in the gun, and the yellowish intestine-like filth gushed out of Ein Nian's body.

Her legs went limp and she fell to the ground covered with broken leaves. She heard Fang Chen's call not far away, confirming that everyone was safe.Nie Shi walked towards her, and the pile of wriggling intestines behind him dissipated into ashes and flew slowly.Her breathing burned herself, Nie Shi raised his index finger towards her and slowly pressed it against his lips, she couldn't see a trace of emotion in those dark eyes.

When Fang Chen found them, he looked back and forth between the two, and asked Nie Shi suspiciously: "What did you do?"

"I didn't do anything, just kill evil thoughts."

Fang Chen crossed his arms and stared into Nie Shi's eyes.

Nie Shi turned his gaze to Xie Ying, "Ask her if you don't believe me."

Xie Ying didn't dare to speak, for fear of being silenced if she made a mistake.

Fang Chen was dubious: "You really didn't..."

"You don't believe me." Nie Shi's villain complained first, and even lowered his head.

He just bowed his head, but Fang Chen quickly said, "I believe it, I believe it, why are you wronged?"

Xie Ying couldn't see that Nie Shi was wronged at all.

Fang Chen wanted to help Xie Ying up, but Nie Shi reached out first.

Xie Ying didn't dare to date, how could she not see it, even if the two of them didn't make any intimate gestures in front of her, Nie Shi's eyes said it all - this person is mine.

That breath was like a thick black mist, completely enveloping Fang Chen in it.

Seeing Fang Chen's worry-free smiling face, Xie Ying's stomach sank little by little.Did Fang Chen know that he was being targeted by a monster?

——At this point, Xie Ying reasonably suspects that Fang Chen knows everything. After all, Fang He is good at disguising, and his ability to pretend to be stupid is so strong. Regarding Nie Shi's matter, he may be deliberately conniving.The more she thinks about it, the more it makes sense

"What about you, Xie Ying?" Qiao Ran turned the topic to her again.

"No comment." Xie Ying said in a deep voice, hoping that Qiao Ran would understand that she didn't want to continue this topic, and that he would stop.

It's a pity that Qiao Ran has never had the temperament to accept when he sees it. He dared to provoke Nie Shi, let alone Xie Ying, "You don't want to say it? Is it so mysterious? Let me guess..."

Xie Ying pressed Qiao Ran's head on the table, the old wooden table made a "squeak" sound, and the wooden thorn pierced the scalp, Qiao Ran exclaimed and giggled again, "I'm just kidding, I won't say it anymore .”

"It's late." Xie Ying held her tightly, as if she was about to squeeze Qiao Ran's head, "Why didn't the human experiment remodel your head?"

Qiao Ran was quiet for a second.Xie Ying noticed it, and also realized that she had said something she shouldn't have said.Stabbing each other does no one any good.

"They don't care." Qiao Ran's voice buzzed over the wooden table, "It's good to be alive, and they don't care about the rest." Qiao Ran changed his words in the middle of speaking, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you die."

Xie Ying's hand slowly loosened.

Qiao Ran got up from the wooden table: "Anyway, I'm not the only test subject."

That sense of suffocation surged up again to wrap around Xie Ying's hands and feet, and the girl's crisp voice rang in her ears, buzzing, buzzing...

She is an adopted child. She didn't know who her real parents were when she was born. The conditions in the village were harsh. She grew up eating a lot of food. Since she was a child, she heard the neighbors say "You should respect your parents well when you grow up. They don't think you're a girl and bring you back..." She also wanted to be filial to her adoptive parents, so she worked hard to study hard and excel in everything. Then she heard from the village that "a girl's family will take a college entrance examination, and she will be able to do it in the future." Just get married and find a good husband’s family.” When they were admitted to the police academy, they said, “What kind of policeman should a girl be? How can any man dare to marry her back home? Why don’t you learn how to wash dishes and cook?”

No matter what others say, Xie Ying never regrets everything she has given.When she was in her freshman year, her adoptive mother suddenly became pregnant. At the age of forty or almost fifty, it was dangerous to have a child, but she still gritted her teeth and wanted it.It turned out to be a girl again.Everyone came to drink the full moon wine, and they said in secret that it doesn't matter if they are not sons, and daughters are also fine.

Xie Ying didn't understand what was wrong with the girl. The adoptive mother held her sister in her arms and kissed her in pain, and said cheerfully, "Girl is good, it's my mother's caring little padded jacket. From now on, our family Yu will be my little padded jacket."

Xie Ying also thinks that her younger sister is the cutest. When she was three or four years old, she called her older sister in a childish voice, and stretched out her hand to hug her.

