how to look at the city

"How are you?" The familiar voice seemed to come from the sky, strange and far away.

Gu Jin stared at a pair of big red eyes, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly, as if he wanted to express something, but his mouth was very rational and silent.

Seeing He Lian attack suddenly, his heartache surged out, Gu Jin was not reconciled.Such profound and majestic emotions can only be buried deep in my heart from now on.

If... if...

If He Lianxi hadn't discovered the truth, if the two of them hadn't had a relationship, if...

There are so many ifs, and the tortured people are in great pain.

"Are you crying? Are you in pain? I'll help you get the medicine." He Lianxi looked at Gu Jin's red eyes, his pale face was full of panic and worry, and his concern was palpable.

Gu Jin shook her head, but still looked at him without speaking.

He saw that He Lianxi was standing there, struggling and flustered, as if he was about to collapse.

Seeing He Lianxi's painful appearance, Gu Jin suddenly felt a pain in his empty chest.

Gu Jin gritted her teeth, resisting the urge to comfort him, and forced herself to turn her head to look away.

There was silence in the ward.

Gu Jin could feel that He Lianxi had been looking at him, and after an unknown amount of time, he heard He Lianxi say bravely and cautiously, "A Jin."

Ah Jin.

This is the first time that He Lianxi called him that.

He used to call, Ah Hui, Xiao Hui, Gu Hui.

The tone has never been so humble.

That cautious tone made Gu Jin turn to look at him reflexively.In Gu Jin's eyes, He Lianxi has always been arrogant. With his temperament, he will never show weakness. If others dare to hurt his face, he will pay it back thousands of times.

But now He Lianxi has lost face by calling him so cautiously, for fear of offending him.

Gu Jin suddenly burst into anger.

Why is Helian so pitiful?Obviously He Lianxi did something unforgivable to him, why does He Lianxi look like a victim now?

"Don't call me by my name." A sentence blurted out, but his momentum was weak because of his weakness. Gu Jin glared at him angrily, and the grievances that had accumulated for a long time surged up.

When he was kidnapped and tied to the bed and drugged, He Lianxi didn't know about his helplessness, his fear, and his forced calm, he only knew how to tease him like that.

What I hate the most is that I have actually sunk down, that feeling is like a tarsal maggot, which cannot be removed, washing Gu Jin's heart layer by layer.Gu Jin gritted her teeth, no matter how you look at it, he should be the one who suffered the most. Why did He Lianxi do this?

He Lianxi's eyes were full of sadness and self-blame, and his voice was hoarse, "Are... are you okay?"

Gu Jin looked at him, without any emotion in his words, "Thanks to the second master, I'm not dead yet."

After being taunted and treated coldly several times, in the past, He Lianxi would either take revenge or return with a slap in the face.But now, He Lianxi didn't get angry, he just stood a few steps away and looked at Gu Jin quietly.

No more words, just watching.

Being looked at by him like this, Gu Jin's anger didn't diminish, on the contrary, she became even more upset.

He blamed himself, why did he like He Lianxi?

If he didn't like He Lianxi and stayed away from He Lianxi earlier, wouldn't all of the following happen?

Now that the trouble has reached the point where it is now, how should it end?

The word love is indeed the most abrasive, and it cannot be contaminated.

Gu Jin was annoyed, and pulled out the needle casually. His movements were a little rough, and the skin hurt, so he couldn't help frowning.

"pain?"

"It doesn't matter to you." The pain in the pain is not as painful as yesterday.Gu Jin raised her head and looked at He Lianxi meaninglessly.

Gu Jin was always so cold and distant, He Lianxi seemed a little irritable, but he still held back his anger, "Do you hate me?"

hate him?Gu Jin herself didn't know either.

He thought that he should not hate He Lianxi.If he could hate him, he wouldn't be in such pain.

Gu Jin didn't speak, He Lianxi said to himself, "It should be hate, after all..."

"Pour me a glass of water." Gu Jin interrupted him with a clear tone, no emotion or anger could be heard.

Helian was slightly taken aback.

Gu Jin raised her eyebrows, "Not willing? Then I will do it myself."

"I'll come, you lie down." He Lian came back to his senses, and diligently went to make a glass of warm water for Gu Jin to bring back.

Gu Jin sat on the bed and held the water, her pale lips were on the rim of the cup, she raised her neck, and drank the water one gulp at a time.

The Adam's apple rolled up and down with the movement of swallowing, Gu Jin's neck was slender, and his simple movement of drinking water made He Lianxi's eyes flash, and he looked away uncomfortably.

He Lianxi watched him drink the water, took the glass and put it down, and then said to him seriously: "I'm sorry,...I was too impulsive that day."

He Lianxi actually apologized to him?

Gu Jin opened his mouth, with a look of surprise on his face, and then calmed down, "It's okay."

"I know, you won't forgive me." Seeing Gu Jin's indifference, He Lianxi pursed his lips and narrated softly.

"No." Gu Jin's eyes dodged, and finally he pretended to be relaxed and replied, "How could it be, I have to blame for everything, I don't blame anyone, how can I forgive?"

He Lian clenched his fist tightly.My heart is almost paralyzed.

He tried his best to keep his emotions stable before he dared to speak, "Just say what you want, without beating around the bush."

Gu Jin frowned and thought for a while, then struggled fiercely in his heart. In the end, he gritted his teeth and said slowly to He Lian, "There is nothing we can do to undo what has happened. I can forget it. But, from today on, we have no relationship."

Gu Jin said every word, and he spoke very lightly. After he finished speaking, the atmosphere in the room froze instantly.

forget.

It doesn't matter anymore.

These words are obviously very light, but they are like a thousand catties, and they hit He Lianxi's heart heavily.

Helian's voice trembled a little: "Why?"

Obviously it was Gu Jin who provoked him first.

Why is he the one who wants to retreat now?

"I like it, okay?" Gu Jin's words became more and more shallow, his voice was very pleasant, and he didn't seem to care at all.

Gu Jin's heart was churning.

With He Lianxi pressing so hard, does it really make him feel better if he calls out the phrase "little uncle" and makes both of them feel depressed?

He Lianxi suppressed his emotions, looked straight at Gu Jin, and solemnly said every word, "Gu Jin, it was my fault that day, I shouldn't disregard your wishes, I'm sorry. I will never force you to Do anything, don't compete, okay?"

Gu Jin was stunned, and after a while, he smiled, "I accept your apology. However, we really can't go back to the past."

"Helian, I really don't blame you. You have been very kind to me. It is already my wish to be with you for a while."

"Gu Jin..." He Lianxi's voice was bitter and difficult.

"After all, I also disturbed your life. What happened that day, let's take it as the price of my greed. We're even. You don't have to feel sorry for me, and I won't be sorry to you either. There is no relationship between us... owe."

One is different and two are wide, and each is happy.