escape from the world

The dean likes lilies very much, so you can often see lilies in the orphanage, and there is always a bouquet of lilies on the podium in the classroom.

Fang Chen didn't like the scent. He thought it was too pungent, but he liked the dean's grandma very much.

He grew up in an orphanage since he was a child, and the director was extremely biased towards him. He would secretly give him candy that other children did not have, would gently stroke his head, and speak for him when he was punished.At that age, among a group of children without parents, such treatment would attract countless jealousy and hatred.

Fang Chen knew that he was the special one in the heart of the dean's grandmother.

How nice and special.

Everyone wants to be a special existence in the hearts of people they care about.Especially here, if others give a little bit of tenderness, these children will scramble to snatch it as a treasure.

So he deliberately ignored some things, things that clearly existed but were denied by him over and over again.

Fang Chen remembered that the day Nie Shi was adopted, he sat alone in the backyard wiping his tears. He was half envious and half reluctant to part with Nie Shi.

When the other children were taking a nap, the principal walked up to him and handed him a biscuit, "What's the matter, can't you bear to leave my friend?"

Xiao Fang Shen sat on the threshold and shed tears, crying while eating.He is a bit naturally curly, with unkempt hair. When he was a child, his speech was a little slurred. Although he always got into trouble, I have to say that adults love him very much because he is cute and a little clever.

"Everyone is gone." The dean sighed, gently touched his head and sat down beside him, "Fang Chen doesn't want to leave?"

Fang Chen was too young at that time, he thought that as those children said, he was too naughty and no one would want him for the rest of his life, so he didn't dare to say anything, he lowered his head and shrank.

The dean looked into the distance, "Everyone is gone...Will Fang Chen stay with grandma?"

The sun was a little glaring, Xiao Fang Chen raised his head and nodded in confusion: "Okay, I'll stay with grandma." He thought that the dean's grandma was so kind to him, and he was willing to stay with grandma. Although the sun was very hot and he was a little sleepy, he wanted to Accompany grandma.

Laugh lines appeared in the corners of the Dean's eyes: "Fang Chen is so obedient, do you still want to eat biscuits?"

Xiao Fang shook his head deeply, the biscuits were too dry for him to choke.

"No more."

In fact, according to Fang Chen's appearance, he could be adopted by a family with better conditions.But children of similar age around him left one after another, and Fang Chen still stayed here.

In the days that followed, he somewhat understood that it was the dean who left him.

The dean has no children and loves Fang Chen so much, out of selfishness, she keeps Fang Chen.

Fang Chen's grades in junior high school were not satisfactory, and the dean hated iron for being weak, and even asked him seriously if he planned to move bricks after graduation, but finally found him a job.She treated Fang Chen really well.

Fang Chen would occasionally think, if he could be adopted, would his life be easier in the future, and he wouldn't have to be bullied in the orphanage, but what if the family that adopted him didn't treat him well? Being returned... He made good assumptions and bad assumptions, and then he simply didn't think about it, because he only lived this kind of life, he had no choice, and there was no if and no assumptions.

Good or bad cannot be defined.He has no choice but to bear everything.

……

It was raining all the time, and the wind blew hard and closed the open door heavily. Gao Cheng remained motionless like a dead body.

Outside the door, Fang was in so much pain that he couldn't speak, sweat and tears dripped down together, he was always in such a mess, and he would continue to be in a mess in the future.He couldn't breathe, he pinched his neck and coughed desperately, which made his throat hurt.

Qiao Ran was quite distressed, scratching his ears and cheeks for a long time, and finally just asked: "Is it really that painful?" He always took pain as pleasure, especially after the wound would heal quickly after death, he was willing to see the blood dripping on the ground and smashing irregularities. The pain makes him briefly feel alive.

Qiao Ran was still sleeping in a dream as a child. There were countless glass bottles in front of him, each of which had gorgeous colors. Ordinary people would uncork the bottles and carefully take out the contents. Qiao Ran was different. They shattered and pressed their hands hard, hurting others and hurting themselves at the same time.

He has experienced too much pain, and there is no distinction between good and evil in the world, and neither is he.

Those who beat him every day, pulled his hair, and beat him severely would throw him bread to eat, and those who took him to a luxurious villa and provided him with hot baths and new clothes wanted his body parts.

