fifth year

He was wandering in the streets, not knowing where to go, as if nowhere was the place for him to be.Walking and walking, I came to this park, where I used to come with Wu Zhe.

Leaning against the tree trunk, his whole body was frozen stiff by the winter temperature, and his heart was even colder, and the pain engulfed him.

When he thought of the death of his mother, whom he had depended on for many years, when he thought of her dying on a cold hospital bed while he was playing with his sweetheart, when he thought of how he had failed to be filial by his side in the years before his mother died, and he couldn't do it when her mother died. To die for her... Lin Yiqing was in such pain that he could hardly breathe.

He was even thinking, if he had been tougher back then and hadn't let his mother be taken away by Lin Sheng, would everything have been different?Maybe the current level of technology dooms my mother to not live for a few years, but in those few years, he can always be with her, so that she will not be so lonely.When mother closes her eyes, she can also see him waiting by her side.

But there is no if in the world.

Feeling empty in his heart, feeling cold from the inside out... Lin Yiqing sat down slowly along the tree trunk. At this time, he desperately needed someone to accompany him, otherwise he really wouldn't be able to hold on.

He explored in his pocket, fortunately, he brought his mobile phone...

The call was connected quickly, and since he had changed a new number, he didn't know who he was on the other end. The bright voice made Lin Yiqing's body finally warm up.

"Happy New Year! May I ask who you are?"

He was always like this, no matter if he was a stranger or not, he would send his own blessings first... The corners of Lin Yiqing's mouth were frozen, but he still smiled, regardless of whether he saw it or not.

"Azhe...it's me." His throat was a little choked.

"Yiqing!" Wu Zhe thumped in his heart, and then he heard something wrong in his voice, and immediately asked, "Where are you?! What happened?!"

"In the park we often go to, Ah Zhe, I miss you." Then he hung up the phone, feeling a little more at ease.

Wu Zhe rushed over anxiously.

"Lin Yiqing!" Seeing him sitting on the ground leaning against a tree trunk in a shirt, Wu Zhe was so distressed that he was about to cry, and his tone was naturally not very good.

But when he saw Lin Yiqing raised his head in panic, and his eyes were clouded with mist, Wu Zhe's anger turned into distress, and he ran over, took off his coat to cover him, and pressed him down. Into his arms: "Yiqing!"

"Azhe, you're here..." Lin Yiqing stretched out his frozen hands to hug Wu Zhe's waist, his whole body was colder than ice.

"Yiqing, what's the matter?" Wu Zhe asked anxiously, then felt that something was wrong, and half-supported and half-hugged Lin Yiqing to the direction of the parking lot, "Let's go back first, you're going to freeze."

Lin Yiqing was led away by him until he walked to the parking place.

Wu Zhe stuffed him into the back row, got in himself, turned on the heater in the car to the maximum, then held Lin Yiqing in his arms, and rubbed his hands with the heater.

"Why is it so cold! Let me warm you first, otherwise you will really freeze... Lin Yiqing, are you an idiot? You ran outside in a shirt to freeze, are you a Transformer or a Spiderman? Are you outside? How many hours have you stayed... why didn't you know to call me earlier..."

Wu Zhe kept rambling on, Lin Yiqing occasionally replied a few words, more often he was silent, but leaned obediently in Wu Zhe's arms, resting his head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.

When Lin Yiqing's whole body finally got a little warm, Wu Zhe drove to the apartment.

After bringing Lin Yiqing into the room, Wu Zhe immediately turned up the temperature of the air conditioner, and put Lin Yiqing in his arms again to cover him.

"I just found out today that my mother died a long time ago." Lin Yiqing whispered suddenly.

Wu Zhe was taken aback. He knew Zhao Shihao was a beautiful and gentle woman in his impression.He faintly felt that Lin Yiqing's abnormality today, no, his abnormality in the past six months was all related to Zhao Shihao.But he didn't ask, he just circled Lin Yiqing tighter, waiting for him to speak.

Once you open your mouth, these hidden, wronged, and sad pasts have a vent.Lin Yiqing hugged Wu Zhe with all his strength, and began to tell him all this.

As he spoke, his emotions became agitated, and finally he shed tears.

The sadness that had been suppressed desperately, finally vented through tears.

A man doesn't flick his tears lightly, but he doesn't reach the sad point.But today, he was heartbroken.

Wu Zhe has been hugging him in silence. At this time, the countdown to the New Year came from the TV. When the salute was fired, Wu Zhe whispered in his ear: "Yiqing, Happy New Year."

This year, there have been so many twists and turns, so much pain, and so much sadness. May these bad things go away with the passing of the old year. May my youth be warm and never see the severe cold.

Lin Yiqing rubbed against his arms, her eyes were still red from tears, but she finally smiled: "Azhe, happy new year."