Parents work in the field all year round, Xiao Jiayu looks after the house alone, and occasionally calls Xie Ying, who works far away, and sweetly calls "sister" on the other end of the phone.

The last call came from a scorching summer, Xie Ying often kept her phone on silent due to work reasons and did not answer it.

Xie Jiayu died.

When she returned to the village, her younger sister had already been buried, and the seven or eight-year-old girl died terribly.People in the village did not dare to talk about it in front of their family members, but they did say a lot behind their backs.A relative didn't even bother to shut up and said to others, "I have told her to quit her job and come back to take care of the children, but no, there is no one in the family, just can't do it, her girl is too wild."

No one blamed the murderer, because it was a mentally disturbed fool who stabbed the little girl with an iron rod and fell to his death in the mud ditch.It took two days to fish it out, but there was no human appearance, so it was hastily dug and buried.

How ridiculous.

Xie Jiayu's call was just an ordinary call, not a call for help. The fool broke in the door and didn't give the little girl a chance to call for help.

Xie Ying stayed in the village for a month, and many young men in the village started talking to her when they saw that she was looking good. She had just died and her younger sister was not in the mood for flirting at all, so they ignored them.I don't know when it started, the village began to say that she was ignorant and seduced men when she saw her.Her adoptive parents pushed her to leave here, and within a few years after she returned to the city, news came that her adoptive mother was insane.

In the end, Xie Ying quit her job and went home to farm, taking care of her crazy adoptive mother and helping her adoptive father with work.She left behind all the things she had learned in the past twenty years, but even so, more and more people in the village began to point at her—"Look, this is the one who killed her sister." I am also mad at my own mother's woman, I heard that she is not born to this family, she was adopted, and she is not a good product in terms of her dress and face."

The adoptive mother was not in good spirits, and occasionally she would go crazy and dragged Xie Ying's hair and asked her sharply: "Did you kill my daughter? Was it you?!" Saying "Mom", the mother and daughter hugged each other and cried in the end.

In the last few days, the adoptive mother couldn't recognize her. She was a murderer and a vixen, calling Xie Ying, crying and asking her to return her daughter.

Xie Ying also wants Xie Jiayu to live. She is the little sister who can call herself "sister" with a smile. She brings her clothes and toys every New Year. When she leaves, the little girl cries and tells her not to leave, " Sister" called her.

Wouldn't it be better for her to stay? If she hadn't left back then, if she hadn't worked hard, hadn't gone to college, and stayed in the village to be a girl waiting to be married, wouldn't this be the case?

Xie Ying never regretted every decision she made, but it was so hard that she couldn't help but doubt herself.

In the blink of an eye, it was the Chinese New Year, the day when the family was reunited. The adoptive father went out to work early in the morning, and the adoptive mother was more energetic than ever. She said she was going to cook for Xie Ying and cooked a bowl of glutinous rice balls.

Xie Ying went out to help her adoptive father deliver the things she forgot at home, and when she came back, she looked at the glutinous rice balls on the table and smiled, "Mom, you made this for me?"

"It's for murderers." Her mother muttered, pushing the glutinous rice balls in front of her, the soup inside was mushy.

When Xie Ying was just leaving the house, she heard a woman washing clothes by the river talking about her family affairs, "Well, Mrs. Xie was fine, but someone said in front of her face that it's okay to die a girl, maybe she can still live... how could it be so?" Those who talk, no matter what they have been raising for these years, these old bastards don't know how to say something nice."

Why should she die for gossip.

Xie Ying didn't know either.She swallowed the obviously muddy bowl of glutinous rice balls, and when she was halfway through eating, her adoptive mother stopped her suddenly: "I won't give it to you."

"No, Mom, I want to eat." Xie Ying rushed to stuff a glutinous rice ball into her mouth after she finished speaking, it was so hot that her mouth blistered instantly.

The adoptive mother pulled her hair and tried to pull her away, vying for the bowl of glutinous rice balls: "I won't let you eat, you return it! Murderer, return it!"

Xie Ying shed tears instantly, shook her head and said: "Mom, Mom, I want to eat, I want to eat, please..." Please, don't call me a murderer.I didn't kill my sister.

But she is guilty.

She died so easily, what to do with the people left behind.

In the end, she watched her adoptive mother cry on top of her, calling her younger sister by her nickname, saying over and over again, "Jia Yu, Jia Yu, mom is wrong, mom is wrong."

She sees death, and her own corrupted soul that has nothing left.

She is guilty, and she wants to pay for it with her eternal life.

The author has something to say: Qiao Ran, a rich kid.

And, the emotional line is really sweet, so this is essentially a sweet article... right?