Qiao Ran thinks that human beings are really interesting, and watching human beings dying is even more interesting.

The filthy things left by people after death give birth to "evil thoughts". They are dirty and ugly with a human-like body, and they have no thinking but only want to eat people.They have a desire for humans like moths to a flame, they want to tear them up and stuff them into their mouths, and they want to integrate with humans.

- They were originally one.

Everyone here is guilty, Qiao Ran looked at the black and white cat standing quietly on the window frame, and so did they.

The cat turned its head and stared in one direction, rushed outside with a "meow" and jumped out of the window into the rain, then crossed the road lightly and ran towards the opposite hotel.

There was another movement upstairs, and Qiao Ran knew that he had caused trouble, he raised his head and said, "I should go." He took a step back and stepped forward, his hand stopped in mid-air, and finally fell down to touch his leg.He still couldn't understand Fang Chen, turned around and went upstairs looking for the sound.

……

The faucet in the bathroom was dripping with water, and Zhang Rui and Wang Huiwen huddled together in the same bed.

When it was getting dark, they found a hotel and stopped. In order to hide, they deliberately drove the car into the alley, and went up to the fifth floor in one breath and found a room to hide.Originally thought that this hotel would be better than the one opposite, the two of them were dumbfounded as soon as they entered the room. The quilt smelled musty like a whole corpse was stuffed inside and was heavy and damp. They hugged each other without feeling warm.

It was the darkest time of day, and there seemed to be someone walking in high heels in the corridor. Wang Huiwen's scalp felt numb, and Zhang Rui held her shoulder nervously, with such strength that he could push her out at any time.The two trembled for a long time, the sound gradually faded away, they closed their eyes at some point, and fell asleep in an awkward position embracing each other.

There was a flash in the sky, and a cat suddenly came in from outside, shook the water off its body and began to lick its paws. The footsteps of "da da" were getting closer, and the cat flicked its tail and turned to look at the dark corridor.

Nie Shi appeared on the other side, with ink dripping from his fingertips.

"Meow~" The cat ran over on its feet and tried to rub Nie Shi's trousers, but Nie Shi dodged it.

It raised its head, and w's mouth looked like a smile.

"Since when have you become as disgusting as Qiao Ran?" The figure at the end of the corridor moved and asked.

The black liquid in Nie Shi's hands evaporated, but the black under his eyes became thicker, "Are you here?"

"Otherwise?" the man asked back, tilting his head as if thinking of something, "Qiao Ran said there is no one guarding here?"

Nie Shi's face darkened.

"You think I'm with him over there?" The other end also frowned, "If you come over, that side..." Before he could say the following words, Nie Shi had already jumped out of the window.

The man and the cat looked at each other: "Is this the fifth floor?"

"Meow~"

The moonlight cut the shadow in half, a long mournful cry came from the corridor, the high-heeled shoes sounded again, the knife in the man's hand gleamed with silvery white light, his eyes squinted at Nie Shi who was running outside the window, and he let out a breath while walking.

"Working."

In front of the rainy window, Fang Chen fell on the floor, his temples were drenched with sweat, his eyes were blurred and he couldn't see clearly, his arm seemed to be stabbed by something, and he couldn't lift it because of the pain.

Shards of glass, mud, rain, blood, and large swathes of red bloomed.His throat was pierced by something, something was about to come out, gushing out, all gushing out, the black and red beating... Fang Chen thought it was the heart, someone held it in his hands and pressed it to his ear and told him it was a sin .

He was struggling in his dream, and the lily turned red and fell petal by petal to bury him, as if telling him, you can't escape, you have to die for the sin you committed!

Nie Shi jumped down from the window, his whole body was wet, and his black hair was dripping with water. The moment he saw Fang Chen, he froze, feeling helpless.Jumping from the fifth floor, the injury didn't heal immediately, he limped towards Fang Chen, every step was painful, but he couldn't feel it.

Fang Chen was completely confused, all his memories were confused into a ball, and he couldn't speak clearly: "I can't remember, who are you... I... I killed you?"

Thunder fell in the distance, shattering the last trace of camouflage, revealing bones in Nie Shi's palm.

The author has something to say: After laying the groundwork for so long, I finally wrote this!

Many things have become clear, and there is a lot to guess!