escape from the world

Fang Chen followed Gao Cheng, listening to Gao Cheng's constant muttering "Toilet, where is the toilet?" and walked straight forward.

Gao Cheng didn't look sober, his eyes were half-opened and half-closed, and he came out of the room when there was a bathroom, and they went straight to the room as soon as they arrived at the hotel. It stands to reason that Gao Cheng shouldn't know where the public toilet is.

But he found it.

Turning right at the end of the corridor, there is a smell of fishy smell before entering. There is an unpleasant smell floating on the wall in the air, where there is water seepage, tick tick.

Fang Chen stood at the door covering his nose and mouth, Gao Cheng went in and untied his trousers chain, pressed his hands on the urinal and began to rub his hands like a dog, making the single sound of "itch, itch" from his mouth, with a hint of There was vague frenzy and anxiety.The pink handkerchief in his trouser pocket fell out and fell on the wet ground, and the color gradually became darker with water.

Fang Chen was cold all over, standing at the door of the toilet watching Gao Cheng's strange behavior.

Gao Cheng was in a daze, his eyes seemed to be stuck with glue and he couldn't open them, leaving only a small slit to look at people vaguely. He felt severe pain, like burning or ice.Gradually regaining his consciousness, he scanned the surroundings and reached Fang Chen at the door. He couldn't stop his movements at all, and kept hitting the wall of the pool with his gun, hitting harder and harder, making a terrible thumping sound, trying to knock himself to death .

"What did you do?" Fang Shen's voice in the confined space became ethereal, unable to hear joy or sorrow, his eyes fell on the pink handkerchief that fell on the ground, "What did you do? This handkerchief... whose is it?" ?”

Gao Cheng was itchy and painful, and he was still rubbing against the urinal, in an ugly posture, with his legs bent, like a cockroach crawling on the urinal.

"Fang Chen...help me!" He only wanted to ask for help, but he didn't hear a word Fang Chen said, and he wanted Fang Chen to pull himself away.

Gao Cheng raised his head with difficulty, his hand was almost out of control, and it took him a long time to lift it up and reach out to Fang Chen, "Help me!" There was hope in his eyes, and he felt that as long as Fang Chen pulled him, he would be able to Get out of the devil.

Fang Chen raised his hand and then stopped, turning around to look back.

He saw a touch of red again, unable to distinguish between reality and illusion, and dared not blink, but the red still disappeared as if it had never existed.

"...Fang Chen?" Gao Cheng was fully awake, but his body couldn't be controlled by himself. He looked at Fang Chen's hand raised in the air, and called him eagerly.

Fang Chen turned his head but dropped his hand, and Gao Chengxin also hesitated and stared at him.

"Whose handkerchief is that?" Fang Chen asked again, his lips were dry.

"That's... that's..." Gao Cheng cast his eyes randomly, and the itchy pimples suddenly stopped, only the pain remained, and the pain made his head scream, his feet couldn't stand firmly, and he fell to the ground, gone. The urinal, but he kept shaking like a dog, rubbing against the cold floor.

The colorful lights flashed in his mind, the loud DJ, the crowd shaking on the dance floor, the wine red blackout curtains, and the girl who asked him where the bathroom was.

Gao Cheng couldn't stand the pain and screamed: "She did it voluntarily! It's all her voluntary... She seduced me!"

Gao Cheng had a bar that he often went to, and the name of the bar was "New Night". He drank a lot that night, and the girl asked him where the bathroom was... Isn't this an invitation in disguise?He just complied with the girl's wishes, and finally took the girl's handkerchief as a token, and wiped away her tears, which was good enough.What reason did she have, what reason did she call the police to let the police arrest him? !His neighbors said that he was kind and friendly, not like someone who would do such a thing.

His popularity has always been good, and the evidence is solid, and some people speak up for him, and they say——"Maybe he has some difficulties?"

So he doesn't think he did anything wrong.

This is clearly what you want.

Fang Chen's blood was flowing back all over his body, his head was tearing in pain, he wanted to vomit, and kept retching and choking out tears.

Because of the severe pain, the flesh on Gao Cheng's belly trembled, and his cock was bleeding, dripping between his legs.

"Fang Chen, Fang Chen! Help me, save me!" The pain was getting worse and worse, and Gao Cheng felt that he was about to burst, wriggling like a maggot, trying to reach Fang Chen's trousers.

"...Then who will save her?" Fang Chen lowered his head and even took a step forward, with a trembling voice and a hint of bewilderment flashing through his eyes, his toes were only a few centimeters away from Gao Cheng's fingers, and he was powerless to scratch.

No one rescued her.

She just inadvertently asked a man the way, and politely said thank you to him with a smile.

She did nothing wrong.

The dizzy blood seeped into Gao Cheng's cock little by little, Fang Chen's eyes lost their luster, the toilet was filled with a stench and the man was crying miserably.

Fang Chen raised his head and stared blankly.

Those crimes, those foul thoughts, they're disgustingly dirty.

