There is a south wind in the dust

Chen Shi knew how bad he was to Cheng Jianan. To Cheng Jianan, his love was a bondage and an obstacle. Cheng Jianan might never know why the people who always wanted to adopt him would give up on him in the end Well, let him hate himself a little less.

When Cheng Jianan first came to the orphanage, it actually caused quite a stir. When Chen Shi saw him for the first time, he felt that he was not beautiful enough to describe, but he hadn't read any books, so he didn't know what was more beautiful than beautiful adjective.But this little boy doesn't talk to him, and he won't curry favor with him like other kids.

He called him: "Nannan."

Chen Shi felt a little excited when the name was called, as if he was really one step closer to him.

But Nan Nan just stopped what he was doing and looked up at him, as if he was waiting for him to say something, but Chen Shi didn't know what to say, the two of them just looked at him and didn't speak.

Everything in the future is actually just like what Fu Chen said, he wanted to get Cheng Jianan's attention, in winter he asked people to sprinkle water on Nan Nan's bed, and he wanted to say to Nan Nan: "Why don't you sleep with me. "

But Cheng Jianan just asked his aunt to change a quilt, and finally put on layers of clothes and hid in a corner to sleep. His movements were so fast and decisive that he couldn't open his mouth. Cheng Jianan wrapped the quilt up, leaned against the corner with him, and quietly took it away the next morning.

He even threw away his meal and wanted to give him his own snacks, but Cheng Jianan was so hungry that he didn't ask anyone for a drink.Chen Shi led everyone in the orphanage to isolate him and reject him, just hoping that Cheng Jianan would come to him on his own initiative.

Of course, there were also people who wanted to adopt Cheng Jianan. Chen Shi didn't want Cheng Jianan to leave him, so he went to those adults on purpose, and framed Cheng Jianan intentionally or unintentionally.

"Nannan should be very happy. He seems to be autistic and doesn't like to talk. Auntie, if you adopt him, his autism should be better."

Seeing Nan Nan, who was not talkative and taciturn, those adults gave up their idea of ​​adoption.

"If Nannan is here, our things will always disappear inexplicably."

"Nannan is very good in everything. We don't know why no one has adopted her for several years. There may be reasons that I don't know."

These tricks have been tried and tested time and again. He doesn't want Nan Nan to leave him. Sometimes when he sees two people living happily together on the Internet, he will fantasize that it is him and Cheng Jianan.

Until Grandpa Cheng, who was a volunteer, knew that Nan Nan was kind, that Nan Nan was bullied, and that Nan Nan was good in everything, so he adopted him and renamed him Cheng Jianan.

Not long after, he also left the orphanage as an adult. He left the orphanage and wanted to find Cheng Jianan, but he had no money with him, and he didn't know what to do to find Cheng Jianan. When he came out by himself, he had to pay for food and rent. He is not highly educated, does not have enough diplomas, and has a problem with one foot. Although he looks handsome and upright, he always sees regretful eyes from the people around him when he walks.

At the beginning, because of his looks, Chen Shi was 1.8 meters tall, and was recruited as a salesman, front desk, and shop doorman to solicit business, but he knew that this was not a long-term solution, and the salary was not high and there was no guarantee. Standing on one foot for a long time is also very tiring.

One day, he was standing at the entrance of a restaurant to solicit business. A man brought a woman into the restaurant. Because he was dressed in a uniform and looked tall and straight, the woman looked at him several times. Still on Chen Shi, he said, "Take it in for me."

Chen Shi shouldn't have done this. The people next to him saw it and wanted to help, but the man stopped him, pointed at Chen Shi, and said, "Let him do it."

Chen Shi thought about enduring it for a while, but he didn't expect one foot to stand numb, and he was trembling when he walked, and the thing in his hand slipped on the ground and broke. The man saw this, and he wanted to make trouble, but now the trouble will be sent away automatically. When he came to the door, he kicked Chen Shi down and scolded: "What kind of work is the lame man doing?"

The manager came over to calm things down, and hurriedly asked Chen Shi to apologize, saying that they couldn't afford to offend such a person. For the first time, Chen Shi understood the importance of status and money power, and bowed down and said sorry.

The man patted Chen Shi's face vigorously: "If you have such a face, you can go directly to be a duck. Don't these women like it? Don't you feel wronged by being a doorman, huh." After finishing speaking, he glanced at the woman beside him, The woman didn't speak, and lowered her head even lower.

Chen Shi later found out the identity of the man, he was a well-known gangster in this area, and now he is a top gangster, and there are many people under his command.He inquired about all the man's whereabouts, and one night, while the man was alone, he went straight up and beat the man half to death. He has always fought very hard, otherwise he would not have been the boss of the orphanage for so many years.

In the end, the man was lying on the ground and couldn’t scream anymore. Suddenly there was the sound of clapping and clapping. Chen Shi turned his head in astonishment. A beam of bright light shone on Chen Shi. The light source saw Zeng Hongye.

At that time, Zeng Hongye already had signs of gaining weight, but he still looked a little majestic, with some admiration in his eyes: "Young man, you are amazing, would you like to follow me?"

Chen Shi knew that he might have a way out, and he only found out later that the circle and scope of the Zeng family's gangsters were larger than that of the man. The man's growing desire to annex the entire dark area of ​​City A, the Zeng family had long since I was upset, I just wanted to hit him, but I saw Chen Shi beating him half to death, Zeng Hongye didn't say anything, just went up with the knife, and the man lost his breath.

At the end, Zeng Hongye said indifferently: "Since they are all about to die, why don't you just give him a good time, have you learned?" That expression seemed to be just an ant that died.

Chen Shi nodded. Zeng Hongye sent him to Lao Zhan, so he didn't care about him. He got to the present step by step. Lao Zhan actually helped him a lot at the beginning, but he became more and more powerful. The bigger he got, the more he coveted Chen Shi, and his help turned into a stumbling block, until in the end, Lao Zhan disappeared, and he successfully managed all the forces in the dark of the Zeng family.

At this time, he also thought about looking for Cheng Jianan, but thinking that something might happen to him one day, and it would hurt others, he decided to forget it.