And what about himself, what did he do?

He must be guilty, and heinous.

Gao Cheng was still howling, and transparent blisters bulged on his skin, which gradually expanded and burst, and a yellow-green foul-smelling liquid flowed out, like pus, and smelled like a toilet.

Fang Chen took a step back, watching Gao Cheng lose his vitality little by little, turning into a puddle of fishy juice, and the whole toilet was filled with stench.

There are flickering sparks and burning smoke in the corner of the corridor, circles of misty mist spewed out from the two red lips, and finally turned into a sigh and dissipated in the wind.

Fang Chen couldn't remember how he got out of the toilet. He stepped into the moonlight and walked out of the hotel unconsciously. He raised his head and found that the light board was on, and rows of small light bulbs were shining brightly. The word "New Night" flashed With blood red light.

His eyes hurt so much that he was almost on the verge of tears, and there was the sound of gravel rubbing against the soles of his feet in the distance. Fang Chen turned his head and looked sideways to see Nie Shi standing opposite him.

Nie Shi seemed to have just rushed over. He wanted to get close but didn't dare to get close. He stared straight at Fang Chen.

I didn't remember Nie Shi's somewhat frightened eyes in front of Shen, feeling that he was being watched and stared at all the time, and he could never escape, but now he just wanted to walk over.

But after seeing each other for a few hours, Fang Chen felt far away.

Nie Shi was standing in the place where the moonlight was brightest, and they were so far away.

Tears burst out suddenly, Fang Chen staggered and walked over, stumbling towards the slightly rotten person.

He was clearly not afraid of him, not at all.

Every time Fang Chen took a step, Nie Shi's rottenness deepened.Every step he took tremblingly, his heart felt as if it had been crushed and pinched.

Nie Shi was a little panicked, his hands were hanging in the air, he didn't dare to approach or stay away.

Fang Chen walked up to Nie Shi, grabbed his sleeve and said, "Please, kill me!"

Nie Shi has always been protecting him, even if he is forgotten and feared, he is always by his side.But why... He obviously killed him.

If his crime was related to Nie Shi, or if Nie Shi killed him himself, they would be free from each other.

Nie Shi hugged him into his arms, hugging him tightly as if he was going to be embedded in his bones, and kissed his temples: "Shh... don't be afraid."

Fang Chen was unable to close his eyes, his consciousness was withdrawn in an instant, and he returned to a place far away, a clear sky with soft white clouds.

The time in college seems to be still yesterday. Fang Chen hadn’t cut his hair short at that time, and his hair would be curly and curled the next day after washing his hair. When he didn’t have a job, he would go to Nie Shi’s school. Nie Shi was reading in the library. He is sleeping next to him.

He remembered waking up one day with Nie Shi's arms vertically crossed, and he stretched out his hand to hold Nie Shi's palm in a mischievous mood, interlocking his fingers.Nie Shi's hand paused, without any expression on his face, he just held it back and held it tightly. Fang Chen blinked, but his fingers could no longer be pulled away.

Nie Shi has always been like this, terribly stubborn, and once he is convinced, unless Fang Chen comes forward to enlighten him, no matter what he says, it won't work.

They secretly held hands under the table, Fang Chen blinked his eyes, put his other hand on the table, put his chin on it and tilted his head to look at Nie Shi.

Nie Shi's palm was warm, making Fang Chen accidentally sleepy again, half-closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep again.

"Fang Chen." Nie Shi called him suddenly, with tenderness in his voice, which made people fascinated and intoxicated.

"Huh?" Fang Chen responded, and smiled sweetly, like a naughty child, gently shaking the hands they were holding.

Those were the best four years, and everything in the future is still unknown.

Someone was stroking his hair while he was half asleep and half awake, treating him like a treasure in an extremely gentle way.

Fang Chen always knew that he was despicable, and he got the warmth he never got from Nie Shi. He cared and took care of him, but he could give Nie Shi very little.

It just so happened that Nie Shi also had the same idea as him, Fang Chen saved him from the mud, but he kept dragging him and never letting go.

They are all selfish to each other.

Fang Chen couldn't live alone without Nie Shi, and Nie Shi also couldn't let Fang Chen go far.

None of them would let anyone go.

But the once warm palm is now unbearably cold, Fang Chen wonders if this is his fault.

He can't save himself, let alone delay time and go to hell.

It was dawn again when he woke up again. Someone was knocking on the door in a hurry. Fang Chen opened his eyes and found himself lying in the room.

"Gao Cheng? Fang Chen?" The woman outside the door kept calling.

Fang Chen stood up with sore body, his arm slipped on the bed and then stopped.

The wound is gone.

The arm that was bleeding profusely last night was intact.

The author has something to say: There is redemption between Counseling and Nie Shi, but more is that they need each other, they are pulling each other, absorbing the nutrients they need from each other

I kind of like the tune.

Tomorrow may not be the same, I have to go out... But it is not certain!